X KIEREN X (8:22:15 PM): "No! Don't touch me!" A glass shatters on the wall of the kitchen, and Caiden jumps a little in his seat. "I sweat to God, Mother, that if Kireina ever lets me keep my son that I won't ignore things like you did me. I won't ever let him hurt the way you both did me. I will love him despinte anything and everything; if he's gay, strait, disfiguredm retarted...I'll love him not matter what!"
x cutoutkid (8:23:34 PM): -can we move to when kieren slams cai against the wall after he runs out? we can use what u said already of cai to kireina-
X KIEREN X (8:24:02 PM): ( ::flips pages:: )
X KIEREN X (8:25:18 PM): Kireina brings her hands to her face, covering her eyes.
Caiden feels a coldness in his heart, and the last words that his boyfriend yelled rings through his ears like a broken record. His child. Kieren's son. Kieren is the father.
He wants to storm into the kitchen and demand an explaination. Why did Kieren not tell him? No, why did he do it?
Kireina removes her hands and tries to meet Caiden's eyes. "Cai"-
X KIEREN X (8:26:04 PM): "What?" he snarls. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"Becuase it's Kieren's repsonsiblility," she answers softly. "He's been searching for the right moment"-
"He fucked you"-
"It was an accident"-
"Fucking something is not an accident!"
X KIEREN X (8:27:07 PM): The kitchen grows silent after another glass shatters. Kieren opens the door and his red eyes land on Caiden.
"Why didn't you tell me?" demands Caiden as he stands
Kieren stands still; fresh tears begin to pour down his cheeks as his eyes stare at Caiden. "How-how much did you hear?" he chokes.
X KIEREN X (8:30:42 PM): Caiden looks away; he is fuming now as he takes three long strides for the door. Quickly, he turns the handle and rushes out into the hallway. He gets halfway down the hall towards the stairs when he hears, "Caiden, stop!" from Kieren.
The Aussie does not look back as he enters the stairwel, tears of rejection beginning to form, but he tries to blind them away. Caiden breaks into a hasty run down the stairs, taking two at a time. He does not heart the footsteps behind him taking three, four, five! steps at a time.
"Stop, Caiden!" calls Kieren. They are on the second floor now, and the raver quickly catches Caiden; when the smaller man refuses to stop, Kieren grabs for his hand. "Listen to me"-
"No!" Caiden takes his hand away but Kieren grabs at the punk's smaller body and slams him up against the wall.
"Goddamnit!" Kieren's voice echos through the tall room. "Give me a bloody moment to explain!"
X KIEREN X (8:30:47 PM): -sim-
x cutoutkid (8:31:28 PM): [caiden doesnt like being shoved]
x cutoutkid (8:31:42 PM): -shoves you off of me, looking at you with a hatred in my eyes-
X KIEREN X (8:32:09 PM): ::shoves you back, harder this time, pinning you against the wall so that you can't move::
x cutoutkid (8:32:22 PM): get. off. of. me.
x cutoutkid (8:32:39 PM): -seething-
x cutoutkid (8:32:42 PM): -like whoa-
X KIEREN X (8:33:09 PM): only if you listen to me!
x cutoutkid (8:33:46 PM): -wiggles in your grasp- let me go, you asshole.
X KIEREN X (8:34:11 PM): no :presses harder against you, my hands beginning to hurt a little::
x cutoutkid (8:34:56 PM): i won't listen if you don't let me the fuck go.
X KIEREN X (8:35:25 PM): ::gives you a look behind my eyes, tears still falling, as i carefully release you::
x cutoutkid (8:36:02 PM): don't you EVER fucking touch me like that again, Kieren. -tears in my eyes, a sick feeling of nostalgia ripping through me-
X KIEREN X (8:36:31 PM): ::looks down:: i'm sorry...::whispers::
x cutoutkid (8:36:59 PM): -rubs at me arm, stepping away from the wall-
x cutoutkid (8:37:01 PM): my-
x cutoutkid (8:37:49 PM): you want to explain what I just heard in there? since there's "more" to it. -sarcasmin my voice-
X KIEREN X (8:38:57 PM): ::looks into your eyes for a moment, and then looks away, leaning back agains the wall opposite of you:: i got trashed a few months ago, and i have sex with kireina...
x cutoutkid (8:39:22 PM): a few MONTHS and you never TOLD me?
X KIEREN X (8:40:42 PM): i was so trashed that i don't even remember it happening, but i woke up with her next to me...we were both naked...and i wanted to completely ignore that anything could have even happened...I didn't want to tell you something that may not even have been true...
X KIEREN X (8:41:28 PM): and then she told me she was pregnant the day i came back from adelaide, and i denied that i was the father...and i did for a long time until a few weeks ago when she finally made me have a blood test done...
X KIEREN X (8:42:18 PM): and it is mine, Cai...i wanted to tell you to your face...not on the phone or not through an IM...to your face because you deserve that...you deserve the truth to your face
x cutoutkid (8:42:50 PM): i don't care how you told me, kieren
x cutoutkid (8:43:00 PM): you should have let me in on what was going on in your life
X KIEREN X (8:43:21 PM): i know...everything just started to pile up...
x cutoutkid (8:44:10 PM): -swallows and looks down- and what about your dad, kieren? why do you hide all these things from me?
X KIEREN X (8:44:53 PM): it's not...that i hide them...
X KIEREN X (8:45:29 PM): it's...it's like how we don't talk about chuck...it's not pleasant conversation...
x cutoutkid (8:46:11 PM): -scowls and looks down- you lied to me... about your scar... i wouldnt have minded you telling me the truth
x cutoutkid (8:46:20 PM): we're not supposed to lie to one another
X KIEREN X (8:46:21 PM): i did tell you the truth
X KIEREN X (8:46:33 PM): i wasn't lying about getting in a fight
X KIEREN X (8:46:40 PM): that it was the only one i ever ran away from
X KIEREN X (8:47:37 PM): that wasn't a lie
x cutoutkid (8:49:14 PM): -shakes my head- alright, so you didn't tell the whole story.