Caiden (7:06:48 PM): -nudges head against your arm. Its later at night and I’m feeling uncomfortable-
Phoenix (7:10:11 PM): -looks down at you a bit with a soft smile- what is it, love?
Caiden (7:15:13 PM): i cant get comfortable. -whines a little-
Phoenix (7:15:48 PM): aww...-strokes your hair- what can i do for you?
Caiden (7:18:00 PM): -nudges nose into your chest- it kind of... hurts... -quietly-
Phoenix (7:19:10 PM): -brows furrow- like where at?
Caiden (7:38:03 PM): -grabs your hand and puts it on the lowest part of my stomach-
Phoenix (7:46:27 PM): -brows arch- well...umm...do you wanna lie down?
Caiden (7:49:54 PM): mmmm...-a bit whiny like- -holds onto your hand a little tighter-
Phoenix (7:53:11 PM): -bites at lip, not sure what's going on and winces as you squeeze my fingers-
Caiden (8:02:19 PM): i think... nix... -looks up at you-
Phoenix (8:05:51 PM): -searches your eyes- right now?
Caiden (8:06:15 PM): -nods- I think so... -bites lip-
Phoenix (8:18:03 PM): oh boy...-gets up off the couch and gently helps you to your feet- i'll get the bag, all right, and be right back
Caiden (8:25:18 PM): -holds onto the side of the couch, biting on my lip and looking worried-
Phoenix (8:29:25 PM): -heads into the bedroom and snags the bag from the end of the bed--then comes back out to you- come on...let's go -puts an arm around your waist and helps you out to the car-
Caiden (8:30:02 PM): -winces a little, walking with you, gets down into the car carefully-
Phoenix (8:34:21 PM): -closes your door and gets into driver's seat, quickly pulling out of the driveway and heading towards the hospital--reaches over and takes your hand-
Caiden (8:36:04 PM): -is breathing unevenly, my fingers tight between yours-
Phoenix (8:44:04 PM): -gets to the hospital after zipping through traffic and reluctantly lets go of your hand to go get a wheelchair--brings it back and helps you into it, then wheels you inside-
Caiden (8:45:14 PM): -is gripping the arm rest sof the wheelchair-
Phoenix (8:47:07 PM:-goes up to the nurse's counter and frantically explains what's going on-
Phoenix (8:50:08 PM): -the nurse leads us to a delivery room and leads you behind a curtain to help you get undressed and into a gown--i stand nervously off to the side, biting my nail-
Caiden (8:52:50 PM): -the pain shoots down my back, getting worse by the second. the nurse leads me out and to a bed-
Phoenix (8:56:09 PM): -paces back and forth as a doctor comes in and checks on you, asking you about contractions-
Caiden (8:57:14 PM): they-re really... close together... -breaths a little unevenly-
Phoenix (9:07:23 PM): -the doctor nods and begins to set up instruments, then goes to wash his hands--i come over to you and take your hand- you all right, love?
Caiden (9:23:07 PM): i wouldn't call it...alright... -looks at you, a bit of fear in eyes-
Phoenix (9:27:56 PM): -touches your cheek softly- you're going to be fine, cai. im right here with you
Caiden (9:37:17 PM): -nods a little. a nurse gives me a two shots for the pain in both my back and in my abdomen-
Phoenix (9:41:17 PM): -smiles down at you- we'll have a beautiful baby boy once this is all over
Caiden (9:42:01 PM): -the pain slowly starts fading but its still there-
Caiden (9:42:13 PM): -i look over at you and smile- i know...
Phoenix (9:43:26 PM): -leans over and kisses your forehead- and i'll be right here...
Caiden (9:47:47 PM): -nods a little bit, actually feeling very sleepy. the drs talking to me but my eyes are locked with yours-
Phoenix (9:49:14 PM): -strokes your hair and winks at you-
Caiden (9:49:51 PM): -smiles and even manages a small laugh-
Phoenix (9:53:35 PM): that's my caiden...-kisses your lips softly-
Caiden (9:58:15 PM): -cant feel anything at all now, except the faint almost tugging feeling, i ay quietly to you- whats going on... -doesnt want ot look-
Phoenix (9:59:33 PM): -glances a bit down at the doctor and then up at you- he's making the cuts...-tries to smile though i feel a bit queasy-
Caiden (10:06:49 PM): -reachs hand up, ivy in the back of it, touchs your cheek at the look on your face- dont look ...
Phoenix (10:34:19 PM): -nods- right..-glances back at you and smiles again-
Caiden (10:35:32 PM): -hand drops from your cheek and i wince a little, not enjoying that numbe feeling-
Phoenix (10:35:54 PM): -strokes your hair and leans down, whispering a song into your ear-

Caiden (1:03:26 AM): -smiles at this, my eyes closing but still awake-
Phoenix (1:07:19 AM): -rests forehead against yours and continues the song, fingers gliding through your hair-
Caiden (1:24:11 AM): -groans a little, feeling a small twinge of pain, mostly very uncomfortable. i grip your hand-
Phoenix (1:26:12 AM): -holds onto your hand tightly, not stopping the song--it'll be okay-
Caiden (1:27:15 AM): -hears the sudden wailing sound of a baby, my eyes open-
Phoenix (1:31:01 AM): -blinks a bit and looks down again to see the doctor holding our son in his arms, feels ready to faint-
Caiden (1:31:36 AM): is it... can i look?
Phoenix (1:38:56 AM): -nods a bit, grin on my face now-
Caiden (1:41:02 AM): -looks over, my eyes completely trained on the baby the Dr. has nestled in the crook of her arm-
Phoenix (1:59:09 AM): -heart beats hard in my chest as i watch the nurse take the baby to go clean him off-
Caiden (2:02:21 AM): -looks at you and smiles softly, tiredly-
Phoenix (2:03:11 AM): oh cai...he's gorgeous...-grins-
Caiden (2:05:27 AM): y-yeah... he is...
Phoenix (2:10:24 AM): -the nurse comes back over as soon as she is finished and after the doctor has sewn you up--congratulations to the both of you-- she holds out our son to you-
Caiden (2:11:52 AM): -reaches up carefully, craddling the back of his head. i feel my heart thud harder in my chest as i look down at him-
Phoenix (2:15:09 AM): -comes up next to you again and smiles down at him- wow...he's something else....
Caiden (2:16:13 AM): -smile widens and i feel like I’m going to cry. i brush my fingers over the top of his head gently-
Phoenix (2:22:43 AM): -grins at the little noises he makes and his hands moving slightly as his eyes blink up at us-
Caiden (2:25:36 AM): -makes a sound somewhere between an aww and a cry-
Phoenix (2:33:36 AM): -glances at you and smiles, tears in my eyes as i kiss your cheek- we made him, cai....he's ours...thank you....
Caiden (2:35:27 AM): i... don't thank me... -smiles up at you-
Phoenix (2:37:16 AM): -laughs a bit- you brought him to me...to us...i can thank you all i want
Caiden (2:37:58 AM): if you insist... -tears streaknig my cheeks as i look down at him, playing with his fingers-
Phoenix (2:48:17 AM): -i let the tears fall, not caring, as i bent over and kissed his forehead- hey there Drew...
Caiden (2:49:39 AM): -laughs a little, one of hapiness, and grins-
Phoenix (2:50:16 AM): you got a little cousin to play with too, did you know that? -smiles wide- she'll adore you
Caiden (2:50:59 AM): i still cant believe they beat us too it... -smirks-
Phoenix (2:58:22 AM): -glances up at you- you can't believe it? with all the sex they had? ha! i was waiting for it
Caiden (3:18:36 AM): -smiles a little- yeah, but we've been doing it longe...- jokes-
Phoenix (3:19:21 AM): -laughs slightly- true...very true...-glances down at andrew- but he was worth the wait
Caiden (3:20:40 AM): yeah... he was... -carefully, i move to hand him to you-
Phoenix (3:24:17 AM): -cradles him in my arms, instantly taking his hand as i sit down beside your bed- you are something else, little guy...
Caiden (3:26:13 AM): -smiles warmly at this- i always wanted to see what you'd look like holding our baby...-quietly-
Phoenix (3:30:07 AM): -glances up and can't keep the grin off my face- so here i am. how do i look?
Caiden (3:30:29 AM): more beautiful than i thought...-grins and touchs your cheek-
Phoenix (3:33:49 AM): -nudges against your hand with a smile- i could say the same for you....but you're always beautiful to me
Caiden (3:35:50 AM): if beautiful is tired and lazy, then you got me
Phoenix (3:38:57 AM): -smirks- oh it is, at the moment
Caiden (3:39:21 AM): -lets out a sound closer to a giggle than a laugh-
Phoenix (2:54:01 PM): -grins and then my attention is brought back to Andrew as he lets out a loud squeaky noise-
Caiden (2:55:26 PM): -smiles faintly, yawning a little-
Phoenix (3:07:24 PM): i think we should let daddy sleep, huh little guy? -grins at him-
Caiden (3:10:10 PM): -hears a cooing sound and smiles still- i think he said yes
Phoenix (3:12:16 PM): -laughs a bit- i'm gonna take him to the nursery...i'll be back -gets up, cradling him and kisses your forehead-
Caiden (3:13:41 PM): -nods a little bit- dont give the other babies trouble, drew...-smirks-
Phoenix (3:15:35 PM): -chuckles and heads out of the room, down to the nursery where i hand him over to a nurse--takes one last look as they put him down and then goes back to your room and comes to sit beside you again-
Caiden (3:19:03 PM): you plan on staying here all night? -smirks-
Phoenix (3:46:07 PM): -grins- but of course, love
Caiden (3:47:13 PM): -reaches overhand threads our fingers together-
Phoenix (3:56:38 PM): -brings your hand up to kiss your knuckles- you were brilliant, love...
Caiden (3:57:35 PM): i didn’t do anything... -smiles- but you helped me keep my mind off it...
Phoenix (4:08:36 PM): -laughs- that's what im here for. a distraction
Caiden (4:09:22 PM): and you're definitely good at it...-smirks-
Phoenix (4:16:37 PM): -grins and gives you another wink as i rest my head against your pillow-
Caiden (4:17:24 PM): -turns a little on my side with a wince, tucking our hands under my cheek-
Phoenix (4:21:38 PM): -smiles softly, taking my free hand and stroking your hair- get sleep, love...i'll be here
Caiden (4:22:03 PM): -nods a little, closing my eyes and giving your hand a soft squeeze-
Phoenix (4:25:14 PM): -gently continues to stroke your hair, singing a soft song to help you sleep-
Caiden (4:26:39 PM): -smiles a little at the sound of your voice- love you, nix
Phoenix (4:33:50 PM): love you too, beautiful cai..-hand falls to rest on the bed as i close my eyes as well, still singing even as i drift off-
Caiden (6:03:59 PM): -falls asleep, cheek nudged against the back of your hand-