poisonbitterswt (6:28:25 PM): *is packing boxes of stuff when the phone rings- sets down the clothes i was folding and goes over to it* hello? this is...*listens*
x cutoutkid (6:29:26 PM): --finishes taping a box up-
poisonbitterswt (6:29:34 PM): she's what?!
poisonbitterswt (6:29:48 PM): *mouth drops open a little8
x cutoutkid (6:30:02 PM): -head shoots up at your voice, stopping what im doing-
poisonbitterswt (6:30:14 PM): what do you mean dying?
poisonbitterswt (6:30:25 PM): no...that's impossible...
x cutoutkid (6:31:17 PM): - a worried look crosses my features as i set the tape down on the box and walk over to you, sitting on the arm of the couch-
poisonbitterswt (6:31:45 PM): no fucking way! why would i?
poisonbitterswt (6:32:00 PM): *grits teeth, hand curling into a fist*
x cutoutkid (6:32:56 PM): -reaches over, touching your hand and looking up at you, concerned-
poisonbitterswt (6:34:16 PM): fuck you! you can tell her to kiss my arse! *slams down phone, letting out a frustrated growl*
x cutoutkid (6:34:25 PM): who..who was that?
poisonbitterswt (6:35:13 PM): a fucking doctor in brisbane! the bitch is dying!
x cutoutkid (6:36:25 PM): bitch? Your... Aunt? -my eyes growing a little wide- What do they want with you?
poisonbitterswt (6:39:34 PM): they want me to come there and "settle affairs". I guess my cousin couldn't be bothered....not like he likes the bitch either...shoving him off to that boarding school after my uncle died....he hates her as much as i do...and i guess he told them to contact me....goddamn him! im not "settling" her affairs. let her die and be thrown into an unmarked grave for all i care!
x cutoutkid (6:41:42 PM): -swallows- i know you don't really think that... phoenix... as much as she fucked things up... what she did really didnt make any changes in how things turned out, did it? -plays with your fingers, twirling your wedding band-
poisonbitterswt (6:44:17 PM): cai...dont try to psychoanalyze me right now....i hate her. i will continue hating her. and nothing you or anyone says is going to change that *pulls hand away, storming off to the bedroom and slamming the door shut- turning up my stereo and blasting AFI*
x cutoutkid (6:44:49 PM): -shakes my head as i watch you storm away, lowering my head into my hands with a sigh-
poisonbitterswt (6:46:05 PM): *is pacing around the room, screaming curses* why did she have to come back into my life now? WHY? fucking hell!
poisonbitterswt (6:46:13 PM): *phone rings next to you*
x cutoutkid (6:46:34 PM): -looks at the phone a second before picking it up- Hello?
poisonbitterswt (6:48:50 PM): hello, is phoenix there?
x cutoutkid (6:50:35 PM): Yes... who is this?
poisonbitterswt (6:50:53 PM): Who is this?
x cutoutkid (6:51:27 PM): This is Caiden... But I asked who you were...
poisonbitterswt (6:52:23 PM): oh....Caiden huh....I've heard about you...*laughs a little* This is Kendall
x cutoutkid (6:53:42 PM): His cousin Kendall? -nods a little to myself- Let me get him for you, Kendall...-walks to the bedroom- Hold on a moment...-holds the phone to my chest to muffle the noise of your music as i open the door- TURN THE FUCKING MUSIC DOWN PHOENIX.
poisonbitterswt (6:54:34 PM): *glares at you, not moving to turn down the stereo, arms crossed over my chest*
x cutoutkid (6:56:21 PM): -rolls my eyes, reaching over and flicking the power button before i thrown the phone in your direction, a little frustrated- phone for you. -leaves the room-
poisonbitterswt (6:57:38 PM): *growls, coming to doorway and tossing a pillow at you* yeah! what do you want? hi arseface...
x cutoutkid (6:58:28 PM): -throws the pillow back at you, feeling alittle pissed at you now before i disappear among the boxes in the living room-
poisonbitterswt (6:59:34 PM): *kicks the pillow at you this time, listening to my cousin as he talks*
x cutoutkid (7:00:35 PM): -goes out onto the balcony-
poisonbitterswt (7:01:23 PM): you know what, kendall, she's your fucking mother! you deal with her! *throws phone across the room, relishing in the satisfying crack it makes when it hits the wall*
x cutoutkid (7:02:19 PM): -closes my eyes, taking in the warm weather and trying to justify us not going back to brisbane-
poisonbitterswt (7:05:11 PM): FUCK! FUCK! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKK! *kicks at table*
x cutoutkid (7:05:31 PM): -shakes my head, looking down over the railing at the street below-
x cutoutkid (7:06:35 PM): -trying to block you out for the moment-
poisonbitterswt (7:09:00 PM): *slumps down onto the floor of the living room, anger ebbing and now my shoulders are shaking as i begin to cry, a loud sob escaping my lips*
x cutoutkid (7:11:34 PM): -bites my lip as i hear you, walking back in and taking the smell of spring with me as i sit down beside you, wrapping both my arms around you-
poisonbitterswt (7:13:59 PM): my...my life was perfect without all this...and now...now she's going to screw it all up again*
x cutoutkid (7:15:35 PM): no...no, she's not... you've got back what she tried to keep away from you....
poisonbitterswt (7:19:51 PM): i dont want to go back there...not for her....*shakes head back and forth*
x cutoutkid (7:22:31 PM): maybe...maybe if you do this... you can let her go... I'll go with you, Nix... It'll be alright..
x cutoutkid (7:24:00 PM): i know you don't want to...
poisonbitterswt (7:27:53 PM): *glances up at you* i really dont want to...but...maybe....*glances down again, chewing on lip* maybe it will help...
x cutoutkid (7:28:27 PM): -nods a little- i... i think it'll help, nix
poisonbitterswt (7:30:29 PM): well...as long as you're with me...i think i can get through it...*smiles up at you softly*
x cutoutkid (7:31:48 PM): -takes your hand, letting my arm rest in your lap, nodding-
x cutoutkid (11:54:33 PM): (-sexes you-)
poisonbitterswt (11:54:43 PM): (giggles)
x cutoutkid (11:54:53 PM): x cutoutkid (7:28:27 PM): -nods a little- i... i think it'll help, nix
poisonbitterswt (7:30:29 PM): well...as long as you're with me...i think i can get through it...*smiles up at you softly*
x cutoutkid (7:31:48 PM): -takes your hand, letting my arm rest in your lap, nodding-
poisonbitterswt (11:58:01 PM): i should go call my stupid cousin back...*grumbles*
x cutoutkid (11:58:20 PM): yeah...you should...-quietly-
poisonbitterswt (12:01:00 AM): *moves away from you and crawls over to where the phone landed-punches in kendall's number and waits as the phone rings* It's me. I'll be there. *hangs up phone again, setting it in my lap with a sigh*
x cutoutkid (12:03:07 AM): -moves over beside you- I'll start packing a bag...-rubs my fingers at your neck gently-
poisonbitterswt (12:06:35 AM): *closes eyes, nodding softly, tears prickling on my eyelids* I'll call Levi to come get Bag and Nox...*stands shakily and goes out onto the balcony to call Levi*
x cutoutkid (12:07:59 AM): -goes into our bedroom, getting two bags and putting them on the bed, filling mine with a few shirts and pairs of pants, going into the bathroom to get my toothbrush-
poisonbitterswt (12:12:41 AM): hey, Lev, it's Nix...yeah...I have a favor to ask...i have to go back to brisbane to...settle some things...cai's coming with me. Can i drop off the cat and dog at your place till we get back? Thanks. I'll be by soon. Yeah....it's nothing....see you in a bit....bye. *hangs up phone again, chewing on nail as i head into the bedroom and start tossing stuff of mine in the bag next to yours-when i go to toss a pair of chucks intothe bag, i notice bagheera curled up amid my clothes* oh, you think you're slick, don't you? You can't go with us this time, kitty. I'm sorry *lift him out of the bag, nuzzling my cheek against him* tho i think you'd be good moral support, wouldnt you?
x cutoutkid (12:14:13 AM): -smiles a little, zipping my bag up and petting the kitty- I'm going to miss him... was bad enough leaving him for five months...
poisonbitterswt (12:15:49 AM): *gazes at you witha small smile* well, we wont be gone more than a few days if i have it my way *sets bagheera down on the bed and goes to get necessities out of the bathroom- smirks at nox who is bounding around my ankles, nipping at my pants*
x cutoutkid (12:18:28 AM): -scratchs at bag's stomach, sitting on the edge of the bed swinging my legs back and forth-
poisonbitterswt (12:20:37 AM): Nox, damn! that was a new pair of pants...*comes back into the bedroom, hopping on one leg as i tear at a piece of material nox had mamged to tear at the bottom of my pants*
poisonbitterswt (12:21:11 AM): *manages*
x cutoutkid (12:22:10 AM): -giggles- at least it wasnt your shoe
x cutoutkid (12:22:25 AM): -points to the discarded chucks in the corner of the room with chew marks on them-
poisonbitterswt (12:23:17 AM): that puppy, i swear...*mock glares down at him as he tries to bite at my other pant leg* would you stop that? im gonna get a muzzle for you...
x cutoutkid (12:23:46 AM): i think someone needs puppy school...-jumps off the bed, playing with nox-
poisonbitterswt (12:24:06 AM): *snorts* you or the dog? *laughs*
poisonbitterswt (12:25:13 AM): *looks over at bag* those two...they both need obedience training, dont they, kitty?
x cutoutkid (12:26:14 AM): -makes a purring sound, coming over to you and kissing your cheek softly, nudging my nose with yours-
poisonbitterswt (12:27:18 AM): oooo...i like that....*grabs you around the waist and pulls you into a deeper kiss*
x cutoutkid (12:28:24 AM): -grins, kissing you back before pulling away- we should get goinh
x cutoutkid (12:28:29 AM): going-
poisonbitterswt (12:30:09 AM): my cousin left tickets at the airport...he thought of everything....that little dick....*growls a bit- shaking head as i go to zip up my bag and hoists it onto my shoulder* come 'ere, nox. *scoops the puppy up into my arms and heads into the kitchen to get the travel food containers for him and bagheera*
x cutoutkid (12:31:11 AM): -scoops bag up in my arms, following you-
x cutoutkid (12:31:41 AM): levi won't mind watching them...? i dont want to come back and find out nox ate some of raines paint -grins a little-
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x cutoutkid (12:41:39 AM): [pook]
poisonbitterswt (12:41:58 AM): (growl)
x cutoutkid (12:42:11 AM): (repitan por favor)
x cutoutkid (12:43:00 AM): -scoops bag up in my arms, following you-
x cutoutkid (12:31:41 AM): levi won't mind watching them...? i dont want to come back and find out nox ate some of raines paint -grins a little-
poisonbitterswt (12:45:25 AM): ya know....i wouldn't be surprised if he did...but Levi kinda needs a distraction at the moment....he's freaking out already about being a dad
x cutoutkid (12:47:40 AM): -nods a little, kissing the top of bagheeras head- yeah...
poisonbitterswt (12:50:47 AM): all right....well, i think we have everything, huh?
x cutoutkid (12:51:56 AM): -nods- I'll put bag in his carrier...
x cutoutkid (12:52:28 AM): -walks out into the living room, finding it and gently setting the cat inside, locking the cage as he meows- aw... its alright kid...levi will takke good care of u
poisonbitterswt (12:53:47 AM): we just better hope raine doesn't decide to try and tie-dye bag and nox's fur *chuckles, opening the front door, and motioning for you to go through*
x cutoutkid (12:54:31 AM): -walks through, holding my bag over my shoulder and the carrier in my one hand- i'd much rather have her dye bag pink than tiedye
poisonbitterswt (12:55:40 AM): *snorts* want her to put a barbie sweater on him too?
x cutoutkid (12:58:06 AM): -scowls a little, hitting you with my free hand-
poisonbitterswt (1:02:40 AM): *laughs, leaning over and kissing your cheek quickly, before moving to the stairs, taking them two at a time, nox licking at my chin the whole time, gets out to car and unlocks it, tossing my bag into the backseat and setting nox onto the seat as well- shuts the door and goes to slide into drivers' seat*
x cutoutkid (1:03:25 AM): -follows you, shaking my head, and gets outside, setting the carrier in the back and dropping down into the passenger seat, shutting the door and tugging the seatbelt on-
poisonbitterswt (1:05:15 AM): *guns the engine, grinning a little, and turning up the radio, letting "I'm Not Okay" blast from the speakers as i pull out onto the street*
x cutoutkid (1:06:28 AM): -sings along to the sit, wiggling in the seat and then smirking over at you-
x cutoutkid (1:08:13 AM): to the song-
poisonbitterswt (1:10:07 AM): *winks at you, absently licking over my bottom lip*
x cutoutkid (1:11:01 AM): -grins, leaning over and kissing your cheek lightly before i grab onto your hand, feeling a wet nose nudge at my elbow, turns in seat- aww...jealous nox?
poisonbitterswt (1:12:37 AM): *laughs- squeezing your hand a bit* remember the last time we drove in this car to the airport? *glint in eyes as i glance over at you*
x cutoutkid (1:14:52 AM): -giggles a little, reaching over to pet the top of nox's head- yeah... i do... -wiggles my fingers in yours-
x cutoutkid (1:17:20 AM): you know...youre always making me think dirty, nix...
poisonbitterswt (1:18:34 AM): oh, you have a mind of your own, cai. Your thoughts are solely yours. *wriggles eyebrows at you*
x cutoutkid (1:19:16 AM): -leans back over again, this time kissing below your ear- cant you at least wait until we're on our way to the airport?
x cutoutkid (1:19:35 AM): before you start acting all suggestive
poisonbitterswt (1:21:03 AM): i can't help it....i look at you...i get thoughts in my head...what comes out of my mouth...well....its almost as good as what i put into it....*grin widens*
x cutoutkid (1:22:19 AM): -shakes my head, smirking at you before i turn my attention to look at the passing buildings-
poisonbitterswt (1:23:05 AM): *zips through traffic, reaching over without looking and caressing your thigh*
x cutoutkid (1:24:00 AM): phoenixxxx...-puts my hand on top of yours-
poisonbitterswt (1:24:26 AM): oh don't even.....*moves hand lower and cups you a bit through the material of your pants*
x cutoutkid (1:25:46 AM): rape! -giggles a little, this time my hand threading through your fingers and guiding your hand against me-
poisonbitterswt (1:26:44 AM): it's not rape if you want it *kneads your groin, eyes still on road and humming a bit*
x cutoutkid (1:27:27 AM): -presses your hand hard against me, wimpering a little as i feel myself hardening-
poisonbitterswt (1:29:36 AM): *smirks at the feel of your hardon as i come to a stop- takes this time to unbutton your pants and sneak my hand under your boxers, feeling your bare skin*
x cutoutkid (1:30:48 AM): -lets my head fall back against the seat, sinking down a little in my spot and bringing my fingers across the top of your hand and up your arm-
poisonbitterswt (1:31:30 AM): *fists around your cock, sliding up and down slowly as i start driving again, making a turn*
x cutoutkid (1:33:17 AM): -lets out a breathy moan, looking up and over at your, my hand gripping at your arm as i arch my hips up in rhythm of your movements-
x cutoutkid (1:33:50 AM): at you-
poisonbitterswt (1:34:41 AM): *small smile on my face as i increase my tempo a bit, thumbing over the tip, purposely grazing my nail over the slit*
x cutoutkid (1:35:14 AM): -hisses a little as you do, closing my eyes- god...can't we ever...go anywhere...without one of us touching the other...-groans- not that i mind...fuck...
poisonbitterswt (1:37:21 AM): *stops jerking, peeking over at you* well, if you insist...*releases you and pulls my hand out of your pants-smirking a little- laughing at the irony as "Holiday" comes on after MCR fades*
x cutoutkid (1:37:57 AM): -wimpers, replacing your hand with mine and jerking hard and fast, trying to get myself off as fast as i can-
poisonbitterswt (1:38:40 AM): well....i cant touch you, but you can touch yourself, huh? *chuckles*
x cutoutkid (1:39:56 AM): -doesnt answer, just groans as i feel the precum coat my hand and slick over my cock, my mouth parted just a little as i jerk in slow strokes-
poisonbitterswt (1:40:48 AM): *bites lip at the sight, finding it hard to focus on the road and feeling myself become aroused* shit...*makes another turn, stomach tightening*
x cutoutkid (1:41:58 AM): -licks over my bottom lip, toungue hanging out the side of my mouth just a little as i pump my cock, butterflies in my stomach as i press back hard into the seat-
poisonbitterswt (1:43:22 AM): *grips the steering wheel hard, knuckles white as i pull up to the curb and slam the car into park- removes your hand from your cock hastily and replaces it with my mouth&*
x cutoutkid (1:44:37 AM): -groans loud, my one handle tangling roughly in your hair and the other snaking over and touching your ass-
x cutoutkid (1:45:47 AM): hand-
poisonbitterswt (1:46:52 AM): *sucks hard down your length, your cock hitting the back of my throat, wanting to taste as much of you as possible- stomach tight*
x cutoutkid (1:48:35 AM): -tugs on your hair, my hand sliding over your side and to your groin, pressing hard when i feel your cock strained against your pants-
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x cutoutkid (1:54:23 AM): -tugs on your hair, my hand sliding over your side and to your groin, pressing hard when i feel your cock strained against your pants-
poisonbitterswt (1:55:29 AM): *moans a little, pushing against your hand as i graze my teeth over the tip of your cock, tonguing over the slit*
x cutoutkid (1:57:09 AM): -tugs on the waistband of your pants, motioning for you to come over here- nix... damnit....
poisonbitterswt (1:58:09 AM): *doesnt move as i concentrate solely on making you come, sucks harder on the head of your cock, then licks up and down, taking you whole into my mouth again*
x cutoutkid (1:59:13 AM): -thrusts up into your mouth, craving to feel you on top of me, the image of your grinding against me making me moan, cumming hard and shooting my load into the warmth of your mouth-
poisonbitterswt (2:00:16 AM): *swallows, licking your tip one last time before i let you go out of my mouth and sit up a bit, eyes hazy as i gaze at you lustfully*
x cutoutkid (2:01:00 AM): slide. your. seat. back. -my voice shaky, trying to catch my breathe-
poisonbitterswt (2:01:33 AM): *cocks head a little, but do as you ask, looking at you curiously now*
x cutoutkid (2:02:51 AM): -unbuckles your pants, myhand snaking down and tugging hard on your cock, pulling you out-
poisonbitterswt (2:03:35 AM): *groans, arching hips upward a little*
x cutoutkid (2:04:30 AM): -licks over my lips with a smirk on my lips, still hanging out of my boxers where you left me, looks around at the street noticing its not a busy place as i crawl over the center cousel, my cock rubbing yours as i sit down onto you, rocking forward-
poisonbitterswt (2:05:15 AM): *sucks in my breath at the feel of you against me* and you....say im....bad...
x cutoutkid (2:07:23 AM): mm...-kisses at your neck, grinding against you, my cock rubbing past yours as i feel myself hardening again-
x cutoutkid (2:08:23 AM): i never said...i wasnt...worse...-breathes out heavily-
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x cutoutkid (2:10:26 AM): mm...-kisses at your neck, grinding against you, my cock rubbing past yours as i feel myself hardening again-
x cutoutkid (2:08:23 AM): i never said...i wasnt...worse...-breathes out heavily-
poisonbitterswt (2:11:22 AM): well...you are...you are so...*moans, pushing up against you* much worse...*moves hips in slow circles against you*
x cutoutkid (2:13:02 AM): takes two.... to grind.... in a car midday on a street.... in london....-loving the feel of your cock on mine, panting heavily against your neck-
poisonbitterswt (2:14:06 AM): yes...yes it does....*grips your hips and presses myself against you harder* on a street...in london...outside our friend's flat.....
x cutoutkid (2:16:19 AM): -eyes frantically shoot over to the side, groaning when i see where we are, not having realized it before, my eyes flutter closed as i suck on your neck hard, the friction between us overpowering, my face hot-
poisonbitterswt (2:18:01 AM): *moans at the feel of your mouth, sucking in my lower lip- thrusting up against you harder, body tingling*
x cutoutkid (2:21:16 AM): -trembling a little as i bring my forehead to yours, my lips hovering above yours but just taking in the feel of your breath across my mouth as i rock furiously in your lap-
poisonbitterswt (2:23:20 AM): *nails dig hard into your hips, shoving myself against you, sliding my cock up and down against yours- eyes closed but i can feel your breaths-smiles softly*
x cutoutkid (2:25:43 AM): -breath catches in my throat, heart pounding hard in my chest, the feel of your nails drawing another moan from my throat- uh....god....phoenix...i love you....so much....-opening my eyes, looking directly at you, my hands coming to rest on your rests as i rotates my hips on top of you-
x cutoutkid (2:26:44 AM): -breath catches in my throat, heart pounding hard in my chest, the feel of your nails drawing another moan from my throat- uh....god....phoenix...i love you....so much....-opening my eyes, looking directly at you, my hands coming to rest on your HIPS as i rotates my hips on top of you-
poisonbitterswt (2:28:28 AM): *eyes flutter open* love *thrusts* you *thrusts* too....*pulls you flat against me, grinding my groin hard over yours*
x cutoutkid (2:29:44 AM): -shudders hard as i feel your piercings through your shirt, cumming for a second time-
poisonbitterswt (2:30:25 AM): *feels your wetness against me as i moan loudly, pushing one last time before i come with a shudder*
x cutoutkid (2:31:42 AM): -stops moving against your, burying my lips in the crook of your neck with a heavy sigh-
poisonbitterswt (2:32:12 AM): *holds you tight against me, kissing the side of your neck-eyes closing lightly*
x cutoutkid (2:33:29 AM): have...to go...to the airport...-mumbles against your skin, my arms hooked under your arms-
poisonbitterswt (2:34:22 AM): yeah, yeah....but we might wanna sit here for just a minute before going up there to drop off the pets....or raine might just 3rd degree us.....you feel like blushing and stuttering, be my guest *laughs a little*
x cutoutkid (2:35:17 AM): mm...i always look like this when i'm around you...-tilts my head, nudging your chin with my nose-
poisonbitterswt (2:36:32 AM): well....all right...we will brave the woman they call raine... *lets go of you, moving to tuck myself into my pants*
x cutoutkid (2:37:32 AM): -makes a small sound of discontent before i fall over into my seat, adjusting myself and attempting to flatten my hair-
poisonbitterswt signed off at 2:39:38 AM.
x cutoutkid (3:58:12 PM): (-mrwww-)
poisonbitterswt (3:58:24 PM): (scratches you behind your ear)
x cutoutkid (3:58:29 PM): (-purrrr-)
x cutoutkid (3:58:44 PM): poisonbitterswt (2:36:32 AM): well....all right...we will brave the woman they call raine... *lets go of you, moving to tuck myself into my pants*
x cutoutkid (2:37:32 AM): -makes a small sound of discontent before i fall over into my seat, adjusting myself and attempting to flatten my hair-
poisonbitterswt (4:00:52 PM): *gets out of the car, ruffling my hair, and goes to the back to get out Nox- waits for you on the pavement*
x cutoutkid (4:02:28 PM): -gets the carrier out, poking a finger through the cage and rubbing at Bagheera's paw-
x cutoutkid (4:03:12 PM): -shuts my door, standing next to you and cracking my neck a little with a wince-
poisonbitterswt (4:05:24 PM): *shakes head at you with a small smile before going to ring the buzzer-waits for Levi to buzz us up, and then opens the door and walks through, holding it open for you*
x cutoutkid (4:06:11 PM): -walks through the doorway, gripping your ass for a second before i start up the stairway-
poisonbitterswt (4:07:22 PM): *smirks, walking up the stairs behind you, admiring the view*
poisonbitterswt (4:07:46 PM): *whispers to Nox* Caiden's got a lovely arse, doesnt he, puppy?
x cutoutkid (4:08:35 PM): -turns a little, smirking- i heard that
poisonbitterswt (4:09:11 PM): Who said I didn't want you to? *sticks out tongue a little suggestively at you*
x cutoutkid (4:10:20 PM): -stops on the steps, waiting for you to catch up, before i kiss your softly, licking over your bottom lip quickly before puilling back and continuing up the steps-
poisonbitterswt (4:12:13 PM): *licks over my lips, sighing, as I take the stairs now two at a time and stop outside Levi and Raine's flat-grip your ass for a second before knocking on the door*
x cutoutkid (4:13:34 PM): -bumps my hip into yours witha small laugh, pulling bag's carrier up so i'm not holding it by the handle, looking in at his glowing eyes-
poisonbitterswt (4:14:24 PM): *Levi answers the door, looking slightly haggard, giving us a small smile- "hey guys, come on in"- I give you a little look before heading into the flat after Levi*
x cutoutkid (4:15:01 PM): -follows behind you, a small giggle escaping my lips, whispering very quietly- poor levi
poisonbitterswt (4:16:57 PM): Levi: plops down on the sofa, head in hands, sniffing a bit, gaze flickering to his and Raine's bedroom
poisonbitterswt (4:17:18 PM): *sit down beside him, letting Nox go onto the floor* what's wrong, mate?
x cutoutkid (4:18:06 PM): -opens bagheeras cage up, watching him slink over to levi and rub against his leg, quirking an eyebrow wondering the same thing-
poisonbitterswt (4:19:52 PM): Levi: My mum....found out....about me and Raine....she came here when I wasn't here...and Raine's been in the bedroom ever since....
poisonbitterswt (4:20:07 PM): Oh shit, Lev....*puts my arms around him as he cries on my shoulder*
x cutoutkid (4:21:03 PM): -folds an arm over my chest, chewing on my thumb not really knowing about his mom really-
poisonbitterswt (4:22:08 PM): Levi: why'd she have to come here, Nix....I let my dad and sister come to the wedding...I wanted to include them...but her....I just wanted her to stay away...he fucking promised me she'd stay away....and now I have no clue what she said to Raine...and she won't tell me either
poisonbitterswt (4:22:30 PM): *lets go of him, glancing at you* can you stay with him for a minute? I'm gonna go talk to Raine
x cutoutkid (4:23:27 PM): -nods a little, scooting over to levi and putting an arm around him in a loose hug, not really knowing what to say so i stay silent-
poisonbitterswt (4:29:00 PM): *goes to Raine and Levi's bedroom, knocking softly on the door* Raine...love...it's Nix *waits for a moment, when I hear nothing, I try the doorknob, finding it unlocked, and go inside- Raine is sitting on the bed, hands over her stomach, looking at the floor* Raine.... *Raine: she raped him....*quietly-* she came here...and she ranted and raved...and said that she raped him! SHE FUCKING RAPED HIM! *screams this now, eyes turning to me, filled with tears* what kind of mother...what kind of mother does something like that?!* -I don't know, Raine...I really don't...but don't take it out on him.... *Raine: I'm not...I just...I couldn't face him....I didn't want him to think I thought bad of him...I just....oh goddamn her! *kicks out at the wardrobe*- *I go over to her, putting an arm around her shaking shoulders* It's okay to be angry for him, Raine...but don't let her get to you..she craves attention...she's a fucking wraith....just....just forget about her...and what she said...evil hearted woman will never give up, unless you ignore them and they lose their power. Now, come on out there and give your husband a hug, and just let go of it *escorts her out of the room and back into the living area*
x cutoutkid (4:30:37 PM): -looks up as the two of your come in, offering a small smile-
poisonbitterswt (4:32:26 PM): Levi: *glances nervously at Raine, trying not to cry as he gets to his feet and goes over to her* *the two of them embrace and Raine gives Levi as long, heated kiss* Well then...maybe we should leave you two alone....Er....thanks for everything, Lev *Levi: pulls away from Raine momentarily- No problem *goes back to kissing her* All right....Cai...let's...er....go....
x cutoutkid (4:33:39 PM): -gives a small laugh a smiles at you- g'bye you two...-walks towards the door, opening the door and holding it for you to follow
x cutoutkid (4:33:40 PM): -
poisonbitterswt (4:34:39 PM): *heads after you, closing the door* well...that was...eventful....
x cutoutkid (4:35:08 PM): -starts down the stairs- got a way with words, don't you?
poisonbitterswt (4:35:28 PM): me? ha! I try....
x cutoutkid (4:35:56 PM): -grins a little, shaking my head- you don't give yourself enough credit
x cutoutkid (4:36:12 PM): i think the only one immune to your sweettalk is me...-sticks my tounge out, looking back at you-
poisonbitterswt (4:39:00 PM): *snorts* yeah...yer probably right...*bounds down the stairs to catch up with you, snagging you around the waist and kissing the side of your neck*
x cutoutkid (4:39:40 PM): -giggles again- that tickles, nix! -titlting my head back a little- you know... i dont think ive ever laughed so much with any before...
x cutoutkid (4:39:51 PM): -blushes just a little bit-
poisonbitterswt (4:42:36 PM): i have that affect on people...*laughs, nuzzling your neck again*
x cutoutkid (4:43:36 PM): mmm...-kisses the side of your head, up on my tiptoes-
poisonbitterswt (4:44:56 PM): *pulls you into my arms for a moment, giving you a deep kiss, cupping your ass, then lets go of you quickly and jumps off the last few steps, running out to the car and sliding into the driver's seat*
x cutoutkid (4:46:13 PM): -shakes my head with a small laugh before i walk out and get into the car, sinking down in my seat-
poisonbitterswt (4:46:59 PM): *flicks on a new CD, smiling as I turn up "American Idiot" and peel away from the curb, speeding off down the street*
x cutoutkid (4:49:30 PM): -sings along to the music again, looking out at the road and then to you-
poisonbitterswt (4:50:24 PM): *rolls down the windows, bellowing into the air* I LOVE CAIDEN JAMES! *smiles wide, winking at you as I bob head to the music*
x cutoutkid (4:51:28 PM): -shakes my head, lacing my fingers in yours as i lean my head on my head-
x cutoutkid (4:51:30 PM): hand-
poisonbitterswt (4:52:32 PM): *passes by the music shop, grin widening, and waving at Thom, who is outside putting up a sign- then turn the corner and zip through traffic*
poisonbitterswt (4:53:55 PM): *pulls up in the parking lot of London International swerve into a parking space, slamming the car into park*
x cutoutkid (4:54:59 PM): jesus phoenix...-a little appprehensive- in a rush?
poisonbitterswt (4:56:51 PM): *glances over at you, seriously* the sooner we get there, the sooner we can get back *gets out of the car, pocketing my keys, and yanking open the back door, pulling out my bag-start walking*
x cutoutkid (4:57:29 PM): -slings my bag over my shoulder, shutting the trunk and following you, walking a little fast to catch up-
poisonbitterswt (4:58:48 PM): *humming under my breath, jaw clenched- now that im here i wish i wasn't- throws open the front door of the airport and stride over to the ticket counter* two tickets to Brisbane, under the name Kendall Latham
x cutoutkid (4:59:44 PM): -stands next to you, my fingers under the strap of my bag, biting my lip as i wait for the lady to give you the tickets
poisonbitterswt (5:02:20 PM): *practically snatches the tickets without saying thank you and heads over to the X-ray line, tossing my bag up on the machine, letting it go through- put all metal stuff i have into the tray* And i have nipple piercings, so they're gonna go off *lifts shirt to show female guard, smirking at her as i pass through the detector*
x cutoutkid (5:05:45 PM): -mumbles a small thank you to the lady when you don't, following you as you run off and puts my bag up on the machine, emptying some change out of my pocket before going through the detector with no problem-
poisonbitterswt (5:09:00 PM): *yanks bag off machine and practically stomps up to counter, thrusting the tickets at the attendant and heading down the hall onto the plane- finding our seats and slumping down in the seat next to the window, staring out at the tarmac absently*
x cutoutkid (5:12:11 PM): -follows you, sighing with a frown on my face, putting my carryon up into the compartment before i sit down, resting my cheek against your shoulder a little and looking out the window-
poisonbitterswt (5:16:48 PM): *shrugs you off me, chewing on nail and fidgeting nervously*
x cutoutkid (5:18:34 PM): -frowns deeper, scooting over in my seat a little and looking off to my left, observing the people-
poisonbitterswt (5:19:10 PM): *fiddles with bag at my feet, biting lip, then lets out a few curses, kicking the bag with my foot*
x cutoutkid (5:19:40 PM): -huffs a little, taking your bag and putting it by my feet-
poisonbitterswt (5:22:22 PM): *growls at you, then slumps further down in seat, tears suddenly springing into eyes*
x cutoutkid (5:23:57 PM): -sighs heavily, moving back over to you and resting my cheek against your shoulder again, my hand coming to yours and gripping it-
poisonbitterswt (5:26:49 PM): *the tears fall, even though im more angry than sad, cursing again under my breath, wondering if i should go to the bathroom and pop a pill, but sneer at the thought*
x cutoutkid (5:27:33 PM): it'll be fine, nix... we'll get there, deal with whatever we have to, and be back home again... and you'll never have to deal with her again...
poisonbitterswt (5:32:10 PM): i dont fucking care about her! *pushes you away and heads to the bathroom*
x cutoutkid (5:32:54 PM): -mumbles something to myself that sounds like "damnit", sinking down in my seat and chewing on my thumb again-
poisonbitterswt (5:35:05 PM): *sits down on the lid of the toilet, crying into hands, kicking at the door repeatedly- let's out a loud* FUCK ME!
x cutoutkid (5:35:29 PM): -cringes alittle, hearing you at the back of the plane-
poisonbitterswt (5:36:21 PM): *bites down on hand, stifling a cry, and take in deep shaky breaths, thinking again about the meds in my bag as i compose myself enough to go back to our seats*
x cutoutkid (5:37:03 PM): -has my eyes closed, curled up awkwardly in our seats and trying to force myself asleep-
poisonbitterswt (5:38:26 PM): *sits down in my seat, glancing at you while biting my lip- whispers* sorry.... *turns in seat, facing away from you, resting head against the seat,closing eyes tight*
x cutoutkid (5:39:04 PM): -doesn't acknowledge you, snuggling my head under my arm uncomfortably-
poisonbitterswt (5:40:53 PM): *thinks about it for a long moment, before turning around again and reaching over for my bag- rifling through it for the bottle of untouched pills- pops two in my mouth and dry swallows- knowing with a double dose i'll be knocked out for the rest of the flight- tosses bottle haphazardly into bag again, not noticing it fall out, and turns around again, closing eyes and waiting for a dreamless sleep*
x cutoutkid (5:41:49 PM): -totally heard the sound of pills, peeking an eye open at you with a heavily sigh, wiggling in my seat trying to get comfortable when i notice the bottle, biting my lip-
poisonbitterswt (5:43:26 PM): *mutters under my breath* love...you..so much...*before drug induced sleep takes hold of me*
x cutoutkid (5:45:26 PM): -frowns deeper, reaching down and reading the label on the pills-
x cutoutkid (5:46:27 PM): -shakes my head a little, realizing what it is, and tucks the bottle back into your bag quietly, sitting back in my seat and wondering why you never told me-
x cutoutkid (5:49:19 PM): --gets my headphones from my bag in the compartment, tugging them over my ears and putting my ipod on the little tray on front of me, facing you a little and playing with your hair as i watch you sleep, eventually passing out to a THRICE song-
poisonbitterswt (5:50:29 PM): *Annoucer: We are now in Singapore! Please wait till the plane has come to a complete stop before undoing your belts*
x cutoutkid (5:50:55 PM): -doesnt hear, music up loud as hell-
poisonbitterswt (5:51:19 PM): *opens eyes a bit, groggy and a bit loopy- pokes you*
poisonbitterswt (5:52:50 PM): *tugs at your headphones* Cai.....oh lovely, adorable Caiiiideeennn *giggles*
x cutoutkid (5:54:49 PM): -opens my eyes sleepily, a little annoyed- what?
poisonbitterswt (5:56:39 PM): dummy, we're here! in Siinnnngggaoppporrreee! *giggles again when the plane hits the tarmac with small bump* hehe...i can take off my belt now! *undoes belt and gets to feet, wobbling a bit* come on, dopey....get up!
x cutoutkid (5:57:18 PM): -rubs at my eyes, running a hand through my hair so it sticks over every which way and undoes my belt without a word-
poisonbitterswt (5:58:56 PM): *hoists up bag onto my shoulder, stumbling down the aisleway to the door, waiting for it to be opened and the stairs to be lowered- singing some old Disney song, and laughing every so often*
x cutoutkid (5:59:41 PM): -sighs a little in discontent when i get up, my leg cramped, and get my bag, following you sleepily-
poisonbitterswt (6:01:05 PM): *bouncing on the balls of my feet as i clap when the door's opened and jump down the four steps onto the tarmac*
x cutoutkid (6:02:13 PM): -shakes my head, rubbing at my eyes and then rubbing a hand over my face-
poisonbitterswt (6:03:35 PM): *waits impatiently for you to catch up, practically bouncing up and down*
x cutoutkid (6:04:22 PM): nix...calm the fuck down...damn...-theonly time you'll ever hear me say this as i step up next to you-
x cutoutkid (6:04:35 PM): -squints my eyes, my head hruting-
x cutoutkid (6:04:38 PM): hurting-
poisonbitterswt (6:06:30 PM): *stops for a moment, staring at you with wide eyes- good mood instantly deflated- eyes narrow in an instant* oh fuck you, you fag! * stomps off to a taxi and gets inside*
x cutoutkid (6:08:12 PM): -feels a sharp prick in my heart, a feeling shooting through me i've never really felt around you, my mouth dropping down a little as i stand there, not wanting to follow you-
poisonbitterswt (6:09:09 PM): *slumps into seat, starting to cry again, kicking at the back of the seat, wanting to claw out my tongue, but knowing i can't take back what i just said* fuck, fuck, FUCK!
x cutoutkid (6:10:45 PM): -walks off in the other direction to go find my own cab, not even sure where we're staying but not caring, fingering my cell phone in my pocket as i climb into another taxi and mumble off something about just driving around-
x cutoutkid (6:11:39 PM): -sinks down in my seat,setting my bag under my arm-
poisonbitterswt (6:12:39 PM): *sees you get into another cab and huffs, growling to myself* oh fuck him then...*rattles off the hotel to the driver and rests head against the seat as the driver pulls away from the cab*
x cutoutkid (6:14:37 PM): -sighs as the taxi pulls away from the curb, ten minutes late of driving up and down random streets- "any particular place you heading to, kid?"
x cutoutkid (6:15:10 PM): -thinks to myself a moment- redland bay, please.
poisonbitterswt (6:18:56 PM): *decided midway through taxi-ride that i didnt want to go to the hotel, instead telling the driver to take me to the beach, wanting to go to my place....our place...- the taxi stops at the curb and i pay the driver before getting out with my bag, taking off my shoes and trudging purposefully down the beach to the cove i remember from my childhood*
x cutoutkid (6:20:52 PM): -gets to the beach- "right here alright?" yeah, its fine...how much? -he rattles off a number and i give him cash, grabbing my bag and walking across the boardwalk down onto the empty beach, taking off my shoes and letting my feet sink into the sand, the feeling bringing a wave of nostalgia through me, missing this atmosphere-
poisonbitterswt (6:24:23 PM): *reaches Freedom Cove, ducking inside and coming to the small pool of water i remember swimming in, the waterfall trickling down as i sit at the edge, dangling my feet in the water, thinking of you....of our past...of our future that i just keep fucking up-and once more tears fall over my cheeks as i bow my head, lost in memories*
x cutoutkid (6:26:15 PM): -puts my bag behind my head, thinking about the cove just down the beach as i lay back and let the warmth sun beat down on me, ebjoying the sound of the waves-
poisonbitterswt (6:29:10 PM): *glides hand in the water, thinking of the first time we'd come here, when you'd asked me if i'd let you stay with me forever*
x cutoutkid (6:30:40 PM): [when they were younger?]
poisonbitterswt (6:30:54 PM): (er...yeah..obviously....)
x cutoutkid (6:31:05 PM): [ok im just checking. dont ask]
x cutoutkid (6:31:24 PM): -wipes at my cheek when i feel a tear fall down, thinking about what you said to me-
poisonbitterswt (6:32:45 PM): *i'd told you that i would keep you if i could, but it was impossible, and you'd cried, begging me to take you away from it all, and all i could do was hold you and tell you'd id be there to make it better*
x cutoutkid (6:34:54 PM): -thinking about all the times i came to the beach late at night and just watched the sun come up, watching the palm trees and trying to forget my parents screaming-
poisonbitterswt (6:35:46 PM): *breathes out shakily, biting lip and suddenly just falling into the water*
x cutoutkid (6:37:06 PM): -shakes a little, shivering even in the warm weather, my eyes closed as i breath out heavily, rubbing my hands up and down my arm and feeling goosebumps-
poisonbitterswt (6:39:01 PM): *submerges myself in the water, still crying, wishing for a moment i'd just drown....and wanting you with me so damn bad*
x cutoutkid (6:40:51 PM): -sits up, leaning back against my bag a little as i pull my legs up to my chest, trying to stop the shivering sensation going through my body, resting my cheek on my knee-
poisonbitterswt (6:41:46 PM): *when i can no longer stay underwater, i finally push back up and break the surface, crawling back onto the edge of the pool, soaking wet and shivering, hands tangled in my hair as i let out an earplitting wail*
x cutoutkid (6:43:59 PM): -cringes and closes my eyes tighter when i hear a scream in the back of my head, my mother's voice tearing through me, seeing her in a robe, eyes bloodshot and pointing a finger at me. yelling about how much of a mistake i was. holding reese and covering his ears.
x cutoutkid (6:44:00 PM): -
x cutoutkid (6:45:17 PM): -calling me a fag, when i was only 14-
poisonbitterswt (6:46:00 PM): *screams until my throat is raw, and then stagger to my feet, stripping off my clothes, running out of the cove and towards the ocean*
x cutoutkid (6:47:21 PM): -curses under my breath, shakily saying to myself "shut up...shut the fuck up" as i press my forehead harder against my leg-
poisonbitterswt (6:48:14 PM): *lets out a yell of* CAIDEN SIERES I FUCKING LOVE YOU! *not realizing you're not that far away, before i get to the water and dive in, making a huge splash*
x cutoutkid (6:49:16 PM): -shakes my head, hearing you and thinking for a moment that its in my mind before i lift my head up in the direction of a splash, swallowing thickly-
poisonbitterswt (6:50:37 PM): *come back up almost immediately, laughing and crying at the same time-coming to the realization that your love is enough to save me, no matter what i thought before, and wishing i could tell you that, but not knowing where you even are*
x cutoutkid (6:52:16 PM): -practically runs down the beach, stripping my clothes off into a pile before I wade out into the water, latching onto you like you'll disappear forever if I don't hold onto you-
poisonbitterswt (6:52:42 PM): *eyes go wide*C-Cai...where...where'd you come from?
x cutoutkid (6:53:27 PM): i hate you... i swear to god...i fucking hate you...-crying more, holding onto you tight-
poisonbitterswt (6:53:45 PM): *gulps* er....hate you too?
poisonbitterswt (6:54:31 PM): *totally caught off guard, not even sure what to say now that you're here*
x cutoutkid (6:55:15 PM): -buries my face in the crook of your neck, the water from your hair dripping down on me as i let out a small cry, hugging you to me tightly-
poisonbitterswt (6:56:01 PM): *decides there's nothing i can say, and just hold onto you tight, kissing the top of your head gently*
x cutoutkid (6:58:31 PM): -kisses needily at your neck, my hands going up and down your back, needing to feel you-
x cutoutkid (6:59:14 PM): why do you...why do you have to do that....to me...why do we have to snap like we d-do...-can't stop crying and doesnt care-
poisonbitterswt (7:00:41 PM): *sighes* cuz im a fucking bastard who needs counseling, but wont go. who has pills but never takes them. and when he does, turns into a fucker. and says things to hurt the one person in the world he cant live without. doesn't want to live without. and would die if he didnt have
x cutoutkid (7:04:49 PM): no... it's not you that hurts me, phoenix...-wrapping my legs around the back of yours-
poisonbitterswt (7:05:54 PM): *looks at you a bit questioningly* Cai...
x cutoutkid (7:06:53 PM): -looks up at you, my eyes red-
poisonbitterswt (7:08:39 PM): *reaches up to caress your cheek, leaning towards you a bit and capturing your lips in mine*
x cutoutkid (7:11:26 PM): -wimpers a little, sniffling, as i kiss you back, another tear falling down my cheek0
poisonbitterswt (7:11:45 PM): *kisses away your tears, pulling you tight against me*
x cutoutkid (7:13:00 PM): -hoists myself up a little in the water, my arms around your neck as my legs go around your waist and i kiss at your shoulder-
poisonbitterswt (7:14:12 PM): *brings hands down to cup your ass, tilting head a little as you kiss my shoulder*
x cutoutkid (7:17:48 PM): -wimpers justa little, kissing up the side of your neck- stop...stop putting yourself in a corner...phoenix...stop thinking you can do everything alone...stop pushing me away when you need me...
poisonbitterswt (7:20:20 PM): *sighes again, biting my lip* i promise....never again...i'll...let...you be there.....*moans at the feel of your lips*
x cutoutkid (7:23:10 PM): dont promise me...phoenix...i dont want you to promise me anything...i just want you to...try...-the water sloshes against my back as i adjust myself, rubbing against you-
poisonbitterswt (7:24:28 PM): *gasps a little as you slide against me* a-all right...i'll try...
poisonbitterswt (7:27:50 PM): *grips your face in my hands and kisses you intensely*
x cutoutkid (7:29:07 PM): -slides my tongue past your lips and over yours, never tired of your taste-
poisonbitterswt (7:30:19 PM): *sucks on your tongue, hands once more slipping down to your ass, pressing you against me*
x cutoutkid (7:33:36 PM): -arches up and against you as i pull back a little- please...just tell me... whenever you feel....-swallows- things breaking you apart...please tell me, phoenix...-captures your lips in mine-
poisonbitterswt (7:35:03 PM): *moans against your mouth, fingers trailing over your thighs* i will...i will tell you everything, cai...everything and nothing at all...*deepens the kiss*
x cutoutkid (7:36:31 PM): -thrusts against you a little, feeling myself grow harder against your skin, groaning as i lean my head forward a little-
poisonbitterswt (7:37:47 PM): *sucks on your lower lip, my own cock achingly hard as you thrust against me, trailing my nails over your shoulders, down your back, to your hips*
x cutoutkid (7:38:51 PM): -pulls myself up on your, your cock rubbing under my ass as i moan again, my hardon against your stomach-
x cutoutkid (7:39:34 PM): on you--
poisonbitterswt (7:41:37 PM): Cai....damn....i...i wanna take you right here...*breathes hotly against your ear* i wanna fuck you...
poisonbitterswt (7:44:07 PM): *lifts you up a bit, carrying you out of the water and laying you down on the sand, kneeling over you* ever had sex on the beach *twinkle in my eyes*
x cutoutkid (7:46:54 PM): i dont want you to fuck me, phoenix...i want you...to do so much more than just that...-as you take my out of the water, against your ear, wimpering a little when you set me down on the warm sand and it sticks to me- n-no...-flutters my fingers up your sides-
poisonbitterswt (7:49:18 PM): well then....*whispers close to your ear* guess im just going to have to show you what it's like....and make you melt.....
x cutoutkid (7:51:09 PM): -nods my head slowly against your lips, my eyes closing and tilting against yours as my cheek presses to the side of your head-
poisonbitterswt (7:52:28 PM): *locks eyes with you as i lick over my palm and bring it down to my cock, jerking hard and fast, wanting to coat myself so i can be inside you already*
x cutoutkid (7:54:00 PM): -groans as i feel your movements, the thought of you inside of me making my stomach tighten-
poisonbitterswt (7:55:08 PM): *when my cock is slick, i bring the tip to your entrance, not quite slipping in yet as i lean down and trail my tongue from your ear, down the side of your neck*
x cutoutkid (7:56:30 PM): -digs my toes down into the sand, a wave of heat washing over me-
poisonbitterswt (7:59:51 PM): *sucks at the side of your neck, fingers of my left hand trailing over your hip as i use my right to guide myself into you slowly*
x cutoutkid (8:01:13 PM): -both of my hands up the back of your neck and tangling in your hair with a low groan, my tears forgotten-
poisonbitterswt (8:02:42 PM): *pushes deeper, my movements slow and steady as i bring both my hands to your hips now, pressing lightly, while licking at your collarbone*
x cutoutkid (8:05:14 PM): -scrunchs my nose a little, moaning a little and reaching one hand down, touching my fingers to the back of your hand-
x cutoutkid (1:49:19 AM): x cutoutkid (8:01:13 PM): -both of my hands up the back of your neck and tangling in your hair with a low groan, my tears forgotten-
poisonbitterswt (8:02:42 PM): *pushes deeper, my movements slow and steady as i bring both my hands to your hips now, pressing lightly, while licking at your collarbone*
x cutoutkid (8:05:14 PM): -scrunchs my nose a little, moaning a little and reaching one hand down, touching my fingers to the back of your hand-
poisonbitterswt signed off at 1:54:54 AM.
x cutoutkid (1:57:28 AM): (spasm?)
poisonbitterswt (1:57:35 AM): (haha)
x cutoutkid (1:57:52 AM): poisonbitterswt (8:02:42 PM): *pushes deeper, my movements slow and steady as i bring both my hands to your hips now, pressing lightly, while licking at your collarbone*
x cutoutkid (8:05:14 PM): -scrunchs my nose a little, moaning a little and reaching one hand down, touching my fingers to the back of your hand-
poisonbitterswt (1:59:32 AM): *intertwines my fingers with yours, and reach up my other hand to run through your hair as i cock my head and gaze at you lovingly, stopping my thrusts for a moment* you know...you take my breath away, Cai...
x cutoutkid (2:01:38 AM): -panting lightly as i look at you, my eyes half open, swallows, my mouth dry-
x cutoutkid (2:03:08 AM): you....you're what keeps me breathing...p-phoenix...
poisonbitterswt (2:05:00 AM): *smiles softly, trailing my fingers from your hair, down your cheek, still gazing into your eyes as i resume thrusting, pushing deeper inside of you*
poisonbitterswt signed off at 2:07:07 AM.
poisonbitterswt signed on at 2:07:26 AM.
x cutoutkid (2:07:42 AM): -tilts my head back in the sand, my eyes fluttering closed and then open again as I try to keep them on you, a throaty groan eascaping my lips-
poisonbitterswt (2:11:03 AM): *grazes my hand over your throat and down your chest, one finger gliding over your cock, but coming to a rest on your hipbone- at the same time shoving into you*
x cutoutkid (2:13:00 AM): -the sound of the waves crashing in my ears, licking over my bottom lip and thrusts back, shoving you deep inside of me as i open my eyes fully, watching the look on your face-
x cutoutkid (2:14:32 AM): -brings my hands up to your shoulders- i dont want...this moment...to ever...end...
poisonbitterswt (2:15:34 AM): *grins, bringing my hands to yours* neither do i, Cai, love...*leans down to kiss you tenderly- thrusting hard but slow*
x cutoutkid (2:17:10 AM): -lets out a groan, my breath catching in my throat midway through as i feel a burst of pleasure through my body-
poisonbitterswt (2:18:55 AM): *brings lips from your mouth to the hollow of your throat, placing a light kiss there, before softly trailing small kisses to your shoulder, pushing in time with each kiss*
x cutoutkid (2:22:02 AM): -your kisses driving me wild, my toes digging deep into the sand as arch my back u, chest pressing against yours-
x cutoutkid (2:22:39 AM): as i arch-
x cutoutkid (2:22:52 AM): up-
poisonbitterswt (2:25:09 AM): *continues to kiss over your shoulder, back to your neck and up to the sensitive skin just below your ear, finally pushing till i hit resistence and smling against your neck*
x cutoutkid (2:26:20 AM): -brings a hand back behind your head, willing you to keep kissing that spot, my orgasm not far off as i begin to move against your thrusts shakily-
poisonbitterswt (2:27:43 AM): don't suffocate me, cai *laughs- flicking out tongue against your skin, sucking on your neck as i keep thrusting upward with force, but not increasing my tempo*
x cutoutkid (2:30:28 AM): -with a heavy breath- jesus....phoenix....-lips parted, eyes shut tight-
poisonbitterswt (2:33:54 AM): *stares down at you, taking in the look on your face and memorizing every line....every ccurve...before placing a light kiss on your parted lips and gripping your hips again as i thrust, a bit faster now, and harder*
x cutoutkid (2:36:23 AM): -closes my lips around your bottom lip, sucking gently at the soft skin, tounging over your lipring-
poisonbitterswt (2:37:41 AM): *moans into your mouth, increasing my tempo as i arch into you hard*
x cutoutkid (2:40:01 AM): -shaking, feeling a flash of cold ripple through my heated body as I let out a strangled moan- oh...god...-feels my release between our bodies, my one hand cluthing desperatly at your left side-
poisonbitterswt (2:41:32 AM): *notices the stickiness between us now and smiles a little, kissing your mouth again, rougher this time as i spill into you, pushing a few more times to ride off my orgasm, then slowly collapsing onto you*
x cutoutkid (2:42:57 AM): -tangles my legs around yours, massaging my fingers against your scalp with a happy smile-
poisonbitterswt (2:44:17 AM): *kisses your cheek, then your neck, as i rest my head on your shoulder*
x cutoutkid (2:45:48 AM): -with a curious tone in my voice- where...are your clothes...
poisonbitterswt (2:46:14 AM): oh....er...i left them in the cove...
x cutoutkid (2:47:41 AM): -swallows a little, licking over my bottom lip and grazing my nails softly up and down your side- you were in the...the cove?
poisonbitterswt (2:48:35 AM): yeah...i had the taxi drop me off...it...well...it was always my place to go and think....then it became our place...and yeah....just wanted to go there....*trails off*
x cutoutkid (2:49:01 AM): -nods a little- i havent been there... since you left...
x cutoutkid (2:49:13 AM): -quietly-
poisonbitterswt (2:49:30 AM): *looks up at you a little* really? why?
x cutoutkid (2:50:23 AM): i didnt think i should...without you....i just came out...and sat on the beach...but i didnt go back....
poisonbitterswt (2:51:20 AM): oh cai....it was your place too....you never should've...you could always go there....
x cutoutkid (2:52:30 AM): -closes my eyes, sighing softly- i didnt want to...i felt like if i did... i'd be waiting for you....
poisonbitterswt (2:53:35 AM): *looks down, eyes sad, feeling myself close to tears again* i think...i need...to go get my clothes...*pulls away from you, slowly getting to feet and heading back to the cove*
x cutoutkid (2:55:03 AM): -mentally slaps myself, eyes opening and lifting my head, shaking the sand from my hair as i watch you walk, gathering my clothes-
poisonbitterswt (2:56:05 AM): *gets to the cove, a tear or two slipping over my cheeks as i bend to pull on my still wet clothes, and then i pick up my bag and head out of the cove again, hastily wiping my tears before i come back to you*
x cutoutkid (2:57:22 AM): -pulls my shirt back over my head, wiping the sand from my feet as i sit on the ground, pulling my shoes on- had to tell the truth, couldnt leave well enough alone...-grumbling to myself-
poisonbitterswt (2:59:01 AM): *pastes a smile on my face as i come up next to you* so, i'll go back up the beach and hail a taxi *turns before you reply and trudges back up the path to the road*
x cutoutkid (2:59:51 AM): -knows that i hit a nerve with you, pulling myself up and dusting the sand off my ass before i run up next to you-
poisonbitterswt (3:00:48 AM): *doesn't acknowledge you as i wave a hand at a taxi that is approaching*
x cutoutkid (3:01:18 AM): -looks down, whispering- i'm sorry, nix... i shouldnt of...of said that...
poisonbitterswt (3:03:21 AM): yeah....the truth's a bitch, aint it? *pulls open the back door of the taxi, standing with my jaw clenched as i wait for you to get in*
x cutoutkid (3:04:11 AM): -wonders if we can ever go one day without snapping at each other-
x cutoutkid (3:04:35 AM): -climbs into the cab, feeling sand in my shorts and wiggling a little uncomfortably-
poisonbitterswt (3:06:00 AM): *glances at you before i get into the cab, suddenly bursting into laughter*
x cutoutkid (3:06:58 AM): -frowns, looking out the window and slouching in my seat- i's not funnnyyy
poisonbitterswt (3:08:20 AM): *is shaking with laughter, not able to control myself as i glance at you again, biting my lip, tears of mirth in my eyes*
x cutoutkid (3:10:01 AM): -crosses my arms and pouts, sitting up a little in the seat and reaching behind me, shaking my boxers a little, some sand falling onto the side-
x cutoutkid (3:10:03 AM): seat-
poisonbitterswt (3:10:51 AM): *finds this even more amusing as i bend over laughing harder, arms crossed over my stomach*
x cutoutkid (3:12:10 AM): -sticks my palm in the sand, the warmth of it making the sand stick. brings hands over to you, dusting it off in your lap-
x cutoutkid (3:12:21 AM): dust it off over your back----
poisonbitterswt (3:12:54 AM): hey now! *shakes to get the sand off, mock glaring at you, biting my lip as i try to suppress another laugh*
x cutoutkid (3:13:51 AM): -rolls my eyes, scooting close to you and nipping at your bottom lip-
poisonbitterswt (3:14:23 AM): ummm....i love when you do that *pulls you onto my lap and nuzzles my face in your neck&
x cutoutkid (3:15:20 AM): whatever it takes to shut you up -joking, sitting with my back to the window and my legs out on the seat-
x cutoutkid (3:15:28 AM): -on your lap, of course-
poisonbitterswt (3:17:12 AM): pft *crinkles nose at you, sticking out my tongue*
x cutoutkid (3:18:35 AM): -kisses your cheek, whispering- might want to tell the driver where the hotel is, yeah?
poisonbitterswt (3:19:27 AM): oh! yeah...that would be a good idea *rattles off the hotel to the driver, who chuckles a little and nods his head*
x cutoutkid (3:20:14 AM): -puts an arm around the back of your head, resting my head on top of yours as i sit on you-
x cutoutkid (3:20:23 AM): you make a good seat, yaknow?
poisonbitterswt (3:21:30 AM): why thanks, i've always wished someone would tell me that *snorts, shaking head a little*
x cutoutkid (3:22:32 AM): -hits u in the arm playfully before i climb off of you, but still sitting up against you- you realize with me around there's no such thing as "personal space" right?
poisonbitterswt (3:23:11 AM): oh, i dont mind that...not at all...*reaches out and ruffles your hair* you can stay as close to me as you want, all day, every day
x cutoutkid (3:24:12 AM): -smiles, my arm resting on my bag to my left, whispering in your ear- my. ass. itches.
poisonbitterswt (3:24:45 AM): well... *eyes twinkling* that's what a shower's for, love...
x cutoutkid (3:25:25 AM): -giggles- might be hard to get it out of all the hard to reach places
poisonbitterswt (3:26:10 AM): oh....i'll help you with that one....*rubs my nose against yours, flicking my tongue out to lick at your lip*
x cutoutkid (3:27:02 AM): promise you won't molest me, though? -bats my eyelashs a little, -
poisonbitterswt (3:27:38 AM): oh, i can't promise that...
x cutoutkid (3:28:24 AM): -grins, anxiously waiting for the hotel because i really do itch, scratching at my back a little as i kiss your chin softly-
poisonbitterswt (3:29:42 AM): *the taxi pulls up to the curb of our hotel a few minutes later, and after i pay the guy, i open the door and get out, taking my bag with me*
x cutoutkid (3:30:07 AM): -tugs my bag off the seat, following you and stumbling just a little out onto the cement-
x cutoutkid (3:30:28 AM): -blushes a deep red-
poisonbitterswt (3:30:54 AM): you really want that shower, dont you? *wriggles eyebrows, laughing as i enter the hotel*
x cutoutkid (3:31:28 AM): not exactly for the reasons you think..-shakes my shorts again as i walk-
poisonbitterswt (3:32:12 AM): not exactly...*nods head, smiling, and heads over to the front desk*
x cutoutkid (3:32:37 AM): -bounces back and forth on my heels-
poisonbitterswt (3:37:44 AM): *gets roomkeys and nods for you to follow me down the hall, thinking that this is the first time I've been on the ground floor* wonder what kind of room my dear wonderful cousin got for us...
x cutoutkid (3:41:49 AM): who caressss...as long as there's a showerrrrr..-pouts, following you and scratching at my ass, hoping no ones looking-
poisonbitterswt (3:42:58 AM): oh my god....you are the most impatient person i know....*slides key through lock and pushes open door, mouth dropping open a bit* that little fucker got us the honeymoon suite....what's he playing at?
x cutoutkid (3:43:39 AM): that we need a honeymoon suite? -kisses your cheek, walking through the door with a smirk-
poisonbitterswt (3:44:22 AM): haha...he's just trying to butter me up....well...*eyes glint* im just gonna have to rack up a bill and a half here, so whatever you want, get. whatever you wanna do, do
x cutoutkid (3:46:15 AM): well first...-striping my clothes- I
x cutoutkid (3:46:30 AM): am going to go use all the hot water i can stand...
poisonbitterswt (3:47:06 AM): *smiles at you, taking a chance to gaze at your body*
x cutoutkid (3:47:42 AM): -kicks my pants off, hopping on one foot for a second, swatting the sand stuck to my right leg-
poisonbitterswt (3:53:12 AM): *tries not to laugh, still finding you incredibly sexy at the moment* well, you go take that shower....i'll just..er...go lie down and watch the tele *growing hard and trying to hide it*
x cutoutkid (3:54:49 AM): -catchs myself against the wall with a small smile- al...alright... i'll be back in a few minutes, then...-disappears into the bathroom, maybe a small "oooo" sound at the pretty jacuzzi off to the one side and the nice little shower, shutting the door just a little so the noise doesn't disrupt you, turning on the shower and getting in after grabbing a little sample hotel shampoo-
x cutoutkid (3:55:24 AM): making a small ooo sound-
poisonbitterswt (3:56:33 AM): *sighes, biting lip and going over to the bed, flopping down onto it, groin still tight- quietly cursing myself under my breath as i flip on the tele and try to ignore my the aching feeling*
x cutoutkid (3:57:41 AM): -hums some THE USED song, scrubbing at my hair and making a face at the feel of sand there, washing it out before i run a little bar of soap across my shoulders and down my chest-
poisonbitterswt (3:59:02 AM): *watches "Mr. Brightside" video, the aching in my groing becoming too much to ignore, gingerly undoes the button on my pants and snakes my hand under the band of my boxers, fisting myself, letting out a loud groan*
x cutoutkid (4:00:15 AM): -stretchs, spreading my legs a little and letting the water fall over my back and down my face-
poisonbitterswt (4:01:07 AM): *closes eyes, thinking of you wet, in the shower, as i increase my tempo, biting down on my lip*
x cutoutkid (4:02:07 AM): -winces a little, my ass a little sore from earlier, soaping up and down my legs and my thighs to my back-
poisonbitterswt (4:02:55 AM): *rubs hard over the head as i jerk my hips up* oh...oh...CAI! *eyes roll back into my head a little*
x cutoutkid (4:03:17 AM): (-thud-)
x cutoutkid (4:04:03 AM): -doesnt hear a word of it as i let the water warm my muscles, running a hand through my hair and letting the water wash the soap off of me-
poisonbitterswt (4:04:59 AM): *fists my cock tightly, my other hand coming up to twist in the sheets* CAIDEN! oh god.....*body shakes a bit as i pull hard on myself*
x cutoutkid (4:07:25 AM): -shuts off the taps, opening the shower door and grabbing a towel off the rack, holding it up to my face-
x cutoutkid (4:10:11 AM): -dries myself off, ruffling my hair with the towel, hearing a muffled voice in the other room-
poisonbitterswt signed off at 4:10:33 AM.
poisonbitterswt signed on at 4:10:40 AM.
x cutoutkid (4:10:46 AM): -shuts off the taps, opening the shower door and grabbing a towel off the rack, holding it up to my face-
poisonbitterswt (4:11:24 AM): *jerks harder and faster, eyes squeezed tight* Cai....Cai...oh fuck..Cai....
x cutoutkid (4:11:38 AM): -dries myself off, ruffling my hair with the towel, hearing a muffled voice in the other room-
poisonbitterswt (4:12:21 AM): *groans loud, nail grazing over my slit, my stomach tight* Fuck! ohhhhh....
x cutoutkid (4:13:33 AM): -wraps towel are my waist, stepping out and listening curiously-
poisonbitterswt (4:14:21 AM): *increases tempo, hips arching upward against my hand* CAI.....oh! ohh! *breathing shakily*
x cutoutkid (4:15:03 AM): -peeks around at you, smirking evilly before i walk over, my footsteps silenced by the carpet, standing over your-
poisonbitterswt (4:15:57 AM): *breathing hitched as i continue jerking, other hand twisting harder into the sheets*
x cutoutkid (4:17:27 AM): -leans down and kisses you roughly as my hand grabs yours, working with you to get you off-
poisonbitterswt (4:18:23 AM): *eyes fly open, widening as i stare at you, returning your kiss and moaning against your lips*
x cutoutkid (4:19:32 AM): -smiles, kneeling down onto the floor beside the bed and lacing my fingers with yours on your cock, my toungue sliding across your lips in a small satisfied sigh-
poisonbitterswt (4:20:14 AM): oh cai...*trails off into another moan, whole body shaking as i come without warning*
x cutoutkid (4:21:14 AM): -kisses at your neck, pulling my hand off of and bringing it up to my lips, licking at the salty fluid-
poisonbitterswt (4:21:49 AM): *groans as i watch you, body shaking a bit*
x cutoutkid (4:23:51 AM): -grins, moving down and licking up any traces from your stomach and your sac, flattening my tonge on the underside of your now spent cock-
poisonbitterswt (4:24:43 AM): *inhales sharply, sucking in my stomach, free hand tightening into a fist at my side*
x cutoutkid (4:25:54 AM): -kisses the head lightly, crawling up onto the bed and straddling you, laying my chest flat against yours, my towel threatening to fall off-
x cutoutkid (4:26:06 AM): i'm all clean now..-smirks-
poisonbitterswt (4:26:38 AM): *breathes out shakily* what's. that do. for me?
x cutoutkid (4:27:49 AM): absolutely nothing -kisses at your shoulder and looks up at you-
poisonbitterswt (4:28:09 AM): uh huh....that's what i thought...*closes eyes* you damn tease...
x cutoutkid (4:30:13 AM): -shakes my head, my wet hair touching your chest-
poisonbitterswt signed off at 4:31:13 AM.
x cutoutkid (4:27:36 PM): (-x cutoutkid (4:27:49 AM): absolutely nothing -kisses at your shoulder and looks up at you-
poisonbitterswt (4:28:09 AM): uh huh....that's what i thought...*closes eyes* you damn tease...
x cutoutkid (4:30:13 AM): -shakes my head, my wet hair touching your chest-
poisonbitterswt (4:28:17 PM): (can you say RPG ho!)
x cutoutkid (4:30:27 PM): (rpg ho)
poisonbitterswt (4:31:01 PM): *wriggles under you, bringing a hand to your wet hair and running my fingers through it*
x cutoutkid (4:32:27 PM): -laughs alittle against your chest- mm...you'
x cutoutkid (4:32:32 PM): you're gonna make me sleepy...
poisonbitterswt (4:32:53 PM): I might as well, so you stop torturing me
x cutoutkid (4:35:38 PM): i don't do it on purpose...-kisses your chest lightly-
poisonbitterswt (4:36:47 PM): oh yeah you do...*runs hands under your towel and over your thighs*
x cutoutkid (4:38:37 PM): nu uh...-shivers a little- mm... i'm sleepy phoeenixx...-nuzzles my cheek against your tattoo-
poisonbitterswt (4:41:00 PM): then get off me, ya lil sadist, and go to sleep *pushes you off me and buttons pants again, before sitting up a bit and digging in bag for a small notebook i have in there, propping myself against the pillows before i open the notebook and start scribbling in it*
x cutoutkid (4:41:55 PM): -yawns a little, snuggling up against your side- you're such a nerd...-kisses your side, closing my eyes-
poisonbitterswt (4:46:07 PM): *wonders briefly if you have any idea this notebook is filled with poems and thoughts of you, before leaning over a bit and kissing the side of your head* sweet dreams, love...
x cutoutkid (4:46:44 PM): love you, nix...-falls into a comfortable, warm sleep-
poisonbitterswt (4:50:36 PM): *writes for a while, listening to your breathing as i scribble another poem, glances over at you with a small smile* i love you so much, cai...more than i can ever tell you in words...*reaches one hand over and strokes your hair*
x cutoutkid (4:52:46 PM): -grumbles a little, turning over onto my side and bringing my arm across your stomach, hand resting just above your groin-
poisonbitterswt (4:53:43 PM): *sucks in my breath a little, stomach tightening, chewing nervously on my lower lip as i glance from your face to your hand and back again*
poisonbitterswt (4:54:15 PM): shit...he provokes me even in his sleep....
x cutoutkid (4:55:13 PM): -wiggles my fingers a little, scratching lightly at your stomach- mm..phoenix...-still completly asleep-
poisonbitterswt (4:56:18 PM): oh...damn you....you're not doing this to me...nuh uh...*gently removing your hand from my stomach and placing it on your chest*
x cutoutkid (4:57:02 PM): -makes a small whiney sound, doing it again but this time my hand landing directly on your groin-
poisonbitterswt (4:58:33 PM): fucker....*bites lip again, staring at your hand and feeling myself harden- thoughts are flitting through my head and i can't ignore them- eyes sparkle as my lips curl into a mischievous grin- gently takes hold of you and moves you onto your back, crawling on top of you carefully*
x cutoutkid (5:00:28 PM): -a content sigh, having a very nice dream of your straddling me (O:-)) and growing hard under you in reality, spreading my legs-
x cutoutkid (5:01:20 PM): you-
poisonbitterswt (5:03:19 PM): *quriks an eyebrow, before running my hands down your bare chest, to the toel that's barely covering you, slowly opening it and spreading it out, licking my lips at the sight of you*
poisonbitterswt (5:04:10 PM): *towel*
x cutoutkid (5:05:09 PM): -groans a little at the cool rush of air over me, stretching my arms above my head-
poisonbitterswt (5:06:54 PM): *glides a finger over your hardon, to your inner thigh, before unbuckling my pants and wiggling out of them- letting them fall to the floor before i lean down and place a kiss just over your belly button*
x cutoutkid (5:08:11 PM): -mumbles- mm...feels so good...nix...-biting my bottom lip a little-
poisonbitterswt (5:12:49 PM): *pulls back a little, wondering if you've awakened, but sees you haven't- moves down your stomach, kissing at your hipbone, and then bringing my lips to the head of your cock*
x cutoutkid (5:16:58 PM): -moans and grips at the pillow behind me a little, my toes curling-
poisonbitterswt (5:17:41 PM): *licks at the tip, then downward to the base, swirling around it before taking you fully into my mouth, hands rubbing up your thighs*
x cutoutkid (5:18:51 PM): -tilts my head back further, half concious right now, a hazy feeling washing over me as i grip the pillowcase harder-
poisonbitterswt (5:19:41 PM): *bobs head up and down faster, sucking hard on you, tongue twisting-nails raking over your sides*
x cutoutkid (5:22:24 PM): -lets go of the pillow, my eyes opening into little slits as i wake up fully, one of my hands reaching down and grabbing at one of yours-
poisonbitterswt (5:23:15 PM): *stops sucking and lets you go out of my mouth as i glance up at you, cheeks tinging red a bit* er...hey there...
x cutoutkid (5:26:17 PM): -brings my other hand down and grips at you- god...nix...i didnt say...stop...
poisonbitterswt (5:26:59 PM): *smiles, shaking head a bit as i once more take you into my mouth, sucking hard down your length*
x cutoutkid (5:28:21 PM): where the...fuck...-groans a little, thrust lightly against your mouth- did you get...mm...such a good idea...
poisonbitterswt (5:29:51 PM): *backs off you for a moment* it's your fault, actually...you were touching me in your sleep...and well...i just couldn't help myself *laps at the head of your cock, tonguing the slit*
x cutoutkid (5:31:43 PM): was having...a really good...dream....-tangles my fingers in your hair, tugging up a little- you enjoying my taste that much...or are you going to let me fuck you...
poisonbitterswt (5:32:34 PM): *almost chokes, backing off you, my eyes wide*
x cutoutkid (5:33:56 PM): -cant help but let out a small giggle, looking down at you and arching my hips up a little with an overexaggerated moan- well?
poisonbitterswt (5:34:40 PM): *still a bit shocked as i shake my head a little* Cai...you can do whatever you want to me...
x cutoutkid (5:36:38 PM): mm...-sits up and places my hands on your shoulders and brings them up over your skin to your neck, bringing my lips to yours and kissing you lazily, straddling your nap for a moment, kneeling on either side of your legs-
x cutoutkid (5:37:13 PM): lap-
poisonbitterswt (5:37:35 PM): *kisses you back hungrily, hands coming to rest on your hips*
x cutoutkid (5:39:48 PM): -brings my arms over your shoulders, letting them dangle there as i kiss you, flicking my tongue up over your upper lip and lightly pressing you backwards-
poisonbitterswt (5:40:26 PM): *falls backward onto the bed, pulling you down with me, sucking at your lip with a small moan*
x cutoutkid (5:41:20 PM): -pulls away from the kiss, flicking my tounge against your chin with a small giggle-
poisonbitterswt (5:42:11 PM): you are an odd one, you know that...*grins at you, taking my hands off your hips and bringing them up to run through your hair*
x cutoutkid (5:43:26 PM): only with you, nix...-kisses at your chest, a small trail down and completly ignoring your hardon, licking just at the underside of your sac-
poisonbitterswt (5:44:03 PM): *growls* is this payback...?
x cutoutkid (5:48:51 PM): payback for...-licks down, my tounge flat against the space between your entrance and your sac-
x cutoutkid (5:56:22 PM): -grips at your hips, licking up and down over your entrance-
poisonbitterswt (5:58:15 PM): *inhales sharply, gripping the sheets at my sides as i tilt my head back and my eyes flutter closed, arching my hips upward a bit*
x cutoutkid (5:59:04 PM): -darts my tongue inside, twisting it a little and pulling back out again, licking long and slow over your entrance-
poisonbitterswt (6:00:20 PM): fuck....*bites down on my bottom lip, fingers twisting in the sheets tighter- my stomach achingly tight*
x cutoutkid (6:02:55 PM): -repeats my movements, this time driving a little deeper and breathing out hotly against you-
poisonbitterswt (6:04:20 PM): *practically bite my tongue as a loud moan escapes my lips and my hips jerk upward* fuck...what you do to me....*shudders a bit*
x cutoutkid (6:05:16 PM): -brings my index finger up, massaging at your hole as i twist my tounge-
poisonbitterswt (6:07:55 PM): *breath catches in throat as my eyes roll back into my head and i feel ready to scream out*
x cutoutkid (6:08:49 PM): -shoves two fingers inside of you, bending them and thrusting hard as i lick back up between your entrance and your sac-
poisonbitterswt (6:10:07 PM): FUCK! *thrusts hips downward hard, bringing down one hand to twist in your hair as the other practically claws at the sheets*
x cutoutkid (6:11:02 PM): -pulls back, whispering, my voice low and a little raspy- think you're ready for me yet?
poisonbitterswt (6:11:39 PM): FUCK ME ALREADY!
x cutoutkid (6:13:01 PM): -feels a wave of pleasure rush through me at your voice, taking your legs up onto my shoulders as i bring my fingers out of you, pressing myself at your now slick entrance and shoving hard, pressing fully into you in one move-
poisonbitterswt (6:15:55 PM): OHHHH! FUCK! *thrusts hips up against you hard- hands tightening into fists at my side*
x cutoutkid (6:17:23 PM): -thrusts hard against you, pounding you into the mattress, my head tilted back with a loud moan, my hands coming to yours and my nails digging into the backs of your hands-
poisonbitterswt (6:22:44 PM): *can't breathe....or think....my heart pounding hard in my chest, an overload of passion and heat flowing through me, as i intertwine my fingers with yours and squeeze tightly- buck up hips to meet your thrusts*
x cutoutkid (6:24:14 PM): -thinking, as my knees weaken under me, that i really should fuck you more often because the look on your face is priceless, pulling back and slamming hard into you again-
poisonbitterswt (6:27:09 PM): *gasps, fingers twisting hard between yours-toes curling, breathing shakily as i bite down on my bottom lip- thrusting hips harder to meet you* Cai....if you fucked me like this...all the time...i would never...wanna leave...the bedroom....
x cutoutkid (6:30:24 PM): -groans, leaning back a little, using your hands as a support as i thrust my hips up and shove myself as hard as i can into you, my palms flat against yours as i shakily pull out of you and slam in again, swallowing thickly, my mouth dry- if i could...fuck you like this...all the fucking time...mmm....i fucking would....but i think...-legs cramping up a little as i let out a low growling noise- my legs wouldnt be able...to handle it...-
poisonbitterswt (6:32:27 PM): *shaking under you, your words...your movements...sending me over the edge* Cai....oh fucking christ....*eyes closed shut as i grip your hands tightly and spill over onto my stomach with a low, throaty moan*
x cutoutkid (6:34:29 PM): -leans down, my chest touching to yours and feeling the stickiness between us, giving a few shallow thrusts before i come inside of you, kissing at your neck as i do-
poisonbitterswt (6:37:04 PM): *tries to control breathing, as my whole body trembles, bringing up a hand to stroke your cheek* i dont think....sex with anyone else....could ever compare to this....you.....are the only one...that knows me inside and out...
x cutoutkid (6:42:32 PM): -swallows dryly, licking over my bottom lip, panting softly, my lips parted against your skin, feeling your stomach shake- i love making you...tremble...like this...-touchs your arm softly as i untwine my right hand from yours-
poisonbitterswt (6:45:37 PM): *sighes, about to speak when phone on the nighstand rings- glances at it, closing eyes-* i am not getting that....no, no, no *shakes head*
x cutoutkid (6:46:42 PM): they'll call back...-mumbles, really in need of a hot bath- or leave a number...-kisses lightly at your nipple- can we...jacuzzi...
poisonbitterswt (6:47:51 PM): mmm...that sounds....*now cell phone is ringing* motherfucker....*grumbles* oh fuck em...*sits up, scooping you into my arms and taking you into the bathroom, disregarding the phones as i kick shut the door*
x cutoutkid (6:48:45 PM): -puts an arm around you, kissing your neck softly- i like when you carry me like this...very romantic...-nuzzles my nose under your chin-
poisonbitterswt (6:51:30 PM): *smiles at you* i've heard im a romantic...*laughs a little- setting you down for a moment as i turn on the water for the jacuzzi*
x cutoutkid (6:52:40 PM): -dangles my legs over the side of the tub, thinking for a split instant how i could walk around stark nude everyday for the rest of my life and never feel uncomfortable around you-
poisonbitterswt (6:54:02 PM): *hums a bit under my breath as the water starts bubbling, and then i lower myself into it, nodding my head for you to join me*
x cutoutkid (6:55:23 PM): -lets myself down into the water, floating over to you and letting my fingertips glide through the water-
poisonbitterswt (6:56:14 PM): *pulls you to me, giving you a tender kiss*
poisonbitterswt signed off at 6:58:12 PM.

poisonbitterswt: *hums a bit under my breath as the water starts bubbling, and then i lower myself into it, nodding my head for you to join me*
x cutoutkid: -lets myself down into the water, floating over to you and letting my fingertips glide through the water-
poisonbitterswt: *pulls you to me, giving you a tender kiss*
x cutoutkid: -leans my head back a little against you and pulls back from the kiss a little- mm...you're too good to me, did you know that
poisonbitterswt: am i? *smiles a little* i'll have to keep that in mind for when i want something from you...*smile turns into a smirk*
x cutoutkid: -smiles too- you don't need to keep anything in mind for when you want something from me...-pecks your lips lightly- just have to ask
poisonbitterswt: thanks for letting me know that *glides fingers through your hair down the back of your neck*
x cutoutkid: -sighs in content, my eyes closing a little and enjoying the feel of your fingers, bringing one of my hands around and playing with the hair at the nape of your neck-
poisonbitterswt: *rubs hands up and down your back, leaning forward and kissing your forehead, and then your eyelids, and finally the tip of your nose*
x cutoutkid: -scratchs lightly at the back of your neck, my back flat against your chest as i lean my head back more, smile growing bigger on my lips-
poisonbitterswt: *kisses your lips softly, and then the side of your neck, before i rest my lips on your shoulder, kissing a freckle there*
x cutoutkid: i love just being with you, phoenix...-opening my eyes just a little and looking at you out of the corner of them, playing with your hair-
x cutoutkid: i've always loved just being with you...
poisonbitterswt: *grins* you're probably the only person that can stand being with me
x cutoutkid: mm...i doubt it...-laughs a little- but it really depends in what sense you mean...
poisonbitterswt: oh? *quirks an eyebrow at you*
x cutoutkid: well...if you mean be around you...then i say you're wrong. you've got friends. if you say being with you...like this....then i think you're right...-leans back and kisses the side of your head- because i'm the only one that's as stubborn as you...-grins cheekily-
poisonbitterswt: you're damn right about that one *smiles back at you, sticking tongue out a bit* you're as stubborn as they come...
x cutoutkid: ill take that as a compliment -nips at your bottom lip-
x cutoutkid: as long as it matches my with you...
x cutoutkid: me-
poisonbitterswt: you're the only one meant for me, Cai, love....there is no one else in this world i could want but you...*captures your mouth in a passionate kiss, hand cradling the back of your head*
x cutoutkid: -kisses you back lazily, tasting your skin with a smile, breathing you in-
poisonbitterswt: *hears muffled sound of the phones again* what d'ya wanna bet that's the Prince of Darkness himself? *mutters, burying my face in your neck*
x cutoutkid: mm...we really should get going though, shouldn't we? -pulls away from you, kissing just above your ear softly-
poisonbitterswt: *growls against your neck*
x cutoutkid: hey, thats my job...-ruffles your hand in my hand-
x cutoutkid: hair-
poisonbitterswt: you go, i'll stay here...
x cutoutkid: if i could fix this up for you, I would... but i'll go get the phone.. -stands up and reaches over on the rack thing for a towel, drying off just a little before disappearing into the room and answering the phone- hello?
poisonbitterswt: PHOENIX LESTAT JAMES! Where the bloody fuck are you? And why haven't you answered your damn phone?!
x cutoutkid: This is Caiden. Phoenix is...er... in the shower.
poisonbitterswt: oh! Well, you tell that little arse he had better call me back or I swear I'll come there and yank him out of that hotel myself!
poisonbitterswt: *is standing in the doorway of the bathroom, towel around my waist and arms crossed over my chest, scowl in place*
x cutoutkid: hold on a minute...-walks over to you and holds the phone out to you- sooner the better, nix...
poisonbitterswt: signed off at AM.
poisonbitterswt: signed on at AM.
x cutoutkid: hold on a minute...-walks over to you and holds the phone out to you- sooner the better, nix...
poisonbitterswt: *takes the phone* hello satan...
x cutoutkid: -gives you a look of warning- be nice, nix
poisonbitterswt: *holds hand over the phone* dont tell me to be nice, Cai.. just don't...*goes back to listening to Kendall rant and rave* she's still your. fucking. mother. Not mine! what do you mean?! what will?? *slumps onto the end of the bed* she did what?! hell no, i didn't know that! oh fuck you too! I didn't!! I'll be there, all right? I'll fucking be there! But i swear to you, if you aren't there too, I'm coming after you! *hangs up phone with a frustrated growl*
x cutoutkid: what...what did she do?- raises an eyebrow, going over to my bag and finding fresh clothes-
poisonbitterswt: she fucking left everything to me...*shakes head in disbelief, wringing hands between my legs*
x cutoutkid: are we...um...are we going up there? -tugs on a fresh pair of boxers, running my fingers through my hair-
poisonbitterswt: yeah....Kendall said he'd meet us there....and apparently she wants to talk to me....
poisonbitterswt: and you...
x cutoutkid: she wants to talk to me? why?
x cutoutkid: -pulling a pair of shorts on-
poisonbitterswt: hell if i know!
poisonbitterswt: *gets to feet and goes about getting dressed*
x cutoutkid: -swallows a little, wondering what she would want with me and feeling a little pissed because i don't want to be here just as much as you don't-
x cutoutkid: -pulls a yellow tshirt over my hea-
poisonbitterswt: *yanks on a dress shirt, leaving it half-unbuttoned, and khakis- then plops down on bed and pulls on shoes-all the while grumbling under my breath*
x cutoutkid: -picks up my shoes, sitting on the floor, and empties the sand out of them into the trash before tugging them on and lacing them up-
poisonbitterswt: he says there's keys for a car at the desk downstairs...fucker's going all out, aint he *mutters*
x cutoutkid: -doesnt say anything, standing up and looking over into the mirror, makes a face before i dig into my bag and find a eyeliner pencil, smudging some on-
poisonbitterswt: *gets to feet again, coming up behind you and resting my head on your shoulder* you look hot with that on, ya know that? makes me wanna lick you...*gives you a soft smile*
x cutoutkid: -caps the pencil and looks back at you, kissing your forehead, my voice soft and quiet- it'll be alright, nix... -looks back into the mirror and tilts head- and i do, don't i? -laughs a little- we should go...
poisonbitterswt: yeah...*moves away from you and heads to the door, throwing it open and heading out into the hall, walking to the elevator with shoulders slumped and hands stuffed in my pockets*
x cutoutkid: -tosses the eyeliner down on top of the bag and follows you, letting the door shut as i put one hand in my pocket and enter the elevator
x cutoutkid: -
poisonbitterswt:shit! scratch that! they're on the first floor!)
x cutoutkid:oops)
poisonbitterswt: *walking to the front desk*
poisonbitterswt: *asks the lady for the keys and gets them, taking one of your hands and leading you outside- presses button and quirks an eyebrow as the beep comes from a bright red jaguar-rolls eyes* i would've been happy with a fucking taxi....
x cutoutkid: -shrugs just a little- at least it means music...-gets into the passenger side-
poisonbitterswt: *goes over to the driver's side and slumps into the seat- thrusting the key angrily into the ignition and turning it on- then after pushing the gear shift into driver- i peel away from the curb*
x cutoutkid: -looks out the window, staying quiet for the ride and watching familiar places pass us by-
poisonbitterswt: *pulls up to the hospital a few minutes later, immediately noticing Kendall outside the front doors as i pull into a parking spot*
x cutoutkid: -opens my door and gets out, waiting for you as i come over to your side of the car-
poisonbitterswt: *stays seated for a moment, letting out a sigh, before reluctantly getting out of the car and walking over to where Kendall is* hello...
poisonbitterswt: KENDALL: now why do i get the impression you aren't happy to see me *asks sarcastically- glances over at you* and you must be Caiden, right? Phoenix's friend..
poisonbitterswt: *snorts into hand, looking away with a small grin*
x cutoutkid: Husband, that is... if you want to get technical...-smirks-
poisonbitterswt: KENDALL: *jaw drops a little* h-husband? *glances at me* last time i saw you, you had a girlfriend...
poisonbitterswt: yeah...well times change, now can we go see the wicked bitch of brisbane already?
x cutoutkid: -looks around like i'm not paying attention and takes your hand-
poisonbitterswt: KENDALL: right this way....*heads into the hospital*
x cutoutkid: -looks over at you with a smirk-
poisonbitterswt: *whispers into your ear as we follow him* i will take that look on his face with me to my grave...
x cutoutkid: thought you might like that...-kisses your cheek softly-
poisonbitterswt: makes up for being here....just a little bit...*sneaks a kiss from you before Kendall comes to a stop and faces us again *Kendall this is her room. Go on in. She's waiting*
x cutoutkid: -a small look of fear flashes in my eyes, but tries to hide it-
x cutoutkid: -squeezes your hand a little-
poisonbitterswt: *glances at you, giving you my best reassuring smile as i push open the door to the hospital room- eyes adjust to the dim light, and when i see her, my breath catches in my throat- she is not the aunt i remember- she is frail and looks inches from death- and i stop in my tracks, a lump forming in my throat*
poisonbitterswt: *she notices us and tries to smile* P-Phoenix...you came...and Caiden....
x cutoutkid: -swallows and wiggles my fingers in yours, inching a little into the room and offering a small smile-
poisonbitterswt: AUNT: Phoenix..come..sit, please... *lets go of your hand, edging over to the side of the bed and sitting down in the chair, biting lip a little when she reaches out for my hand* Aunt oh...Phoenix...you dont even know...how happy i am...to see you...
x cutoutkid: -stands sort of off to the side, looking around the room and feeling out of place-
poisonbitterswt: wish i could say the same....but im not gonna lie...*takes hand out of hers and glances away* *Aunt Phoenix...please...* please what?! *Aunt just listen to me....can you do that?* fine...im listening...
poisonbitterswt: AUNT: I know....that you hate me...and I dont blame you. I screwed up your life when I had you. And all those years after you left, all I could do was think about what I had done....how much I had hurt you...and....
poisonbitterswt: and what? you all of a sudden had an epiphany? now that you're lying on your deathbed *turns eyes back to you, flashing with anger*
x cutoutkid: -leans against the wall and listens, looking down at the floor-
poisonbitterswt: AUNT: yes, if you want to call it that....I didnt want to die...with you still hating me... *glances down* I took it all out on you....my anger....my grief....you were the only one around and I felt the need to hurt you....I just....I lost my husband...my sister...friends....all in that small amount of time...and here was this eight year old boy that i suddenly had to take care of....when i couldn't even take care of myself...and you found happiness...and i didn't want you to...i saw you with him...*gestures to you* and I hated that you were happy...i wanted to end it....and I...oh Phoenix....I'm sorry....I knew he was the only thing in your life that you cherished...and i took him away from you...I made you leave him...even when i knew he was what kept you going....and i heard about you being in the hospital that first year in london...from Kendall...and I felt so horrible...I wanted to reach out to you then...but I couldn't...*tears start slipping over her cheeks*
x cutoutkid: -is biting my lip right now, closing my eyes at her words, back of my mind wondering what she means about the first year in london-
poisonbitterswt: I let years go by...I saw his life fall apart too...his mother calling me and telling me things...and I wanted so desperately to call you, tell you to come back...t-to save him....but I never picked up the phone...and Kendall drifted away from me...telling me I was a horrid person for what I did to you...that i made him sick...and I felt lost...and then I just brokedown and ended up here...and not too long ago I found out i was sick...and that's when i knew...i knew i had to reach out...before it was too late...*grasps at my hand again* I love you, Phoenix...you gave me a part of my sister that i thought i'd lost...and i'm sorry that i never could show you the love that you deserved...i'll regret forever the things i did to you....please....can you....can you please forgive me? *stares at me desperately*
poisonbitterswt: *searches her eyes, then looks over at you, tears brimming on my lashes*
x cutoutkid: -looks up at you, tears are down my cheeks as i look at you then away again, wiping at them-
poisonbitterswt: *finally looks back at her* i...*closes eyes, trying to stop my tears, but they fall anyway* i forgive you...
poisonbitterswt: *Aunt reaches up to stroke my cheek* Thank you...so much...*looks over at you* Can...can i talk to you alone, Caiden...for just a moment?
x cutoutkid: -nods, offering a small smile as i wipe away the tears on my face and step forward-
poisonbitterswt: *gets up shakily, grasping your hand for a moment before leaving the room and going to sit with Kendall*
x cutoutkid: -watches you leave before sitting down next to your aunt, unsure of this next move, but reachs out and holds onto her hand, looking at her and biting my lip-
poisonbitterswt: AUNT: *smiles softly* you were one of the most...beautiful children i knew...when i saw the way phoenix's face lit up, every time you were around...every time you called....i wished i had that...and you...you never truly knew what you meant to him....how much he loved you...and that's my fault...because you could've known....you would've known....long before now...if i had only given you this...*reaches over for an envelope on the nightstand and hands it to you with a trembling hand*
x cutoutkid: -looks down at the envelope, swallowing thickly and unsure of if I want to open it- wha...what is this? -biting my lip as i take it from you-
poisonbitterswt: its a letter...phoenix wrote...before he left...he told me to give it you....but i kept it instead..
x cutoutkid: -shakily takes my hand away from yours, opening the envelope and taking out a piece of paper with phoenix's shaky handwriting on it, reading a few lines before looking up at you again and then down again, feeling tears coming to my eyes for the second time as i read it-
poisonbitterswt: *out in the hall* what do you think she's saying to him?
poisonbitterswt: KENDALL: probably giving him the letter
poisonbitterswt: L-Letter? what letter?
poisonbitterswt: KENDALL: the one she was supposed to give him when you left
poisonbitterswt: oh shit....*hangs head in hands*
poisonbitterswt: KENDALL: don't worry about it, Nix...I know what happened because of....well...because you never got a reply...but ya know....you have him now....and well...*trails off*
x cutoutkid: -holding the letter in my hands still, i look down and put a hand over my eyes, shaking a little as i cant stop the tears that fall at your words, wishing so bad that i could have done something to stop everything that happened to keep you away from me-
x cutoutkid: your words on the paper---
poisonbitterswt: *gazes at my wrists, biting lip, wondering what you're thinking if you are reading the letter*
x cutoutkid: -breathes in heavily, looking at her with red eyes- i wish... things could have been different...-looks down again, shaking my head- but it doesn't matter anymore... because he came back to me... even if it took him s-six years...
poisonbitterswt: AUNT: *smiles, reaching out to touch your hand* dont ever let him go...even if he pushes you to your limit...because you're the only one is this world or the next that can give him the love he needs to survive...
x cutoutkid: -nods, sniffing, and looks back up, squeezing your hand in mind- t-thank you...for giving this to me...
poisonbitterswt: AUNT: you're welcome...*eyes flutter closed for a moment as a sharp pain stabs through her* can you...ask phoenix..to come back in here....theres one last thing...i need to tell him....*feels herself slipping*
x cutoutkid: of...of course...-gets up and slides the letter into my pocket, going to the door and seeing you- she...she wants to see you, nix...-stepping out into the hallway, talking quietly and holding the door open for you-
poisonbitterswt: *looks at you wearily and tries to smile as i head into the room and back over to her bed* *Aunt *grips my hand tight as soon as i get close enough, face twisted into a grimace of pain* Phoenix....my dear...Phoenix....*whispers* it was...it was never wrong to love him...*hand slips from mine as her body stills*
poisonbitterswt: AUNT: Lydia...A-Aunt Lydia....*leans over, touching my hand to her forehead, tears streaming over my cheeks*
x cutoutkid: -looks up at kendall and offers a small smile, fingering the envelope in my back pocket idly as i look down at the floor-
poisonbitterswt: KENDALL:! KENNNNDAAALL! *shakes her shoulders a bit* Aunt Lydia....no...you cant...you cant go now...*leans my head next to hers* I dont hate you... I dont...please....dont go now....please....
poisonbitterswt: KENDALL: *looks up frantically, launching out of seat and rushing into the room* what is...*trails off when he sees the machine flatline* M-Mum....*walks up to the other side of the bed...slowly reaching out a trembling hand* M-Mummy....oh god....
x cutoutkid: -walks in behind kendall, putting my hands on your shoulders gently, not knowing what to do or say-
poisonbitterswt: *is taking in big gulps of breath as my body trembles and tears cascade over my cheeks, turn to you and bury my face in your neck* *doctors run in, pushing kendall out of the way as they check on Lydia, but it is too late. she is long gone...*
x cutoutkid: -strokes your hair, kissing the top of your hand-
poisonbitterswt: i dont hate her...i dont..*keeps mumbling under my breath as i hear the doctors working behind me and kendall sobbing*
x cutoutkid: shh...i know, love...-keeps stroking your hair, rubbing the small of your back gently-
poisonbitterswt: Doctor I'm sorry...I'm afraid she's gone...we did all we could...but it was just her time...
poisonbitterswt: *pulls away from you, going up to Lydia's side and bending over, kissing her forehead-whispering so no one else hears me* a part of me always loved you...no matter what...*backs away, shuffling out of the room, shoulders slumped and head bowed*
poisonbitterswt: KENDALL: *goes over to his mother and sits down next to the bed, resting his head against the bar and crying*
x cutoutkid: -comes over for just a moment, softly saying "i'll never let him go" and touching her forhead gently, hoping shes at peace now before i look sadly at kendall, unable to find any words, and leaves the room, finding you in the hall-
poisonbitterswt: *stands against the wall, head bowed, breathing in and out shakily, never thinking her dying would affect me this way*
x cutoutkid: -comes over to you and wraps my arms tight around you-
poisonbitterswt: *practically sinks into your arms, crying against your shoulder* she's gone...after all this time...of wishing...and thinking horrible things..now she's gone...and i want....i want her back...
x cutoutkid: -holds you close to me, kissing the side of your head tenderly- it was her time...phoenix....-rubs your back- she said her peace...
poisonbitterswt: i know...i just...*trails off* can we go back to the hotel..i dont wanna be here anymore....
x cutoutkid: -nods softly, lacing my fingers with yours and pulls back a little, brushes the tears from your face-
poisonbitterswt: *gives you the best smile i can manage, before reaching into pocket and handing you the keys*
x cutoutkid: -takes them from you, walking down the hallway and giving your hand a small squeeze as we exit the hospital and i click the alarm on the car-
poisonbitterswt: *lets go of your hand as i slump into the passenger seat, fastening my seatbelt and leaning my head on my hand*
x cutoutkid: -gets in starting the car and taking off down familiar streets towards the hotel, biting my thumb as i drive with one hand-
poisonbitterswt: *absently gazes out the window, not really looking at anything, jus trying to keep myself from crying- lets out a small frustrated noise as i lean over and switch on the radio, finding a station that is playing Unwritten Law, and turning it up loud*
x cutoutkid: -sings quietly under my breath as we come up on the hotel and i pull into its driveway, parking the car and killing the engine-
poisonbitterswt: *sits there in my seat for a long moment, before straggling out of the car and shuffling into the hotel, barely waiting for you to follow me*
x cutoutkid: -shuts the car door softly, clicking the alarm and pocketing the keys, following you without a word into the hotel and down the hallway
x cutoutkid: -
poisonbitterswt: *once i get in the hotel room, i slump onto the end of the bed, taking a pillow into my lap and squeezing it to me as i rest my chin on it and look at nothing in particular*
x cutoutkid: -lets the door shut behind me, toeing off my shoes and coming over to you, sitting on the bed next to you gently. brings a hand up the back of your neck, softly rubbing-
poisonbitterswt: *eyes flutter closed, taking in your gentle touch, as a few stray tears make their way over my cheeks*
x cutoutkid: -fingers go up the back of your head, kissing your right cheek lightly and then your left-
poisonbitterswt: *eyes open, gazing at you with glazed eyes, one hand coming up to cup your cheek* sometimes...i dont know...what i'd do without you...
x cutoutkid: -smiles softly- and you won't have to even know what that feels like again...-places the palm of my hand on yours that youve got on my cheek-
x cutoutkid: ever-
poisonbitterswt: *returns a smile, leaning forward and kissing you tenderly, barely brushing my lips against yours* promise *eyes sparkling now*
x cutoutkid: You'll never be without me again... Phoenix... -kisses your lips back softly, in reassurance as i bring my other hand to your free one, lacing our fingers-
poisonbitterswt: *squeezes your hand tightly, needing reassurance because i've never felt more lost than i do right now* i dont want to hurt anymore...i just don't...*trails off, bowing head again, my hand slipping from yours*
x cutoutkid: -brings my arms up around your shoulders, hugging you to me and stroking the back of your head in slow moves, my lips rested against the side of your head-
poisonbitterswt: *simply lets you hold me, eyes half-closed, tears drying as i start to breathe normally again*
x cutoutkid: -kisses the side of your head before i rest my cheek there, lightly rocking you back in forth in my arms. no words to say-
poisonbitterswt: *buries my face in your chest, breathing you in, smiling genuinely, my arms clasped loosely around your waste- sniffles* ya know....think levi gave us a good present? m-maybe it's candy or something....i could really use some sweets...*laughs a little*
poisonbitterswt: *waist*
x cutoutkid: -nods a little bit, smiling lightly as i pull back- well, guess I could go get it and we could find out?
poisonbitterswt: *grins up at you* could you, love?
x cutoutkid: of course...-kisses your cheek, wiping at the tears there before i get up and go over to your bag, sifting through it for the wrapped package and coming back over, sitting down besides you and handing it to you- let you open it...-rests my chin on your shoulder-
poisonbitterswt: *smiles again as i start to unwrap package. my eyes widen when i catch sight of a picture on part of the box that i uncovered* what in the bloody hell...?
x cutoutkid: -makes a small impressed "ooo" sound, tugging at the wrapping-
x cutoutkid: - a glint in my eyes - i like the way levi thinks
poisonbitterswt: i am going to kick his arse when i get back to london...i seriously am....*shakes head a bit*
x cutoutkid: -laughs a little- why? i like it...-draws a finger down the side of the box, looking at you-
poisonbitterswt: *quirks an eyebrow* you would....*smirks*
x cutoutkid: you know, i've never used one of these before... but i certainly like the idea...
poisonbitterswt: now that surprises me...*stifles a laugh*
x cutoutkid: -hits your arm playfully, a shocked look on my face- phoenix james! i'm hurt...
poisonbitterswt: *smirk widens* well....if you're so hurt...then i guess you won't want to use it...
x cutoutkid: oh, i want to use it...-kisses your jawline softly- i want to use it very badly...
x cutoutkid: besides, it only hurt a little -grins-
poisonbitterswt: that's what i thought, you little hornball
x cutoutkid: i'm not the one that made the suggestion, mister james...-kisses up towards your ear a little-
poisonbitterswt: *shivers slightly* like you weren't thinking it...
x cutoutkid: want to open up that box...-kisses at the lobe of your ear softly-
poisonbitterswt: ummm...*slowly fumbles with the top of the box, trying to tear it open*
x cutoutkid: -giggles a little against your ear, taking it into my mouth and sucking jkust barely-
poisonbitterswt: *the box falls from my hands as i let out a small moan, and my cheeks tinge red slightly*
x cutoutkid: need some help, nix? -rubs my hand at your thigh-
poisonbitterswt: *sucks in a shaky breath* if you'd...stop teasing me...for half a second...I could get the damn thing open...*picks up box off the floor and once again tries to open it*
x cutoutkid: -pulls away from you and just gazes at your face, watching you fiddle with the box-
poisonbitterswt: Fucker! *growls, tossing the box aside*
x cutoutkid: -shakes my head, getting up and picking it off the floor, tearing it open in one movement and turning it upside down as i plop back down onto the bed-
poisonbitterswt: *mock scowls at you* oh, well aren't you just superman...
x cutoutkid: if the cape fits...-hands you it, smirking at you- now, do you think you can figure this out or do you need some direction...-jokes, my eyes gleaming-
poisonbitterswt: *sticks tongue out at you* well, since you'll be on top, guess you'll be the one directing it, wont'cha? *thrusts it back at you*
x cutoutkid: mm....-leans forward, holding it in my hand and kissing at your neck, pushing gently for you to lay back onto the bed- might want to scoot back, then
poisonbitterswt: *does so, a bit apprehensive, my eyes on you the entire time*
poisonbitterswt: signed off at AM.
poisonbitterswt: signed on at AM.
x cutoutkid: -smiles and moves up the bed, climbing on top of you, legs kneeling at your sides before i lean down and press my lips to yours softly, fingers sliding up under your shirt-
poisonbitterswt: *sighes, closing my eyes, in the back of my mind thanking levi for small reprieves*
x cutoutkid: -brings my fingers to the few buttons that are done on your shirt, undoing them and bringing my hands up to your shoulders, pushing it off your arms as i lightly kiss at your lower lip-
poisonbitterswt: *my stomach tightens a bit at the feel of your hands...your lips...and i bring my hands up to glide over your sides, down your thighs*
x cutoutkid: -grins, taking your lip between mine and tugging on it just a little as i run my hands flat down your sides to the band of your pants and over the buckle-
x cutoutkid: -makes quick work of it and moves to the button and then the zipper, sliding my fingers over your hip as i peck your lips lightly-
poisonbitterswt: *wriggles a little, trying to shimmy out of pants as anticipation rises in me-reaches up a hand to the back of your neck and bring you to me in a longer kiss*
x cutoutkid: -brings my foot up between your legs, pushing your pants down as best as i can, the wetness of your lips against mine sending a jolt through me-
x cutoutkid: -pulls back, reaching my fingers up and slowly tracing them over your lips as i crawl off of you a little and grab for the toy-
poisonbitterswt: signed off at AM.
poisonbitterswt: signed on at AM.
x cutoutkid: -brings my foot up between your legs, pushing your pants down as best as i can, the wetness of your lips against mine sending a jolt through me. pulls back, reaching my fingers up and slowly tracing them over your lips as i crawl off of you a little and grab for the toy-
poisonbitterswt: *watches your movements, stomach clenching a bit, licking over my lips*
x cutoutkid: -fingers down your chin and your neck before i pull them away, smirking up at you as i open the small bottle of warming liquid and dribble a little onto my fingers, bringing them to your entrance as i look up into your eyes-
poisonbitterswt: *sucks in a breath, biting down on my bottom lip as i keep my eyes trained on you*
x cutoutkid: -slowly rubs a finger up and down before inserting it into you, stretching you and working in and out as i look up at you, my lips kissing at your stomach
x cutoutkid: -
poisonbitterswt: *brings a hand up to my mouth and bites down on it, reaching a free hand up to tangle in your hair*
x cutoutkid: -bends my finger inside of your, fingerip massaging inside of your as i kiss across your stomach to your hip-
x cutoutkid: you-
poisonbitterswt: *eyes roll back slightly in my head, the softness of your lips making my skin tingle*
x cutoutkid: -grins against your skin, pulling my finger out and opening the bottle again, this time coating the toy with the lube, pushing it lightly at your entrace as i kiss the side of your dick softly-
poisonbitterswt: *gasps, hands going to twist in the sheets at my sides, not sure if i quite remember how to breathe at the moment*
x cutoutkid: -laughs, my breathe ghosting across your hardon as i press it into you, twisting it little by little-
poisonbitterswt: fucking god.....*my knuckles are white as i tangle my fingers in the sheets* you....are....a damn...sadist....*eyes shut tightly and mouth slightly opened*
x cutoutkid: -reaches my free hand up to rub at your arm lightly, pushing all the way until I hit resistance, a smile on my lips as i look up at you. pulls out quickly, shoving fully back in with one fast move-
poisonbitterswt: fuck! fuck! FUCK! yes..a sadist...that is what you are...a god *gasps* damn...sadist...*bites hard down on lower lip*
x cutoutkid: should of stopped at god...-ghosts my fingers up and down your arm- think we should get this going?
poisonbitterswt: *eyes fly open and stare down at you-mock scowling* yes...indeed we should...because i feel like being a sadist too
x cutoutkid: mm...alright...-lets go of the toy, sliding up over your a little and kissing your lips softly, a glint in my eyes as i take the small bottle of lube again, coating my fingers before i lean back on the bed and bend my arm, coating my entrance as i close my eyes a little, pushing a finger in-
poisonbitterswt: *watches you with glazed eyes, wanting to pounce on you, but keeping myself in check*
x cutoutkid: -works fast, wimpering a little as i pull my fingers away, looking at you. spreads your legs a little, sitting on my ass as i scoot a little on top of you, facing you and placing my legs at your sides, laying a little on your legs as i grab ahold of the toy in my fist, hovering above your groin as i line it with my entrance, pushing it in slowly as i try to balance-
poisonbitterswt: *my lips curl into a mischievous smirk and my eyes glint as i lean forward a bit, grabbing hold of the toy and shoving it deeper into you with a wide satisfied grin on my face*
x cutoutkid: -moans, my hands already shaky as i arch my back against you, slamming down hard on it and hearing the slap of your skin with mine. lays back between your legs, my knees bent-
x cutoutkid: -shoving it deeper inside of your as i do-
x cutoutkid: you-
poisonbitterswt: *runs my hands up and down your thighs as i thrust against the toy, eyes on you, studying your expression and my hardon aching* reming me to grovel...at levi's feet...when we get back...*tilts head back, breath coming out shakily*
x cutoutkid: -shakily meets your thrust me, looking down my chest at you and licking over my lips- we..both...should...-biting my lip as i lean my head back against the sheets between your legs, moving slowly put needily in short pushes and pulls-
poisonbitterswt: *my body is shivering as i push harder down on the toy, eyeing your hardon and licking my lips- reaches out to slide my hand over your cock slowly*
x cutoutkid: -pushes a little faster, groaning in my throat as i bite my cheek, straining to bring an arm around and over my right leg, grasping blindly at your hardon down between my legs, gripping it roughly and pulling up, making a fist and sliding up and down quickly in time with my pushes against you-
poisonbitterswt: *lets out a shaky breath, fisting you tighter, pulling up hard and grazing my nail over the tip as i increase my tempo, thrusting against the toy and you*
x cutoutkid: -clenches around the toy as i feel my cock tighten, stomach flittering as my eyes go back in my head and i arch up a little. tilts my head back against the mattress with a deep, throaty, moan- mm...ph...phoenix...-needily saying your name, pressing my thumb hard against the head of your cock and groaning again from the wetness i feel there. closes my eyes tight- uhh...baby....feels...oh...god...-feeling a little more wordy than normal-
poisonbitterswt: *smiles at the word 'baby' and jerks harder on you, slamming down more on the toy, my stomach tight,as my orgasm builds up, and my fist grips you tight for a moment* am i baby...or god, cai...you should choose one or the other *laughs a little, jerking upward hard*
x cutoutkid: cant you be....everything....for me...-squeezes your dick hard in my hand as i say "everything", slowly pulling up on you-
poisonbitterswt: *breath hitches when you squeeze me* i can...be anything...*jerks once, hard* and everything jerks again* that you want me to be...
x cutoutkid: phoenixxx....-clenches my eyes tight, forcing myself down hard against the dildo and letting your thrust against me as it hits my spot again and again, breathing erratically-
poisonbitterswt: *it takes every ounce of willpower i have not to yank out the toy and replace it with my cock inside of you- but i stay where i am, feeling the toy going deeper within me as i continue yanking hard on you- breath coming out in small gasps*
x cutoutkid: -feels a shiver ripple through me, goosebumps covering my arms as i press back hard into the mattress. the toy scraping at my insides and pressing hard into my spot- i'm gonna...oh god...phoenix....phoenixxx....-your namemuffled as i bite down on the side of my lip-
poisonbitterswt: *cant take it anymore-slides toy out of me, moving to kneel over you and taking hold of the toy, shoving it into you, while leaning down and swiping my tongue over your lips*
x cutoutkid: F-FUCK...-my eyes open wide as i look at you, but fall closed the moment your lips hit mine, kissing you back forcibly as i arch my hips up off the bed, my cock aching as it presses against my lower stomachi'm only assuming he's not jerking him off anymore)-
x cutoutkid: oh...god...nix...if you're...going...to move...fuck me...already...
poisonbitterswt: i thought...you'd never ask....*slides toy out of you and replaces it with my cock, slamming into you hard, arms braced on either side of your head*
x cutoutkid: -brings my hands up to your shoulders, my hands gripping at your skin as i move my hips beneath you, the bed moving on its wheels-
x cutoutkid: -looking down between us, my head bowed and my eyebrows knitted together in concentration-
poisonbitterswt: *smirks at the expression on your face, once again moving to kiss you, this time sucking on your lower lip- thrusting into you as hard as i can, over and over, the passion inside me making my insides feel liquified*
x cutoutkid: -cant think, concentrating on the built up feeling in my stomach as i wimper against your lips, my mouth parted as my fingers go up the back of your neck-
poisonbitterswt: *licks the inside of your mouth, twisting over your tongue and sucking at it-slamming hard...harder*
poisonbitterswt: CRASH!
poisonbitterswt: *eyes go wide as i feel the bed collapse beneath us*
x cutoutkid: -makes a surprised squeaking noise, not moving for a moment before i thrust back against you- broke..the fucking...-giggles a little- bed...
poisonbitterswt: that...has never...happened before....*buries my face in your neck, laughing, my body shaking*
x cutoutkid: first...time...-shivers uncontrollably beneath you- oh...fuck....-cums between us, the hot liquid splashing across my stomach
poisonbitterswt: guess...that got you...a bit hot....huh...*still laughing against your skin, kissing at the spot below your ear-thrusting slowly to reach climax*
x cutoutkid: -shaking beneath you, breathing heavily as my heart pounds so hard i feel like i just ran for miles-
poisonbitterswt: *sucks hard on your neck, pushing into you a few more times before i finally spill myself inside of you*
x cutoutkid: -is still holding onto your shoulders, pulls you down on top of me, wanting to feel your chest against mine-
poisonbitterswt: *lifts head just a bit, moving to kiss you gently* i am not...telling levi that we broke the bed...because of his gift...he will never let me live that down....
x cutoutkid: not...a word...-threads my fingers up through your hair, massaging your scalp as i feel your heart beat-
poisonbitterswt: *lets out a small, content sigh, resting my head on your shoulder again-kissing your skin softly, feeling my eyes slip closed* i think that....was in our top three...most best sexual experiences together...*chuckles*
x cutoutkid: you... everything... all at the top...of any experiences...-still trying to collect my thoughts-
poisonbitterswt: *loves the way you ramble, finding it one of your cutest qualities* i love you so much, Twink...so damn much....moves off of you and cuddles up against you, body curled around you, intertwining one of my hands with yours*
x cutoutkid: -swallows, nudging my head against yours, lips kissing under your chin softly as i an emotion flutters through me, something id called nervousness if i didnt know that wasnt the case- i'll never...love anyone...not like you...i never have...loved anyone like you...-my voice quiet, talking slow and sleepily-
poisonbitterswt: good to know...we feel the same...about each other then....*small smile-kissing the tip of your nose* sweet dreams, my love....*closes eyes, always feeling tired after we've made love, and right now is no exception*
x cutoutkid: you to, baby...(hhheeee) -snuggles my head down against your chest, kissing it softly-
x cutoutkid: love you
poisonbitterswt: *sighes as sleep takes me, holding you tightly against me, all bad thoughts i had today slipping away as i feel your heart beat against mine*
x cutoutkid: -falls into a deep sleep, a smile on my lips the entire time- x cutoutkid (6:52:30 PM): [caiden misses phoenix]
poisonbitterswt (6:52:42 PM): (omg! i get the idea!!!!)
x cutoutkid (6:52:46 PM): [buahahaha]
x cutoutkid (6:58:22 PM): poisonbitterswt: *sighes as sleep takes me, holding you tightly against me, all bad thoughts i had today slipping away as i feel your heart beat against mine*
x cutoutkid: -falls into a deep sleep, a smile on my lips the entire time-
x cutoutkid (6:58:49 PM): -wakes up and its barely light outside, looks at the clock and its like 6am. slept the whole rest of the day through-
poisonbitterswt (7:00:23 PM): *lets out a sigh as i dream of you-murmuring softly* Cai....
x cutoutkid (7:01:50 PM): -smiles as i turn around in your arms, touching your face softly as i take you in-
poisonbitterswt (7:04:10 PM): *nudges face against your hand, still completely asleep, a vision of us on a waterfall behind my eyes*
x cutoutkid (7:05:31 PM): -closes eyes again and sighs softly, my nose against yours as i scoot closer and put my leg between yours-
poisonbitterswt (7:07:33 PM): *crinkles nose, eyes fluttering open a bit, staring at you groggily-lips curling into a small smile*
x cutoutkid (7:08:37 PM): -opens eyes as i feel yours on me, smiling back- hey
poisonbitterswt (7:10:03 PM): hey there, sex pot...*kisses the tip of your nose*
x cutoutkid (7:10:48 PM): -rests my forehead against yours- g'morning
x cutoutkid (7:14:25 PM): sleep good?
poisonbitterswt (7:15:07 PM): *smile widens* better that you would ever believe...
x cutoutkid (7:15:48 PM): i'd believe it...-curls arm over your side and gently strokes my fingers up and down your back-
poisonbitterswt (7:17:15 PM): i was dreaming of you...and me....on the waterfall at the cove
x cutoutkid (7:18:14 PM): mm...we should go...-looks up at you, kissing your chin-
x cutoutkid (7:18:43 PM): before we leave, i mean...
poisonbitterswt (7:20:11 PM): yeah....i'd like that a lot...*strokes a hand down your face, brushing one finger over your lip*
x cutoutkid (7:25:11 PM): -grins and touchs your arm softly, licking over my bottom lip as you pull your finger tip away- me too... i waited for you so i could go back... -kisses your cheek softly and down to your jaw, nuzzling my cheek against yours as i pull my lips away-
poisonbitterswt (7:27:41 PM): *runs fingers lazily through my hair, gazing around the room, noticing that we seem lower to the ground* oh fuck....what are we gonna tell the hotel manager? *chuckles, rubbing the sleep out of my eyes*
x cutoutkid (7:28:23 PM): who cares? -yawns a little, closing my eyes and making a small noise-
poisonbitterswt (7:29:05 PM): i do...im gonna have to pay for it...*leans over and licks at your ear*
x cutoutkid (7:30:09 PM): mm....i'll wash some dishes, call it even... -laughs a little as you do-
poisonbitterswt (7:31:20 PM): *laughs* i highly doubt...*crawls over onto you* that will cover it...*nuzzles your neck-placing a small kiss just below your ear*
x cutoutkid (7:33:26 PM): -trails my fingers up and down your bare arms, closing my eyes and sighing in content- at least we had fun breaking it...
poisonbitterswt (7:34:42 PM): i wont argue that point....*licks up the side of your neck*
x cutoutkid (7:36:07 PM): -shivers and trails my nails up your arm now, adjusting my legs under you as i wimper softly-
poisonbitterswt (7:38:58 PM): *puts a leg between yours, nudging up against your thigh as i suck lightly on your neck below your ear*
x cutoutkid (7:40:56 PM): mm...nix....-grips your leg between mine, thrusting my hips up a little against you-
poisonbitterswt (7:45:06 PM): *moans against your ear, nipping at your skin and pushing grinding down against you a bit*
x cutoutkid (7:47:38 PM): -moves against you, my cock hardening against yours as i pull back and move slowly. groans a little, my stomach fluttering-
poisonbitterswt (7:49:50 PM): *licks once more at the spot below your ear, before untangling myself from you* well, im gonna go take a shower now...*impish grin on my face as i hop off the bed and start to walk to the bathroom*
x cutoutkid (7:51:22 PM): -wimpers as i watch u disappear, waiting a moment before i hear the water start before i roll off the bed and my feet hit the floor, rubbing at my eyes as i make my way to the bathroom. stops in the doorway and leans against the frame-
poisonbitterswt (7:52:26 PM): *is just stepping under the water, letting the hot stream hit me and sighing, a smirk still on my face as i run my fingers through my hair*
x cutoutkid (7:54:01 PM): ass.
x cutoutkid (7:54:33 PM): -smirks and turns, pressing my groin against the doorframe and thrusing my hips against it-
x cutoutkid (7:55:03 PM): thrusting-
poisonbitterswt (7:55:30 PM): (er..thrusting against what??)
poisonbitterswt (7:55:59 PM): (against the doorframe?? cuz that would hurt)
poisonbitterswt (7:56:04 PM): (hahaha)
x cutoutkid (7:56:28 PM): [like...against the edge of the wall sorta... id demonstrate but yeah-
poisonbitterswt (7:56:41 PM): (ok...i get it...)
poisonbitterswt (7:57:34 PM): *quirks an eyebrow at you, smile still in place* the tease is calling me an ass...*snorts*
x cutoutkid (7:58:45 PM): -pretends to ignore you, trailing my hands up so i have my arms flat against the walls on the inside and outside of the door. fully nude, muscles flexing as i move slowly against it and moan loudly, forehead against the surface-
poisonbitterswt (8:01:10 PM): looks like you're having a better time fucking the wall then you would with me....*chuckles* guess i'll leave you to it...*lathers hair, humming to self, eyes half-closed*
x cutoutkid (8:02:46 PM): -smirks a little- well...the wall...mmm...it is harder....and it doesnt tease me and walk away...-keeps moving against it, breathing picking up-
poisonbitterswt (8:04:41 PM): *closes eyes completely, shaking head a bit* very true, cai dear...but can the wall fuck you back? because i know i can....with your legs over my shoulders...making you purr....hmm....tell me when the wall can do that and I'll give you away to it...*snickers, rinsing out hair*
x cutoutkid (8:06:36 PM): -looks over at you, smirking as i stop and quietly make my way over to the shower, hoping you dont hear me as i slide in past the still slightly opened shower door [cuz we'll say nix didnt close it completly O:-)]-
x cutoutkid (8:07:41 PM): [and its like...slidy ones...?]
poisonbitterswt signed off at 8:08:46 PM.
poisonbitterswt signed on at 8:09:19 PM.
x cutoutkid (8:09:39 PM): -looks over at you, smirking as i stop and quietly make my way over to the shower, hoping you dont hear me as i slide in past the still slightly opened sliding shower door-
poisonbitterswt (8:10:34 PM): *hums "Helena" under my breath, enjoying the feel of the water rushing through my hair and over my skin*
x cutoutkid (8:12:25 PM): -smiles, wrapping my arms around you quickly and pulling you back against me, biting down on your neck as i do-
poisonbitterswt (8:13:12 PM): *lets out a gasp, eyes blinking open* what in the hell? weren't you just raping the wall?
x cutoutkid (8:14:06 PM): -grins against your skin, licking over your shoulder as my hands come down, one grabbing your sack, the other wrapping around your cock- yes, but i got lonely
x cutoutkid (8:14:38 PM): besides...i'm fast...-presses groin against your ass-
poisonbitterswt (8:15:21 PM): *sucks in a breath, biting down on my bottom lip hard at the feel of you against me* hopefully...yer not...too fast....
x cutoutkid (8:16:34 PM): mm...-thrusts- no...not too fast....-moves again, rubbing my self up and down against your skin, massaging your sac but just gripping your cock-
poisonbitterswt (8:17:44 PM): *pushes back against you, eyes fluttering open and closed as i lick over my lips, hands sliding over your sides and gripping your hips*
x cutoutkid (8:19:23 PM): what...are you going to say...to get me to stay...-lets go of your balls, stroking you once as i bring my now free hand up to my hips, fingers going between yours-
poisonbitterswt (8:20:43 PM): *eyes open fully and a smirk comes to my face as i turn around to face you, leaning close to your ear* you can tease all you want...but you know damn well a wall can't make you wet like i can...
x cutoutkid (8:23:05 PM): -lets go of you, my hands resting on your hips now as i slam mine against you- thats...exactly...mmm...god you feel so much better...
poisonbitterswt (8:24:14 PM): yeah....thought so....*grips your hips tight, rubbing myself against you hard*
x cutoutkid (8:28:22 PM): mm...you're no less a tease..than i am...-pushes you up against the wall sideways under the stream and pins you there with my legs on either sideof your, thrusting fast, the noise of my skin hitting against yours overpowering the sound of the water-
poisonbitterswt (8:29:53 PM): *lets out a growl, clenching your ass as i push hard against you with each of your thrusts, moving to capture your lips in a rough kiss*
x cutoutkid (8:31:24 PM): -rakes my nails up your sides hard, then pulls hands away and rests them of either side of your head as my chest presses hard against yours and i thrust hard, meeting yours and enjoying every single inch of your skin against me-
poisonbitterswt (8:32:53 PM): *hands rub up and down your sides as i slam harder and faster against you, sucking on your tongue*
x cutoutkid (8:34:47 PM): -moans against your mouth, pulling back a little from the kiss- ugh...god....phoenix...so fucking...hard...-attacks your lips again, kissing you messily-
poisonbitterswt (8:35:54 PM): *twists my tongue over yours, mingling, sucking at your lip ring, then coveiring my mouth with yours again- as one hand comes up to tangle in the hair at the back of your neck and the other reaches down and grasps your cock, jerking hard*
x cutoutkid (8:37:59 PM): [note to moo, he has the stud now]
poisonbitterswt (8:38:22 PM): (oh...yeah.....duh....)
poisonbitterswt (8:38:30 PM): *licks at labret*
x cutoutkid (8:39:17 PM): -braces myself, my hands on your shoulders as i flick my toungue out against yours, my hands slowly coming down to grip at your ass, a finger sneaking between your ass cheeks-
poisonbitterswt (8:40:17 PM): *groans against your mouth, jerking harder on your cock, sucking your lower lip into my mouth and swilling tongue over it*
x cutoutkid (8:42:04 PM): -presses my thumb to your entrance, my free hand coming down to grip your cock, stroking you off in time with your movements-
poisonbitterswt signed off at 8:43:59 PM.
poisonbitterswt signed on at 8:44:36 PM.
x cutoutkid (8:44:55 PM): -presses my thumb to your entrance, my free hand coming down to grip your cock, stroking you off in time with your movements-
poisonbitterswt (8:45:39 PM): *groans, stomach tight, pressing against your hand as i jerk you harder and faster, thumbing over your tip*
x cutoutkid (8:47:49 PM): -slowly pushing my thumb inside of you, -wiggling it just as the top of my finger is inside, squeezing your thickness hard on my hand-
poisonbitterswt (8:48:49 PM): *sucks in a shaky breath, rocking back and forth a bit, gripping your cock tightly for a moment as i arch my back, biting down on my lip*
poisonbitterswt signed off at 8:49:46 PM.
x cutoutkid (12:06:17 AM): x cutoutkid (8:47:49 PM): -slowly pushing my thumb inside of you, -wiggling it just as the top of my finger is inside, squeezing your thickness hard on my hand-
poisonbitterswt (8:48:49 PM): *sucks in a shaky breath, rocking back and forth a bit, gripping your cock tightly for a moment as i arch my back, biting down on my lip*
x cutoutkid (12:07:06 AM): -moves my thumbs so my knuckles is going in and out, my lips hovering just in front of yours as i breathe in heavily-
poisonbitterswt (12:09:35 AM): *reaches out and nips at your lip, hand stopping motion on your cock as i slowly slide my nail over the slit*
x cutoutkid (12:10:50 AM): -cums just as you do that, going over the edge as my stomach clenchs. fully pushes my finger inside of your, pulling out quickly-
poisonbitterswt (12:15:09 AM): *inhales sharply at the feel of your finger, before licking my lips hungrily and letting go of your spent cock as i cover your mouth with mine again, practically shoving my tongue down your throat in my haste to taste you fully*
x cutoutkid (12:17:12 AM): -jerks you hard, but slow, pressing your head back against the wall as i return the kiss, bringing my index and middle fingers to replace my thumb, thrusting hard and angling-
x cutoutkid (12:18:31 AM): -wimpering a little when i feel your tounge-
poisonbitterswt (12:20:39 AM): *sucks hard on your tongue, tangling my fingers in your hair now, pushing back and forth against your hand and your fingers inside me*
x cutoutkid (12:23:24 AM): -grips your cock at the base, letting it go and moving my hand up another inch, gripping and repeating all up your length, not longer able to decipher between my taste and yours as your tounge and mine slide together-
poisonbitterswt (12:29:29 AM): *whole body shivers as i come suddenly, twisting my tongue over yours and then sucking hard on your lower lip, moaning softly into your mouth*
x cutoutkid (12:31:53 AM): -pulls my finger from you, hand away from your spent cock, placing both my hands on the tiles on either side of your head, eyes closed as i press my full body against yours.-
poisonbitterswt (12:32:28 AM): *wraps my arms tightly around your waist, trailing my lips from your mouth down to the hollow of your throat*
x cutoutkid (12:33:55 AM): -lets my hands fall from the tile to the top of your head, playing with your wet hair as i lean my head back just a little-
poisonbitterswt (12:35:28 AM): *kisses the hollow of your throat and then nuzzles my face in your neck, simple breathing in your scent and coming down off my orgasm-whispers jokingly* sometimes i wonder if this isn't our second honeymoon...
x cutoutkid (12:37:07 AM): mm...i think it is...sort of...-leans my head against yours, sighing softly-
poisonbitterswt (12:38:24 AM): *kisses your shoulder, just as a tear falls from my eye, and then another* i love you, cai...for making the bad things in my life not hurt so much...
x cutoutkid (12:41:18 AM): -rubs my fingers through your hair, kisses the side of your head softly- i love you to... for letting me help you...-whispers-
x cutoutkid (12:41:39 AM): after everything you did for me...
poisonbitterswt (12:44:05 AM): *my tears fall freely now, dripping onto your shoulder, as the faint sound of the phone ringing drifts on the air-i let go of you and slide down onto the shower floor, knees up to my chest, burying my face in my arms-trying to disregard the sound*
x cutoutkid (12:45:08 AM): -reachs over, turning off the shower, and kneels down in front of you, hands touching your arms softly-
x cutoutkid (12:46:19 AM): nix...nix, look at me
poisonbitterswt (12:47:43 AM): *swallows over the lump that's formed in my throat and slowly raise my eyes to meet yours-unable to bring myself to wipe away the tears that keep falling*
x cutoutkid (12:48:15 AM): -brings both hands up to your face, cupping it in my hands and wiping at the tears with my thumbs, frowning-
x cutoutkid (12:48:30 AM): dont cry, love...-softly-
poisonbitterswt (12:49:33 AM): i wish...i had control...over that...*tries to smile but cant quite make myself*
x cutoutkid (12:51:23 AM): -reachs up to where a towel is slung over the top of the shower, tugging it down and wrapping it around your shoulders, rubbing at your arms, wishing i could stop you from crying, wraps arms around you loosely and rests chin on your forehead-
poisonbitterswt (12:54:06 AM): *taking deep shaky breaths, hearing the phone again and letting out a small cry, before burying my head in my arms again and sobbing*
x cutoutkid (12:55:37 AM): come on, love...before you get cold -softly, touching your arms, softly trailing fingers up and down-
poisonbitterswt (12:56:52 AM): please...just let me...be alone...*moves away from you a bit, leaning up against the wall, towel draped over me, forehead pressed against the tiles*
x cutoutkid (1:00:37 AM): -swallows and just nods quietly, stepping out of the shower and grabbing my own towel, grabbing the phone as i come into the room, sitting down on the bed- hello?
poisonbitterswt (1:01:13 AM): caiden...?it's k-kendall *voice breaks a bit* is...is phoenix there?
x cutoutkid (1:01:47 AM): he's...-bites my lip and looks across the room at the bathroom door- he's asleep, Kendall...
poisonbitterswt (1:02:27 AM): oh...im sorry...really....well...whenever he....oh nevermind...*hangs up*
x cutoutkid (1:03:19 AM): -hangs up the phone, feeling terrible now as i sit there on the bed-
poisonbitterswt (1:06:09 AM): *the tears have consumed me and i cant breathe, or think, as i shakily get to my feet, stumbling out of the shower-my eyes are blurred as i go over to the sink...to the razor i have there on the edge....i pick i up and stare at it for a long moment before i let out a strangled cry and slash at my arm-sobbing and shaking, i cut without thinking- the sharp pain of each wound making me wail*
x cutoutkid (1:08:00 AM): -has tugged my boxers on by now, running to the bathroom when i hear you. grabs ahold of the base of your wrist with a strength i didnt know i had- STOP IT, PHOENIX.
poisonbitterswt (1:09:51 AM): *sucks in a sharp breath, the razor dropping from my hand, as my body shakes uncontrollably and rears stream over my cheeks* im sorry....im sorry...im sorry....*keeps repeating it over and over, shaking my head softly from side to side*
poisonbitterswt (1:10:23 AM): *tears*
x cutoutkid (1:12:01 AM): -holding both of your wrists in my hands, stares at you in disbelief, letting my grip loosen just a little, grabbing a fresh towel off the rack and holding it to your arm as i'm speechless-
poisonbitterswt (1:14:39 AM): im so sorry, mummy...im so sorry....*eyes are glazed as i am far away, lost in old memories* i said i wouldn't do it again...im sorry...*body goes limp and i sink to the floor on my knees, face against your leg, arms dangling at my sides, the blood dripping drowned out by my whimpering*
x cutoutkid (1:16:42 AM): -has no words for this, knowing i just have to let it ride out, looking down at your arm and not up at you as i press harder on the towel, swallowing at the blood that soaks it-
poisonbitterswt (1:19:23 AM): i said i wouldn't do it again...i promised....i promised...and i broke my promise....oh mum...im sorry....*looks up at you, finally seeing you* cai...*eyes are full of loss as i stare at your face* im sorry, cai....i didnt mean to....im sorry...
x cutoutkid (1:21:52 AM): -feels tears on my cheeks as i shake my head- its... dont, nix...-reachs my free hand up to touch your cheek softly-
poisonbitterswt (1:23:57 AM): *presses my cheek into your hand- your touch my saving grace, pulling me back from the edge im teetering on- cling to you desperately, tears still falling but no longer feeling as lost* i love you...god i love you...i really think you're my angel...my mum sent you to me...you were my gift....
x cutoutkid (1:26:14 AM): -one arm over your shoulder, the other tucked under your arm as i hug you. still holding the towel to your cuts as i kiss the top of your head just barely, rubbing the back of your neck-
poisonbitterswt (1:27:38 AM): im such an idiot...*mutters to self* i should've learned last time...*shakes head* well...these arent as bad, are they? *glances down at towel-nose wrinkling at the sight of the bloodstains*
x cutoutkid (1:30:38 AM): i...i dont know...-pulls back, kneeling on the ground and pulling the towel away from your arm gently- need some bandaids...-holding your arm and looking at it- some peroxide...antibiotic...-gets up, hoping this fancy ass hotel room as a first aid kid in its little cabinet, opens the small door under the sink and finds one, sighing a little to myself before i come back to kneeling in front of you, placing the stained towel under your arm and uncapping the bottle of peroxide-
poisonbitterswt (1:33:06 AM): *grimaces a bit when you open the bottle, looking away*
x cutoutkid (1:33:46 AM): -touchs the palm of your hand softly, rubbing your fingers gently and as i slowly pour the liquid on-
poisonbitterswt (1:34:40 AM): *hisses between clenched teeth as i feel the peroxide bubbling in the cuts, thinking to myself how fucked up i really am as the liquid stings while it cleans the wounds*
x cutoutkid (1:35:39 AM): -takes out a little bag of cloth pads, wiping gently at the cuts, drying them before i unscrew the cap of antibotic-
x cutoutkid (1:36:03 AM): im sorry, love...-trails my fingertips over the palm of your hand softly when you wince in pain-
poisonbitterswt (1:36:45 AM): oh....i deserve it...for being such a fuck up....*closes eyes, chewing on lower lip*
x cutoutkid (1:39:02 AM): you don't deserve any sort of pain, baby...-frowns, squeezing out the medication little by little over the cuts, getting a few bandaids and opening them, covering each one with one before i get out the roll of gauze- i think we should but this one...don't want those falling off...-quietly, starting the roll the the bottom of where the cuts start, wrapping it around your arm tightly but not too tight-
poisonbitterswt (1:40:27 AM): *smiles softly, watching you tend to me and wondering how i'd ever ended up getting you back- softly* i dont deserve you...
x cutoutkid (1:42:59 AM): yes...you do...-looks up at you as i finish, my eyes full of worry and sincerity-
x cutoutkid (1:44:37 AM): you deserve someone perfect...-looks down a little, collecting the wrappers from the bandaids- even if i'm not, i still promise to take care of you...any way i know how...
poisonbitterswt (1:47:04 AM): *lifts your chin, making you look me in the eyes* to me, cai...you are perfect. you are everything i've ever wished for...dreamed about...and i need to stop screwing up and appreciate every goddamn moment i have with you...because the time i have with you is precious, and i cherish it above anything else...*leans forward a bit and places a tender kiss on your brow* thank you, cai...
x cutoutkid (1:48:10 AM): you don't have to thank me...-softly, looking up into your eyes and lightly touching your leg- i'd do anything for you
poisonbitterswt (1:50:36 AM): *smiles genuinely, rubbing my thumb over your cheek* so....*glances down a bit* now that you can chalk this down as a moment of weakness....can we go some place? just...ya know...get away....? at least for a little bit...
x cutoutkid (1:51:32 AM): how about...breakfast... then maybe the beach? -throws away the bandaid wrappers, chewing on my lip when i see the blood on the floor-
poisonbitterswt (1:52:51 AM): yeah....that sounds....good....*peeks up at you from beneath my lashes, seeing where you're looking* why dont you go get dressed? I need to use the bathroom
x cutoutkid (2:55:57 AM): -nods just a little and reluctantly steps out of the bathroom, swallowing as i look down at my clothes and the red spots on them-
poisonbitterswt (3:00:58 AM): *once you are gone, i slowly reach for a towel on the rack and begin to scrub at the bloodstains on the floor, tears once again burning behind my eyes as i toss the soiled towel into the hamper-and then take a shaky breath before heading out of the bathroom*
x cutoutkid (3:03:23 AM): -has changed out of my boxers into a tight yellow girl shirt that says "bad kitty" and black dickie shorts, hair in my eyes and patiently sprawled on my stomach watching tv on mute-
poisonbitterswt (3:05:39 AM): *says nothing as i go about getting dressed, gingerly pulling on a long-sleeved shirt and jeans-biting back a hiss when the material of the shirt scratches down my arm*
x cutoutkid (3:06:39 AM): -looks up, chin on my hand, and frowns just a bit before i sit myself up on the side of the bed-
poisonbitterswt (3:08:07 AM): *lets out a small huff, rubbing at my arm through my shirt*
x cutoutkid (3:08:59 AM): -stands and comes over to you, softly touching the side of your face and leaning down a little to cacth your eyes- you want something for the pain? -quietly-
poisonbitterswt (3:10:06 AM): *gives you a small sad smile* no...the pain helps me realize im still alive...*whispers seriously*
x cutoutkid (3:11:17 AM): -nods just a little and slowly moves to hug you, rubbing your back gently, fingers in small circles- alright...
poisonbitterswt (3:13:01 AM): *closes eyes against more tears that threaten to spill and kisses the top of your head before resting my chin there* did you know yellow's one of the hottest colors on you...? *chuckles softly*
x cutoutkid (3:14:16 AM): does it have to do with the tan? -kisses your neck softly-
poisonbitterswt (3:14:54 AM): ummmm....maybe....but i think yellow is just one of your colors....*laughs again* not that pink isn't hot on you...because damn it is....
x cutoutkid (3:16:11 AM): -moves a little closer to you, body flat against you from chest to legs, kisses just below your ear- still want to visit the beach?
poisonbitterswt (3:16:51 AM): *cant help the small moan that escapes my lips* yes...yes i do...
x cutoutkid (3:18:04 AM): -nods and breathes softly against your ear before kissing it, pulling back and offering you a smile-
poisonbitterswt (3:19:02 AM): *simply stares at you for a long moment, deciding something right then* im gonna go to counseling when we get home...maybe the same doctor levi goes to...
x cutoutkid (3:20:44 AM): -nods slowly, my fingers lightly going up and down your arm before i answer with a small nod- anything you want to do, nix... i'll be with you through it all.. -quietly-
poisonbitterswt (3:25:39 AM): it's just...the pills...well...sometimes i think they fuck me up more than they help...and that's why i never took em when i should've...and i just...*looks down, a single tear falling from my eye* i want to feel okay...like i can wake up and not wanna go straight back to sleep and never get up again *lifts head and stares at you* i want to be able to get up in the morning, look over at you, and know without any doubt in my mind that i deserve you and the life i have...
x cutoutkid (3:27:42 AM): -takes both of your hands in mine, rubbing both my thumbs over the tops of your hands- you will nix... you'll see what i do soon enough...-quietly-
poisonbitterswt (3:28:58 AM): *attempts a smile* i hope so...
x cutoutkid (3:30:21 AM): -kisses your lips softly- you deserve all the stars in the sky, phoenix james... whether you believe me or not...
poisonbitterswt (3:31:12 AM): *smiles genuinely now* thank you, cai...
x cutoutkid (3:32:19 AM): its the truth, love...-trails my fingertips up and down your cheek once, ghosting them across the skin-
poisonbitterswt (3:33:03 AM): *moves head to kiss your fingertips, then brings up hand to grasp yours* i promise i wont scare you like that again...
x cutoutkid (3:34:16 AM): ..and maybe the heavens, too...-grins and intertwines our fingers-
poisonbitterswt (3:35:15 AM): *grips your fingers tightly, smiling through the sadness that keeps trying to overwhelm me* let's get out of her, all right?
x cutoutkid (3:36:21 AM): definently the heavens...-softly, kissing your cheek before i lightly tug you towards the door, opening it and pulling you through withy me
x cutoutkid (3:36:22 AM): -
poisonbitterswt (3:42:59 AM): *sighes, wanting so desperately to be all right....more for you than for myself-deciding to be playful-digging my feet into the carpet and halting suddenly in my tracks*
x cutoutkid (3:44:29 AM): -turns around and smirks at you before i walk back in, kissing you lightly- thought you wanted to get out of here? -rests arms on your shoulders, hands hanging over behind you-
poisonbitterswt (3:46:29 AM): *wriggles eyebrows at you* i do....somewhat...*grins at you, leaning down a bit to kiss you again*
x cutoutkid (3:48:40 AM): you do realize...--nips at your lower lip- that my ass can only handle so much...-jokes, legs on either side of yours-
poisonbitterswt (3:50:36 AM): *takes your lip into my mouth, sucking gently* oh i highly doubt you can't handle me...i mean...we fuck more than most people i know and you haven't given out of me yet...*laughs*
x cutoutkid (3:54:35 AM): don't know...thats an awful lot of mind blowing sex... -kisses at your upper lip with a smile-
poisonbitterswt (3:55:14 AM): *smirks-licking over your lower lip with a small exaggerated moan*
x cutoutkid (3:55:41 AM): can't we...-wimpers- do this at the cove, love?
poisonbitterswt (3:56:23 AM): *eyebrows raise and eyes twinkle* oh twink...you have the best little ideas....*grin widens*
x cutoutkid (3:57:01 AM): it could be a sort of coming home for me...-winks and turns, walking back to the door-
poisonbitterswt (3:57:43 AM): *reaches out and swats your ass before following you out the door and shutting it behind me*
x cutoutkid (3:58:17 AM): -giggles and pulls the car keys out of my pocket as we get outside, clicking the alarm-
x cutoutkid (3:59:01 AM): off-
x cutoutkid (4:00:31 AM): -gets in, ploipping down in the drivers seat and starting the car-
poisonbitterswt (4:02:55 AM): *slides into passenger seat and immediately fiddles with the radio, searching for a good station-stopping the dial when i hear The Used*
x cutoutkid (4:03:20 AM): -grins and backs out, speeding off through the parking lot and out onto the road-
x cutoutkid (4:03:55 AM): -singing along like i always do-
x cutoutkid (4:04:03 AM): -reachs over for your hand-
poisonbitterswt (4:04:42 AM): *smiles over at you, intertwining my fingers with yours and bringing your hand up to kiss your knuckles*
x cutoutkid (4:05:50 AM): -wiggles my fingers, brushing your lips lightly with them as i drive, stopping for a light-
x cutoutkid (4:09:08 AM): -goes again- i'm far from lonely and it's all that i've got...-licks my bottom lip as we come upon a parking lot for the beach-
poisonbitterswt (4:12:40 AM): I'll be just fine, pretending I'm not...*grins at you*
x cutoutkid (4:13:28 AM): -parks and kills the engine, toeing off my sandals and opening the door, letting go of your hand for the moment, sighing softly when my feet hit the war pavement-
x cutoutkid (4:13:31 AM): warm-
poisonbitterswt (4:14:27 AM): *gets out of the car, letting out a small yell as i run down the path to the beach*
x cutoutkid (4:14:48 AM): -grins and shuts the door, running after you and catching up with you-
poisonbitterswt (4:15:20 AM): *turns and wraps arms around your waist, lifting you into the air and swinging you around*
x cutoutkid (4:16:31 AM): -lets out a squeak and giggles, legs wrapping around you as you stop swinging my around-
poisonbitterswt (4:18:10 AM): *brings lips to yours in a tender, intense kiss*
x cutoutkid (4:19:38 AM): -wraps my arms around you securely, leaning my head and tilting a little, the warmth of the sun beating down on us as i kiss you back0
poisonbitterswt (4:21:44 AM): *pulls back from the kiss, slightly breathless* i love you, twink
x cutoutkid (4:23:17 AM): -nudges my nose against yours playfully- love you too, my guardian angel...-grins and kisses to the left of your mouth-
poisonbitterswt (4:26:14 AM): *smiles at this, moving head so our lips meet again-and pulling you even tighter against me*
x cutoutkid (4:28:29 AM): -tangles both my hands in your hair, fingers massaging your scalp as i moan in content-
poisonbitterswt (4:31:22 AM): *eyes flutter closed at the soft touch of your fingers as i bring my lips to the hollow of your throat, kissing there gently, licking your skin just a bit*
x cutoutkid (4:32:30 AM): mm...i love...when you do that...-lightly touchs your forehead-
poisonbitterswt (4:33:08 AM): *peeks up at you, flicking tongue out again, eyes alight with mischief*
x cutoutkid (4:34:26 AM): -shivers, even in the warm australia sun, and feels goosebumps all over my body, groaning softly-
poisonbitterswt (4:35:51 AM): *kisses your neck one last time, before setting you gently back onto the sand and making my way to the cove*
x cutoutkid (4:36:38 AM): -takes your hand again as we walk, looking out at the ocean and losing myself in the waves-
poisonbitterswt (4:38:52 AM): *comes to the entrance of the cove and pulls you inside, instantly going over to the stone ledges that lead up to the top of the waterfall*
x cutoutkid (4:39:38 AM): -climbs up the all too familiar edges, feeling a little nostalgic-
poisonbitterswt (4:41:15 AM): *gets to the top of the small cliff and stands near the edge of the waterfall, looking down* doesn't seem as big when you aren't ten years old and afraid of heights
x cutoutkid (4:42:41 AM): yeah...it doesnt...-a small grin, enjoying the view before i look up atyou-
poisonbitterswt (4:43:04 AM): *catches your eye, reaching over to stroke a hand down your cheek*
x cutoutkid (4:44:09 AM): i'm glad i made it back here with you...-moves a little closer, touching your arm-
poisonbitterswt (4:46:10 AM): so am i, cai....more than you know...*pulls you into my arms, kissing you tenderly*
x cutoutkid (4:48:11 AM): -rests hands on your sides, slowly opening my mouth as we kiss-
poisonbitterswt (4:50:02 AM): *slowly slides tongue over yout bottom lip and then your top*
x cutoutkid (4:51:04 AM): mm...-thinking of how being close to you like this is my favorite thing, my tongue meeting yours-
poisonbitterswt (4:52:02 AM): *twists tongue over yours, sucking lightly on the tip of your tongue-hands rubbing up and down over your hips*
x cutoutkid (4:54:38 AM): -flutters my fingers up your side and back down again, hooking my legs around yours-
poisonbitterswt (4:55:11 AM): *licks at the roof of your mouth, moving groin against you a bit*
x cutoutkid (4:58:00 AM): -chest pressed hard against yours, groin slowly rubbing up as i move against you-
poisonbitterswt (5:00:18 AM): *moves groin harder against yours, enjoying the friction, sucking in your lower lip again*
x cutoutkid (5:01:29 AM): mm...fuck...i could cum just from your touch...
poisonbitterswt (5:02:11 AM): *moans against your mouth, thrusting against you*
x cutoutkid (5:03:52 AM): -brings one hand down your back to your ass, grabbing one cheek hard in my left hand-
poisonbitterswt (5:04:27 AM): *groans, stomach tightening-cock achingly hard and begging for release*
x cutoutkid (5:08:04 AM): -whispers against yours lips- there is...so much...i can't wait to do with you...that i've always wanted to...-kisses at your jaw, thrusting hard like i'm pounding into you-
poisonbitterswt (5:08:44 AM): *breath hitches* i...can't wait...either...*pushes harder back against you*
x cutoutkid (5:09:53 AM): hang pictures...in our house...-mews like a kitten- lay on the grass under the...stars...
x cutoutkid (5:11:27 AM): on the roof...-swallows thickly, closing eyes- watching the fireworks
poisonbitterswt (5:11:36 AM): picnic in the park...playing with nox in the backyard...*sighes* holding hands when we walk at night
x cutoutkid (5:12:56 AM): -can feel the moisture of precum, cheek on your shoulder now and whispering in your ear- waking up next to you...the sun streaming in through the window...every morning...for the rest of my life...
poisonbitterswt (5:13:47 AM): ummm...that sounds...so good, cai....*holds you tighter against me, moving hips in circles against your groin*
x cutoutkid (5:15:04 AM): -lips at your ear, breathing hotly as my face contorts into one of pleasure- uh....god...-kisses the lobe of your ear-
poisonbitterswt (5:16:01 AM): not god....but you can call me whatever you want...*chuckles-thrusting slightly, then a bit harder*
x cutoutkid (5:17:12 AM): phoenix...i...i...love you...my husband...-moans and lets out a loud wimpering noise-
poisonbitterswt (5:17:56 AM): ummm....love you too, caiden....so much...my heart....*grips your hips as i move hard against you*
x cutoutkid (5:18:45 AM): -cums at your words, letting out another wimper, a choked sound coming from my lips-
poisonbitterswt (5:19:30 AM): *breathes out heavily, spilling into my boxers, slightly shaking as i cover your mouth with mine*
x cutoutkid (5:20:42 AM): -sighs in absolute content, hand ghosting over your stomach-
poisonbitterswt (5:22:55 AM): *my hand comes down over yours, bringing it up instead to the place just over my heart* do you feel that...do you see...what you do?
x cutoutkid (5:23:58 AM): i feel it...everytime...-takes my other hand and places your hand over my heart- i felt it along time ago... and back in march, I felt it.... -whispers-
poisonbitterswt (5:24:58 AM): *looks down at you-realization dawning on me* a-at the concert?
x cutoutkid (5:25:42 AM): -nods and looks down, feeling a little ashamed- y-yes....
poisonbitterswt (5:25:59 AM): and here i was thinking you never noticed....
x cutoutkid (5:26:29 AM): i've always noticed...even when i was a moronic 14 year old standing in his friends doorway...
poisonbitterswt (5:27:19 AM): *smiles genuinely* that's the day i fell in love with you...when i first noticed....
x cutoutkid (5:28:36 AM): i know, love...-nuzzles my lips in the crook of your neck- i read...the letter...-softly- and i wanted you to know... you are my heart, phoenix... i think thats what it means...
poisonbitterswt (5:29:45 AM): *stares down at you, feeling tears accumulate in my eyes again* so you...you never got that letter before...*tears slide one by one over my cheeks*
x cutoutkid (5:30:27 AM): no...-quietly, trying to keep myself from crying- if i had... i would have found a way to you...
x cutoutkid (5:30:59 AM): any way...i could...
poisonbitterswt (5:32:04 AM): and all those years...i thought....i thought you had just ignored the letter....or that you hadnt felt the same...and i was a coward....*looks away, cheeks burning with shame*
x cutoutkid (5:33:05 AM): -brings my hand up to cup your cheek, turnning your head to look at me- you were never a coward... you did what was best for me... you were the only one that never wanted to hurt me...
poisonbitterswt (5:34:04 AM): i dont mean....about that....i knew what i had to do then...i was a coward...after i spent some time in london.....*more tears are falling as i remember back six years ago*
x cutoutkid (5:35:03 AM): you can tell me...anything and everything that you've always wanted to...-kisses your cheek just barely in reassurance-
poisonbitterswt (5:37:27 AM): *cant bring myself to look at you* kendall was there...he visited...and i had waited a week...then two...for your return letter...but there never was one....even after a month...so one day, when kendall went out...i just...let loose....and i...i slit my wrists...i was bleeding all over the bathroom floor when kendall came back suddenly...he'd left his keys....and after that i blacked out....and woke up in the hospital...wrists bandaged and...and a psychiatrist sitting at my bedside...
x cutoutkid (5:41:01 AM): -trails my fingers down your arms, lightly pushing your sleeves back as the tips of my fingers touching your wrists and then entertwine my fingers with yours, closes eyes and feels a small tear fall- you must of... thought i didnt care...but i did nix... i cried for weeks when you left me... i locked myself up in my room and a two weeks later reese was gone...and i couldnt stop feeling like no one loved me...and you felt like i didnt love you...
poisonbitterswt (5:03:34 PM): *gently thumbs over the fallen tear and places lips lightly against your forehead-whispers against your skin* i was going to take you and reese away...i had it all planned...everything was set...my flat that i had...that was where we were all going to live
x cutoutkid (5:05:30 PM): -chokes on a small cry that falls from my lips as your words hit me hard, holding you close to me- i wish we could...could of gotten away...
poisonbitterswt (5:08:43 PM): she found out though...told yer mum...they both bombarded me when i got home one day after takin you and reese to school...yer mum screamed at me to stay the fuck away from you and reese...and my aunt threw money at me...told me to get the hell out of her house and never come back...that she was sickened by me....apparently she'd read my journal...that was the end...i packed up...i couldn't say goodbye to you...and i left the letter, hoping she'd let you have it...but that didn't seem to work out either, did it? and all i wanted when i got to london was you...just you and reese in my arms...knowing that with the three of us far away from all that shit...that we'd be okay...
x cutoutkid (5:12:32 PM): -nuzzles my forehead against the side of your neck, listening to your words and feeling a hatred burn through me for my mother- sounds like it was even more my mum than your aunt...-quietly, sniffling as i close my eyes and let tears fall against your skin- i would of been...the happeist person in the world, phoenix...
x cutoutkid (5:13:09 PM): i guess it doesnt matter so much...i am now...
poisonbitterswt (5:14:39 PM): *strokes my hands up and down your back, chin rested on your head and feeling your tears against my skin* i was the happiest person in the world when i opened my door five months ago and you were on my doorstep...
x cutoutkid (5:16:17 PM): it should of been sooner than that...-whispers and looks up at you-
poisonbitterswt (5:17:01 PM): *rubs my thumbs over your cheeks, staring in your eyes with a small smile* i would
poisonbitterswt (5:17:05 PM): ve waited forever...
x cutoutkid (5:18:58 PM): i wouldn't have let you... even if what...what happened to me hadn't of... -touchs your hand gently-
x cutoutkid (5:20:05 PM): might have taken me a bit longer... but i would have come for you... -softly, looks down-
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poisonbitterswt (5:30:20 PM): *quietly* i saw him...
x cutoutkid (5:33:08 PM): saw...who? -quietly, pulling away from you just a little, still close to you but not pressed to you-
poisonbitterswt (5:33:20 PM): chuck...
x cutoutkid (5:33:52 PM): -swallows, a frightened look flashing in my eyes- h-here?
poisonbitterswt (5:34:44 PM): yeah...
x cutoutkid (5:35:13 PM): -feels fear ripple through me- when...w-where did you see him?
poisonbitterswt (5:37:07 PM): i went out while you were sleeping...just walked around....and there he was outside some club...chatting with someone...looking so fucking smug....*something flashes in my eyes and my hands clench into fists*
x cutoutkid (5:37:50 PM): -quietly, mostly to myself- what...whats he doing here...he shouldnt be here...-looks down at the stone ground-
poisonbitterswt (5:39:22 PM): i dont know what he's doing here....*grounds teeth together* but i sure as hell know a way to make him leave...
x cutoutkid (5:40:47 PM): forget about him, love...-touchs your face tenderly- he won't bother us... brisbanes a big place...
poisonbitterswt (5:41:06 PM): *looks down at you* the club was about a mile from out hotel, cai..
poisonbitterswt (5:41:17 PM): *less than a mile*
x cutoutkid (5:42:10 PM): -looks down again and swallows noticeably- he can't do anything anymore...
poisonbitterswt (5:42:43 PM): but he is....look at you, cai! its been five months and he's still got you scared shitless
x cutoutkid (5:44:32 PM): we...we'll be gone in a few days...-whispered, not really assuring myself-
poisonbitterswt (5:46:33 PM): *lifts your chin, staring down into your eyes* stop doing this to yourself, cai...it shouldn't be like this...it shouldnt have to be like this...i hate it that the mere mention of his name reverts you to a scared little boy...i fucking hate it! i just wish...i wish you'd see him and...and fuck him up or something...anything to make you yourself again...to finally let it go...
x cutoutkid (5:47:36 PM): he'd have to be dead for me to get any kind of satisfaction... or at least thousands of miles across an ocean... -whispers this, completly monotoned-
poisonbitterswt (5:48:03 PM): *bitterly* that first one wouldn't be too hard to manage...
x cutoutkid (5:49:54 PM): heh...if it didnt mean life imprisonment, i'd watch him die gladly...-a little maliciously-
poisonbitterswt (5:50:16 PM): and you'd deserve to...
x cutoutkid (5:51:29 PM): -nods slowly and looks down at our feet, seeing the faded dark line on the top of my foot- everything wouldnt of been so terrible... if i'd let him go and went to the states
x cutoutkid (5:52:11 PM): i didnt want to loe everything though... not after i'd just lost you
x cutoutkid (5:52:51 PM): lose-
poisonbitterswt (5:54:33 PM): *lets go of you and walks to the edge of the waterfall-staring down to where it ends in the pool down in the cove* to think...it all started over fifteen years ago....when the only two people in the world that cared about the two of us got taken away...
poisonbitterswt (5:55:56 PM): i would've died that day...*quiet voice*
x cutoutkid (5:56:56 PM): but you didnt...-quietly, stepping up behind you and lightly putting my arm around your lower back as i look down the waterfall- and i'm glad everythin worked itself out...-looks over at you-
poisonbitterswt (5:58:49 PM): yeah...it took us going through hell and back...to reach this...where we are...where we're going to be...*glances up at the sky* i love you, mum...dad...thank you for bringing him to me...for making me believe again....*glances over at you, while taking your hand into mine* jump with me...?
x cutoutkid (5:59:33 PM): -looks down and nods a little slowly, sliding my arm from around you and grasping onto your hand-
poisonbitterswt (6:00:33 PM): on the count of three. One...two...THREE! *leaps over the edge of the waterfall*
x cutoutkid (6:01:37 PM): -swallows one two and jumps with you on one, my hand never leaving yours as we sink below the cool surface-
x cutoutkid (6:01:57 PM): on-
poisonbitterswt (6:03:20 PM): *closes eyes for a moment when we sink underwater, and then open them, looking over at you, gripping your hand tight and managing a small smile*
x cutoutkid (6:04:23 PM): -grins, water bubbles coming from my nose as i tug on your hand and bring you close, intertwining both of our hands as we float carelessly-
x cutoutkid (6:05:02 PM): holding them up in the water like you're a mirror image of me-
poisonbitterswt (6:05:51 PM): *presses up against you, chest to chest, our hearts thudding in both of our chests as i bring my lips to yours in a soft kiss*
x cutoutkid (6:07:12 PM): -kisses back lightly, the lack of oxygen only intensifying it before i pull back and smile still at you, kicking up to the surface-
poisonbitterswt (6:07:41 PM): *breaks the surface, letting out a breath in a whoosh, grinning like mad*
x cutoutkid (6:08:33 PM): -closes the few inchs between us, moving my hair from my eyes as water drips down my cheeks, floating in front of you and touching my hands to your hips-
x cutoutkid (6:14:27 PM): -grins and lightly restings my forhead to yours-
x cutoutkid (6:14:32 PM): -closing my eyes-
poisonbitterswt (6:15:45 PM): *takes you in for a long moment, enjoying the feel of your slick skin against me, and softly kissing the tip of your nose*
x cutoutkid (6:16:42 PM): -smiles wider, eyes fluttering open and looking at you, eyes clear and wide-
x cutoutkid (6:18:16 PM): -hands move between us, touching your tattooed chest lightly-
x cutoutkid (6:20:10 PM): -hands move between us, touching the dark spot where your tattoo is-
x cutoutkid (6:20:18 PM): (:-))
poisonbitterswt (6:20:20 PM): *places my hands down on your hips, fingers ghosting under the band of your shorts on either side of you*
x cutoutkid (6:21:53 PM): -grins and stares into your eyes- you know the minute you touch me... i leave myself completly to you, every time...
poisonbitterswt (6:24:05 PM): *smiles softly* you dont even have to touch me for that to happen, twink...
x cutoutkid (6:26:22 PM): -lightly fingers the collar of your shirt-
poisonbitterswt signed off at 6:27:35 PM.
poisonbitterswt signed on at 7:09:31 PM.
x cutoutkid (7:33:28 PM): -lightly fingers the collar of your shirt- i was yours from the start.
poisonbitterswt (7:34:53 PM): well...if i had known that...i'd just have run off with you anyway...*laughs lightly*
x cutoutkid (7:37:16 PM): -smirks mischivsouly and trails my hands down your chest to the bottom of your shirt-
poisonbitterswt (7:40:22 PM): *watches you, lips curled into the smallest of smirks, licking over my bottom lip*
x cutoutkid (7:41:10 PM): what is it about you that always makes me want to rip your clothes off?-scratches at your belly under the shirt-
poisonbitterswt (7:41:43 PM): hmm...maybe it's my charm and easy going nature...*chuckles*
x cutoutkid (7:43:36 PM): might have something to do with those eyes, too...-traces a fingertip past your temple as my eyes bore into yours=
poisonbitterswt (7:44:13 PM): ummm...could be that....im all natural, baby...*laughs*
x cutoutkid (7:44:38 PM): -giggles a little before lightly tugging your shirt over your head, slowly pulling the sleeves off of you-
poisonbitterswt (7:48:49 PM): *bites my bottom lip as the material slides over my wounded arm but smile softly when you get my shirt completely off, and cool air rushes over my skin, making me shiver a bit*
x cutoutkid (7:50:04 PM): -gingerly touchs the soft gauze, fingers of my other hand flittering down your other arm softly-
poisonbitterswt (7:54:33 PM): *sighes* i should've really rethought the whole...bringing myself more pain thing...
x cutoutkid (7:55:32 PM): worse things have happened on impulse...-quietly, touching the back of your hand and in between your fingers, right hand hooking under your waisteband-
poisonbitterswt (7:59:01 PM): *smiles again* but some really good things come out of impulses...*fingers over your wedding band*
x cutoutkid (7:59:54 PM): -runs finger slowly up and down at the trail of hair on your stomach- yeah... some of the best... -smiles, cheeks tinging a little red-
poisonbitterswt (8:01:20 PM): *brings hand down to the end of your shirt, running hand under the wet material and up your chest, thumbing over a nipple*
x cutoutkid (8:02:58 PM): -wimpers quietly at your delicate touch, unbuttoning your pants slowly, lost in your eyes-
poisonbitterswt (8:05:02 PM): *can't take my eyes from yours, noticing the small flecks of gold and green in the brown pools, my hand sliding down over your side and to the small of your back*
x cutoutkid (8:06:23 PM): -sighs in content as i get the zipper down, my hands sliding along the top of your pants, fingers touching the flat surface of your hips as i gently get your pants and boxers down-
poisonbitterswt (8:07:31 PM): *sucks in stomach sharply, trembling a little at your touch, fingers stroking over your back and then taking hold of your shirt and pulling upwards*
x cutoutkid (8:08:13 PM): -reluctantly lets go, your pants falling down in the water and floating over somewhere as i bring my hands back down to their respective places-
poisonbitterswt (8:10:25 PM): *tosses your shirt aside, then moving to tug at the band of your shorts, making quick work of them and your boxers, throwing them blindly over my shoulder*
x cutoutkid (8:11:39 PM): -floats completly naked in front of you, arms snaking over your shoulders as i bring our bodies together again and lightly wraps legs around you-
poisonbitterswt (8:13:20 PM): *wraps arms around your waist, feeling you against me and grinning as i bring my lips to yours*
x cutoutkid (8:15:43 PM): -feels myself getting harder as my skin touchs yours, sighing a little as you kiss me-
poisonbitterswt (8:16:16 PM): *hands drift to your ass, clenching you just a bit as my tongue slides over your bottom lip*
x cutoutkid (8:20:24 PM): mmm...-hums against your lips as i flicker my tounge up and across your top lip playfully, gently brushing my cock against yours as i adjust myself-
poisonbitterswt (8:23:13 PM): *growls* oh no, cai...no teasing today....i plan on fucking you till you cant breathe...and im not gonna be distracted from that...*brings two fingers up, sucking on them to coat them, and then reaching down again and shoving them hard into you, pushing in and pulling out fast*
x cutoutkid (8:26:03 PM): -rests my cheek on you shoulder as my eyes close, my breath quickening noticeable as i lick at your earlobe- fuck me then....waters enough lube...-grins-
poisonbitterswt (8:28:02 PM): ummm....*slides fingers out of you, taking hold of the base of my cock and guiding myself into you, slowly at first, and then angling and shoving fully into you*
x cutoutkid (8:32:36 PM): -pulls up off of you, my chest rubbing past yours as i suck hard on your neck, rocking forward and slamming down at the same time
x cutoutkid (8:32:37 PM): -
poisonbitterswt (8:33:54 PM): *thrusts up into you as you slam down, letting out a low moan in my throat* god...cai...
x cutoutkid (8:35:00 PM): -lets out a long string of obsenities, growling the words out in a jumble as i try desperately to hold onto you-
poisonbitterswt (8:37:26 PM): oh...caiden...i love when you talk dirty....*slams up into you*
x cutoutkid (8:39:08 PM): i love when you...-moans and covers your mouth with mine- s-spot...-shivers, hands at the back of your head-
poisonbitterswt (8:40:11 PM): mmm...always seem to hit it, dont i *growls against your lips- slamming harder upward into the same spot*
x cutoutkid (8:41:07 PM): thats what happens....oh FUCK...-eyes roll back into my head, panting against your mouth- when you're made...for each other
poisonbitterswt (8:42:18 PM): *slips tongue into your mouth, tasting your tongue* umm...that word...on your lips..god...it drives me wild *pounds into you, increasing my tempo*
x cutoutkid (8:43:39 PM): fuck...fuck...FUCK....-moans it loud and clear, my cock tensing between us and threatening to explode-
poisonbitterswt (8:45:01 PM): oh...you're still...a tease...*thrusts hard....harder...slamming as deep into you as i can, licking at the hollow of your throat*
x cutoutkid (8:46:03 PM): -can't hold back, feeling my fluid spill from my cock and onto your stomach, splattering just below your pecs-
poisonbitterswt (8:48:11 PM): *smiles against your throat as my own release comes soon after yours, with one last thrust i spill into you*
x cutoutkid (8:49:52 PM): -shivers as a small gust of wind ghosts across my shoulders, feeling goosebumps cover my naked flesh as i enjoy the feel of your heart beating in rythm with mine- amazing how it always does that...-quietly-
poisonbitterswt (8:51:21 PM): *smiles softly-whispering* we're the same soul, cai...it's meant to happen that way...
x cutoutkid (8:52:05 PM): i wish i never had to let go of you...-tightens my arms around you jut a bit-
poisonbitterswt (8:52:24 PM): believe me, twink...i wouldn't mind if you never let go...
x cutoutkid (8:56:51 PM): -looks up at you, pulling my head off your shoulder with a lazy smile- you always tire me out
poisonbitterswt (8:59:35 PM): i'll take that as a compliment
x cutoutkid (9:00:29 PM): -grins and nods a little- good, because it definently was -touchs the tip of your nose to mine-
poisonbitterswt (9:01:51 PM): *smiles softly at you* you are so adorable...and sexy...and a million other things i can't think of because my brain's not quite all here at the moment...
x cutoutkid (9:02:26 PM): -kisses your lips softly, once- think we could lay out on the beach and let out clothes dry a bit?
poisonbitterswt (9:02:40 PM): ummmm...sounds good to me...
x cutoutkid (9:03:29 PM): -looks around and spots my clothes floating behind you, unattachs myself from you reluctantly and grasps them, swimming over to the edge of the small pool-
x cutoutkid (9:05:24 PM): -scratchs last line-
x cutoutkid (9:05:38 PM): -slowly unattachs myself from you and climbs out of the pool-
poisonbitterswt (9:07:05 PM): *swats at your ass before I get out too, and grab up all my clothes*
x cutoutkid (9:07:57 PM): -tugs on only my boxers and shorts after i've wrung them out, twisting my shirt and watching the water falling from it-
poisonbitterswt (9:08:40 PM): *shakes out my boxers a bit before tugging them on, throwing my pants and shirt over my arm and padding out of the cove and onto the beach*
x cutoutkid (9:09:32 PM): -follows close behind you, shaking my head, water flying from the drench locks as my feet sink into the hot sand, groans out of pure content-
poisonbitterswt (9:10:29 PM): *lays out shirt and pants on the sand, and plops down onto my back, arms behind my head*
x cutoutkid (9:11:09 PM): -cant help but let my shirt fall and sinking down onto the sand, softly tossing my arm across your chest and laying my head on your arm-
poisonbitterswt (9:12:11 PM): *leans over and kisses your forehead* think we'd burn if we fell asleep for a little bit...?
x cutoutkid (9:12:48 PM): me? burn? i grew up with a constant tan, reemmber? -jokes-
poisonbitterswt (9:13:22 PM): ummm...yeah i do...and in the later years all i wanted to do was kiss your cute little freckled shoulders...
x cutoutkid (9:14:17 PM): you know, those cute little freckled shoulders have gotten frecklier...-giggles a little, sighing and resting my leg between yours as i sink into thr sand-
poisonbitterswt (9:14:56 PM): oh yeah...i have noticed...that's why i like licking them...*laughs softly, eyes closing*
x cutoutkid (9:15:41 PM): mm...-sleepily, the warm sound taking its toll on my body-
poisonbitterswt (9:16:50 PM): we'll only sleep...*yawns* for a little while....only*sighes* a little while...*slipping into sleep as i talk* love you, twink....
x cutoutkid (9:17:15 PM): g'night love...
poisonbitterswt (9:18:13 PM): night...*holds you to me just a bit tighter before sleep fully envelops me*
x cutoutkid (9:19:14 PM): -falls asleep, smile on my face and my favorite two things surrounding me, the sound of the oceans and you-
x cutoutkid (5:33:42 PM): -wakes up and the sun is setting already, looks up at you, feeling warm as the sand sticks to my arms-
poisonbitterswt (5:35:40 PM): *makes a small sleepy noise as i crinkle my nose, hearing the sounds of waves in the back of my mind*
x cutoutkid (5:37:37 PM): -slowly untangles myself from your arms, sitting up and looking down at you with a smile, touching your cheek softly-
poisonbitterswt (5:38:32 PM): *lets out a small sigh, bringing up a hand with my eyes still closed and covering yours* i could recognize your touch anywhere *whispers*
x cutoutkid (5:42:35 PM): mm...-thumb grazes your cheek softly as i lean down and kiss your cheek very lightly and touch your chest lightly with my other hand-
poisonbitterswt (5:43:33 PM): *slowly blinks open eyes, taking you in and smiling* it's nighttime...*laughs a little* we slept longer than i thought we would..
x cutoutkid (5:44:13 PM): -whispers- yeah... we did... -soft smile, ruffling your hair from the front-
x cutoutkid (5:44:58 PM): you hungry? -fingers circle your bellybutton lightly-
poisonbitterswt (5:54:09 PM): for you...or food...*grins a little*
x cutoutkid (5:55:39 PM): -hits your side softly with the back of my fingers- food, nix...F-O-O-D... havent you had enough of me today? -jokes, grinning down-
poisonbitterswt (5:56:39 PM): *laughs* never have enough of you...but yeah...food sounds good...
x cutoutkid (5:57:14 PM): seafood...-suddenly really really hungry- sounds so good right now...-brushes the sand off your stomach from my hand-
poisonbitterswt (6:02:32 PM): seafood it is then...*grins at you, struggling into a sitting position* man...the sun setting never gets old, does it? *gazes out at the horizon*
x cutoutkid (6:03:23 PM): like a lot of things...-runs hand down your back, dusting off the sand there as i watch it set with you-
poisonbitterswt (6:05:06 PM): *puts an arm around you, kissing the side of your head softly*
x cutoutkid (6:07:22 PM): -wraps my arm loosely around your back and kisses the sid eof your head- we should get going...before we freeze our asses off
poisonbitterswt (6:12:06 PM): yeah...all right...*can't quite rip my eyes away from the sunset*
x cutoutkid (6:13:49 PM): -grins and shakes my head- yeah... i never could look away from it either -kisses the side of your mouth-
poisonbitterswt (6:15:23 PM): ummm....im coming....*finally looks away, smiling at you as i move to get to my feet-go over to our piles of clothes and shake off the sand before tugging them on*
x cutoutkid (6:16:27 PM): -brushes sand off my legs as i reach down and grab my shirt, tugging it over my head and stretching-
x cutoutkid (6:17:35 PM): -fishes the car keys out of my pocket and hands them to you-
poisonbitterswt (6:19:22 PM): oh so i get to drive now, huh? *grins*
x cutoutkid (6:21:15 PM): yup...-grins and starts walking back towards the parking lot-
poisonbitterswt (6:22:44 PM): *strides over to the car and unlocks the doors, sliding into the driver's seat and starting it up, music blaring from the speakers*
x cutoutkid (6:23:17 PM): -grins when i hear MUSE, opening the door and getting in, finding my sandals and putting them back on=-
poisonbitterswt (6:30:13 PM): (muse...:-D) *makes sure you're buckled before heading out of the parking lot and back down the main road*
x cutoutkid (6:32:18 PM): -just watches the darkening streets and the familiar passing scenary, feeling nostalgic yet again-
poisonbitterswt (6:34:11 PM): *sings along to the song on the radio, coming to a stop when the light turns red-seeing him and eyes going wide-looking over at you to see if you've noticed yet-biting down hard on lower lip*
x cutoutkid (6:35:30 PM): -smile fades into a look of hatred, jaw clencing as i undo my seatbelt quickly and open the door, striding purposefully tp to chuck and standing in front of me-
Chuck: Well, look who-
x cutoutkid (6:36:00 PM): -jumps on him and knocks him down to the ground, pinning him beneath me as the girl he's with lets out a shrieky sound, landing a hit right to his eyes
x cutoutkid (6:36:01 PM): eye-
x cutoutkid (6:36:41 PM): in front of him-
x cutoutkid (6:36:45 PM): [dmn typos]
poisonbitterswt (6:38:15 PM): *eyes widen in shock* shit... *scramble out of the car and over to you and chuck-caught between letting you beat the shit out of him and stopping you* cai...stop....*says halfheartedly*
x cutoutkid (6:39:15 PM): -doesn't, his arms coming up to protected his face- YOU FUCKING BASTARD! -hits the side of his head, a loud noise of shock coming from him-
Chuck: s-stop
Stop? STOP? You want ME to STOP
x cutoutkid (6:39:16 PM): ?!
x cutoutkid (6:39:24 PM): -hits his chest a few times-
x cutoutkid (6:40:14 PM): -can feel tears in my eyes, pure hatred searing through me-
poisonbitterswt (6:41:26 PM): *bites hard down on lower lip, flicking gaze from you, to chuck, to the girl standing there in disbelief-fidgets-* oh fuck me...*leans down and wraps arms around your waist, dragging you off chuck*
x cutoutkid (6:42:28 PM): -feels your arms around me and kicks as you lift me up- I HOPE THAT HURTS YOU FUCKING PRICK!-spits at him, reveling in the blood coming from his mouthing as he gasps for air-
x cutoutkid (6:43:28 PM): -feels myself breaking down, sobbing as i stop kicking-
poisonbitterswt (6:47:43 PM): cai...love....it's all right...it's all right..*holds you tightly against me*
x cutoutkid (6:48:50 PM): no...its not...its not phoenix... -chuck gets up, spitting at the ground with that look on his face i'd seen to many times-
Chuck: that the best you got you little pansy? -moves in to attack me-
poisonbitterswt (6:51:10 PM): *lets go of you, meeting chuck before he can get to you and slamming him up against the wall of the building, hand wrapped around his throat, eyes blazing* give me one good reason. just one you fucker...and i swear to you i'll snap your goddamned neck!
x cutoutkid (6:52:18 PM): Chuck: -realizes who you are, hand going up to my throat- ph-phoenix? what the bloody hell are you...-tries to breathe- doing here?
poisonbitterswt (6:52:52 PM): *squeezes tighter, leaning in a bit, teeth bared* im his husband, you fuckface...
x cutoutkid (6:54:21 PM): Chuck: -laughs a little- since when do you enjoy fucking little boys? -sneers-
poisonbitterswt (6:56:07 PM): *nails dig into your throat, as my eyes take on a dark appearance and my lip curls back, growling in my throat* you really...should've just...not said anything...*whispers low, licking over my bottom lip*
x cutoutkid (6:56:40 PM): -gasps for breath, trying to claw at your hands- let. me... go...
poisonbitterswt (6:57:50 PM): *whispers close to your ear* i bet he said something like that to you too, didn't he..when you violated him...tore him apart...well now he's not alone, is he? *hisses* he stopped me months ago from finding you...but now...there's no one around that will stop me...*smiles wickedly at him, eyes glinting*
x cutoutkid (6:58:41 PM): -is standing over to the side, swallows thickly and opens my mouth to talk, only speaking in a whisper- let...let him go nix... he's not worth it...-my voice choke-
x cutoutkid (6:58:43 PM): choked-
x cutoutkid (6:58:52 PM): chuck: -cant talk-
poisonbitterswt (7:00:31 PM): *smirks-yanking chuck's head forward and then slamming it back against the building, watching with a form of sadistic glee as he slumps to the ground- then i bend down and whisper silkily* just remember...next time you think you're something special...you owe him your life...
x cutoutkid (7:01:23 PM): -closes eyes and breathes out shakily, one hand over my chest and the other down at my side-
x cutoutkid (7:02:07 PM): Chuck: -falls down the the ground, eyes shut tight as i rub the back of my head, feeling blood there from the blow and april [girl hes with] kneels down next to me, glaring at the two of you-
poisonbitterswt (7:03:00 PM): *smiles at her-snarling* you should take him to a hospital...it'd be a pity if he bled to death.... come on, cai...*takes a hold of your hand and leads you back to the car*
x cutoutkid (7:04:53 PM): -is completly speechless, looking down at chuck for just a moment before i let you pull me away to the car, getting in silently as i watch her help him up and him shove her away, yelling something vicious at her and the look on her face that i must have had millions of times before-
poisonbitterswt (7:06:16 PM): *gets into driver's side, slumping into seat, and turns up radio loud as AFI comes on, staring stonily ahead, fingers clenched around the steering wheel as i speed off*
x cutoutkid (7:07:19 PM): -bites on my thumb as i watch the girl storm off down the sidewalk, a part of me feeling a hint of hapiness that she chose to get away, tears are sitll falling down as i rub at my knuckles-
poisonbitterswt (1:14:01 AM): *grinding teeth just a bit, as i clench and unclench my fingers on the steering wheel, half wanting to turn around and finish chuck off, but keeping my cool as i head in the direction of a local restaurant*
x cutoutkid (1:15:00 AM): -looks over at you, wiping at my cheek and reaching over to touch your arm softly-
poisonbitterswt signed off at 1:20:05 AM.
poisonbitterswt signed on at 1:20:32 AM.
x cutoutkid (1:20:36 AM): -looks over at you, wiping at my cheek and reaching over to touch your arm softly-
poisonbitterswt (1:21:32 AM): *closes eyes just for an instant at your touch* im sorry for that...back there...*voice hollow, thinking that you deserve an apology but not really meaning it*
x cutoutkid (1:22:53 AM): no..i was...was going to thank you...-pulls my hand away and looks down at my lap-
poisonbitterswt (1:24:24 AM): *laughs bitterly* yeah...well i was ready to kill him...but jail probably wouldn't be good for me...i'd get into too many fights...
x cutoutkid (1:26:07 AM): -swallows and breathes out- forget him phoenix...alright?
poisonbitterswt (1:29:08 AM): of course....he's forgotten....*pulls into the parking lot of the restaurant and turns off the engine, getting out of the car and slamming the door shut, leaning against the door, running my fingers through my hair*
x cutoutkid (1:30:10 AM): -doesnt move at all. closing my eyes and wishing that, even though itd felt great to kick the shit out of him, that id never left the car-
poisonbitterswt (1:31:46 AM): *lets out a frustrated growl, sucking on my lipring and then pushing away from the car, thinking that you'll follow me when you're ready to, and head towards the restaurant*
x cutoutkid (1:34:16 AM): -still doesnt move, setting the seat back in the car and laying on my side. stares listlesslyout the window at the full moon in the sky and bites my lip, feeling another wave of tears hit me-
poisonbitterswt (1:37:57 AM): *waits inside for a few minutes, pacing back and forth, chewing on my nail, realizing you have no intention of coming into the restaurant- with a sigh i go sit on a bench outside the front doors and flip open my cell, calling kendall- hey ken...can i come over there now...i just wanna get this over with...i need to take my husband home...far far away from here....yeah....i know....thanks....i'll be there soon *flips phone shut and goes back to the car, getting in and starting it in silence, knowing you're crying and deciding to let you be as i turn out of the parking lot and head to kendall's flat*
x cutoutkid (1:38:49 AM): -falls asleep somewhere during the ride to kendall's flat, curled up in the seat-
poisonbitterswt (1:39:43 AM): *pulls up to the curb, shoving the car into park and with one last glance at you, gets out and heads up to kendall's flat- he answers after a couple knocks and i regard him wearily* hey...
poisonbitterswt (1:40:08 AM): Kendall: hey...er...the paperwork and stuff's in here...*beckons me to follow him to the kitchen*
poisonbitterswt (1:40:56 AM): *i do, plopping down in a chair at the kitchen table* i dont want anything from her...all right? i have what i need and...well..you deserve the stuff from her more than me...so...well....im signing it all over to you
poisonbitterswt (1:41:01 AM): Kendall: nix...
poisonbitterswt (1:41:22 AM): dont argue with me, Kendall...I'm not taking her belongings and all that shit...
poisonbitterswt (1:41:33 AM): Kendall: *sighes and pushes papers over to me*
poisonbitterswt (1:42:04 AM): *takes the papers, scanning them silently, and nodding to myself as i sign them, writing in my instructions* that it then?
poisonbitterswt (1:43:25 AM): Kendall: well...there's a few things that my mum kept that belonged to your parents....i thought you'd want that stuff....so i had it put into storage in london a while back...when mum first got sick....*hands me a key* that opens the storage area...and this *pulls an envelope out from beneath a pile of papers* is for caiden...from yer mum and dad *hands the envelope to me*
poisonbitterswt (1:43:28 AM): what is it?
poisonbitterswt (1:43:42 AM): Kendall: i dont know...guess you'll find out when he opens it...
poisonbitterswt (1:44:33 AM): okay...well then...i think i should be going....im gonna get the first flight back to london....it's unhealthy for cai to stay here any longer... *gets up and pulls kendall into a short hug* you take care, all right...and keep in touch
poisonbitterswt (1:44:46 AM): Kendall: I will...and you...take care of your husband...
poisonbitterswt (1:46:13 AM): Always...*smiles at him once, before pocketing the key and heading back out of the flat, down the stairs and to the car, once more starting the engine and heading back in the direction of the hotel, turning the radio to something else and landing on a soft rock station where U2 is playing-smile sadly as the song starts...thinking of how it still reminds me of you and i*
x cutoutkid (1:47:17 AM): -slowly turns around in the seat, the song of your door having woke me up. looks over at you with tears dried on my cheeks. says nothing-
x cutoutkid (1:48:10 AM): sound-
poisonbitterswt (1:48:40 AM): *hands you the envelope without saying a word, and makes a left turn*
x cutoutkid (1:49:26 AM): -looks down at it- what is it? -voicea little croaky-
poisonbitterswt (1:49:41 AM): i dont know...something from my mum and dad...
x cutoutkid (1:50:29 AM): how long was i asleep? -quietly, not even sure of where we are-
poisonbitterswt (1:51:28 AM): not long...as soon as we get back to the hotel im getting us a flight back to london...
x cutoutkid (1:53:19 AM): oh...-nods a little to myself and sits up more in the seat, wiping at my cheeks and feeling like shit as i open the envelope-
x cutoutkid (1:54:35 AM): -pulls out a letter, quirking an eyebrow when i find money in it. unfolds it completly and starts to read it... slowly feeling tears come over me again-
poisonbitterswt (1:55:51 AM): *peeks over at you, noticing your tears, but bites my lip to keep myself quiet, coming to a stop light and slowing down, tapping fingers on the steering wheel*
x cutoutkid (1:57:42 AM): -quietly- its a letter...
poisonbitterswt (1:58:22 AM): oh...?
x cutoutkid (1:59:31 AM): yeah...from you're mum and dad...-sniffs, wiping my cheeks-
poisonbitterswt (2:00:31 AM): *glances at you again as i start to move forward* i told you they'd never forget you...
x cutoutkid (2:02:28 AM): i never thought they would... i just... i didn't think...i don't know...-doesn't even know what to say as i finger the letters on the page-
poisonbitterswt (2:04:02 AM): if they could've adopted reese and you, they would've....hell...they even talked about it....seriously sat down at the table and discussed it...they never knew i heard them...
x cutoutkid (2:06:22 AM): -folds the letter back up with a small, sad smile and reachs over, taking your hand whether you like it or not-
poisonbitterswt (2:07:19 AM): *sighes, gripping your hand tight and thumbing over your knuckles as i pull up into the parking lot of the hotel, taking the first spot i see and turning off the car*
x cutoutkid (2:07:54 AM): -is looking at you, my eyes sad-
poisonbitterswt (2:08:59 AM): *reaches over with my free hand and strokes down you're cheek* im taking you away now, cai...from all the sadness here...from all the pain...and we will never set foot in this place again...not if i can help it...our home's in cambridge now...our life's there....we can leave all this behind...
x cutoutkid (2:10:01 AM): part of me is scared to...-whispers, touching your hand and pressing your palm to my cheek-
x cutoutkid (2:10:56 AM): -laughs a little- that sounds stupid, doesnt it...
poisonbitterswt (2:12:23 AM): no....im scared too, cai...more than i've ever been...but we have each other...and no matter how much the nightmares keep trying to come after us...*looks down a bit, softly* i'll always be there to wake you up and make you see that it's all right...that nothing's ever going to get you..not ever again...
x cutoutkid (2:14:36 AM): -nods and swallows, leaning forward and kissing your lower lip softly, a little uneasily, before i pull back from you and open the car door-
poisonbitterswt signed off at 2:16:24 AM.
poisonbitterswt signed on at 2:16:55 AM.
x cutoutkid (2:16:57 AM): -nods and swallows, leaning forward and kissing your lower lip softly, a little uneasily, before i pull back from you and open the car door-
poisonbitterswt (2:18:02 AM): *licks over lip, sucking it into my mouth and chewing it nervously before i get out of the car as well and make my way up to the hotel*
x cutoutkid (2:20:10 AM): -opens the door completly and gets out, putting the envelope in my back pocket and my hands into my pockets as i follow a few feet behind-
poisonbitterswt (2:23:14 AM): *gets to our hotel room and unlocks the door, instantly starting to pack my stuff-while at the same time calling the airport*
x cutoutkid (2:25:25 AM): -fishes in my pocket as i arrive at the door as it closes, opening it again and stepping inside quietly, toes off my sandals and grabs my suitcase, dragging it up onto the bed-
poisonbitterswt (2:27:57 AM): when is your next flight to london? yes...i'll hold...*tosses the last shirt into the bag and zips it up*
x cutoutkid (2:30:30 AM): -strips out of my clothes, sand falling down onto the carpet as i dig for a new pair of boxers, only half listening ot you-
poisonbitterswt (2:32:17 AM): uh huh....yeah....i'll take them....yes...*rambles off information* thank you...*hangs up and glances at you* flight's in an hour and a half...
x cutoutkid (2:35:11 AM): -nods and pulls on a pair of black ones, searching my bag for another pair of khakis, finding some and pulling them on too-
poisonbitterswt (2:36:56 AM): *steps over to you, taking you by the shoulders and pulling you into a hug*
x cutoutkid (2:38:10 AM): -lets my arms hand down for a moment before i slowly bring them around your waist, closing my eyes and just letting myself feel you, chin on your shoulder-
x cutoutkid (2:38:41 AM): hang-
poisonbitterswt (2:39:30 AM): *kisses the top of your head, not wanting to let you go* i love you, cai...
x cutoutkid (2:41:08 AM): i'll never...i never questioned that....-holds you tighter- i love you too, phoenix...
poisonbitterswt (2:43:55 AM): *brings one hand up to lift your chin, kissing you softly-whispers* let's get the fuck out of here...
x cutoutkid (2:44:55 AM): can we still get something to eat before we get on the plane...-quietly, sorry that i left you to go into the restaurant alone-
poisonbitterswt (2:46:06 AM): sure....still want seafood?
x cutoutkid (2:46:42 AM): yeah...shrimp cocktail...and lobster...-grins, stomach grumbling-
poisonbitterswt (2:47:57 AM): anything for you, love...*smiles*
x cutoutkid (2:48:25 AM): i'm sorry...about earlier...-looks up at you-
poisonbitterswt (2:48:46 AM): dont be sorry, cai...you have nothing to be sorry about
x cutoutkid (2:50:23 AM): i know...-pulls away from you slowly, offering a genuine smile before i find a black ramones shirt and tug it on-
poisonbitterswt (2:52:43 AM): yeah....changing would probably be a good thing....*looks down at wrinkled clothes and laughs, before stripping them off and putting them in a compartment in the side of my bag, before tugging on a new pair of jeans over my bare ass, letting them hang on my hips without a belt and a long sleeved mcr shirt*
x cutoutkid (2:53:51 AM): -shakes head and shoves my dirty clothes in the bag, not caring if i get sand all over, zips it up and puts it over my shoulder, pushing my labret out nervously-
poisonbitterswt (2:55:06 AM): *hoists bag over shoulder, looking around to make sure i havent left anything behind, satisfied that i didn't, i take your hand and pull you out of the room and over to the counter-giving the attendant the room keys and paying the bill*
poisonbitterswt (2:55:31 AM): oh....er...*blushes* the bed...in our room*trails off, glancing at you*
x cutoutkid (2:55:47 AM): -laughs a little- sort of got broken...
poisonbitterswt (2:56:46 AM): *the attendant smiles at us* -not a problem, sir. it happens all the time in the honeymoon suite, we'll just bill your credit card later, all right- y-yeah...that's fine *cheeks still burning red*
x cutoutkid (2:58:11 AM): -takes your hand lightly and threads fingers with yours, walking out the door-
poisonbitterswt (2:59:44 AM): *bites lip anxiously, trying to laugh off the situation as i follow you out to the car-when i get there i let go of your hand and toss my bag into the backseat, taking yours and doing the same before i get into the driver's seat*
x cutoutkid (3:00:33 AM): -slides into the passenger seat, cracking one of my fingers before buckling the belt up-
poisonbitterswt (1:06:18 AM): *shakes head at you a bit, pulling out of the parking lot and heading towards the airport*
x cutoutkid (1:07:51 AM): [what about seafood? lmao]
poisonbitterswt (1:08:11 AM): (oh yeah....der....)
x cutoutkid (1:09:13 AM): -pets feet up on the dashboard and sinks down n the seat-
poisonbitterswt (1:10:17 AM): *heading towards the restaurant, blasting John Mayer when he comes on, laughing a little*
x cutoutkid (1:14:49 AM): -sings along quietly, toungue playing with the back of my labret-
poisonbitterswt (1:19:30 AM): *peeks over at you, smiling, as i come upon the restaurant that i'd stopped at earlier, pulling into the lot and parking the car*
x cutoutkid (1:21:09 AM): -licks over my bottom lip and quietly gets out of the car, letting the seat belt go back into the thing-
poisonbitterswt (1:30:00 AM): *gets out, coming up behind you and wrapping my arms around your waist*
x cutoutkid (1:30:41 AM): -stops walking and looks back at you, offering a little bit of a shaky smile-
poisonbitterswt (1:31:25 AM): *kisses your forehead* let's just not think of any bad things, all right? we deserve to be happy for once...
x cutoutkid (1:32:58 AM): -nods and untangles myself from you, taking your hand gently and walking-
poisonbitterswt signed off at 1:34:43 AM.
poisonbitterswt signed on at 1:36:47 AM.
x cutoutkid (1:36:49 AM): -nods and untangles myself from you, taking your hand gently and walking, silently mostly because i'm afraid of what i'll say-
poisonbitterswt (1:37:01 AM): (?)
x cutoutkid (1:37:20 AM): (?)
poisonbitterswt (1:40:46 AM): *gets to the door and holds it open for you, regarding you questioningly, but not saying anything*
x cutoutkid (1:41:54 AM): -walks through and stomach grumbles like crazy when we get inside, telling the hostess how many and etc-
poisonbitterswt (1:42:47 AM): *follows you to a booth in the back, sliding into one side and tapping fingers on the table* i'll have a beer, thanks
x cutoutkid (1:43:09 AM): -slides in next to you, not across- just a water
poisonbitterswt (1:43:56 AM): *keeps tapping fingers on table, chewing on lower lip as i scan the menu in front of me*
x cutoutkid (1:44:35 AM): -puts cheek against your shoulder, looking at your menu quietly-
poisonbitterswt (1:45:37 AM): *stops tapping fingers, glancing at you out of the corner of my eye* you have a mean right hook, ya know that? i remember when you pounced on me once....way back in march...*laughs a little* i deserved it too, though....
x cutoutkid (1:47:39 AM): thought I was a pansy? -looks up at you and smiles a little-
poisonbitterswt (1:48:20 AM): never....*twinkle in eyes* a fairy maybe....
x cutoutkid (1:49:05 AM): -rolls eyes at you- could have pounded him right into the ground if i'd wanted to
poisonbitterswt (1:50:04 AM): and i would've let you, too...but there is such a thing as jail...and i dont want you put away because of trash like him...he's better off living the life he has, miserable and alone...
poisonbitterswt (1:50:19 AM): and me, i've got you, so thats more than i can say for him
x cutoutkid (1:51:20 AM): -shrugs- i'd get off, Chuck has worse luck with the law than I do.
poisonbitterswt (1:52:21 AM): *sighes* all right...whatever you say...*looks back down at menu, muttering* can't just take a damn compliment....huh...lobster looks good...
x cutoutkid (1:53:09 AM): -moves away from you a bit in the seat- i was kidding, nix. you know? ha ha.
x cutoutkid (1:53:33 AM): besides, since when do they convinct people as innocent looking as me? -pouts bottom lip out-
poisonbitterswt (1:54:07 AM): *glances at you, quirking an eyebrow* innocent? *snorts* you werent even innocent at five...*laughs*
x cutoutkid (1:54:21 AM): i said I LOOKED innocent. -says matter of factly-
x cutoutkid (1:54:46 AM): and you know I did look it even at five. missing tooth and chubby cheeks. come on.
poisonbitterswt (1:55:24 AM): no you dont...*laughs harder* and not even back then....you always had that glint in your eyes..*tears of laughter spill over my cheeks*
x cutoutkid (1:59:32 AM): yes i do! -whines-
poisonbitterswt (7:42:56 PM): *bites lip, body shaking with laughter* all right...fine...yer completely innocent...
x cutoutkid (7:43:28 PM): not completly! I just look it!
poisonbitterswt (7:44:28 PM): *looks away for a moment, still trying to suppress another bout of laughter, thankful as the waitress comes back to take our orders*
x cutoutkid (7:45:31 PM): -asks for the special with the three styles of shrimp and a mud slide because I feel like a little alcohol-
x cutoutkid (7:46:18 PM): (i cant wait to be 21 and have one from applebees :-[)
poisonbitterswt (7:48:14 PM): (hehe) *orders a lobster pasta with garlic bread-taking a sip from the beer that's been sitting in front of me for the past ten minutes*
x cutoutkid (7:48:52 PM): -takes a drink from my water and looks over at you- damn... how can you drink that shit? -joking voice, drinks anything but beer-
poisonbitterswt (7:49:57 PM): *looks down at bottle, then up at you, biting lip as my eyes go a little wide* im....shit...im not even supposed to have this...with...*trails off,setting down the bottle*
x cutoutkid (7:50:56 PM): -knows what you're saying but isn't sure I should address it, does anyways- with?
poisonbitterswt (7:51:49 PM): *narrows eyes a bit-hissing through clenched teeth* with pills....*shoves beer away and snatches your water from you*
x cutoutkid (7:52:37 PM): -catchs the beer before it slides off the table, setting it at the end of the table- yeah...-quietly-
poisonbitterswt (7:53:45 PM): *downs water and sets empty glass back down on table, maybe a little too roughly, with a frustrated sigh* i blame my grandmum for all this....*laughs a little*
x cutoutkid (7:55:28 PM): -quirks an eyebrow, taking a roll from the basket the waitress just brought-
poisonbitterswt (7:56:23 PM): *opens mouth to speak again when suddenly a bird swoops in through the window* FUCKING CHRIST! *ducks head, nearly slamming head against the wall, hands over head covering myself*
x cutoutkid (7:59:56 PM): oh bloody fucking hell...-the bird flies off into the restauraunt and sits up in the rafters- its alright nix...its gone...-quietly-
poisonbitterswt (8:00:41 PM): *slowly lowers arms, peeking up at you* i. hate. birds...*pouty look on face*
x cutoutkid (8:01:33 PM): -giggles just a little and leans down- aww...it's alright phoenix. -kisses your pouty bottom lip-
poisonbitterswt (8:02:52 PM): *nips at your lip* i didn't asked to be named after a bird...i blame the people that drugged mum when she was giving birth...
x cutoutkid (8:04:15 PM): -rolls eyes- it's the perfect name. drugged or not -grins at you-
poisonbitterswt (8:06:31 PM): *sticks tongue out at you-feeling silly at the moment*
x cutoutkid (8:08:35 PM): -giggles a little and grabs at your toungue with my thumb and index finger-
poisonbitterswt (8:10:39 PM): *tries to talk but it comes out jumbled* wet gome tonge
x cutoutkid (8:11:29 PM): i'm sorry, what did you say? -smiles widen and leans forward a bit-
poisonbitterswt (8:11:47 PM): *growls* wet. go. my. tonge....
x cutoutkid (8:12:46 PM): -giggles again the lets it go, wiping your spit on your cheek with a chekily grin-
poisonbitterswt (8:14:35 PM): prat....*leans forward and licks your cheek*
x cutoutkid (8:15:21 PM): -shakes my head, only laughing harder and holding my stomach-
x cutoutkid (8:16:07 PM): i like when you lick me -whispers all innocently-
poisonbitterswt (8:18:23 PM): i do too....*gropes you under the table* but mostly a lot lower...*mischievoux smirk*
x cutoutkid (8:19:38 PM): -grabs your hand in mine and looks up at you- not. here. -grins-
x cutoutkid (8:20:50 PM): or..you know..maybe here...-moves your hand against me-
poisonbitterswt (8:21:50 PM): *smirk widens into a grin, as i grope you a bit harder*
x cutoutkid (8:22:49 PM): -nips at your ear a little, making a purring noise and smiling, whispers very queitly- harder.
poisonbitterswt (8:25:11 PM): *licks lips a little, moving hand under your pants and cupping you through your boxers*
x cutoutkid (8:27:20 PM): -giggles into your ear softly, subtly letting out a little groan and sitting up a little straighter in my seat as i whisper more- kinky.
poisonbitterswt (8:29:03 PM): you have no idea...*rubs harder, palming over your groin and fingering the top of your boxers*
x cutoutkid (8:30:28 PM): -wimpers- dont think i've ever been jerked off in a public place before -hotly, flicking my toungue out a bit and looking around, its too dark for anyone to see-
poisonbitterswt (8:31:21 PM): ummm....i think i can manage that one for you...*slips hand under boxers and fists your cock, all the while smiling largely*
poisonbitterswt signed off at 8:32:23 PM.