Caiden (3:30:09 PM): -is sitting in the front room playing video games while my mom lets you
into the house. shes tugging reese by his hand because theyre going to
something for school for him-
Phoenix (3:32:38 PM): *smiles
a bit at her, patting Reese on the head and then walking up behind you and
swatting you on the back of the head with a comic*
Caiden (3:34:09 PM): -glares back at you, in a bad mood because they still think i need a
babysitter. my mum and dad say theirgoodbyes and something about my dinner
before shutting the door behind them=
Phoenix (3:34:41 PM): *flops
down on the couch and hands the comic to you* ya know, it isn't really like I'm
babysitting you, I mean...seriously
Caiden (3:37:06 PM): -snorts a little- yeah, you're still getting paid though, aren't you?
Phoenix (3:39:12 PM): *quirks
a brow* like i need it. i might as well just pass the money to you
Caiden (3:41:38 PM): -sighs and tosses his controller-
Phoenix (3:43:34 PM): *bites
at lip* well...im just gonna do my homework...yeah...*reaches for bag and pulls
out an art history book*
Caiden (3:46:05 PM): -grabs the remote and leans back against the bottom of the couch,
flipping through the channels-
Phoenix (3:48:56 PM): *flips
through my book, going about my assignment and occasionally glancing at you,
shaking my head a little*
Caiden (3:52:11 PM): -stops on an episode of real world... theres two guys making out in a
hot tub...-
Phoenix (3:55:42 PM): *raises
a brow, then tries to go back to work, scribbling out paragraph after paragraph
in my notebook*
Caiden (3:58:03 PM): -pulls legs up in front of me and closer to my chest, getting turned on
as I watch the two-
Phoenix (4:08:07 PM): getting
techniques, or what? *laughs, reaching over and pulling out IPOD to listen to
instead of moaning*
Caiden (4:12:01 PM): -bites on his lip before getting up, obvious hardon tenting my pants
but concentrating more on leaving the room-
Phoenix (4:35:24 PM): *glances
over at you and keeps back a comment, turning on IPOD and clicking on The
Clash*
Caiden (4:36:55 PM): -finds way into my room, shutting the door with a bit of frustration
and tugging down my pants, laying back on the bed and getting to work, arching
my hips up hard and fast against my gip-
Caiden (4:36:57 PM): grip-
Phoenix (4:53:11 PM): *startles
a bit at the slam of the door, knowing what you must be doing now and snickers
a bit*
Caiden (4:55:35 PM): -moans softly to myself, my eyelids fluttering as I get off. ten
minutes of stroking and teasing and I finally cum, shooting across the top
sheet of my bed-
Phoenix (4:57:37 PM): *hums
to self, having turned off the tv and started my drawing finally*
Caiden (4:59:10 PM): -opens his door, doing to the bathroom and washing hands-
Phoenix (5:07:00 PM): *smirks
down at the still life drawing of a teenage boy*
Caiden (5:07:23 PM): -comes back in, jeans low on hips and scratching the back of my head-
Phoenix (5:18:56 PM): *holds
up the almost finished charcoal sketch of the boy jerking off in bed* what d'ya
think? *smirk widens*
Caiden (5:19:19 PM): -clenchs jaw a little- jerk.
Phoenix (5:20:51 PM): hey,
i thought it was hot *laughs*
Caiden (5:23:36 PM): -rolls eyes a little and sighs, ruffling my hair so it covered my
forehead-
Phoenix (5:25:27 PM): *shrugs
again and tucks the drawing away* three more hours...oh this is fun
Caiden (5:26:46 PM): so what did she assign you to give me for dinner? burnt toast? moldy
casserole? -voice bitter-
Phoenix (5:31:26 PM): actually.
im taking you out to get something *gets to feet and plucks up car keys *let's
go
Caiden (5:35:11 PM): -blinks a little bit- thought she said something about staying home
Phoenix (5:52:27 PM): what
she doesn't know won't hurt me *heads to the door* what? don't you want
something edible?
Caiden (5:54:37 PM): -smiles just a little bit, scratching my arm- I um... let me get
another shirt... -is wearing a white wifebeater-
Phoenix (6:09:49 PM): *goes
out to the car and starts it, waiting for you*
Caiden (6:12:46 PM): -comes out with a dark red polo looking shirt, tattered and theres black
symbol type things across the back in splatters and slides into the car-
Caiden (6:21:04 PM): Phoenix (6:09:49 PM): *goes
out to the car and starts it, waiting for you*
Caiden (6:12:46 PM): -comes out with a dark red polo looking shirt, tattered and theres
black symbol type things across the back in splatters and slides into the car-
Caiden (6:29:41 PM): Phoenix (6:09:49 PM): *goes
out to the car and starts it, waiting for you*
Caiden (6:12:46 PM): -comes out with a dark red polo looking shirt, tattered and theres
black symbol type things across the back in splatters and slides into the car-
Phoenix signed off at
6:31:16 PM.
Phoenix signed on at
6:31:17 PM.
Caiden (6:31:38 PM): -comes out with a dark red polo looking shirt, tattered and theres
black symbol type things across the back in splatters and slides into the car-
Phoenix (6:36:32 PM): *smirks
over at you, then pulls out of the driveway and heads towards the town* so,
what'cha want?
Caiden (6:39:11 PM): -shrugs alittle bit, looking out the window=-
Phoenix signed off at
6:40:42 PM.
Phoenix signed on at
6:41:32 PM.
Caiden (6:43:11 PM): -shrugs alittle bit, looking out the window-
Phoenix (6:45:35 PM): oh
come on. there has to be something you wanna eat
Caiden (6:46:05 PM): anything we can take back...-quietly-
Phoenix (6:48:33 PM): *nods*
well, that's about half the block
Caiden (6:53:26 PM): -shrugs once more- McDonalds, I guess.
Phoenix (7:02:26 PM): *heads
towards the fast food restaurant and pulls up* what would you like?
Caiden (7:03:35 PM): -looks at you and smirks a bit- you know what I always eat, nix.
Phoenix (7:08:52 PM): *snorts
and puts in the order for you and gets something for myself, then pulls up and
pays*
Caiden (7:09:59 PM): what was that for?
Phoenix (7:23:49 PM): *quirks
a brow* what was what for?
Caiden (7:24:39 PM): the snort
Phoenix (7:28:39 PM): *chuckles*
it was nothing. because you were right, and i was braindead for a moment
Caiden (7:29:02 PM): -laughs a little- exactly.
Phoenix (7:37:48 PM): *gets
the food and swats at your arm* you weren't supposed to agree with that
Caiden (1:06:54 AM): eyelinerandlust: "I think we passed that point a few hours
ago"
Phoenix: I raised my brows, then nodded. "Yeah, you're right...we
did."
Caiden (1:07:06 AM): [oops]
Caiden (1:06:46 AM): Caiden: -laughs a little- exactly.
Phoenix: *gets the food and swats at your arm* you weren't supposed to agree
with that'
Phoenix (1:09:37 AM): (and
it's your turn, lol)
Caiden (1:12:13 AM): was too. -smirks and scoots away=
Phoenix (1:14:26 AM): *rolls
eyes and heads out of the parking lot back to your house*
Caiden (1:19:43 AM): -picks at the french fries, quietly-
Phoenix (1:23:46 AM): *sings
along to the radio, tapping fingers on the steering wheel*
Caiden (1:36:36 AM): -sinks down into his seat more, eating more-
Phoenix (1:38:48 AM): *gets
back to the house and parks in the same spot, then gets out, swinging keys*
Caiden (1:41:12 AM): -walks a little behind you, watching you-
Phoenix (1:44:35 AM): *phone
rings on hip and i answer it* yeah, this is him. no, im busy. hanging out with
a friend, why?
Caiden (1:46:05 AM): -licks lips and feels a nervousness through me-
Phoenix (1:54:44 AM): well,
i can't right now. i'll get back to you later. yes, i promise. later. *hangs up
and puts phone back in my pocket*
Caiden (1:56:57 AM): who was that? -curiously-
Phoenix (2:06:05 AM): *rolls
eyes* some girl in my class. my partner. always bugging me because she has this
crush, or so my mate says *shrugs* not like she has a chance anyway
Phoenix signed off at
2:09:17 AM.
Caiden (5:04:37 PM): Caiden: who was that? -curiously-
Phoenix: *rolls eyes* some girl in my class. my partner. always bugging me
because she has this crush, or so my mate says *shrugs* not like she has a
chance anyway
Caiden (5:12:03 PM): oh... -opens the door up-
Phoenix (5:13:34 PM): *pops
a fry into my mouth* i can't stand it when girls can't see the truth that's
right in front of them....i swear...such ditzes
Caiden (5:20:23 PM): -you talk and i'm barely listening, trying to concentrate more on not
getting hardagain-
Phoenix (5:26:49 PM): *goes
over to couch, curling up indian-style and flipping open my book again absently
putting my headphones on my ears* like they couldn't tell i was gay...hah
Caiden (5:31:26 PM): -blinks a little and tugs food out of the bag, leaving yours on the
couch next to you while i go to the kitchen-
Phoenix (5:33:49 PM): *chews
on a fry as i reopen my book and started to read* i should just buy a shirt
that says 'sorry girls i suck dick' (hehehehe had toooo)
Caiden (5:39:30 PM): -flops down at the kitchen table and hits head on the wood, setting my
burged on the table-
Phoenix (5:44:50 PM): *takes
a sip of my pop and sings along to a song on my Ipod and tries to read*
Caiden (5:45:43 PM): -eats quietly, simply hearing you sending littlle shivers down my
spine. not long after ive finished eating, my hand slides down my pants-
Phoenix (5:57:27 PM): *finishes
off food and tosses it into the bag, then gets to my feet to go throw the stuff
away, oblivious to you*
Caiden (6:03:57 PM): -has head tilted back, lips parted, and payinh attention to nothing-
Phoenix (6:13:26 PM): *tosses
out garbage in the rubbish bin then chances a glance over at you* you're gonna
go blind doing that all the time *chuckles and leaves the room*
Caiden (6:15:58 PM): you can be my bloody fucking seeing eye dog. -spits out the windows, a
bit crabby-
Caiden (6:16:38 PM): words---
Phoenix (6:22:46 PM): *laughs
harder as i get back to the couch* you should just get someone to help you out.
it's better that way
Caiden (6:23:42 PM): -grumbles to self- i wouldnt know
Phoenix (6:29:08 PM): *smirks
and starts another sketch, humming now*
Caiden (6:30:02 PM): -huffs a little and gives up, my wrist aching before I walk out into
the living room-
Phoenix (7:07:58 PM): *blows
charcoal off the page and scrutinizes it, a black smudge on my cheek*
Caiden (7:08:51 PM): do you ever put that thing down? -quirks an eyebrowm, sitting on the
ground-
Phoenix (7:22:30 PM): *glances
down at you* i have drawings due f or my class tomorrow *shrugs*
Caiden (7:23:44 PM): right... and me jerking off is part of your assignment....
Phoenix (7:28:03 PM): *smirks*
it's still life. you provided me with an idea
Caiden (7:33:11 PM): and porn is allowed in highschool art since...?
Caiden (7:33:19 PM): secondary school=
Phoenix (7:42:44 PM): *laughs*
who said it was for secondary school?
Caiden (7:46:38 PM): then what bloody class are you talking about?
Phoenix (7:47:46 PM): *chuckles*
i take an art class at the university, if you really wanna know
Caiden (7:48:42 PM): since when?
Phoenix (7:57:40 PM): since
the summer time. i got accepted there. art teacher at our school recommended me
Caiden (8:03:52 PM): thanks for telling me.
Caiden (8:03:59 PM): -grumbles a little, playing with the remote-
Phoenix (8:07:33 PM): *furrows
brows* why would you care?
Caiden (8:15:39 PM): -glances back at you a little- because last i checked i knew everything
about you?
Phoenix (8:17:50 PM): *snorts*
you? know everything about me? yeah...all right
Caiden (8:21:23 PM): -feels a sting and looks away from you-
Phoenix (8:25:55 PM): you
didn't even know i was gay...i'd say that's a big thing, caiden
Caiden (8:27:46 PM): and when did I say that?
Phoenix (8:28:09 PM): *shakes
head* the look on your face said it all, cai
Caiden (8:29:10 PM): -youre starting to piss me off- the look on my face when, exactly?
Phoenix (8:45:35 PM): when
i talked about it. jesus christ! you were there. you had no fucking idea
Caiden (8:48:32 PM): -rolls his eyes and looks back at the tv
Phoenix (8:56:44 PM): *shakes
head and goes back to sketching*
Caiden (8:58:18 PM): -mutters something under his breath to himself-
Phoenix (8:59:33 PM): *shuts
sketchpad, no longer in the mood to draw and unable to believe i let myself
argue with a thirteen year old*
Caiden (9:01:50 PM): -stares at the tv, more aware of whats going on behind me than in front
of me-
Phoenix (9:11:36 PM): *shoves
belongings into my bag, glancing at the clock*
Caiden (9:14:46 PM): leaving?
Phoenix (9:16:25 PM): *quirks
a brow* no, why?
Caiden (9:18:18 PM): just wondering... -the phone starts to ring-
Phoenix (9:22:08 PM): *sits
back against the couch and puts a leg up in front of me, glancing at the phone*
you gonna get that, or should i?
Caiden (9:23:59 PM): -reachs up and answers- ello... yeah... hold on mum... -hands the phone
to you- says she needs you to stay for another 2 hours.
Phoenix (9:26:19 PM): *takes
the phone with a little sigh* hello? yeah...no i don't have plans...sure i'll
stay...uh huh....all right...bye, mrs. stofliars...*hands the phone back to you
to hang up*
Caiden (9:28:10 PM): -drops it into the cradle with a huffy noise, getting up and leaving
the room-
Phoenix (9:29:38 PM): *sighs
a bit and shakes head, lying down on the couch and taking out "interview
with the vampire"*
Caiden (9:32:05 PM): -comes back in carrying his guitar and the amp, sitting across the room
laid back in the large armchair, starting to strum Welcome to Paradise-
Phoenix (9:33:26 PM): *smiles
a bit at that and continues reading*
Caiden (9:38:37 PM): -looks across the room, strumming the chords a few times, messing up
and doing it again... finally gets it on the third try, letting my fingers feel
it out-
Phoenix (9:39:48 PM): you're
pretty good *says as i flip another page*
Caiden (9:43:07 PM): -says nothing and trails off into longview, playing a little harder-
Phoenix (9:44:38 PM): *quirks
a brow and stops reading* something's bothering you..and before you break your
guitar strings, why not just be your blunt Caiden self and tell me what it is
Caiden (9:45:23 PM): -just keeps playing, trying not to look at the strings-
Phoenix (9:46:17 PM): *sighs*
fine, whatever *goes back to reading*
Caiden (9:50:47 PM): -finishes the song up, my cheeks red from concentration-
Phoenix (9:54:32 PM): *almost
to the end of the book, but still half-concentrating on you*
Caiden (2:15:12 AM): Caiden: -finishes the song up, my cheeks red from
concentration-
Phoenix: *almost to the end of the book, but still half-concentrating on you*
Session concluded at 2:17:11 AM
Phoenix (2:19:34 AM): (and
still you)
Caiden (2:22:09 AM): -holds guitar on my lap, strumming the chords now absent
mindedly-
Phoenix (2:26:00 AM): *glances
over at you and then comes to stand behind you, reaches over and takes your
hand, placing them on the frets and showing you simple movements* if you bend
your wrists more towards the guitar you can slide between chords better *nods
and goes back to the couch, lying down again and picking up book8
Caiden (2:26:35 AM): you act like i didnt just play an entire song without
looking.
Phoenix (2:31:20 AM): no...i
was just being me...*sighs* i noticed you g ot frustrated before, that's
all...fuck it, okay, caiden? just do what you want and i won't bother you
anymore...*tugs headphones over my ears roughly and turns up music so it pounds
in my ears*
Caiden (2:34:32 AM): -sighs and looks back down at the guitar, closing my eyes and
listening as I thumb over the strings-
Phoenix (2:35:28 AM): *listens
to the pulsating music and attempts to read but can't concentrate, so i
pretend*
Caiden (2:38:01 AM): -parts lips, singing softly as i go and taking a few steps
back, going over that part of the song-
Phoenix (2:40:07 AM): ah
fuck it...*tosses aside book and gets up, yanking off headphones and pulling my
cigarettes from my bag, stepping out into the backyard and lighting one up*
Caiden (2:40:48 AM): -glances after you just briefly before i keep singing-
Phoenix (2:43:12 AM): *takes
a drag and looks off into the distance*
Caiden (2:44:48 AM): -strums it a little faster, the sound coming from the amps
dirtier and my voice rising-
Phoenix (2:47:22 AM): *arches
a brow and glances over my shoulder and then shakes head a bit and takes
another drag*
Caiden (2:49:01 AM): -stops abrubtly, feeling suddenly frustreated all over again-
Phoenix signed off at 2:49:45
AM.
Session concluded at 2:50:57 AM
Caiden (6:00:35 PM): Phoenix: *arches a brow and glances over my shoulder and then
shakes head a bit and takes another drag*
Caiden: -stops abrubtly, feeling suddenly frustreated all over again-
Phoenix (6:19:23 PM): *stares
up at the sky and lets out a steady breath, grinning a bit now*
Caiden (6:30:47 PM): -leans so my chin rests on the body of the guitar-
Phoenix (6:31:53 PM): *takes
one last drag on the cigarette and tosses it into a nearby rubbish bin*
Caiden (6:40:36 PM): -sighs and looks at fingers, noticing my index finger
bleeding-
Phoenix (6:44:29 PM): *comes
back inside, getting myself a glass of water in the kitchen*
Caiden (7:07:14 PM): -sucks at his finger, sighing a little-
Session concluded at 7:13:02 PM
Phoenix (7:15:03 PM): *comes
back out into the living room and plops down on the couch again, sipping the
water and glancing at you* cut yourself?
Caiden (7:15:37 PM): -grumbles something, finger still in mouth-
Phoenix (7:19:42 PM): *shrugs
and just grabs my book back from my bag and opens it again*
Auto response
from Caiden (7:19:42 PM): I am away from my computer right now.
Caiden (7:36:17 PM): -pulls finger away and looks at it then starts
sucking at it again-
Phoenix (7:36:51 PM): *glances
at you again and chuckles* maybe you should just put a bandaid on it
Caiden (7:44:59 PM): bandaids get in the way
Phoenix (7:49:49 PM): ah,
right...* nods and flips through my book again*
Caiden (7:54:18 PM): -gazes at you, sunk down in my seat and gazing
over the guitar-
Phoenix (8:00:10 PM): *furrows
brows at the book and bites at lipring*
Caiden (8:03:14 PM): -sighs a little bit, looking back at the
strings and frowning at the blood on it, wetting my finger and wiping it off-
Phoenix (8:16:14 PM): *laughs
at something in the book and shakes head* such morbid sense of humor *mutters
under breath*
Caiden (8:17:30 PM): -ignores you, singing a song softly under my
breath, stroking the strings here and there-
Phoenix (8:40:16 PM): *gets
into the book once again, losing track of everything else, but the sound of
your voice*
Caiden (8:41:06 PM): -picks up the song a little harder, a little
faster, and calms it down again-
Phoenix (8:45:39 PM): *blinks
a bit and stares at you for a moment, but doesn't ask, knowing you won't talk
to me anyway*
Caiden (8:47:58 PM): i want to be in a band someday... one that
people know...-quietly-
Phoenix (8:51:13 PM): *smiles
softly* i could see that happening
Caiden (8:53:23 PM): i don't...-frowning a little to myself-
Phoenix (8:55:42 PM): that's
because you don't have enough faith in yourself
Caiden (8:57:50 PM): no. its because i just dont see something that
good happening to me.
Phoenix (7:05:16 PM): *arches
a brow, tipping back the rest of the beer before setting the bottle aside*
Caiden (7:25:31 PM): -unfolds legs and puts them over the side of
the bed, chewing on my lip-
Phoenix (7:54:45 PM): you're
nervous, aren't you *asks softly*
Caiden (8:03:22 PM): no. -bluntly-
Phoenix (8:08:35 PM): *smirks
a bit* all right then....
Caiden (8:19:49 PM): anxious, maybe... -smirks-
Phoenix (8:27:56 PM): *smirk
turns into a grin* mmm...yeah....*crooks a finger at you*
Caiden (4:29:09 PM): -gets off the bed a bit hesitantly, my many day
dreams about you flitting through my head as I move closer-
Phoenix (4:37:24 PM): *one
brow stays raised as i watch you, leaning back on my elbows*
Caiden (6:04:10 PM): -steps up, merely an inch from you-
Phoenix (6:15:18 PM): *tilts
head to the side, looking you up and down for a moment*
Caiden (6:25:22 PM): -fidgts a little bit, closing the gap so i
touch against you-
Phoenix (6:36:57 PM): *gazes
down at you, sliding hands gently over your arms*
Caiden (6:37:16 PM): -shivers a bit, feeling the goosebumps rise on
my skin-
Phoenix (6:51:00 PM): so
what is that you want, caiden...hmm? *whispers*
Caiden (6:52:08 PM): I want you... I want... you to overpower me...
I want you to do anything....
Caiden (5:58:46 PM): oh...-quietly, even more nervous because we'll
be alone-
Phoenix (6:10:47 PM): *shrugs*
that at least means we'll have stocked food *laughs and gets out of the car*
Caiden (6:12:41 PM): foods good...-quietly-
Phoenix (6:19:03 PM): *heads
up to the house, unlocking the door and having to brace myself not to get
knocked down by our two dogs*
Caiden (6:24:21 PM): -follows behind you quietly, petting one of the
dogs as it laps at my wrist-
Phoenix (6:35:29 PM): you
can put your bag in my room, im gonna get something to drink
Caiden (6:36:09 PM): -nods a little bit, taking myself to your room.
instead of putting it in there and leaving, i sit down on your bed-
Phoenix (6:47:14 PM): *snags
a beer out of the fridge and pops it open, then heads to my room, glancing over
at you before going to the stereo and turning it on*
Caiden (6:55:30 PM): -is holding onto a pillow, blinking a little
when i hear your turn the stereo on-
Phoenix (6:56:32 PM): *NIN
blares into the room and I kick off my shoes, taking a sip of the beer*
Caiden (6:57:36 PM): -looks up at you with dark eyes, setting the
pillow aside-
Phoenix (4:10:52 PM): yes, really....unless
you don't want to *i couldn't help smirking again*
Caiden (4:18:03 PM): no... I do...- trails off- I'll... be right
back.... I grabbed the phone off the stand and went to my room, finding my
messenger and shoving clothes in it on the note that i was "staying
over"
Phoenix (4:33:55 PM): *standing
in the front hallway, i wondered what in the hell i was doing*
Caiden (4:37:47 PM): -hangs the phone up and walks out, pants low on
hips once more as i come out with a bag-
Phoenix (4:40:04 PM): *smiles
a bit at you before hoisting my own bag over my shoulder and heading out the
front door to my car, getting in and starting it up*
Caiden (4:45:50 PM): -follows behind you, stomach in knots-
Phoenix (5:18:08 PM): *pulls
out of the driveway, turning on the radio loud and heads towards my house*
Caiden (5:19:46 PM): -sinks down into the seat and chews lip
nervously, this wasnt how id hoped for it-
Caiden (6:51:05 PM): [poke?]
Phoenix (7:03:01 PM): *stops
at a light and glances over at you* are you okay?
Caiden (7:05:35 PM): -nods a bit- fine...
Phoenix (7:08:12 PM): okay...*pulls
up shortly to my house, noticing my dad's car is gone* him and mum are probably
up at the summer house, opening things up
Phoenix (4:59:28 PM): *sighs*
well, when it does, remember me and send me a signed picture
Caiden (5:01:35 PM): could do better than that. you can be my
manager.
Phoenix (5:07:15 PM): *glances
at you and smirks a bit* oh? have you maybe open up for my mate's band...*nods
to self* hmmm...
Caiden (5:08:15 PM): your mates band can open for me -jokes-
Phoenix (5:24:19 PM): *laughs
a bit* well, yes...when you hit it big before they do....but i was talking
about now...they have a gig at the local pub....maybe you'd like to be an
opening act?
Caiden (5:25:44 PM): by myself?
Phoenix (5:36:45 PM): *shrugs
a bit* you could get people if you'd like
Caiden (5:37:12 PM): people, huh?
Phoenix (5:50:21 PM): well,
i don't know
Caiden (5:53:33 PM): could be a one man band, maybe
Phoenix (6:13:52 PM): *grins*
well, yes....that would be something new
Caiden (7:16:15 PM): mm...-looks down at the guitar again-
Phoenix (7:20:45 PM): *glances
back at my book* you're good enough , you know?
Caiden (7:21:03 PM): no...actually... i don't know...-quietly-
Phoenix (7:23:42 PM): well,
you are....because i said so *chuckles* better than a lot of people older than
you
Caiden (7:25:56 PM): -sets the guitar down and sighs, looking atmy
finger again-
Phoenix (7:28:31 PM): *bites
at lip again as i read*
Caiden (7:43:17 PM): are you actually reading that thing? or just
avoiding conversation?
Phoenix (7:52:32 PM): *glances
at you* i was reading...and im not avoiding anything
Caiden (7:55:40 PM): -looks up at you in turn, my eyes dark and
maybe even a bit lustful, before i slide off the chair and take my guitar with
me to my room-
Phoenix (7:56:53 PM): *furrows
brows, muttering under my breath* what in the hell does he want from me?
Caiden (7:58:21 PM): -is in one of those moods again. wishing
someone could just read my bloody thoughts and i wouldnt have to make an ass
out of myself. sets the guitar down and plops onto my bay window seat-
Phoenix (8:04:45 PM): *sighs
in frustration and gets to my feet, stomping to your room* why do you have to
act like such a little kid, huh?
Caiden (8:14:05 PM): -pulls legs up- because I am
Caiden (8:14:38 PM): its all you see me as anymore, isnt it?
Phoenix (8:17:28 PM): *frowns*
no, that's not how i see you. i see you as an almost fourteen year old that i
sort of thought of as more of a mate than a babysitting charge
Caiden (8:18:42 PM): and you think that someone whose more a mate to
you doesnt bloody know you're a fagoot then, eh?
Caiden (8:19:18 PM): [ahem]
Phoenix (8:23:31 PM): *narrows
eyes, coming over to you and slapping you across the face* dont you ever call
me that, you little punk! maybe you are just a child...just a spoiled little
brat
Caiden (8:32:09 PM): -shakes head and touchs cheek, glaring- oh,
fuck you, then. i can call you anything i bloody well want, faggot.
Phoenix (8:34:02 PM): *eyes
narrow into slits of pure venom, lip curling* i don't have to take your shite.
tell your mum i fucking quit...why don't you watch more faggots kissing
and try to pretend you didn't go to your room to jack off because you want a
guy just like that
Caiden (8:34:06 PM): [dont make him leave. this is too fun lmao]
Phoenix (8:34:38 PM): (haha.
oh i wont .nix doesn't back down, you know that)
Caiden (8:34:47 PM): maybe i do. maybe thats why i can call you
anything i bloody fucking want to.
Phoenix (8:41:02 PM): *rolls
eyes* yeah, that makes so much sense, caiden...go out and flaunt yourself to
some flaming gay that'll take your shite
Caiden (8:42:06 PM): -snorts back a laugh and looks outside- if
anyone could take my shite, thought it might be you.
Phoenix (8:47:56 PM): *goes
up to you and grips your collar, lifting you up with ease and pressing you
against the wall* and what should this faggot do, huh? *stares into your
eyes and my lips are hovering there above yours* yank off your pants and bend
you over?
Caiden (8:51:05 PM): its been a fantasy of mine, actually... yes...
Phoenix (9:09:03 PM): *quirks
a brow, then shoves you away from me* sorry, nope.
Caiden (9:10:05 PM): -looks at you, face falling a bit. so close to
what i've wanted all year but still fucking far-
Phoenix (9:11:41 PM): you
ruined it, caiden...remember that....by acting like a brat...you could've had
it to...just like that...*snaps fingers close to your face*
Caiden (9:12:46 PM): -moves away from you, flinching at your
fingers, and sits down again in the bay window-
Phoenix (9:15:04 PM): *shakes
head and leaves the room, going back to the livingroom and sitting on the floor
again*
Caiden (9:19:32 PM): -gets up and slams his door with a sound of
frustration, flopping down on the bed and burying head under the pillows-
Phoenix (9:21:09 PM): *rolls
eyes and stares at the pages of my book blankly, no longer trying t o read*
Caiden (9:22:45 PM): -feels wetness on my cheeks, sniffing and
growling to no one in particualt-
Phoenix (9:23:25 PM): *stares
at the clock now, realizing they're not gonna be there for over and hour or
more and sighs*
Caiden (9:26:34 PM): -gives up and just lets it happen, the material
of the pillowcase soaking with tears-
Phoenix (9:27:18 PM): *presses
head to knees* what in the fuck is wrong with me?
Caiden (9:30:34 PM): -mutters to self in the pillow- bloody
pointless...fucking bloody pointless...
Phoenix (9:32:14 PM): *runs
a hand over my face and grumbles* and to think...i'd have fucking done it too
Caiden (9:36:04 PM): -curls up more into myself, bringing head out
from under the mattress. wipes cheeks, tugging a comp. book out from under the
mattress and taking a pen off the sidetable-
Phoenix (9:38:03 PM): *presses
head to knees again and hopes they'll get back here so i can go home and just
lock myself in my room*
Caiden (9:41:18 PM): -pulls legs up and starts writing furiously on
the pages about you- fucked up again. worse than all the times he's caught
he staring at him. don't think he ever really noticed. and he calls me blind?
what a joke. i almost got what i wanted... i almost got him to kiss me... almost.
but i didnt. because i'm an asshole. a fucking idiot. i pissed him off, took it
too far like im always fucking afraid too. well... now he knows. it doesnt make
any difference though.
Phoenix (9:46:02 PM): *closes
eyes tightly and lets out a heavy breath* and i almost kissed him...and i
fucking wanted to
Caiden (9:47:42 PM): -closes the notebook, flipping through the
pages, your name littering everyone one-
Caiden (9:47:45 PM): every one-
Caiden (10:00:27 PM): -then reopens it and...-
Phoenix (10:01:21 PM): *lets
out a growl and gets up, storming back to your room, slamming open the door,
walking over to you and yanking you up in bed, crashing our lips together*
Caiden (10:03:16 PM): -drops the notebook almost instantly, my cheeks
still wet as I squeak in surprise-
Caiden (1:27:57 AM): Phoenix: *lets out a growl and gets up,
storming back to your room, slamming open the door, walking over to you and
yanking you up in bed, crashing our lips together*
Caiden: -drops the notebook almost instantly, my cheeks still wet as I squeak
in surprise-
Phoenix (1:31:05 AM): *has
arms around your waist now as I kiss you roughly*
Caiden (1:36:14 AM): -moves to kneel now, starting to kiss you back
heatedly-
Caiden (1:36:21 AM): -unskillfully-
Phoenix (1:39:02 AM): *presses
you to me, knowing i should stop, but not wanting to*
Caiden (2:02:19 AM): -sighs into your mouth, knowing i'm getting
exactly what i want an enjoying it while it lasts-
Phoenix (2:03:39 AM): *finally
makes myself pull away and breathes heavily*
Caiden (2:05:38 AM): -looks at you then down, rubbing over the
skinniness of my left arm-
Phoenix (2:06:27 AM): *moves
forward again and presses lips to your ear* if your parents weren't coming home
soon, i'd so fuck you right into that bed of yours *pulls back and smirks,
walking out of the room*
Caiden (2:08:23 AM): -opens and closes mouth, biting my cheek before
sliding off the bed and going after him- i'll take my chances... -grips you
around the waist a little- or maybe i can come over tonight...
Phoenix (2:09:45 AM): *arches
a brow and glances down at you a bit* i think it'd be better if you tried for
the latter one, cai...wouldn't want mummy dearest walking in on the babysitter
with his cock up her son's arse, now would we? *grins, eyes glinting*
Caiden (2:17:52 AM): so i'll call her... right now... and go home
with you..-looks up at you, eyes serious-
Phoenix (2:19:16 AM): *stares
at you for a moment then nods* all right
Caiden (2:25:16 AM): r-really?
Phoenix wants to directly
connect
(1:18:38 AM).
Phoenix is now directly
connected
(1:18:39 AM).
Phoenix (1:18:43 AM): Caiden (12:13:59 AM): Phoenix (6:51:00 PM): so what is that you want,
caiden...hmm? *whispers*
Caiden (6:52:08 PM): I want you... I want... you to overpower me... I want you
to do anything....
Phoenix (12:30:58 AM): *raises both
brows and then begins to push you lightly back towards the bed*
Caiden (12:43:28 AM): -sits down on it, slowly, and scoots back-
Phoenix (12:46:55 AM): *crawls onto the
bed, hovering over you*
Caiden (12:47:59 AM): i've always wanted someone to fuck me... and
ask me if i was alright...-softly, laying back into your pillows-
Phoenix (12:48:47 AM): *smirks a
little, looking down at you and running a hand over your stomach*
Caiden (12:50:27 AM): -sucks stomach in a little, unconciously,
beneath the fabric-
Phoenix (12:52:50 AM): *glides hand up
under your shirt gently, continuing to stare into your eyes*
Caiden (12:53:52 AM): -stomach flutters a bit, your hand cool on my
warm stomach-
Phoenix (12:56:22 AM): *leans down,
lips hovering over yours as I bring my hand down your side*
Caiden (1:01:41 AM): -scoots down beneath you more as you do-
Phoenix (1:08:35 AM): *lifts up your
shirt, tugging it over your head, then bows head and kisses at your chest*
Caiden (1:10:02 AM): -sighs, eyes fluttering a little as i look down
and watch-
Phoenix (1:21:49 AM): *kisses
down your chest to your belly button, dipping tongue inside the small indent*
Caiden (1:37:31 AM): -toes curl just a little at the soft flutters,
goosebumps rising-
Phoenix (1:38:34 AM): *kisses
around your belly button and hands slide up and down your sides*
Caiden (1:50:24 AM): -fights back the urge to thrust against your
touch...to plead with you to touch me more-
Phoenix (1:51:31 AM): *brings
hands to your pants and unbuttons them, sliding them down and kissing low over
your hip*
Caiden (1:56:34 AM): -sighs in content-
Phoenix (1:57:57 AM): *slips
your boxers off next and kisses a trail over your inner thigh*
Caiden (1:59:06 AM): -muscles tighten a bit in nervousness-
Phoenix (2:01:31 AM): *glances
up at you and whispers* relax...*parts your legs and kisses down beside your
cock*
Caiden (2:05:34 AM): easier said than done...-whispers-
Phoenix (2:05:52 AM): *kisses
right over your entrance and then downward more*
Caiden (2:06:19 AM): -shivers, my cock aching from the simple
movements-
Phoenix (2:10:24 AM): *flickers
tongue over the puckered hole and only slightly inside it*
Caiden (2:12:22 AM): -of all the times id thought about this
recently id never been one to experiment, this experience making me nervous-
Phoenix (2:14:46 AM): *moves
back upwards, kissing the tip of your cock*
Caiden (11:26:57 AM): -whimpers softly, legs spreading more at the
soft touch-
Phoenix (11:27:27 AM): *licks
up the shaft slowly, teasingly, hands on your waist now*
Caiden (11:29:48 AM): -reachs down and holds the comforter in one
hand and slides fingers through yourhair with the other-
Phoenix (11:31:57 AM): *moves
away from your cock and stares up at you for a moment, then lowers head down
and softly sucks at the head*
Caiden (11:32:58 AM): -shivers a little, watching your lips slowly
wrap around me-
Phoenix (11:34:30 AM): *takes
you down bit by bit, until i have you completely in my mouth and rubs over your
hipbones*
Caiden (11:40:53 AM): -moans a bit, my hips rotating a little against
your touch-
Phoenix (11:42:04 AM): *reaches
under you and grips your ass, lifting you up and sucking downward harder*
Caiden (11:46:34 AM): -feels toes curl on reaction, my hand gripping
harder in your hair-
Phoenix (11:48:00 AM): *fingers
practically embed in your ass cheeks as I swirl my tongue around you to the
base and then back up, teasing the slit*
Caiden (11:49:16 AM): p-phoenix.... -whimpers your name softly in
pleasure.
Phoenix (11:50:24 AM): *grins
against your skin, letting you slowly go out of my mouth and kneeling between
your legs as I rip off my shirt and shimmy out of my pants--licks over lips and
leans down, trailing tongue over the bump of your throat*
Caiden (11:50:49 AM): -lets head fall back more into the pillow, my
hands touching your upperarms-
Phoenix (11:53:46 AM): *kisses
at your throat as I moisten two fingers and bring them down to your entrance,
rubbing around it first then pressing gently inside*
Caiden (11:54:25 AM): -nudges head a little against the side of
yours, sighing-
Phoenix (11:55:29 AM): *rubs
inside of you in soft circles, kissing just below your jaw*
Caiden (11:58:01 AM): -reachs and touchs the back of your neck,
looking down at you a bit-
Phoenix (11:58:29 AM): is
this..what you wanted...? *whispers against your ear*
Caiden (11:59:38 AM): -nods a little bit- y-yes...
Phoenix (12:00:52 PM): *smiles
and leans up to kiss you as my fingers press deeper*
Caiden (12:02:28 PM): -brings hands to your cheeks now, parting my
lips and kissing slowly, but wetly-
Phoenix (12:03:31 PM): *my
free hand comes up to cover yours as I scissor my fingers slightly inside you
and kiss back heatedly*
Phoenix signed off at
12:05:00 PM.
Phoenix signed on at
4:06:18 PM.
Caiden (5:09:15 PM): -pulls your face even closer to mine, sighing
against your lips as our noses touch.
Phoenix (5:17:28 PM): *smiles
a bit and nips at your lower lip, bending fingers inside of you*
Caiden (5:26:23 PM): -archs back just a little, my stomach pressing
to yours-
Phoenix (5:36:34 PM): tell
me...when you think you're ready *whispers, moving fingers against resistence*
Caiden (5:37:25 PM): no such thing... as ready....
Phoenix (5:47:17 PM): *looks
up at you* that's what you think
Caiden (5:48:22 PM): either way.... i'm not going to be ready... so
just... i'll say I am... now...
Phoenix (5:55:18 PM): *pulls
fingers from you and moves back* caiden...im not gonna do this if you're not
ready for it...
Caiden (5:56:38 PM): -laughs a little- is anyone ever actually ready
to have sex for the first time?
Phoenix (6:00:37 PM): yeah...some
people do it when they think they're ready for it, cai..it's not unheard
of...*sits back* maybe i shouldn't have even suggested this
Caiden (6:01:33 PM): whats it mean to be ready for something like
this, phoenix? not regretting it after? because i'm not going to.
Phoenix (6:12:14 PM): *glances
at you* and you're sure about that?
Caiden (6:14:15 PM): i'm sure that if I decide to pack up and go
home I'm going to regret it even more
Phoenix (6:17:57 PM): *nods
a bit* well then...turn onto your side
Caiden (6:18:56 PM): -furrows brows a little bit, slowly doing what
i'm told-
Phoenix (6:23:20 PM): *moves
over behind you and presses to your back* it'll hurt less this way, all right?
Caiden (6:25:02 PM): okay... -softly-
Phoenix (6:28:39 PM): *touches
your hair with my one hand and then takes hold of myself with the other and
presses to your entrance*
Caiden (6:40:08 PM): -spreads legs more, holding one up-
Phoenix (6:47:00 PM): *keeps
your leg up with one of mine and pushes inside of you slowly*
Caiden (6:48:19 PM): -chews lip, afraid to move-
Phoenix (6:49:54 PM): *kisses
the back of your neck* if i hurt you...tell me
Caiden (6:54:10 PM): you'll know....-quietly-
Phoenix (6:58:08 PM): *nods
a bit and steadily moves into you, in and out*
Caiden (7:03:25 PM): -scoots back a little, adjusting myself, and
bites lip-
Phoenix (7:05:26 PM): *presses
lips to the side of your neck and thrusts shallowly*
Caiden (7:13:10 PM): -breath leaves me in a soft whimper-
Phoenix (7:25:07 PM): *kisses
at the back of your shoulder and pushes in and out harder*
Caiden (7:25:52 PM): -tenses up a little at the harder push-
Phoenix (7:30:53 PM): it's
all right, cai...*slows pace again and rocks back and forth softly*
Caiden (7:35:45 PM): -moans softly as I shiver-
Phoenix (7:36:47 PM): *kisses
down over your shoulder blade and slams into you harder*
Caiden (7:39:06 PM): -reaches a hand back and grabs your hip,
arching against your groin-
Phoenix (7:42:58 PM): *moans
into your shoulder and moves faster*
Caiden (7:45:13 PM): -whimpers again, this time longer and more
throaty-
Phoenix (7:50:04 PM): *feels
myself sliding in deeper and nips at your shoulder*
Caiden (7:50:30 PM): -clenchs around you, a shaky breath coming out-
Phoenix (7:51:53 PM): *groans
loud and arches fully into you, gripping your side hard*
Caiden (7:53:06 PM): -hooks leg over yours now in an attempt to get
closer, my hips moving in small circles as I arch forward-
Phoenix (7:54:43 PM): mmm...you
feel so good around me, cai...*groans into your ear*
Caiden (7:56:44 PM): -groans again, my movements fastening-
Phoenix (8:01:14 PM): *arches
into resistence and kisses sucks at your neck*
Caiden (8:01:53 PM): bloody... fuck...harder...phoenix...
Phoenix (8:08:33 PM): *grins
wickedly and slams hips forward, burying myself to the base*
Caiden (8:10:23 PM): -my whole body shakes at this, toes curling-
Phoenix (8:14:15 PM): I bit
into his shoulder and fucked him harder, faster now, feeling myself getting
closer to the edge.
Phoenix signed off at
8:16:49 PM.
Caiden (4:32:14 PM): Moaning into the air, head tilting back into
his shoulder, my nails dug into his hip.
Phoenix (4:39:08 PM): I
kissed the side of his neck, holding onto him and rocking harder forward, my
cock brushing his insides with more force.
Caiden (4:39:52 PM): MY body arched away almost like it was
scared... the overpowering orgasm slowly buidling with each push he made.
Phoenix (4:57:10 PM): I slid
my hand down over his side and up again, kissing more at his skin as I pulled
out and pushed back in hard.
Caiden (4:57:59 PM): I found his hand, shakily, and pushed it down
towards my cock.
Phoenix (5:03:06 PM): I
couldn't help smirking at that. He did indeed know what he wanted. I encircled
my hand around his cock and jerked it steadily.
Caiden (5:05:41 PM): The small movements of his hand sent hard,
fast, shivers down my spine, overpowering and welcomed.
Phoenix (5:20:40 PM): My
thumb pressed down on the tip as I moved in at a quickened pace, hitting his
spot.
Caiden (5:24:43 PM): "Do that...again..." I whispered,
voice hoarse.
Phoenix (5:27:23 PM): I
arched a brow, pulling out then shoving back into the same spot. "What?
That?" I smirked again, jerking up hard.
Caiden (5:30:09 PM): "Yes... whatever the fuck it is.. keep
doing it..." My voice was demanding.
Phoenix (5:33:43 PM): I
leaned up to brush my lips to his ear. "That would be your spot, Caiden.
I'm pretty proud, found it on the first try."I pressed into the same spot
repeatedly.
Caiden (5:41:46 PM): I pressed myself hard against him, moaning
throatily.
Phoenix (5:45:01 PM): My
wrist bent as I jerked him and slammed harder and harder into his spot.
Caiden (6:12:59 PM): I started to quiver more and more, my movements
jerky.
Phoenix (6:14:47 PM): I
gripped his cock hard and jerked in short spurts, embedding myself to the base
inside of him.
Caiden (6:17:47 PM): I came without warning, my musscles tense and
pressed back as hard against him as I could.
Phoenix (6:18:30 PM): The
warm fluid trickled over my fingers as I grasped him and continued moving in
and out of him till at last, I came with a groan against his skin.
Caiden (6:21:25 PM): I held myself against him, panting, my chest
rising and falling hard and fast.
Phoenix (6:24:08 PM): My
breath came out heavy into his shoulder as I slowly let go of his cock and
rubbed my hand against the sheets.
Caiden (7:07:15 PM): I let myself relax against him, sinking back.
Phoenix (7:09:45 PM): Smiling
a little, I wrapped an arm around his middle.
Caiden (7:10:25 PM): "That... was exactly what I needed."
Phoenix (7:11:54 PM): I
laughed a bit. "Well then, glad I could provide it for you."
Caiden (7:12:43 PM): "Mmm..." I turned my head back a
little and looked at him.
Phoenix (7:13:23 PM): I
smirked at him, eyes twinkling a bit.
Caiden (7:15:15 PM): I blushed a little and laughed, looknig awa
again.
Phoenix (7:19:42 PM): Stroking
over his hair, I gently moved out of him and put a sheet over us.
Caiden (7:20:30 PM): "Your parents aren't going to come home
and find us like this, are they?"
Phoenix (7:23:52 PM): I
laughed a bit again. "Nah. They'll stay there overnight."
Caiden (7:26:31 PM): "Oh..." I nodded a little and touched
his side.
Phoenix (7:35:04 PM): "They
wouldn't come barging into my room anyway. You know them."
Caiden (7:37:12 PM): "Mm... yeah... guess I do..." I said
softly.
Phoenix (7:37:49 PM): I
kissed his cheek and then moved to lay on my back.
Caiden (7:40:48 PM): I turned around to face him again, not laying
too close.
Phoenix (7:42:53 PM): Putting
my arms behind my head, I closed my eyes.
Caiden (7:43:48 PM): "I... goodnight?"
Phoenix (7:49:05 PM): I
opened one eye and smiled a bit. "Night, Cai."
Caiden (7:54:44 PM): I nodded to myself and put my hand beneath the
pillow, feeling slightly awkward.
Phoenix (7:59:25 PM): "You
don't have to stay in here if you feel weird, Cai."
Caiden (8:00:22 PM): I blinked a little bit and looked at him. Yes.
I felt really fucking weird. But only because he seemed tot ake me for what he
said he wouldn't. "Alright. I'll be on the couch."
Phoenix (8:04:29 PM): I
opened an eye again and peeked at him. "You know where the extra blankets
and pillows are.
Caiden (8:06:18 PM): "yeah..." I closed my eyes a little
and sighed, finding my clothes.
Phoenix (8:13:01 PM): Reaching
out, I grabbed his arm. "You were really just gonna leave, weren't
you?"
Caiden (8:16:38 PM): "Looks like it."
Phoenix (8:18:22 PM): I
shook my head a bit and pulled him back onto the bed. "Nope."
Caiden (8:19:55 PM): "What do you mean no?"
Phoenix (8:22:26 PM): "I
mean no, I'm not letting you leave." I smirked.
Caiden (8:35:18 PM): "You said I could leave."
Phoenix (8:36:46 PM): "I
didn't mean I wanted you to." My smirk widened.
Caiden (8:40:36 PM): "That wasn't the point, was it?"
Phoenix (8:41:22 PM): I let
go of him, smirk slipping. "No, you're right. It wasn't. Go ahead
then."
Caiden (8:46:38 PM): I pulled my arm away quietly, looking at him.
Phoenix (8:48:59 PM): Shaking
my head, I laid back down again.
Caiden (8:52:27 PM): "What do you want me to stay for,
anyways?"
Phoenix (8:55:40 PM): "Well,
I never was a fuck and leave, guy. But whatever floats yer boat, Cai."
Caiden (9:00:57 PM): "I wasn't really getting that vibe."
Phoenix (9:01:49 PM): "Then
go ahead and go, if that's what you want. I'm not going to force you to
stay."
Caiden (9:05:39 PM): I swallowed a little and hung my head, walking
out.
Phoenix (11:58:03 PM): Sighing,
I laid on my side facing the wall and closed my eyes, knowing I wouldn't go to
sleep.
Caiden (11:58:30 PM): I wobbled a little as I walked, feeling odd and
a little sore.
Phoenix (12:03:27 AM): The
pillow smelled like him and I frowned.
Caiden (12:05:07 AM): I fell down on the sofa with a loud sqeak of it
beneath me, wincing.
Phoenix (12:09:27 AM): I
felt like an arse, but didn't know what to do. I'd taken his virginity and now
what?
Caiden (12:13:00 AM): It felt like he'd onyl asked me to stay because
he felt bad, but did he really care at all?
Phoenix (12:17:37 AM): I
sighed and got out of bed, slipping on my boxers and going out to him. I sat at
the edge of the couch. "I wanted to be with you, Cai. Before you'd even
mentioned to me how you felt."
Caiden (12:20:58 AM): I turned around a little and looked at him,
"You're not trying to make me feel better, are you?"
Phoenix (12:22:21 AM): "I'm
not going to lie to you just to make you feel better. You know damn well that's
not how I work."
Caiden (12:26:39 AM): "You know... admitting to anyone else
about what we just did... or that you'd want to be with me... that would make
you a pedophile." I smirked. The word pedophile always made me laugh. I
was almost fourteen and of as sound a mind as any adult.
Phoenix (12:27:36 AM): I
rolled my eyes to the ceiling. "Well then, I guess I am."
Caiden (12:28:08 AM): I sat up, hair in my eyes. "And would you
do that?"
Phoenix (12:31:00 AM): I
looked down at him. "Do what? Admit to people that I wanted to be with
you?"
Caiden (12:31:41 AM): "Yes... I mean... would you honestly take
me to a dance with you... or anything for that matter... and call me your date?
Phoenix (12:36:16 AM): I
smiled a bit. "I don't do dances. But if I did, sure."
Caiden (12:37:31 AM): "Not even the ones at the end of the
year?"
Phoenix (12:41:01 AM): I
thought about it for a moment. "Maybe, if I had a reason to go."
Caiden (12:41:48 AM): "What would be a reason to go?"
Phoenix (12:47:29 AM): I
looked down at him. "If you asked me."
Caiden (12:48:47 AM): "Funny, I thought you'd be the man."
Phoenix (12:55:44 AM): I
smirked a bit. "Well, I told you I wasn't a dance kind of bloke."
Caiden (12:58:03 AM): "Neither am I... I just like the idea of
having someone to go with."
Phoenix (12:59:55 AM): I
nodded a little. "All right. It's a deal. Next dance, you and me."
Caiden (1:03:31 AM): "Or at least we could go, scare everyone,
and leave."
Phoenix (8:26:12 PM): I
laughed. "Well, that sounds more like it.
Caiden (8:27:03 PM): I laughed and looked down at my hands, a small
smile on my lips.
Phoenix (8:30:16 PM): Reaching
over, I ruffled his hair. "Now, I just gotta figure out, do I give you a
cigarette and a drink after sex, or icecream?" I joked.
Caiden (8:30:52 PM): "Hilarious. How about more sex?"
Phoenix (8:44:08 PM): I
laughed. "Well, that's always an option too.'
Caiden (8:47:45 PM): I laughed in turn, shaking my head. "Nice
medium."
Phoenix (8:48:20 PM): I
shrugged a bit. "Hey, you suggested it."
Caiden (8:48:41 PM): "Well, all I heard was sex in that list of
things.."
Phoenix (8:50:24 PM): I
snorted into my hand. "Yeah, you're definitely a hormonal teenager."
Caiden (8:54:17 PM): "You're forgetting the biggest part."
Phoenix (8:57:25 PM): I
quirked a brow. "And what's that?"
Caiden (9:00:01 PM): "The part where I'm extremly gay. We know
how horribly horny boys can be..." I smiled a little, sliding a hand down
between his legs.
Phoenix (9:07:39 PM): I
looked down at his hand. "Mhmm...most definitely."
Caiden (9:09:17 PM): "So it's perfect, really... because you
know they want it as bad as you do..." I curved my fingers and cupped him
Caiden (9:09:18 PM): .
Phoenix (9:22:45 PM): Biting
my lip, I managed a small nod. "Right...."
Caiden (9:24:47 PM): I leaned forward and kissed his neck a little,
pressing harder.
Phoenix (9:28:48 PM): Licking
over my lips, I let my head fall back and succumbed to the touch of his hand.
Caiden (9:34:21 PM): "The thing is... I prefer the
cigarettes... but not as much as I'd prefer the weed..." I giggled a
little into his neck, stroking down. He didn't know me how he thought he did.
Phoenix (9:35:38 PM): Shaking
my head, I laughed. "What a bad little boy you are, Caiden."
Caiden (9:37:01 PM): I laughed again and nudged his head up with my
lips.
Phoenix (9:41:17 PM): "Trying
to seduce me." I chuckled.
Caiden (9:43:00 PM): "Is it working at all?" I pushed his
legs apart.
Phoenix (9:54:03 PM): "Mm...maybe
a bit."
Caiden (9:59:30 PM): I slid lower, gripping hard.
Phoenix (10:04:13 PM): "Fuck,"
I muttered.
Caiden (10:05:16 PM): "Seems more like a lot..." I curved
my hand against his cocking, jerking upwards through the material of his
boxers.
Phoenix (10:10:22 PM): Biting
down on my lip hard, I gripped the cushions on either side of me.
Caiden (10:12:02 PM): The material slid up and down with the
movements of my hand, squeezing harder.
Phoenix (10:21:39 PM): My
fingers bent in the cushions and I bit down so hard I was bleeding.
Caiden (10:26:15 PM): I watched him for a moment, head tilted.
"Don't hurt yourself."
Phoenix (10:26:59 PM): I
licked my bottom lip and chuckled. "I wont."
Caiden (10:28:13 PM): I leaned and kissed at his lips, reveling the
warm wetness.
Phoenix (10:30:52 PM): Kissing
him back heatedly, I wrapped one arm around his slender waist.
Caiden (10:37:05 PM): Iclimbed into his lap for a moment, "Can
I... "
Phoenix (10:38:11 PM): I
tilted my head to the side. "Can you what?"
Caiden (10:38:58 PM): "Would you let me fuck you...?" I
asked softly.
Phoenix (10:40:12 PM): "Hmm...sure,
why not?"
Caiden (10:43:29 PM): "Over the back of the couch?"
Phoenix (10:48:10 PM): I
rose my brows, then chuckled lightly. "All right."
Caiden (10:50:16 PM): "Well... maybe not other it..." I
smirked and tugged at his boxers. "Turn around?
Phoenix (10:53:32 PM): I
shimmied out of my boxers and turn around, kneeling*
Caiden (10:54:35 PM): I moved and kneeled behind him, bringing my
boxers down and off before pressing my hips against his skin.
Phoenix (11:03:13 PM): "Mmm...let's
see if you know what you're doing, huh?"
Caiden (11:04:20 PM): I curved my fingers around my cock, swiping the
tip against his entrance...coating it in my precum.
Phoenix (11:09:16 PM): I
shivered a little at the feel of the liquid and then braced my arms against the
couch.
Caiden (11:11:17 PM): Pressing intoa little bit, I kissed at his
shoulders.
Phoenix (11:12:38 PM): My
eyes fell closed and I took in the new feeling.
Caiden (11:14:41 PM): A whimper left my lips, the tightness
enveloping me/
Phoenix (11:21:07 PM): I
moved back slowly against him and hung my head a little.
Caiden (11:22:59 PM): I felt a shiver through me and my hips jerked
in response.
Phoenix (11:26:33 PM): Groaning,
I let my fingers bend against the material of the couch.
Caiden (11:29:16 PM): My hands fell beside his on the back of the
couch, spreading my legs more.
Phoenix (11:38:16 PM): I
reached and gripped his hands tight, moving against him steadily.
Caiden (11:39:23 PM): "You're....fucking
tight...phoenix..."
Phoenix (11:43:09 PM): "Mmm...am
I? And I thought I'd have loosened up by now." I smirked.
Caiden (11:45:35 PM): "Doesn't fele like it." I rotated my
hips a bit, hearing the blunt sound of our skin hitting.
Phoenix (11:51:03 PM): "Nope...apparently
not." I grinned now, slamming back against him.
Caiden (11:52:32 PM): I shivered and pressed back just as firecly.
Phoenix (12:07:39 AM): "Damn....you
are good."
Caiden (12:11:55 AM): "I wouldn't know... Am I?"
Phoenix (12:12:51 AM): I
nodded. "Yes, you are."
Caiden (12:13:45 AM): "Good." I flexed my back, arching
upwards and deeper.
Phoenix (12:22:26 AM): I let
my forehead fall against the couch and moved steadily against him, slower now.
Caiden (12:34:56 AM): My hands trailed down the flatness of his
stomach, pressing him back nto me.
Phoenix (12:44:44 AM): I
reached my hands down to his and thrust slowly onto his cock.
Caiden (6:58:57 PM): Whimpering, I pressed him harder into the couch
and slamme dhim.
Phoenix (7:04:05 PM): "Fucking
hell,"I breathed, eyes rolling back and grips his hands hard.
Caiden (7:08:13 PM): I smirked and kissed the back of his neck,
"Stop trying to be stronger than me..." [lmao dont ask]
Phoenix (7:15:22 PM): Shivering
slightly, I laughed. "Oh, forgive me."
Caiden (7:22:16 PM): "Forgiven..." Licking up the back of
his neck, I shivered and moaned.
Phoenix (7:28:46 PM): My
head tilted to the side as I moved harder against him.
Caiden (7:34:06 PM): I whimpered again, sliding my hands away and
down his chest-
Phoenix (7:39:33 PM): "Mmm..."I
groaned and pressed my forehead to the couch once more, feeling myself close to
the edge.
Caiden (7:58:27 PM): I arched against him a little slower, thrusting
upward as I kissed at his back.
Phoenix (8:01:47 PM): My
hands bent against the couch and I let out a cry as I came suddenly.
Caiden (8:05:57 PM): "You get to clean it up." I laughed a
little and kissed down his neck, whimpering.
Phoenix (8:06:57 PM): "Mmm...not
like I haven't before." I smirked, shuddering a bit.
Caiden (8:21:32 PM): I shivered a little, coming inside of him as I
bit his shoulder.
Phoenix (8:25:55 PM): "Fuck..."I
muttered at the feel of his teeth.
Caiden (8:27:05 PM): My hands made their way to his shoulders,
sliding down his chest and hanging my arms there.
Phoenix (8:27:55 PM): I
leaned against the couch, spent and breathing heavily.
Caiden (8:33:19 PM): My forehead pressed into his back, my muscles
taut and tense.
Phoenix (8:39:17 PM): I let
my eyes close as I tried to control my breathing.
Caiden (8:48:29 PM): I pulled out of him, slowly, and went to lay
down.
Phoenix (8:53:48 PM): Moving
away from the back of the couch, I reached over and got my boxers, slowly
slipping them on.
Caiden (8:56:08 PM): I gazed at him, a hand on my chest, and
breathing heavily.
Phoenix (9:05:42 PM): "Well,
for one that's never fucked before...you were pretty good."
Caiden (9:11:49 PM): Laughing, I shook my head, "Guess it's
natural..." I joked.
Phoenix (9:17:49 PM): I
rose a brow as I sat down, pulling up my legs. "Could be."
Caiden (9:21:04 PM): Stretching out a little, I scratched my hip.
Phoenix (9:22:37 PM): I
rested my head against the couch and smiled a bit at him.
Caiden (9:23:42 PM): "So I did alright then?"
Phoenix (9:32:08 PM): I
nodded. "Definitely."
Caiden (9:32:50 PM): I yawned a little and touched his back.
Phoenix (1:08:37 AM): "You
should sleep. I've worn you out." I laughed.
Caiden (1:13:11 AM): "I've worn myself out. Haven't slept all
week."
Phoenix (1:14:32 AM): I
shook my head a little. "Shit, Cai. Growing boys need sleep." I
winked, getting to my feet.
Caiden (1:16:51 AM): "Hmm... yeah... whatever you say..."
I reached out and tugged his leg.
Phoenix (1:17:30 AM): I
laughed and looked down at him. "What?"
Caiden (1:19:16 AM): "Where you going?"
Phoenix (1:19:40 AM): "I
was going to lay down in my bed. You're welcome to join me."
Caiden (1:20:12 AM): "Mmm... but I'm worn out..." I
reached up with both hands like a little kid.
Phoenix (1:21:50 AM): I
rose a brow. "What, am I supposed to carry you?"
Caiden (1:23:14 AM): "You've done it loads of times when you've
babysat me.."
Phoenix (1:24:16 AM): I
nodded a bit. "True." I reached down and scooped him up in my arms,
carrying him back towards my bedroom.
Caiden (1:26:57 AM): "See? Not much different... except we left
my boxers out there..."
Phoenix (1:27:44 AM): I
laughed slightly. "That's what extra pairs of mine are for." I headed
into the room a nd sat him down on the bed, then went over and shut the door.
Caiden (1:28:25 AM): "True. But I don't have much need for them
right now. They'll just get dried cum all over them anyways..."
Phoenix (1:29:56 AM): I
snorted a bit and nodded. "Right. Well, then forget about it." I came
over to the bed and laid down, arms behind my head.
Caiden (1:31:49 AM): I purposefully crawled over him and pushed him
towards the right side of the bed.
Phoenix (1:33:31 AM): "Hey
now, why are you moving me?" I huffed. "This is my bed, ya
know?"
Caiden (1:35:00 AM): I like the left side... and you were laying on
it."
Phoenix (1:35:25 AM): "Yeah?
So? That's the side I sleep on."
Caiden (5:45:14 PM): "Ever heard of being a good host?"
Phoenix (5:46:06 PM): "Hmmm,
and what's that consist of exactly?"
Caiden (5:50:30 PM): "Giving themyour bed..."
Phoenix (5:53:37 PM): I
snorted a bit. "Cept you're not a guest. You're Caiden. And I didn't see
you giving up your bed when I had to stay the nights at your house
before."
Caiden (5:55:06 PM): "I gave you the futon mattress. Its
better."
Phoenix (6:01:40 PM): I
rolled my eyes. "All right, all right. Have the left side already."
Caiden (6:02:43 PM): "I already have."
Phoenix (6:08:56 PM): I
rolled my eyes and curled up in the bed. "Yeah, I could push you off.
Remember that one."
Caiden (6:09:55 PM): "Into the wall?"
Phoenix (6:24:24 PM): "Off
the end." I smirked.
Caiden (6:26:53 PM): "MMph... goodnight."
Phoenix (6:37:58 PM): "Night,
Cai." I turned over onto my other side and closed my eyes.
Caiden (6:39:25 PM): I huffed a little. "You're doing it
again."
Phoenix (6:49:13 PM): "I'm
doing what again" I looked over my shoulder at him.
Caiden (6:51:31 PM): "EXactly what you did that made me leave
the room."
Phoenix (7:13:13 PM): I
turned back to look at him. "What? I'm just going to sleep. Why's that
bad?"
Caiden (7:14:35 PM): Sighing a little, I shook my head.
"Nevermind."
Phoenix (7:30:09 PM): "No.
Tell me. What am I doing wrong?"
Caiden (7:34:34 PM): I looked at him. "We just fucked... twice.
And you're laying on the toher side of the bed."
Phoenix (7:40:34 PM): "Oh..."I
bit my lip. "I'm sorry...I just...I'm used to just laying here...I
never..I'm sorry." I shook my head and scooted over to him, wrapping an
arm around him and pulling him close.
Caiden (7:43:09 PM): I smil;ed a little bit "Not used to it?
Tat could explain your lack of boyfriends."
Phoenix (7:46:20 PM): I
rolled my eyes. "Yeah, yeah. Another of my shortcomings."
Caiden (7:47:09 PM): "Why haven't you had a ton of
boyfriends... or you know... one good one?"
Phoenix (7:51:55 PM): I
shrugged a bit. "Because I'm too damn picky."
Caiden (8:00:59 PM): "You sure its because your picky?"
Phoenix (8:07:33 PM): I
frowned. "And what are you implying?"
Caiden (8:08:33 PM): "Nothing..."
Phoenix (8:12:18 PM): "Are
you sure about that?"
Caiden (8:12:42 PM): "What do you think I'm implying?"
Phoenix (8:19:46 PM): "I
don't know. That's why I asked you, Caiden."
Caiden (8:23:00 PM): I shrugged a little and held onto his arm.
Phoenix (8:27:11 PM): "All
right then. Fine."
Caiden (8:30:36 PM): "Its not because you don't want someone to
worry about, is it?"
Phoenix (8:35:03 PM): I
rose my eyebrows. "No, why would you even think that?"
Caiden (8:40:58 PM): "I... I don't know..."
Phoenix (6:12:12 PM): "That's
not an answer, Cai."
Caiden (6:12:43 PM): "I'm just paranoid."
Phoenix (6:28:27 PM): I
frowned deeper. "Well, that doesnt mean I'm a commitment phobe."
Caiden (6:29:26 PM): I shruged a litte and shook my head.
Phoenix (6:32:31 PM): "I'm
not."
Caiden (6:33:15 PM): "Okay..."
Phoenix (6:40:07 PM): "What?
You don't believe me?"
Caiden (6:41:47 PM): "Why are we still talking about
this?"
Phoenix (6:52:40 PM): "I
don't fuckin know. You brought it up, so obviously it's bothered you."
Caiden (6:54:15 PM): "No, it doesn't."
Phoenix (6:58:53 PM): "All
right, fine. It's over with then."
Caiden (7:00:04 PM): I didn't say anything else, hugging his arm a
little more.
Phoenix (7:01:46 PM): I
closed my eyes, holding him to me.
Caiden (7:02:06 PM): Sighing a little, I nudged my head against the
pillows and closed my eyes.
Phoenix (7:08:26 PM): "Good
night, Cai," I whispered into his ear before attempting to fall asleep.
Caiden (7:09:03 PM): "Night Nix..."