Phoenix (10:40:41 PM): I
smiled and rocked her a bit as I fed her. "She's got your nose. And that
twinkle in her eyes. Yeah, that mischievous little, 'I've gotcha' twinkle.
That's from you."
Caiden (10:41:16 PM): "'I've
gotcha twinkle, huh?" I let myself laugh at this, feeling my heart swell.
Phoenix (10:42:47 PM): I
nodded. "Yep. It pulls you in and doesn't let go." A grin spread
across my face.
Caiden (10:43:53 PM): "She still looks like you more than
anything... how she got red hair is beyond me."
Phoenix (10:45:11 PM): I
laughed. "Well, she's just special like that. But she's got your eyes.
Those beautiful brown eyes someone could get lost in."
Caiden (10:46:02 PM): Smiling a little, I pressed my cheek into
your arm and looked down at her.
Phoenix (10:47:47 PM): She
finished the bottle and I set it aside. Her eyes fluttered open and closed as
she let oug a little content sigh. "We made her, Caid..."I whispered
in awe.
Caiden (10:49:15 PM): "Yeah... I'm still trying to get used to
that..."
Phoenix (10:49:58 PM): I
glanced at him and the smile on my face reached up into my eyes, making them
sparkle. "Thank you, Caiden...for giving me this."
Caiden (10:51:49 PM): "Don't thank me..."
Phoenix (10:53:37 PM): "Don't
be difficult." I smirked at him. "I know it's one of your favorite
pasttimes, but just not today, all right?" I touched his cheek and leaned
forward, pressing lips to his.
Caiden (10:54:17 PM): Smiling a little at the soft feel of his
lips, I put my arm around his middle.
Phoenix (10:58:31 PM): She
let out a small shriek and I pulled away. "Guess we were invading her
space." I pressed a finger to his lips. "Hold that thought."
Winking at him, I got up and placed her back in the bassinet. Then I came back
over and smiled. "Now where were we?"
Caiden (11:00:15 PM): I licked over my bottom lip and looked up at
him before I stood. "Maybe we should go to your room... let her
sleep..."
Phoenix (11:05:33 PM): "Sounds
like a good idea to me." I took his hand and led him out of the room.
Caiden (11:09:25 PM): I took one more look down at her before
letting you take me to your room.
Phoenix (11:10:36 PM): Opening
the door, I led him inside, wondering why I'd never just taken him in here
before. The thought made me chuckle a bit.
Caiden (11:11:38 PM): I shut the door behind us, gripping his hand
tighter.
Phoenix (11:12:19 PM): Stopping
at the end of my bed, I pulled him to me and captured his lips in a searing
kiss, putting all the passion I felt behind it.
Caiden (11:15:25 PM): My arms wrapped around him as tight as they
could go, pressing myself into him as if I was trying to become a part of him.
Phoenix (11:16:29 PM): I
pulled him up, making him balance on his tiptoes, and closed my eyes, deepening
the kiss and tasting him like I'd always wanted to.
Caiden (11:18:21 PM): I let out a sound I was sure I'd never mad
before, my hands clutching at the back of his shirt as we kissed.
Phoenix (11:20:17 PM): A
smirk played on my lips as my hands slid down over his ass and gripped him
there.
Caiden (11:23:34 PM): This time I left out a familiar sound, a
moan, and pressed into him.
Phoenix (11:24:23 PM): "Mmm...those
noises you make...gotta love em..." I moved back towards the bed and kept
a hold of him.
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PM.
Caiden (11:29:26 PM): Pushing him back onto the bed, I laid
completly on top of him. The kiss didn't break, my hands on his cheeks-
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Caiden (12:49:40 AM): Pushing him back onto the bed, I laid
completly on top of him. The kiss didn't break, my hands on his cheeks-
Phoenix (12:55:39 AM): He
was being a bit forceful. I couldn't say I didnt like it. I held onto his
slender hips and kissed at his lips harshly.
Caiden (12:58:10 AM): Slowing down a little, I pulled back to catch
my breath, my eyes closed as I panted.
Caiden (12:59:34 AM): I
could feel him under me and it was all I needed... I didn't need the fuck... I
didn't need anything at the moment but him. I brushed my lips across his and
pulled them back again.
Phoenix (1:13:23 AM): Smiling
a bit, I brushed hair out of his face. I simply stared up at him for a long
moment. I'd finally got him. Goddamn, it felt good.
Caiden (1:26:28 AM): I swallowed under his gaze, suddenly feelng
everything in my body tense. It was like before...
Phoenix (1:29:06 AM): I
quirked a brow, smirk playing on my lips. "You okay, Caid?"
Caiden (1:30:23 AM): "Nervous..." I admitted softly.
Phoenix (1:32:12 AM): Both
brows arched. "About? It's me. Phoenix. Nix. You have nothing to be
nervous about. I'm the same guy you've always known."
Caiden (1:34:18 AM): Laughing just a little bit, I felt my cheeks
burn despite myself. "I know... it's just... different..."
Phoenix (1:37:22 AM): I
reached up and cupped his cheeks. "I know it's different. And it's better
this time around."
Caiden (1:39:42 AM): Nodding a little bit, I slid off of him. I
didn't.. couldn't... be in control... I never had been.
Phoenix (1:41:51 AM): "What
are you doing, huh?"
Caiden (1:42:44 AM): Snugging against him, I tucked my head under
his arm and sighed.
Phoenix (1:45:55 AM): Grinning
down at him, I played with his hair gently.
Caiden (1:46:16 AM): this is good enough for me...-whispers
softly-
Caiden (1:46:26 AM): "This
is good enough for me..." I whispered quietly.
Phoenix (1:53:42 AM): I
nodded, putting an arm around him.
Caiden (1:54:57 AM): "I'm sorry... about everything..."
Phoenix (1:57:25 AM): "Don't,
Cai. Please. I don't want your apologies. I just want you."
Caiden (1:58:10 AM): "It doesn't matter... because I'm still
sorry... and you have me, Phoenix... me and her."
Phoenix (2:01:28 AM): I
smiled and nodded. "All right. I accept your apology then. And I'm glad I
have the both of you."
Caiden (2:02:08 AM): "And I'm glad I have you again..."
Phoenix (2:03:44 AM): I
kissed the top of his head and held him tightly to me. "What are the
chances of her waking up, huh?"
Caiden (2:04:30 AM): "Slim... she sleeps a lot..."
Phoenix (2:05:39 AM): I
chuckled. "She really is like you."
Caiden (2:10:58 AM): "I only slept a lot because of
you." I said quietly, looking down a little.
Phoenix (2:12:54 AM): I
furrowed my brows. "What's that mean?"
Caiden (2:16:02 AM): Nudging my forehead against your chest.
"Because if I wasn't in my room with someone, I was sleeping so I could
try to forget everything..."
Phoenix (2:17:34 AM): "Oh...I
get it." I stroked his hair softly and ran my hand over his back.
Caiden (2:23:05 AM): Sighing a little, I feel into his touch, a
fuzzy feeling falling over me.
Phoenix (2:24:32 AM): My
hand stopped at his lower back and I placed a small kiss on his forehead.
Caiden (2:29:51 AM): "mmm..." I brought my hand under
his shirt at his stomch.
Phoenix (2:31:38 AM): The
feel of his soft fingers was inviting and I couldn't help smiling.
Caiden (2:35:07 AM): I slid my hand up over his side and down
again, thumb going around the small indent of his belly button.
Phoenix (2:38:12 AM): The
small shiver that coursed through me made my heart skip a beat. Only his touch
had ever done that to me.
Caiden (2:55:04 AM): Lifting my hand up, I grasped yours softly
and brought it to my stomach. "Everytime I saw you... I wondered what it
would of been like if I'd just grabbed you... and told you to feel... to know I
was going to have our daughter...." I spoke softly, unsure of my words.
Phoenix (2:56:51 AM): I
thumbed over the skin and smiled almost sadly at him. "I would've been on
cloud nine if you'd done that."
Caiden (3:02:37 AM): "Me too... but I was just too scared, I
guess.. funny how things so little can keep you from things you need..."
Phoenix (3:07:49 AM): I
nodded in understanding. "Yeah...I know..."
Caiden (3:10:19 AM): I nudged my lips up against his throat,
feeling a haze over me.
Phoenix (3:15:52 AM): Another
grin came to my face as I wrapped my arms around his waist.
Caiden (3:19:06 AM): Turning more on my side, I wrapped my legs
over his.
Phoenix (3:24:46 AM): "Good
night, Cai, love,"I whispered, brushing lips over his brow.
Caiden (3:27:16 AM): "Love you, Nix."
Phoenix (3:32:28 AM): "Mmm...love
you too, Cai. Always."
Caiden (3:33:04 AM): It was the first night I'd truly slept...
both before and after Lilly was born.