x cutoutkid (2:32:45 AM): -is throughally smashed, has been drinking since 9am-
poisonbitterswt (2:32:59 AM): (oh dear god...)
x cutoutkid (2:33:05 AM): [theres a reason]
poisonbitterswt (2:33:09 AM): (ok)
poisonbitterswt (2:33:21 AM): (is this regular or aa?)
x cutoutkid (2:33:45 AM): [regular. he's chillin in their bedroom with like a bunch of empty bottles around him laying upside down on the bed]
poisonbitterswt (2:35:36 AM): *comes home from work and tosses messenger bag onto the table, then comes into the bedroom and raises brows* cai...?
x cutoutkid (2:36:03 AM): -drops the bottle of something id just finished onto the floor and opens another, doesnt even know what hes drinking anymore-
poisonbitterswt (2:36:55 AM): *comes over and snatches the bottle from me* what in the world are you doing?
poisonbitterswt (2:37:07 AM): *from you, jeez!*
x cutoutkid (2:37:17 AM): -looks up at you, squinting eyes a little-
poisonbitterswt (2:40:25 AM): *frowns down at you* did you hear me?! what in the hell are you doing?
x cutoutkid (2:41:32 AM): -slurred like nuts- having a drink
poisonbitterswt (2:45:22 AM): *clenches jaw* a drink?! i think i see way more than just one, caiden
x cutoutkid (2:47:24 AM): no, see... i had those... im have one...
x cutoutkid (2:47:27 AM): hav ing-
x cutoutkid (2:53:59 AM): no, see... i had those... im having one now...
poisonbitterswt signed off at 2:59:54 AM.
poisonbitterswt signed on at 2:59:58 AM.
x cutoutkid (3:00:00 AM): no, see... i had those... im having one now...
poisonbitterswt (3:00:42 AM): *narrows eyes and tosses the drink across the wall, letting it smash and glass flies along with the liquor as i storm out of the room, making sure to slam the door hard behind me*
x cutoutkid (3:01:15 AM): -doesnt bother moving, turning onto my side and finding something unopened by the sideof the bed-
x cutoutkid (3:01:48 AM): moving to go after you-
poisonbitterswt (3:04:03 AM): *is in the kitchen, leaning against the counter, gripping the edges tightly and fuming*
x cutoutkid (3:04:41 AM): -sips at a blue bottle of luna something as i lay there on my side, feeling my tears come again as theyve done on and off all morning-
x cutoutkid (3:12:27 AM): -finally lets it fall out of my hands and grips the blanket-
poisonbitterswt (3:15:07 AM): *takes a deep breath in and out, kicking repeatedly at the cabinet in front of me and muttering obscenities before i go back to our room and start throwing clothes into a bag*
x cutoutkid (3:15:56 AM): -tries to breath, my whole body shaking-
poisonbitterswt (3:17:18 AM): *hears you crying and turns to you* are you going to tell me why you suddenly decided to become a slosh in the middle of the day?
x cutoutkid (3:18:41 AM): -swallows hard and feels my chest constrict panifully-
x cutoutkid (3:20:41 AM): i-i'm sorry.. i just had a bad day...
poisonbitterswt (3:21:01 AM): *raises brows* i'll say....but when has that ever stopped you from being able to talk to me?
x cutoutkid (3:21:24 AM): i'm not... my heads... im not thinking straight....
poisonbitterswt (3:22:14 AM): *shakes head* you don't have to tell me that....*zips up bag* im not staying here while you're like this....
x cutoutkid (3:22:53 AM): -sits up a little- don't leave..-looks at you desperately-
x cutoutkid (3:23:45 AM): -swallows again and lays head back down- keep me safe...nix... please?
poisonbitterswt (3:25:13 AM): *lets the bag drop* what am i keeping you safe from, cai? i don't even understand...
x cutoutkid (3:25:51 AM): -sniffs back tears and voice is choked- my mum...called today... called the house...
poisonbitterswt (3:27:31 AM): *eyebrows disappear into hairline as i turn and face you* w-what?! how? how did she even get our number?
x cutoutkid (3:28:00 AM): -shakes head and almost screams- i dont know, nix! i don't! but she called... she knows where i am!
poisonbitterswt (3:29:19 AM): *cringes and turns away again, clenching and unclenching fists* i'd like that bitch to come here...give me one good reason...
x cutoutkid (3:29:47 AM): -closes eyes and looks down at the headboard- don't... nix.. .alright?
poisonbitterswt (3:31:00 AM): *huffs* fine, cai! fine, i'll just go down a couple dozen bottles of whatever the fuck and go crash my car again! *hoists bag up and stomps out of the room*
x cutoutkid (6:05:52 PM): x cutoutkid (3:29:47 AM): -closes eyes and looks down at the headboard- don't... nix.. .alright?
poisonbitterswt (3:31:00 AM): *huffs* fine, cai! fine, i'll just go down a couple dozen bottles of whatever the fuck and go crash my car again! *hoists bag up and stomps out of the room*

-swallows hard and hugs the pillow to me-
poisonbitterswt (6:24:18 PM): *snatches keys off the side table and heads to the door, swinging it open and letting it bang off the wall*
x cutoutkid (6:25:27 PM): -shudders when I hear the same, a picture on our wall falling down and breaking-
poisonbitterswt (6:35:57 PM): *slams the door behind me, calling levi on my cell and telling him i am coming over*&
x cutoutkid (6:38:32 PM): -buries head under the pillow, trying to get my mother's voice out of my head-
poisonbitterswt (6:43:24 PM): *goes and sits in my car, not moving to drive, just staring out the window blankly*
x cutoutkid (6:47:57 PM): -sighs, hating that the small fact of 6 words, ' i know where you live, caiden', could bring fear and loathing together in my mind
poisonbitterswt (6:50:44 PM): *slaps the steering wheel with my palms, calling back levi and telling him i can't leave you, no matter how pissed i am, and begrudgingly goes back into the house, kicking the door shut and sitting down on the couch*
x cutoutkid (6:52:04 PM): -brings head from under the pillow, hair a mess and eyes red as I stumble off the bed and into the living room-
poisonbitterswt (7:01:29 PM): *slumped on the couch, eyes closed*
x cutoutkid (7:01:49 PM): -comes over and sinks down next to you, laying low and against you-
poisonbitterswt (7:03:52 PM): *sighs, putting an arm around you and sliding a hand up and down your arm softly*
x cutoutkid (7:05:54 PM): i'm sorry..-whispers softly-
poisonbitterswt (7:18:14 PM): *nods a bit* so am i...
x cutoutkid (7:18:27 PM): you dont have anything to be sorry for..-mutters-
poisonbitterswt (7:49:12 PM): yeah, i do.... i shouldn't have blown up at you like that...*kisses the side of your head*
x cutoutkid (7:52:45 PM): -shakes head just a little-