Avery (1:53:47 AM): The class was loud and Avery tucked his headphones over his ears, deciding to hell with paying attention. It wasn't doing anything for him anyway. He knew the shite. All he had to worry about was the project coming up and who'd be his partner. But he'd hear the teacher announce that. For now he simply sketched in his notepad.
Ash (1:57:09 AM): Tumbling into the room, he fixed a messenger bag around himself and waited impatiently for the teacher to stick him in the back. It was obvious to him that all the empty seats there were because she'd moved the idiots who fucked around to the front. Well, it wouldn't be too long before she figured him out and did the same. "Ash Hayes?" She quirked her brows at him and he huffed, already heading to the abck of the room with a wave at her.
Avery (1:58:48 AM): Avery penciled in the detail on the dragon he drew, biting his pierced bottom lip in concentration. His kohl-rimmed eyes were slightly narrowed and the Foo Fighters hummed in his ears.
Ash (1:59:28 AM): He found a seat beside another boy with piercings, smirking a little as his desk hit back against the wall.
Avery (2:00:53 AM): Avery jumped a bit, causing his pencil to streak across the paper. He looked up, met another boy's eyes with his own deep amber ones, a nd then looked down again, huffing as he erased the mark.
Ash (2:01:42 AM): Ash laughed a little to himself and tugged out an array of colored markers, the expensive sort, and hovered over his papers with blonde and black locks of hair falling across green eyes.
Avery (2:03:21 AM): The phone on Avery's hip buzzed but he just shook his head. "I'm in class, Dad...doesn't he ever realize that...?" he muttered and started shading in the wings.
Ash (2:03:54 AM): He started drawing chibi anime figures, bright colors streaking the paper.
Avery (2:04:33 AM): His eyes were caught by bursts of color, and he looked over, intrigued. Cocking his head to the side, he watched for a moment.
Ash (2:05:16 AM): Ash was good at it, planned on doing something with it in his life, and scratched his nose as he did often while drawing.
Avery (2:06:18 AM): He smiled a bit and went back to his own paper, eyes twinkling. Another artist. And a right good one too.
Ash (2:07:59 AM): Yawning a little, he slumped down into his chair and stuck his tounge out the side of his mouth, a jewel glittering in his tounge.

Avery (12:12:48 AM): He noticed the flash of s ilver out of the corner of his eye and glanced over again. So the kid had a tongue piercing. Nice. He smirked and then felt a hand brush his arm. Looking over, he saw his girlfriend nodding to the front of the class where the teacher stood, staring down her glasses at him.
Ash (12:15:13 AM): The markered sketch quickly turned undoubtfully naughty. Two boys, older than him, lay tangled in a mess on a bed.
Avery (12:16:26 AM): He pulled down his headphones, hearing the teacher say his name again, and then nod to the boy next to him. "I suggest you two get acquainted, Mr. James. He'll be your partner for the next month."
Ash (12:17:00 AM): His eyes peeked up a bit, looking at the teacher as though he didn't understand, his picture in plain sight.
Avery (12:19:41 AM): "I'm sure you can explain it, Mr. James, since you were undoubtedly paying attention. Class dismissed." He furrowed his brows, looking over and then snorted a bit when he saw the picture.
Ash (12:20:21 AM): He heard this and slammed his sketchbook shut, shoving it into his bag with the bag of markers.
Avery (12:24:37 AM): He blushed a bit. "Sorry...that really wasn't a bad snort...I...well, it just reminded me of my dads..."He brought a hand to his mouth.
Ash (12:25:31 AM): Ash looked at him a bit oddly before swinging his bag around himself, making way to the front of the room.
Avery (12:27:42 AM): He smacked his forehead and shook his head. "That really came out wrong." He sighed and felt Sheila wrap an arm around his waist. "We goin', Av?"
Ash (12:28:13 AM): He stood in front of the teacher's desk and waited for her to acknowledge him.
Avery (12:31:32 AM): He started to make his way to the front of the room, Sheila hanging on him. The teacher looked up and stared at the new kid. "Yes, Mr. Hayes?"
Ash (12:32:06 AM): "I don't work with other people."
Ash (12:32:23 AM): well*
Avery (12:33:54 AM): She smiled, but none too warmly. "You're just going to have to try then. Because this is worth half your grade. So I suggest you catch up with your partner and work something out."
Ash (12:35:04 AM): Ash felt his cell ring in his pocket, rolling his eyes at her and starting to walk out as he flipped it open.
Avery (12:41:21 AM): He headed down the hall, Sheila gabbing in his ear and his attention span was lost.
Ash (12:42:26 AM): He fiddled with his lock, talking to his mother on the other end and saying how bad he needed a smoke right now. She scolded him, playfully, and said she didn't get him into a good school for him to get caught doing that.
Avery (12:55:56 AM): "Avery, are you even listening to me?" Sheila exclaimed. Avery turned to her. "No," he admitted honestly. She huffed and walked off and he veered over to his locker. "Damn girls and their mood swings,"he muttered.
Ash (12:56:54 AM): "Yeah, I know... shes trying to get me to work with someone in the class... Yeah yeah... maybe I will. Alright, mum... uh huh. I promise. Don't call me until later, alright?" He smiled a little and hung the phone up, shoving it into his pocket.
Avery (1:03:48 AM): Staring into his locker, he smiled at the picture of him, his dad, and Caiden at the music shop. He sighed and grabbed his books and art portfolio. "Don't call me either, James!" He heard Sheila call out as she walked out with her friends. "Don't worry...I didn't plan on it," he grumbled.
Ash (1:05:50 AM): He stepped over to the boy and leaned against the locker. "My Mum said to try and lure you back to my house after classes."
Avery (1:08:57 AM): He blinked and glanced at the new kid. "Sure. Whatev. I don't have anyplace to be." He shrugged. "Just let me call my dad."
Ash (1:10:36 AM): "Right, well either way... meet me out back when your class is done. Shouldn't be too 'ard to spot me."
Avery (1:12:45 AM): He nodded and slipped his backpack onto his arm. "Name's Avery, by the way," he called over his shoulder as he headed to his last class. Art.
Ash (1:13:41 AM): [i was totally gonna say art] Ash waved a hand over his shoulder in response, going to his final painting class.
Avery (1:17:11 AM): He sat in his life-drawing class and before the teacher even gave instructions, he was going at it. Lost in his drawing, he barely heard the bell ring.
Ash (1:18:13 AM): Ash sat on the hood of his car, waiting quietly and ignoring the snide remarks people made at him as they walked past his 69 Mustang, mint condition.
Avery (1:19:20 AM): He called his dad, but got Caiden instead. And he knew why. Snickering, he told him that he'd be at a classmate's house. Hanging up, he shook his head as he went outside. Seeing the new kid, he walked over, admiring the car. "My dad would flip seeing this car."
Ash (1:20:10 AM): He shrugged a little bit and slid off the hood, unlocking his door and the passenger side. "I go' it as an apology."
Avery (1:26:28 AM): He rose his brows as he got into the car. "Nice apology."
Ash (1:27:10 AM): "I thought so too." Ash revved the engine and peeled out of the lot, turning onto the main street.
Avery (1:31:18 AM): He leaned back against his seat and closed his eyes for a moment, before his phone started to ring. Groaning before he even had it out of his pocket, he answered. And it was Sheila, asking him why he'd driven off with the school fag. Avery blinked rapidly, unable to believe she'd said that, especially since she knew his dad and Caiden. "You're a fucking heartless bitch!" he snarled, and hung up.
Ash (1:32:04 AM): 'He didn't ask, it wasn't his place, and only said a short sentence, "My name's Ash."
Avery (1:35:47 AM): Looking over, he nodded a bit and smiled. "Nice to meet ya, Ash."
Ash (1:36:45 AM): Ash chose to ignore the harmless comment, reaching between Avery's legs to dig around in the glove compartment.
Avery (1:40:56 AM): He gazed down at the boy's hand and just shrugged. He was getting something in the glove department, that was all. Sheesh, Avery...get a grip.
Ash (1:42:57 AM): His wrist touched Avery's leg a little, accidently, as he shut the compartment and drew a pack of cigarettes out.
Avery (1:44:18 AM): An involuntary shiver coursed through him, which made his brows furrow in confusion. Then he just shook the feeling away and glanced out t he window.
Ash (1:44:58 AM): "So what is this project?"
Avery (1:46:51 AM): He shrugged. "We have to come up with some skit or another about a life lesson."
Ash (1:47:09 AM): "Life lesson?"
Avery (1:48:32 AM): He rolled his eyes. "Yeah....something like that. It can be something you learned about yourself...or whatever...it can be made up she said, as long as we make it realistic."
Ash (1:50:23 AM): "So are we supposed to make up some bullshit like we're friends... or are we supposed to take one of ours individual experiences?" He plucked the cigarette between his lips out, flicking ashes out the window.
Avery (1:51:06 AM): He pulled the paper out of his backpack and scanned over it. "Either or. It's up to us."
Ash (1:51:54 AM): "Alright. So how about we go with your life. I'm sure its full of thrills."
Avery (1:55:44 AM): He frowned a little and stared down at his hand. "Oh yeah...loads...."
Ash (1:56:06 AM): "Don't pile them all on me at once." Ash smirked a little, turning a corner sharply.
Avery (1:59:12 AM): He chuckled half-heartedly. "Oh believe me...I won't."
Ash (1:59:48 AM): He slid his fingers over the steering wheel and pulled into a long driveway, parking at the door.
Avery (2:04:12 AM): Looking up, he smiled. "Nice place."
Ash (2:05:05 AM): "'lot of the shits still packed." He dragged his bag along with him, cigarette out the corner of his mouth as he unlocked the door.
Avery (2:08:28 AM): He got out of the car and headed up after Ash, looking around. "I don't remember moving....I've been at my dad's place for as long as I can remember."
Ash (2:12:20 AM): "Funny, I remember everytime I've moved." He kicked his shoes off and dropped the messenger bag, his pants saggin.

Avery (8:36:24 PM): He laughed and chewed at his lips as he stepped into the house, hands deep in his pockets.
Ash (8:36:58 PM): Ash gazed at him a little, "It's not funny, really."
Avery (8:45:14 PM): "Sorry,"he mumbled, staring at the floor.
Ash (8:45:36 PM): Ruffling his hair a little and gestured Avery down the hallway.
Avery (8:59:02 PM): I followed after him once more, not nervous, but feeling something kinda like that. A flutter in my stomach.
Ash (8:59:36 PM): "So we can start on this bullshyt assignment right now... or we can fuck around."
Avery (9:07:17 PM): I rose a brow and then shrugged. "I'm not much in the mood for school work. We can just check the sheet and say we did something today."
Ash (9:08:31 PM): I flopped down onto the couch there and flicked the TV on. "Then we can talk about what thing in your life we're using on this bloody thing."
Avery (9:09:51 PM): I frowned and perched on the arm of a chair. "Er...right."
Ash (9:11:06 PM): I pulled my legs up and gazed at him, "Right then, read it."

Ash (4:01:13 PM): Caiden watched him go, frowning at Phoenix with a bit of hurt on his features.
Avery (4:03:25 PM): Phoenix softly caressed Caiden's cheek for a moment, then went after Avery, snagging him by the arm. "What is your problem? That was a tad unnecessary." I stared at him, eyes blurred and yanked my arm away from him. "Like you should talk. You're an arse to him all the time!" I hurried to my room and slammed the door shut.
Ash (4:04:39 PM): He watched after them, crossing his arm over his stomach and looking at Phoenix quietly.
Avery (4:09:18 PM): Phoenix sighed and came back to Caiden, running a hand through his hair. "What in the bloody fuck was that all about?"
Ash (4:09:57 PM): "Couldn't you smell it?" He snorted a little, opening the fridge door.
Avery signed off at 4:10:10 PM.
Avery signed on at 4:10:18 PM.
Avery (4:10:31 PM): Phoenix sighed and came back to Caiden, running a hand through his hair. "What in the bloody fuck was that all about?"
Ash (4:10:53 PM): "Couldn't you smell it?" He snorted a little, opening the fridge door.
Avery (4:12:57 PM): Phoenix rose a brow. "So he was a bit stoned...that gives him the right to be an arsehole?
Ash (4:13:47 PM): "Yeah, that and he was getting high with some kid... and um... I'm going to say it looks like he was having a bit more fun than he normally does with his friends."
Avery (4:15:26 PM): Phoenix's eyes narrowed shrewdly. "What do you mean...?"
Ash (4:15:57 PM): He laughed a little, "I think he just had a nice first experience."
Avery (4:21:15 PM): Phoenix's brows rose into his hair. "First...but...he has a bloody girlfriend! And who is this bloke that got him all high?
Ash (4:21:43 PM): "I don't know. He seems a bit pissy about him, though."
Avery (4:24:25 PM): Phoenix heard the music in Avery's room get turned onto an almost deafening level and the twins came running back down the hall. "DADDDDYYYY! Avery's being meannn!"
Ash (4:25:52 PM): Quirking his brows at Phoenix, "See what I mean?"
Avery (4:40:06 PM): Phoenix glared and strode down the hall, knocking on Avery's door. "AVERY ANDREW JAMES! Come out here RIGHT. NOW!"
Ash (5:04:32 PM): He cringed a little and sipped at a capri sun.
Avery (5:06:44 PM): At first Phoenix thought Avery wasn't going to respond, then he got closer to the door and heard him crying, sobbing and trying to hide it with the music. He stepped away from the door and came back into the kitchen.
Ash (5:07:14 PM): Caiden sat down at the table and looked up at Phoenix when he came back.
Avery (5:08:43 PM): "He...um...needs some time to himself..."Phoenix mumbled, going and getting a water from the fridge.
Ash (5:09:27 PM): "Right..." Sighing a little, Caiden didn't take that answer well, making down the hallway and opening the door, shutting it behind him and standing there looking at Avery.
Avery (5:22:22 PM): I curled up in the bed, back turned to the door and a pillow clutched to me. I was crying and I didn't know why. But for some reason I was hurt.
Ash (5:22:56 PM): He sighed a little bit and came over, sitting on the edge of Avery's bed. "So what's wrong, then?"
Avery (5:26:38 PM): "Nothing's wrong. Just go away,"I mumbled, pressing my face into the pillow.
Ash (5:26:51 PM): "You knowthat doesn't work with me."
Avery (5:30:00 PM): "So? Why can't I be left alone? My dad leaves me alone. Why can't you?"

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very (4:54:21 PM): "Sure. Why not? He'll be complacent for the most part."
Ash (4:57:21 PM): I nodded alittle bit and looked at him, "So that leaves... what... for today?"
Avery (5:04:21 PM): Again, I shrugged. "We can go over shite. I don't know...questions we wanna ask, or something."
Ash (5:05:52 PM): "You know... maybe you're right... asking about something like that. We could just make some shit up..."
Avery (5:11:04 PM): I rose a brow. "Oh? What, now you don't wanna be invasive? Hasn't stopped you before."
Ash (5:11:24 PM): "And you think you know me well enough to make that assumption?"
Avery (5:15:50 PM): "No, I don't. And who says I want to?"
Ash (5:16:16 PM): "No one."
Avery (5:19:58 PM): "Exactly. Let's just figure something out, get it over with, and then you never have to see me again outside of school." I set my half-drunk mug of coffee in the sink and went to get my school stuff.
Ash (5:20:47 PM): "Right. So how about... I read this one once. A guy walked into a gas station and got his head blown off. His son was standing right next to him. Pretty life changing, right?"
Avery (5:29:30 PM): I stared at him blankly for a moment. "Yeah...I'd say so."
Ash (5:30:27 PM): "Right. So we can use that. Should get us over 10 minutes if we go into shit about the murder case."
Ash (5:30:37 PM): "And how the guy got off"
Avery (5:33:15 PM): I frowned a bit and looked out the window. "Sounds fine to me."
Ash (5:33:53 PM): "Right... so you want to be the murderer or the son?"
Avery (5:41:22 PM): "I don't care, Ash."
Ash (5:42:12 PM): "You do, you're just being an asshole."
Avery (5:45:09 PM): "I'm being an asshole? Oh that's rich, coming from one who's a terminal asshole."I snorted.
Ash (5:46:05 PM): I rolled my eyes a little, "You're the one who wants to do so good on this project and the minute we start figuring it out you decide you don't want any part of it.
Avery (6:23:22 PM): "I never said that. I said it doesn't matter to me what part I play. It was your thing that you made up."
Ash (6:24:32 PM): Huffing a bit, I sat back, "Whatever. You can be the son, then."
Avery (6:35:00 PM): "Fine with me. Now let's start the script."
Ash (6:36:08 PM): I leaned on the countertop and nodded, "Right... its a Saturday afternoon and they son and his dad just got back from the zoo... the kid wants a candybar and they need gas, so they stop."
Avery (6:42:09 PM): I began to scribble it down, listening to him intently with my head bent.
Ash (6:43:11 PM): "Except for when they walk in, they walk into some guy robbing the place... and he threatens the dad with the gun... pointing it at the kid, whose hiding behind his dad's leg..."
Avery (6:47:16 PM): I furrowed my brows. It sounded so real. And if I didn't know any better, I'd have said Ash's voice was laced with pain.
Ash (6:49:31 PM): "And um... the guy... we'll name him Rob or something... tries to grab the kid... and his dad shoves him away... and then... well, you know."
Avery (7:00:11 PM): I looked up at him after I stopped writing and nodded a bit. "Well...if something like this doesn't get through to that wench of a teacher, then I dont know what will."
Ash (7:00:57 PM): "mm..." I sipped at the Bailey's some more, my eyes moist.
Avery (7:03:40 PM): I looked down at the notebook in front of me and bit at my lip. "I think we have the basics...so yeah...we're good."
Ash (7:04:28 PM): "Do we want to add after affects? Or leave it up to peoples imagination?"
Avery (7:06:43 PM): I glanced up at him and chewed on my lip. "Well...do you think it'd add to it? I mean...I don't know."
Ash (7:07:15 PM): "I have an idea... we could print up a fake nespaper article... give them to the class? Like about the trial and shit?"
Avery (7:13:26 PM): "That sounds good."I nodded. "See? You did have good ideas. I think I shall give you a cookie." I chuckled lightly.
Ash (7:14:19 PM): "Thats alright, I think I can do without a cookie."
Avery (7:16:57 PM): I smiled softly and nodded again. "I'm sorry for being a dick, all right? I didn't mean to take things out on you."
Ash (7:19:32 PM): "What exactly is it you were taking out on me?"
Avery (7:25:10 PM): I shrugged. "Just my whole day today. My little brother and sister being obnoxious punks and just...stupid shite. So...I'm sorry."
Ash (7:25:43 PM): A small shrug and I drank what seemed to be the last of the Bailey's. "I can do the flyer too, if you want."
Avery (7:34:58 PM): "You're practically doing everything. Isn't there something I can do?"
Ash (7:35:30 PM): "Make up some lines for your part?"
Avery (7:37:11 PM): I nodded. "I can do that..." I thought about how I'd have reacted if I'd seen my mum die and the words flew on the piece of paper.
Ash (7:37:55 PM): "I don't have to do too much. Get a toy gun maybe. Think they'll freak about that? Or should I make it out of paper?"
Avery (7:39:30 PM): I sneered. "Knowing them, yeah. You might just get kicked out. So paper might be a good idea."
Ash (7:39:59 PM): I sighed a little and made a note of it in the back of my mind, "Good thing I'm not bad with paper mache."
Avery (7:43:45 PM): "Yeah, or else you'd have to hold your hand out like a gun." I joked half-heartedly.
Ash (7:45:10 PM): "That'd be brillant."
Avery (7:46:29 PM): I rose my brows, confused. "Er... what is?"
Ash (7:47:30 PM): "I was being sarcastic." I slid off the stool, "where's the loo?"
Avery (7:52:55 PM): "Oh." I bit my lip hard. "Er...down the hall to the left."
Ash (7:53:17 PM): I nodded a little and walked off.
Avery (7:59:54 PM): Sighing to myself, I went over to the couch and plopped down onto it, sinking into the cushions.
Ash (8:02:39 PM): Shutting the door, quietly, I found myself hovered over the toilet, finger down my throat. I'd overeaten at breakfast.
Avery (8:03:37 PM): I closed my eyes and leaned my head against the back of the couch.
Ash (8:04:11 PM): It had gotten easier... more routine... I washed my mouth out and went back out, finding him in the living room.
Avery (8:10:18 PM): I found my mind drifting and tried to keep it away from thoughts of him. But it was to no avail. I thought of the nipple rings I'd seen peeking through his shirt. Of the glint of his tongue stud. And just like that, my stomach was tightening.
Ash (8:11:39 PM): I'd grabbed my hoodie off his bedroom floor and was tugging it on, "I should get going... I think we did enough, eh?"
Avery (8:14:50 PM): I blinked open my eyes suddenly and turned only slightly to look at him, afraid to move too much in case I showed. "Sure. See you later." I turned back away from him with a grimace.
Ash (8:18:04 PM): "I'll see you Monday then...." I made for the door, toeing my shoes on.
Avery (8:18:57 PM): "Yep. Monday." I pressed a hand against my groin, willing it to go the f uck away.
Ash (8:21:37 PM): "Later..." I left his house, feeling a bit flimsy as i sunk down into my car.
Avery (8:25:52 PM): I scowled, disgusted with myself and decided to ignore the hard-on.
Ash (8:41:34 PM): Huffing a little, I started my car and made my way home, determined to spend the weekedn alone.
Avery (8:43:09 PM): I stumbled down the hall to my room and the private bath, getting into the shower and leaning against the wall, grumbling to self.
Ash (8:44:01 PM): I flopped down in front of the computer and scanned in an aged piece of newspaper, cutting the picture out of it and starting in on the article.
Avery (8:45:14 PM): I slid to the bottom of the shower and pressed my forehead to the wall, closing my eyes, letting the water spray down on me.
-Skip-
Ash (8:51:08 PM): -Monday, is sitting in class before anyone else with my sketcpad-
Avery (8:55:05 PM): I got dropped off by Caiden and strode into the room, plopping into my seat, headphones already placed over my ears. I set the finished script on his desk without looking at him.
Ash (8:56:14 PM): I glanced up just a little and then at it, "That bored, eh?"
Avery (9:09:13 PM): "You can read through your part. I'll read through mine. We don't even have to see each other outside of school." I turned the music up as loud as it would go and brought out my journal, starting to scribble in it.
Ash (9:10:40 PM): I snorted a little and went back to sketching a graphic scene from my mind.
Avery (9:15:29 PM): The thoughts just came out, word after word, till I'd filled three pages.
Ash (9:16:00 PM): She droned on as normal about life lessons and fuck knows what else, my right hand covered in pencil.
Avery (9:21:53 PM): I wasn't paying attention. She knew I wasn't paying attention, and yet she said nothing. I barely heard the bell ring to signal the end of class.
Ash (9:23:18 PM): I got up and shoved the papers into my bag, not looking at him or anyone.
Avery (9:24:55 PM): Slinging my bag over my shoulder, I shuffled out of the room and went to my locker.
Ash (9:25:48 PM): We went about like that... not talking. It bothered me and yet... I didn't give a fuck. I could come out with a snappy remark now and then, but it was a waste of enegery. Soon found myself next to him in front of a class, ready to give the skit.
Avery (9:27:18 PM): I explained the basis to the class in a monotone, and then turned to him, ready to just get it over with. Going through the motions, I couldn't help thinking of my mum, and my stomach twisting into knots.
Ash (9:28:00 PM): I threw myself into it and finally it was done, me passing out the "newpapers" to the class and explaining that was the consequences and how it was a life changing event.
Avery (9:30:41 PM): I eyed the teacher for a moment as she wrote things down. "I really wished you two would have run this by me...it was a tad....violent. I'll have to take marks off for that..."
Ash (9:31:08 PM): I clenched my jaw a little bit, "Sometimes life changing events are violent."

Avery (12:28:48 AM): She looked up at us, lips pursed. "Regardless of that fact or not, Mr. Hayes, this is a school."
Ash (12:29:45 AM): I felt my stomach drop and my blood boil, "I don't give a fuck if it's a school, this is my life. This happened to ME and I'm not aloud to talk about it?"
Avery (12:38:52 AM): I barely blinked. So he finally admitted it wasn't just a made-up story. Guess we had more in common than I'd first thought. I narrowed my eyes at the teacher and touched his arm. "Let's go. Fuck her."
Ash (12:39:26 AM): Flinching a little bit at his touch, my eyes burned as I looked at her, "No, not until she gives us what we deserve."
Avery (12:43:54 AM): "What you both deserve is detention for cursing and making a scene in class. You can go to the dean." I glowered at her and threw the papers into her face. "Fine, you self-absorbed bitch! Sorry that your life is oh so fucking bloody perfect! Some of us aren't ROBOTS!"
Ash (12:44:35 AM): I dropped my papers and shoved the door open, walking quickly away from the room without a word.
Avery (12:48:29 AM): Following after him, I slammed the door shut for good effect, relishing in the shattering of the small window.
Ash (12:49:07 AM): Going to my locker, I tugged my bag out along with what I could shove into it, throwing all the books they'd given me onto the floor.
Avery (12:50:54 AM): I quickly made my way over to him, touching his arm again. "Ash...I'm sorry..."
Ash (12:51:51 AM): Pulling my arm away from him, I angrily kicked a book across the hall, sending it slamming into the bottom of a classroom door.
Avery (12:53:06 AM): I flinched and bit my lip. "All right...nevermind then." Feels an ache in the pit of my stomach and slings bag over my shoulder, walking hunched over in the opposite direction.
Ash (12:54:05 AM): I sank back into the lockers, sliding down them and covering my face with my hand, feeling it hit me all over agian.
Avery (12:54:47 AM): I went to the front entrance of the school, slumping down onto the top step and waiting there with my arms clasped around my knees.
Ash (12:55:09 AM): [awww he was going to call avery back to him ]
Avery (12:57:45 AM): (I should've known you were going to do t hat. :-P) I walked towards the front entrance, arm around my middle, feeling awkward and sick to my stomach.
Ash (12:58:41 AM): "Don't... leave..." My voice came out choked, not it's normal full-of-confidance tone.
Avery (1:01:35 AM): I stopped for a moment and slowly turned. "Why do you even want me around?'
Ash (1:02:49 AM): A small forced laugh left my lips, looking up at him with red cheeks. "Because you're the first person to tell a teacher off for me."
Avery (1:04:09 AM): I moved back over to him cautiously, and knelt down in front of him. My hands came up and gently wiped away the smudged liner and tears. "I had good reason."
Ash (1:08:26 AM): Shaking my head a little, I looked at the hallway and the mess of papers and books.
Avery (1:10:00 AM): I followed his gaze and chuckled half-heartedly. "This is what janitors are paid for."
Ash (1:11:27 AM): "Fuck them, I'm not cleaning it up and I'm not coming back here." I made to get up, pulling my bag with me.
Avery (1:13:19 AM): I watched him for a moment before getting to my feet. "That makes two of us. Dad said I could be home-schooled if I wanted to anyhow."
Ash (1:14:10 AM): I snorted a bit, "Would be nice to have to option. Looks like I'm finding another school around here before my Mum decides shes sick of Cambridge."
Avery (1:16:32 AM): I chewed at my lip. "There's one about two miles from here. Not as stuck up. It's where my brother and sister go. The secondary school's attached."
Ash (1:18:15 AM): I nodded a little and swallowed, making way out of the school/
Avery (1:20:25 AM): I walked out after him, kicking at a stone and looking around blankly. "The only thing I'll miss is rugby and soccer."
Ash (1:21:07 AM): "Go to another school then." Shrugging a little, I heard a hall monitor call after us and lit up a cigarette.
Avery (1:23:14 AM): "Maybe..." I looked over my shoulder and flipped them off, smirking as I snatched his cigarette from him and proceeded down the stairs.
Ash (1:25:19 AM): "You know, you should just get your own... you wouldn't have to steal all my cancer inducing things."
Avery (1:26:07 AM): I grinned and glanced back at him. "What's the fun in that? It's much better bugging you." I winked and started off down the pathway.
Ash (1:26:51 AM): "Rght, well I am going to go treat myself to some bullshit movie and maybe eat a shitload of popcorn."
Avery (1:30:38 AM): I puffed at the cigarette. "Have fun then on your first day of expulsion."I chuckled and made my way to the front gates.
Ash (1:32:53 AM): "It'
Ash (1:33:04 AM): s not explusion if you didn't let them expel you."
Avery (1:34:06 AM): I rolled my eyes. "Whatever! Sheesh, I was playing. You know what I meant."
Ash (1:34:51 AM): "You can come with me or you can come with me. Either way I'm going to be zoning out in front of the TV"
Avery (1:36:28 AM): I chuckled and looked over my shoulder at him. "Looks like I don't have much choice. Lead the way."
Ash (1:37:53 AM): I lit up another cigarette and flicked some of the ashes as I puffed it long and hard, unlocking my car.
Avery (1:38:24 AM): Going to the passenger side, I got in and slumped down in the seat, tossing my bag at my feet.
Ash (1:39:16 AM): "Need to stop by your house for anything? Release papers?"
Avery (1:41:14 AM): I smirked over at him. "Oh you are too funny."
Ash (1:46:21 AM): "That a no then?"
Avery (1:48:41 AM): "Yes, that would be a no, silly."
Ash (1:49:44 AM): I let myself laugh a little, driving towards my house.
Avery (1:50:23 AM): Leaning back in the seat, I stared out the window and sighed to myself.
Ash (1:52:17 AM): Killing the engine, I opened the door and shut it again, waiting for him before going up the stairs.
Avery (1:52:51 AM): I followed after him, ruffling my hair and hummed to myself.
Ash (1:57:05 AM): I opened the door and stepped through, dropping my bag.
Avery (1:58:01 AM): Setting my bag next to his, I toed off my shoes and set t hem neatly next to my bag before venturing further into the house.
Ash (1:58:40 AM): I padded through the house to the back, bringing you into a comfy room with a large entertainment system.
Avery (1:59:13 AM): Looking around, I smiled and went over to a couch in the middle of the room.
Ash (2:01:07 AM): I opened the cabinet and grabbed a remote, looking through the movies, "Anything you want ot watch?"
Avery (2:02:05 AM): "Nope. Surprise me." I settled back into the couch and pulled up legs. (LMAO! GAY PORN! HAHAHA)
Ash (2:06:56 AM): [seriously? he will!]
Avery (2:10:18 AM): (why not?! lolol that'd be funny shit)
Ash (2:10:48 AM): I looked under the TV and smirked, pulling out an unmarked tape and popping it in. I sat down beside him on the couch, pressing play.
Avery (2:12:20 AM): Messing with my hair for a minute and looking down, I had no idea what was going on till I heard moaning. Then I looked up and my mouth fell open. Two guys in a shower, jerking each other off. I felt my stomach tighten and I couldn't form a coherent sentence.
Ash (2:13:57 AM): I bit a laugh back, "Damn unmarked tape."
Avery (2:16:33 AM): I looked to him, opening my mouth and closing it, then opening it again. "You so did that on purpose!" I swatted at his arm.
Ash (2:16:49 AM): "Did not!" I pulled away from his hands, laughing-
Avery (2:18:11 AM): I glared at him, trying to keep my attention diverted from the screen. "Liar!"
Ash (2:18:35 AM): "You can shut it off if you like."
Avery (2:19:34 AM): I grumbled to myself. "Why do I have to shut it off?! It's your damn tv! If it wasnt' t he right tape then you shut it off!"
Ash (2:20:00 AM): "It was the right tape. We should watch it though, its actually a good one."
Avery (2:20:37 AM): I furrowed my brows at him. "I am not watching a gay porno!"
Ash (2:21:25 AM): "Fine whatever you want." Grinning wider I got up and popped the tape out.
Avery (2:22:08 AM): I muttered obscenities and crossed my hands over my lap, fidgeting a bit to make the semi hard-on I had go away.
Ash (2:23:12 AM): I glanced at him out of the corner of my mouth, grinning inwardly.
Avery (2:23:57 AM): "You are evil." I mumbled, discreetly rubbing at my lower stomach.
Ash (2:24:31 AM): "Never." I opted to going through the hundreds of channels, landing on fuse.
Avery (2:25:01 AM): I finally managed to make it go away and instead focused o n the music channel.
Ash (2:25:48 AM): "So since I can't find anything good to watch, you should help me keep my mind off what happened in class and practice sucking skills."
Avery (2:26:22 AM): I blinked at him and my mouth fell slightly open.
Ash (2:27:02 AM): "What?" I bit back another laugh.
Avery (2:27:50 AM): "You honestly think I'm going to give you a blowjob?"
Ash (2:28:20 AM): "It would sure as fuck pass the time.
Avery (2:29:04 AM): I scrutinized him for a long moment. "I don't give blowjobs, all I've done is receive them. From a girl."
Ash (2:30:04 AM): "Pity then. Good excercise for help to breath through your nose."
Avery (2:30:52 AM): I narrowed my eyes at him. But I could feel my groin tightening again. I wanted to and that scared me. I wanted to feel his cock in my mouth. I wanted to taste his cum. And there I was, hard again.
Ash (2:31:35 AM): "Want anything to drink?"
Avery (2:32:40 AM): I clenched my jaw and leaned over his lap, unzipping his pants and pulling him out of his boxers. Now faced with his cock, I swallowed harshly. But there was no backing out now. I dipped my head and tentatively licked at the head.
Ash (2:33:12 AM): My eyes went a little wide, looking down at him as his tounge darted out. "I wasn't completly... serious..."
Avery (2:34:06 AM): I backed away and shrugged. "Fine then, I'll stop." I moved back up again.
Ash (2:34:39 AM): "First rule. You don't start and not finish. Not unless you plan to fuck me too."
Avery (2:35:17 AM): I rose a brow. "And who said I played by your rules."
Ash (2:35:50 AM): "When you unzipped my pants."
Avery (2:36:55 AM): I snorted. "Oh? Well then." I tucked him back into his pants and zipped them back up, staring at him challengingly.
Ash (2:38:04 AM): "You broke the rules." I snorted back in response.
Avery (2:39:10 AM): I shrugged. "I never said I played by whatever rules you made."
Ash (2:39:30 AM): "Its a silent agreement." I stood up and sauntered over into the ktichenm.
Ash (2:39:34 AM): kitchen-
Avery (2:40:49 AM): I rolled my eyes. "I didn't agree, silent or otherwise, thank you very much."
Ash (2:41:12 AM): "Whatever you say. I still got you to taste my cock." I laughed and opened the fridge.
Avery (2:42:55 AM): I sneered and stared up at the ceiling. That one taste hadn't been enough. I wanted more. Fuck did I want more. A smirk spread across my lips. All right...I'd play his game. And in the end, it'd be him moaning for me. I made my way into the kitchen, shoved him against the counter and sank to my knees. I undid his pants again, exposed him once more, and this time I didn't bother with my tongue, I took him down past my lips.
Ash (2:43:36 AM): My hands fell back on the edge of the counter, instinctively, and I groaned softly.
Avery (2:45:09 AM): I didn't know what I was doing. But I had caught my dad and Caiden once, and I was pretty sure I could go from there. My hands came up, just like I'd seen Caiden's do, a nd gripped his ass. Then I sucked him down as far as I could take him and bobbed my head over his groin.
Ash (2:45:44 AM): His fingertips pressed into my ass and I shivered, fingers girpping harder.
Avery (2:47:22 AM): He tasted good. The skin was tangy. The precum salty and bittersweet. And it felt good sliding down my throat as I sucked up and down, hollowing out my cheeks.
Ash (2:47:48 AM): I brought a hand down into his hair, gripping the strands lightly.
Avery (2:49:36 AM): I felt the tip of his cock hit the back of my throat and I couldn't hold back a moan. How had I not wanted to do this before? This was much better than anything I'd done with a girl.
Ash (2:50:17 AM): I held back from riding his mouth out, pressing myself bac against the counter/.
Avery (2:52:27 AM): My fingers bent against the skin of his ass as I continued sucking. I just wanted more and more of him. I couldn't get enough. The taste was intoxicating, along with the musky smell of him.
Ash (2:53:20 AM): My hand fell down to his cheek, feeling it hollow out as he sucked and moaning.
Avery (2:54:30 AM): I heard him moan and smiled to myself, pulling back a bit and teasing the tip with my tongue. It made me think of his tongue. Oh god, his tongue. I wanted that tongue sliding over my skin. That metal stud making my flesh riddle with goosebumps.
Ash (2:55:18 AM): My mouth feel open in silence, head tilting back, "Fuck... Avery..."
Avery (2:56:55 AM): I had a sudden vision. What Caiden had done in the middle of giving my dad a blowjob. It had made my dad practically scream in pleasure and grip the wall till his knuckles turned white. I had to try this, just to see. So I quickly withdrew from his cock, spun him around, and parted his asscheeks, delving my tongue into the wet warmth.
Ash (2:57:44 AM): He was brave for someone who'd never done this, I smirked to myself and leaned over the counter, parting my legs farther with a louder moan.
Avery (2:59:09 AM): So this wasn't bad either. Made me wonder about the actual sex. I mean, if the foreplay was this fucking good...the sex must be amazing. I darted my tongue in and out, licking in small circles and gripped his thighs.
Ash (3:00:18 AM): I quivered at his touch, goosebumps rising on my back.
Avery (3:01:31 AM): I kept tongue fucking him, reveling in the taste and the new sensation. I wanted to keep at it. My one hand came around and jerked him slowly as I pressed my tongue harder inside of him.
Ash (3:02:15 AM): My forearms rested on the countertop, legs spreading farther.
Avery (3:02:54 AM): I jerked him in the same rhythm as my tongue moved in and out of him, lapping at his wetness and the tight ring of muscle.
Ash (3:03:43 AM): "Really enjoying yourself... aren;t you?" my voice reeked pleasure.
Avery (3:04:41 AM): I pulled back. "Yes, I am. And so, apparently, are you." I jerked harder, pressing a thumb against the tip of his cock and kissed at the entrance before lapping at it in slow strokes.
Ash (3:09:28 AM): "You're... fuck... I'm going to get cum all over the cabinets."
Avery (3:10:21 AM): I smirked a bit and turned him around again. "No...you're going to get the cum in my mouth." And I took him down again.
Ash (3:10:54 AM): "I like that idea.... better..." I arched against his lips now, gripping at his shirt-
Avery (3:11:39 AM): He was practically fucking my mouth and I let him. Goddamn, he tasted good. I sucked as hard and fast as I could, wanting to taste the cum.
Ash (3:12:15 AM): Not before long I felt it... My toes curled and my stomach tightened, shooting warm cum into his mouth.
Avery (3:13:08 AM): I almost choked at first, but I backed off enough as he released and swallowed it bit by bit. Some did trickle past my lips, but I darted my tongue out at it to capture it, savoring the taste on my tongue.
Ash (1:07:44 AM): My fingers gripped the counter top, panting soft. It's been a long time, it felt like, since anyone had given me a blow job.
Avery (1:10:54 AM): I slowly got to my feet after tucking him back into his boxers and pulling up his pants. Then I stared him in the eye and licked over my lips.
Ash (1:15:52 AM): "Born natural."
Avery (1:16:24 AM): I smirked a bit. "Don't know if I should take that as a compliment just yet."
Ash (1:19:21 AM): I tilted my head a little and gazed at him, "Just yet?"
Avery (1:20:12 AM): I shrugged and bit at my lip now. "I don't know...I've never done anything like this before so I'm not sure I should be complimented on it."
Ash (1:23:52 AM): A small giggle left my lips, "Don't worry, it's a good thing."
Avery (1:28:33 AM): I furrowed my brows. "All right...if you say so."
Ash (1:42:21 AM): I bit the side of my lip a little, looking at him.
Avery (1:44:47 AM): His taste was still on my tongue, lingering, and I met his gaze briefly, feeling cheeks tinge.
Ash (1:45:17 AM): "You're embarassed..." I smiled a little, "Don't be."
Avery (1:48:35 AM): I looked down again, rubbing at my cheeks. "Easy for you to say."
Ash (1:49:28 AM): "yeah... maybe..." I stepped so I was in front of him.
Avery (1:51:58 AM): I swallowed as I looked up at him, sucking in my lower lip.
Ash (1:55:24 AM): "Have to hand it to you, I didn't think you'd give in."
Avery (1:58:15 AM): I shrugged. "Guess I'm not as strong-willed as I thought."
Ash (1:59:41 AM): "You really do give good head, though."
Avery (2:00:33 AM): I chuckled a little. "Er..thanks..."
Ash (2:03:53 AM): "You do know how to take a compliment."
Avery (2:05:35 AM): I shook my head and laughed again. "Yeah...maybe."
Ash (2:14:56 AM): I grinned a little and dared to lean in for a kiss.
Avery (2:17:33 AM): I stiffened for the slightest moment before kissing him back.
Ash (2:20:17 AM): I didn't move fast at all, just simply kissing him, lips parted and wet across his.
Avery (2:24:09 AM): My hands dropped to rest on his hips as I tilted my head to the side, moving my lips slow against his, open-mouthed and tasting him.
Ash (2:38:12 AM): I smiled on the inside, kissing him back a little harder-
Avery (2:38:59 AM): My arms encircled around his waist, pressing into him and returning the kiss more hungrily.
Ash (2:39:54 AM): I pressed more against him, pressing forward so his head fell back a little.
Avery (2:42:39 AM): I felt my back brush the wall as my head tilted backwards and my hands rested low on his back, venturing out my tongue to mingle with his.
Ash (2:49:40 AM): I parted my legs, trapping him between them as my hands slid down and grabbed his, bringing them up against the wall.
Avery (2:53:26 AM): My eyes met his again, darkened over from lust. My stomach was tight. I had a hard-on. And the way he tried to control me...I had to say it made me tingle.
Ash (2:54:37 AM): I held his hands in place before sliding my hand down to his groin, rubbing
Avery (2:57:31 AM): I bit my lip hard, watching him, and couldn't hold back the moan that escaped me at his touch.
Ash (2:58:16 AM): A small smile came to me, rubbing hard and fast.
Avery (2:59:03 AM): I hit my head back against the wall, groaning low in my throat and thrusting against his hand.
Ash (2:59:43 AM): My fingers bent against the palm of one of his hands, licking softly at his neck.
Avery (12:15:46 PM): My stomach was practically doing somersaults. I whimpered at the feel of his tongue and gripped his hand
Ash (12:20:14 PM): A small smile formed on mmy lips, closing my hand against him and opening it again before I finally unzipped him.
Avery (12:28:35 PM): I clenched my eyes shut tight and moaned again, the anticipation practically making me nuts.
Ash (12:30:19 PM): I pushed them down with one hand, letting them fall to his ankles before pushing his boxers down too.
Avery (12:44:23 PM): I felt so exposed in front of him, and yet, I didn't mind it. His hand against my bare skin felt, indescribable.
Ash (12:46:38 PM): I curved my wrist, the abck of my hand hitting against his lower stomach as I started jerking him.
Avery (12:49:48 PM): I clamped my lips shut to stifle a loud moan and bent my fingers in his hand, thrusting into the hand that encircled my cock.
Ash (12:51:59 PM): I gazed down at him, the extra two inches giving me advantage, and squeezed his cock against my palm.
Avery (12:54:03 PM): My face scrunched up and the smallest whimper escaped my lips. Then I moaned his name and clawed at his wrist.
Ash (12:56:17 PM): His nails dug into my arm and I shivered, splaying my fingers out on his palm.
Avery (1:01:56 PM): I hit my head repeatedly back against the wall, wanting to jump him, but letting him do his thing.
Ash (1:03:46 PM): I let my hand drop from his, letting his arms go and sliding a hand around to his ass.
Avery (1:04:27 PM): My arms instantly went around his neck, tangling my fingers in his hair and arching against him.
Ash (1:07:25 PM): I jerked him harder, fingers splayed across his ass.
Avery (1:07:54 PM): My face pressed against his shoulder as I breathed heavily, thrusting into his hand.
Ash (1:09:51 PM): I slid down his body, still jerking, and waited for him to cum.
Avery (1:20:46 PM): I felt my body tense and arched my back as I released.
Ash (1:22:03 PM): I felt his body tense, covering him with my mouth and feeling him cum across my lips.
Avery (1:46:25 PM): The feel of his lips made my whole body shiver and I groaned his name.
Ash (1:46:57 PM): I sucked him hard, pressing on his hips so he was flat against the wall.
Avery (1:50:40 PM): My hands came down and tangled in his hair. My mouth fell open, gasping.
Ash (1:51:24 PM): My tounge pressed to the slit, flickering across before i softly licked the underside, pulling back.
Avery (2:02:49 PM): I closed my eyes tightly, breathing rapidly and shivering.
Ash (2:05:09 PM): "No matter what anyone says, any guy will give better head than a girl."
Avery (2:08:43 PM): I looked down at him, eyes suddenly ablaze and yanked him to his feet, crashing our lips together.
Ash (2:10:06 PM): A little surprised at first, my eyes a little wide, and then I finally pressed him hard into the wall.
Avery (2:12:45 PM): I hugged his neck tightly and kissed him with as much passion and heat as I could muster.
Ash (2:16:09 PM): I groaned a little bit, pressing into him.
Avery (2:23:07 PM): My hands came down, gripping his ass and grinding my hips against his. My sensitive groin getting roughed up against your pants.
Ash (2:24:16 PM): "Mmm..." I whispered his name, softly, and grinned against his lips.
Avery (2:25:28 PM): I nipped at his bottom lip, flitting out tongue to run over his.
Ash (2:30:39 PM): I pulled away a little with a smile, licking my lips.
Avery (2:33:46 PM): My breath came out heavy, and I didn't care. It had felt good. I'd wanted it. And now that I'd had it...well....yeah.
Ash (2:36:45 PM): "Did I mention that I really like how you taste?" I smirked a bit cockily.
Avery (2:37:19 PM): I ruffled his hair and shoved him playfully. "Yeah? Well, feeling's mutual."
Ash (2:37:56 PM): I was a bit unbalanced, holding my arms out a little not to fall over.
Avery (2:39:05 PM): I snagged him around the waist to keep him steady. "You okay there?"
Ash (2:40:56 PM): "Yeah, must of gotten up too fast."
Avery (2:42:00 PM): I smiled lightly at him and still held him around the waist.
Ash (2:42:35 PM): "Sorry..." I smiled a little and stood there, feeling light headed./
Avery (2:45:21 PM): "Don't be sorry." I led him over to the couch and helped him sit down.
Ash (2:47:00 PM): I flopped down onto the couch and rubbed my with the palm of my hand, "I said something about food, didn't I? Maybe we should get something?"
Avery (2:51:08 PM): I bit my lip a little. "Yeah...maybe we should."
Ash (2:54:56 PM): I offerered him a small smile, "We can make something... unless you want to order..."
Avery (3:00:21 PM): I looked over at him a little and shrugged. "I'm a pretty decent cook. I have to be living with my dad."
Ash (3:03:14 PM): I smiled at the word dad, just lightly, and nodded, "I usually cook for Mum... she's busy a lot..."
Avery (3:12:32 PM): "Not that I do it because of that. No....he's making me into some kind of chef."
Ash (3:13:27 PM): "If you're that good, you should do something with it..." I offered.
Avery (3:39:25 PM): I shrugged. "I don't know. I'm indecisive."
Ash (3:41:39 PM): "Do you like doing it?
Avery (3:52:39 PM): I smiled softly. "Yeah, I do."
Ash (4:22:11 PM): "Then we should find something in the kitchen you can make..."
Avery (4:23:01 PM): I smiled a bit. "Sure, why not?
Ash (4:24:38 PM): I got up and gestured him back towards the kitchen, the TV still playing.
Avery (4:27:11 PM): Following him once more, I traipsed into the kitchen and looked around a bit.
Ash (4:27:30 PM): I gestured around, sititng up on the counter. "Have at it."
Avery (4:28:37 PM): I furrowed my brows, then bit my lip and looked in the cupboards and such. I brought out noodles and cheeses. Spices. And when I glanced at what I'd assembled, I saw I had the makings of lasagna.
Ash (4:36:39 PM): I saw what he was doing and grinne,d "I fucking love lasagne."
Avery (1:00:26 AM): Glancing over my shoulder at him I winked and gave him a small smile as I started preparing things.
Ash (1:01:12 AM): I swung my legs against the counter, watching him.
Avery (1:04:24 AM): Once I had it all set, I put it in the oven and pressed the timer, then started cleaning up, humming a bit to myself.
Ash (1:04:49 AM): I almost wanted to laugh... or maybe even melt from the cuteness of this.
Avery (1:13:37 AM): "Okay, all done." I set down a towel and looked over at him, a smudge of sauce on my cheek and a grin on my face.
Ash (1:14:26 AM): "So how long?" I looked at his face and grinned.
Avery (1:16:12 AM): "About thirty minutes, maybe less." I nodded and my grin only widened.
Ash (1:16:40 AM): I crooked a finger at him.
Avery (1:17:41 AM): Coming over to him, I looked at him questioningly. "What?"
Ash (1:17:57 AM): Swiping my thumb across his skin, i smiled a bit and showed him.
Avery (1:18:34 AM): "Oh." I laughed. "I didn't even notice. Erm...thanks."
Ash (1:22:22 AM): "No problem," I licked my finger and smiled.
Avery (1:24:15 AM): Smirking, I shook my head a bit and went to hop up on the counter beside him.
Ash (1:25:38 AM): I leaned my head back against the cabinet, looking at the cathedral ceiling and the skylights. "This is probably the nicest house I've been in. 'side from my first home..."
Avery (1:30:05 AM): I gazed over at him and smiled softly. "It is a really nice place. Your mum made it homey."
Ash (1:30:51 AM): "My mum?" I shrugged a little, "Lot of it was me, actually... she just... approved I guess?"
Avery (1:32:21 AM): "Oh. Well then, you have good taste."
Ash (1:32:41 AM): "I tried... it's kind of like a payment... like the car..." I joked.
Avery (1:35:55 AM): I smirked a bit and nodded. "I get it." My hand stroked over a cabinet and I smiled lightly.
Ash (1:36:32 AM): "Helps when we sell it too, you know? Ups the value a lot."
Avery (1:40:20 AM): Another nod, even though that thought actually made me sad. "Right. Of course."
Ash (1:41:20 AM): I forced a frown away and looked around, "Its definently one of my favorites... though it's not exactly a beach house in California."
Avery (1:42:46 AM): "I've been to California. The beaches there aren't anything like Australia though." I chuckled. "Or at least that's what my dad and my step-dad say."
Ash (1:44:36 AM): "My Mum suggested Sydney once... but I didn't want to go where there weren't any concerts." I joked.
Avery (1:47:23 AM): I laughed a bit and leaned against the cabinet. "It's beautiful...really. I might go back even if it were just a small visit when I get older."
Ash (2:00:10 AM): "Yeah, I might make my way there someday. Who knows."
Avery (2:00:47 AM): I smiled brightly at him. "It should be our fuck school trip."
Ash (2:03:17 AM): I laughed, "I lke that idea."
Avery (2:04:29 AM): I nodded again, more fervently this time. "Yep. Definitely a possibility."
Ash (2:04:52 AM): [oo and maybe nix is like helll no]
Ash (2:04:57 AM): "Yeah... maybe."
Avery (2:06:33 AM): (HAHAHAH ;-))
Avery (2:07:05 AM): I touched his cheek, running a finger down it. "Stay in a different hotel every night. Fuck on every surface."I smirked.
Ash (2:07:35 AM): His words made me feel almost uneasy, pulling away just slightly, "Let's not think too far."
Avery (2:09:09 AM): I shrugged. "Right. Whatev." I jumped off the counter and checked on the lasagna. Then I glanced at my watch. "Well, your food's almost done. I should go." I nodded and ruffled my hair. "Bro and sis'll be home soon,"I lied.
Ash (2:09:42 AM): "Not going to stay and eat?"
Avery (2:10:52 AM): "Don't have time. Sorry." I hated lying, but I knew I'd made things awkward a nd I wasn't staying around now to feel embarrassed about it.
Ash (2:11:15 AM): "I... alright... do you want a ride home?"
Avery (2:12:58 AM): "Nah. I'm good." I went and hurriedly grabbed my schoolbag. "Bye." I headed to the front door, feeling like a complete and utter fool.
Ash (2:14:20 AM): "hey... wait a minute..."
Avery (2:15:26 AM): I stopped, even though I didn't want to. How would he know Tristan and Scarlett were already out of school? He couldn't know I was lying. Just let me go, I muttered in my head.
Ash (2:16:50 AM): "Can I... I mean if we're not in classes anymore... can I at least call you?"
Avery (2:17:56 AM): I turned to him slightly, wanting to say no and mean it, but I couldn't. "Erm...yeah...sure." I smiled despite myself, kicking myself on the inside.
Ash (2:18:57 AM): "Really?" I smiled a little, standing within inches.
Avery (2:19:28 AM): I swallowed at the closeness of him and nodded. My resolve weakened. "Yes...really."
Ash (2:20:03 AM): "Okay..." my voice was soft, leaning and gently kissing his bottom lip before pulling away, "I'll see you later, then."
Avery (2:21:13 AM): I was caught off-guard and I managed the slightest nod and a smile. "Later...right." I stepped out the door, blinking a bit.
Ash (2:21:53 AM): I locked the door behind him, watching him quietly from the window./
Avery (2:23:04 AM): I stopped on the sidewalk, chewing at my lip. Fighting the urge to go back and then trying to move forward but just feeling stuck.
Ash (2:25:00 AM): A small look of confusion crossed my features, resting my cheek on the couch. I didn't know what it was with him... Wa sI just being myself... or did I mean it when I kissed him like that
Avery (2:25:59 AM): I let out a string of curses and kept walking. I was so fucked up in the head. What t he hell was I doing?!? I got home and fell onto the couch in the empty house.
Ash (2:30:25 AM): I took the lasagne out of the over, staring at it now with a sad face. I let it cool and threw plastic wrap over it, my stomach aching at the smell.
Avery (2:31:41 AM): Looking up at the ceiling, I couldn't stop thinking about what I'd done with you. How we'd touched, kissed...grinded and sucked each other off. And my stomach did somersaults.
Ash (2:32:52 AM): I stuffed it in the fridge and left a note for my mum, going upstairs with a aching head and clibing into bed.
Avery (2:33:56 AM): I mumbled under my breath and went to my room, lying on the window seat and reaching my hand down in my pants to get myself off once more.
Ash (2:34:27 AM): I didn't feel right but most of me didn't care, shoving my head into my pillow as if to suffocate myself.
Avery (2:36:45 AM): I jerked hard and fast, eyes scrunched shut and my mouth slightly parted as I thought of him and moaned.
Ash (2:38:32 AM): It ached and I huffed, feeling myself fall asleep finally.
Avery (2:38:56 AM): When I was done, I wiped my hand on my boxers and took a nap on the window seat.
Ash (2:39:15 AM): [hehe]
Avery signed off at 2:40:04 AM.

Ash (4:37:56 PM): It was a Tuesday a week later when I simply showed up on his doorstep, knocking.
Ash (4:38:10 PM): [they havent been confronted with nix not liking him yet]
Avery (4:45:37 PM): I was in my room and my dad answered the door. "Hello....can I help you?"
Ash (4:48:34 PM): "Is Ash home?"
Avery (4:49:16 PM): Phoenix quirked a brow. "Avery's in his room...come in."
Ash (4:49:43 PM): [omg i meant avery hahahahahahahhaa yeah im out of it] I gave him a small smile, hands in my pockets.
Avery (5:03:22 PM): Phoenix watched him for a moment as he let him inside, surveying him for a long time. "You know where his room is?"
Ash (5:03:48 PM): I gave him a small nod and thanked him for letting me in, moving to walk down the hall.
Avery (5:05:33 PM): Phoenix stared after him then went in search of Caiden.
Ash (5:05:55 PM): I knocked on his door and waited for an answer.
Avery (5:06:19 PM): I looked up from the canvas I was painting, shirtless and paint-splattered. "Come in."
Ash (5:07:53 PM): I opened the door and stepped inside, shutting it qiuetly behind me.
Avery (5:08:59 PM): "Hey..." I smiled at him, wiping off a smudge on my cheek.
Ash (5:09:31 PM): "Hey." I grinned a little, opening my messenger bag and pulling out something for you.
Avery (5:11:42 PM): I came over to him, ruffling my hair. "What's that?"
Ash (5:15:18 PM): I laughed a little bit and bit my lip, holding it out for him. [some kind of rare thing i dunno what. cd or something]
Avery (5:17:48 PM): My eyes widened a bit. "Wow!" I turned the CD over and over in my palm. "How'd you even know I liked them?" I grinned wide. "Thank you!"
Ash (5:24:28 PM): "Lucky guess." I offered him a smile and toyed with the change in my pocket.
Avery (5:28:08 PM): I rushed over to my CD player and undid the wrapping, popping it in and grinning even wider.
Ash (5:29:17 PM): I couldn't help lauyghing just a little, watching him.
Avery (5:30:18 PM): I came back over to him, grin plastered on my face. "Really. Thank you."
Ash (5:50:43 PM): "You're welcome." I nodded a little sitting down on his bed.
Avery (5:51:34 PM): I giggled and smiled at him, coming over and flopping on the bed, scratching at my bare stomach. "So my dad give you the eye when you came in?"
Ash (5:53:03 PM): "Yeah, actually..."
Avery (5:54:05 PM): I frowned a little. "Don't worry. He's just overprotective."
Ash (5:55:08 PM): "Of what...? Your guy friends?"
Avery (5:55:24 PM): I snorted. "Nah, of everyone."
Ash (5:55:45 PM): "Oh... well.... " I shrugged alittle, not sure what to say.
Avery (5:56:33 PM): "He didn't used to be that way...but a lot of stuff has happened in his life. Guess as he got older he got more anal." I laughed.
Ash (5:57:14 PM): A small smile touched my lips, "So I came to ask you if you were up for something. Though I don't know what considering this towns kind of boring."
Avery (5:58:41 PM): I snorted into my hand. "Yeah...it really is. London's the place to be...but apparently Dad and Caiden thought they should move out here to suburbia."
Ash (5:59:47 PM): "I was actually thinking about seeing if you wanted to go out there..."
Avery (6:00:06 PM): I raised my brows. "To London? Seriously?"
Ash (6:00:50 PM): "Sure. It's only an hour away. Why not?"
Avery (6:01:44 PM): "Ok. I'll just go ask my dad." I smiled again and left the room.
Ash (6:03:04 PM): I looked alittle unsure abut that, waiting/.
Avery (6:04:44 PM): I found my dad in the livingroom. "Can I into the city with Ash?" Phoenix looked up and rose his brows. "I don't even know the kid and you want me to let you go into the city with him?"
Ash (6:05:17 PM): Waiting patietnly, I listened to his dad.
Avery (6:08:31 PM): "Dad, he's a friend." "Yeah? Well, how come I've never seen him around before?" "Because you're never home!" I retorted, arms crossed over my chest. I saw Caiden smirk in the corner of the room and stared at my dad evenly. "Since I see I'm getting no help on this..."He looked to Caiden and then back at me. "Fine...go."
Ash (6:11:55 PM): I waited, laying back on his bed.
Avery (6:13:12 PM): "Thanks, Dad." I kissed the top of his head and ran back to my room, plopping down on the bed beside Ash. "We can go."
Ash (6:14:17 PM): "Good... You're not going to wear that, are you?" I smirked and nodded to his lack of a shirt.
Avery (6:14:54 PM): I looked down at myself and laughed. "Nooo, I'm gonna take a quick shower." I nodded and scampered off into the bathroom adjoined to the room.
Ash (6:18:34 PM): I poked my head in, "I'm gonna run to my house.. I'll be back probably before your out..."
Avery (6:19:16 PM): I had my pants off and my boxers sliding down my hips as I looked up. "Okay."
Ash (6:20:08 PM): I gave him a small smile and headed out through the living room, giving his dads a small smile before I headed off to change into something more suitable for what I had planned.
Avery (6:21:32 PM): I took the quickest shower I knew how to, but still ended up having to scrub paint out of my hair.
Ash (6:24:11 PM): I finally made my way back, wearing more eyeliner and my hair geled perfectly as I knocked on the door again.
Avery (6:26:28 PM): "I'll get itttt!" I called out, running around the corner and sliding into the spot in front of the door. I opened it and grinned at him, clad in bondage pants and a t-shirt I'd painted a graveyard scene on.
Ash (6:36:33 PM): "You had the same idea." I grinned and stoof with my hands in my pockets.
Avery (6:37:46 PM): I giggled. "Apparently. Ready to go then?"
Ash (6:38:21 PM): I nodded and held the door open for him.
Avery (6:38:39 PM): "I'll be back later!"I called out before heading out the d oor and down the path.
Ash (6:39:37 PM): I walked to my car and opened my door, getting in.
Avery (6:40:55 PM): Sliding in the passenger side, I leaned back in the seat, putting my legs under me.
Ash (6:45:34 PM): "So you're stuck in a car with me for an hour." I handed him my iPod.
Avery (6:46:16 PM): I laughed a bit. "I don't consider it being stuck. I'd be stuck if I were in a car with the twins for an hour."
Ash (6:47:22 PM): A small laugh and I glanced at him, shaking my head, "So you make that shirt?"
Avery (6:47:59 PM): I nodded. "Yep. It was a plain white t-shirt and I got bored with it. So one afternoon I did this"
Ash (6:48:44 PM): "I like it." I pulled out of his driveway, heading fo rhte highway.
Avery (6:49:38 PM): "Thanks. I get bored often. You should see the rest of my wardrobe."
Ash (6:50:19 PM): "I've seen a good par tof it."
Avery (6:51:41 PM): I chuckled. "Yeah, I guess so." I reached over and messed with the tag at the back of his shirt. "Like that tshirt. I could do a lot to that."
Ash (6:54:40 PM): I laughed a little, "You can do alot with a fishnet shirt? Or the one under it?"
Avery (6:55:09 PM): "Both. I'm just creative like that." I giggled.
Ash (6:55:35 PM): I smiled a little, turning on the volume and letting you pick a song.
Avery (6:56:18 PM): I turned on an old Green Day song, just for the hell of it, after hearing it blaring in my dads' room. Then leaning back, I closed my eyes.
Ash (6:58:10 PM): It didn't take long to get to london, the clock hitting 9:30pm.
Avery (6:59:11 PM): I looked outside at the lights now and grinned to myself.
Avery signed off at 7:01:07 PM.

Ash (12:08:25 AM): I parked the car up in a parking garage, killing the engine and tucking my iPod into the glove compartment. "Ready?"
Avery (12:09:28 AM): "Ready as I'll ever be."I laughed and ducked out of the car.
Ash (12:10:03 AM): Shutting the door behind me, I checked my wallet and then plucked a cigarette out, making our way to the stairwell.
Avery (12:13:14 AM): "So where exactly are we going, huh? Or can't I know?"
Ash (12:18:55 AM): "You'll see." We hit the street finally and walked towards a club there.
Avery (12:19:49 AM): I shrugged and put my hands in my back pockets, looking around and taking in everything.
Ash (12:22:27 AM): "Have you ever been here at night?"
Avery (12:24:34 AM): "Once or twice...but not recently. I haven't gotten out much lately."
Ash (12:25:40 AM): "Why not?" I looked over at him, flicking some ashes.
Avery (12:27:23 AM): "I dunno...haven't really wanted to, I guess."
Ash (12:27:56 AM): "Oh..." I gave him a small nod and gestured him into the club with me, plucking the money for entrance out of my wallet and handing it to the guy.
Avery (12:29:06 AM): I gave the guy the tiniest smile and shuffled inside after you, chewing at my lip piercing as I scan the room.
Ash (12:29:42 AM): I didn't bother working my way in, grabbing him by the bottom of his shirt and dragging him into the crowd.
Ash (12:30:01 AM): [its a club but its like... rock music... so more like crazy dancing than stupid rap and techno]
Avery (12:33:57 AM): I chuckled and let him tug on me, being knocked into a bit but not minding it.
Ash (12:35:26 AM): Turning around, finally, I looked at him and pulled him against me.
Avery (12:40:13 AM): I let out a little surprised gasp when I banged into him and looked up into his eyes.
Ash (12:40:46 AM): I couldn't help laughing a little, easing into the flow of the music.
Avery (12:42:33 AM): I shook my head and turned away from him, closing eyes and dancing to the song.
Ash (12:43:13 AM): I felt almost hurt by that, but determined to have fun as I grabbed his hips.
Avery (12:44:00 AM): (he was being playfulll *pout*) I giggled, knowing he'd take the bait and swayed my hips side to side.
Ash (12:45:45 AM): I smirked and lowered my lips to his ear, "I love when you're a brat."
Avery (12:46:16 AM): I shivered pleasantly and grinned. "I can be a brat all the time if you'd like."
Ash (12:47:43 AM): "Mm..." I took this into consideration but didn't answer him, pressing against him and dancing.
Avery (12:50:06 AM): I moved to the music, getting into it and letting my head fall back a bit, hands running down his sides.
Ash (12:50:42 AM): The songs changed and we danced, feeling my muscles burn with the movement. I leaned in and asked him if he wanted something to drink.
Avery (12:55:32 AM): I nodded a bit, unable to really answer over the music and moved with him over to the bar.
Ash (12:56:24 AM): I ordered a rum and coke, giving the bartender cash and looking at you.
Avery (1:00:16 AM): I paused for a moment, then asked for a jack daniel's straight up, smirking to myself as I thought of my dad.
Ash (1:00:58 AM): I paid for his drink too, giving him a grin and leaning against the counter.
Avery (1:02:28 AM): I bounced a bit in my seat, then the drinks came and I tipped back the shot, licking my lips as it burned on the way down.
Ash (1:04:00 AM): "Order as many as you want."
Avery (1:06:12 AM): I giggled. "Oh, why thank you, kind sir." I ordered another and tipped it back as fast as the first. After about six, it all hit me and I leaned against the counter, head on my arm.
Ash (1:06:43 AM): I watched him, laughing a little, "Come on, we need a few more songs before I let you leave with me."
Avery (1:09:51 AM): I giggled, almost uncontrollably and stumbled back towards the dance floor, swaying now and closing eyes again.
Ash (1:10:30 AM): I grabbed him, almost a bit protectively, and slid my hands down his arms.
Avery signed off at 1:15:12 AM.

Avery (6:05:42 PM): I giggled and turned around in his arms, sliding down his body so my face was level with his groin. Then I slid back up and grinded against him while I danced.
Ash (6:07:18 PM): I couldn't help just grinning at this, my hands down on his ass.
Avery (6:10:12 PM): I had my body pressed against his, swaying in his arms head back and feeling completely freed.
Ash (6:14:03 PM): I found myself behind him again, pressing into him and feeling my skin burn.
Avery (6:16:44 PM): I couldn't control a shiver that went through me as I danced, almost forgetting where I was.
Ash (6:21:55 PM): It wasn't long before my hands slid down and touched the backs of his, lifting his arms as we danced from song to song.
Avery signed off at 6:23:47 PM.
Avery signed on at 6:45:44 PM.
Ash (6:51:50 PM): It wasn't long before my hands slid down and touched the backs of his, lifting his arms as we danced from song to song.
Avery (6:56:53 PM): "I am...so...drunk!" I laughed, bumping into him.
Ash (6:58:08 PM): I noticed and said nothing but, "It's almost 2am... time to go, I think."
Avery (7:01:00 PM): I nodded and leaned on him a little. "Yeah. Home sweet home." I mumbled.
Ash (7:01:39 PM): Snagging him around the waist, I looked for my keys in my pocket as we made way back to the parking structure.
Avery (7:02:40 PM): I rested my head on his shoulder, ruffling my hair and looking blearily around the parking lot. "My dad's gonna kick my arse."
Ash (7:03:21 PM): "About that... do you think maybe I should just keep you for the night?"
Avery (7:05:20 PM): I looked up at him a little unsteadily. "If...you wouldn't...mind. I don't feel much like hearing a l-lecture right now."
Ash (7:05:50 PM): "I could call him and tell him you fell asleep after we came back to watch a movie? Unless you think you can hide that slur of yours."
Avery (7:06:43 PM): I furrowed my brows. "N-Not...a chance..."
Ash (7:07:24 PM): I couldn't help laughing a little, "Give me your cell, then."
Avery (7:09:30 PM): I fumbled for my phone in my pocket and handed it over.
Ash (7:18:18 PM): I smirked and waited to start the car, waiting for someone to pick up.
Avery (7:22:59 PM): I flopped down in the passenger seat, falling over and at my house, my dad snagged the phone. "Hello?"
Ash (7:23:29 PM): "Mr. James?"
Avery (7:24:14 PM): "Yes...who's this?"
Ash (7:26:03 PM): "This is Ash... I was just calling because Avery sort of fell asleep here watching a movie after we went downtown... I was wondering if it was alright if I brought him back home in the morning?"
Avery signed off at 7:27:19 PM.

Avery (9:56:23 PM): "Is that so, huh?"Phoenix pursed his lips, suspicious, but Caiden tapped his arm, wriggling his brows and mouthing "the twins are asleep". Phoenix sighed. "All right. Have him home before noon."
Ash (9:56:55 PM): I thanked him a little and said my goodbyes, shutting the phone and hanging it back to him as I started to car.
Avery (10:00:13 PM): I took the phone, only to have it fall from my hand and to the floor. "Oops." I giggled again and sat upright.
Ash (10:01:05 PM): Smirking a little, shaking my head, I leaned over and picked it up for him just before leaving the parking garage.
Avery (10:05:33 PM): I stuffed it back into my pocket with a muttered "Thanks" and leaned back in the seat.
Ash (10:06:36 PM): "Looks like I'm harboring you for the night," I smirked and put on the music, hitting the highway.
Avery (10:07:49 PM): "He actually said yes?" I asked, shocked. "Wow...guess they got the twins to go to bed then."
Ash (10:08:45 PM): "If I were them I'd fucking love getting rid of the kids. Then they can fuck more than usual."
Avery (10:11:36 PM): I laughed into my hand. "Like they don't already..."I snorted. "You have no idea."
Ash (10:12:26 PM): "Well, more than usual for them, eh?" Whizzing in and out of traffic, the engine purred hapiply.
Avery (10:13:04 PM): I sighed and looked out the window. "Yeah...maybe..."
Ash (10:13:49 PM): A lot of the ride w as spent in silence, the dull hum of the clubs music ringing in my ears even when I pulled up outside of my house.
Avery (10:16:16 PM): I squinted up at the house and pursed my lips together. "This isn't my house,"I mumbed.
Avery (10:16:24 PM): *mumbled*
Ash (10:18:30 PM): "Nope, you're stuck with me, remember?"
Avery (10:20:17 PM): I blinked a little and then slowly nodded. "Oh. Right...sorry."
Ash (10:21:18 PM): I gave him a little bit of a smile and shut the car off, coming over to his side and waiting.
Avery (10:22:07 PM): I stumbled out, righting myself and pushing down my shirt.
Ash (10:22:40 PM): We walked to the front door, me unlocking it and gesturing him inside. Mum wasn't home.
Avery (10:23:39 PM): I walked inside, ruffling my hair and looking around. "I remember this place."
Ash (10:24:08 PM): I had to laugh a ;little, "Right, that'd be my house. Come on then..." I started up the stairs to my room.
Avery (10:24:58 PM): I nodded and followed him, holding onto his belt loops so I didn't fall over into the wall.
Ash (10:25:35 PM): I brought him into my room and toed my shoes off, shutting the door behind us and flicking on the TV.
Avery (10:26:54 PM): I tugged off my shoes, staggering over to the bed and falling down on it.
Ash (10:31:36 PM): "You want something to wear? Sweatpants or something? I've got loads."
Avery (10:32:20 PM): I looked down at myself. "Nah, I sleep in my boxers. I'll be okay."
Ash (10:33:33 PM): "Suit yourself. I tugged down my pants, walking around in my boxers and stepping into my walkin, shoving the pants intoa hamper.
Avery (10:59:46 PM): I squiggled out of my pants and yanked off my t-shirt, then flopped on the bed again, stretching my arms over my head.
Ash (11:01:08 PM): "I guess I deserve to lose my bed because I let you get trashed." I sat down on the edge f it, flipping throught the TV with a cigarette between my lips.
Avery (11:03:05 PM): "No one said you had to lose your bed, silly. I don't take up the whole thing. Jeez."
Ash (11:03:22 PM): "I don't know, that arse of yours is kind of on my side."
Avery (11:09:51 PM): "Oh...I'm sorry." I mumbled and moved over.
Ash (11:11:26 PM): I smiled just a little bit and scooted back against pillows, looking at the TV.
Avery (11:12:58 PM): I curled up on my side, head on my arm and stared at the TV, singing along to a commercial jingle.
Ash (11:14:00 PM): "You still drunk?" I joked.
Avery (11:14:41 PM): I giggled. "Just a little bittt."
Ash (11:15:20 PM): "Only a bit?" I smirked and looked at him, "I think I can still smell the Jack."
Avery (11:17:16 PM): I pouted a little. "Really? I don't wanna smell like alcohol."
Ash (11:19:37 PM): "It's not a bad smell, but you can always get a shower in before you head home...
Avery (11:21:06 PM): I wrinkled my nose and nodded. "Yeah...I think that might be a good idea."
Ash (11:23:30 PM): I offered him a smile and snuggled down onto the bed.
Avery (11:25:55 PM): I played with the hem of my boxers, focusing on the screen and crinkling nose up at a victoria's secret commercial.
Ash (11:27:40 PM): A small huff and I changed the channel, smiling a little when I see that Childs Play is on.
Avery (11:30:07 PM): I laughed a bit into my hand. "Here's Chuckieeee."
Ash (11:30:27 PM): "This movie always scared the bloody shit out of me."
Avery (11:33:42 PM): I looked up at him. "I made my dad chop up a doll of mine that looked like that."
Ash (11:33:57 PM): "You had a doll?"
Avery (11:36:20 PM): I laughed. "Yeah...my mum's morbid sense of humor. So when I was five, I told my dad to chop it to pieces and he did."
Ash (11:36:52 PM): "Sounds about along the lines of a pycho."
Avery (11:40:04 PM): I rolled my eyes. "She was...something all right...what I remember of her anyway."
Ash (11:40:36 PM): "What happened to her?"
Avery (11:42:20 PM): I looked up at the ceiling now. "She got shot."
Ash (11:42:55 PM): I bit my lipa little and looked at him.
Avery (11:43:59 PM): "Don't get all quiet on me now. It was...eleven years ago."
Ash (11:44:46 PM): "So your mum and dad weren't together then, were they?"
Avery (11:46:14 PM): "They almost got married...before I was born...but it never happened."
Ash (11:46:55 PM): "Oh... I'm sorry..." I said quietly. I always felt bad for kids born to parents who weren't together.
Avery (11:50:10 PM): "I'm not. If they had gotten together, my dad and step-dad never would've had a chance, and my dad would've been miserable."
Ash (11:50:56 PM): "So he knew your stepdad before, aye?"
Avery (11:54:02 PM): "He's known him since he was about eight." I nodded. "They were soulmates...always...they just took a hell of a long time realizing it."
Ash (11:56:41 PM): The thought made me smile, "I always wanted a soul mate."
Avery (11:59:06 PM): I gazed up at him. "You've got one. He's out there somewhere waiting for you to find him."
Ash (11:59:22 PM): "Yeah, maybe."
Avery (12:00:43 AM): I reached up and touched his cheek. "He is...you just have to not give up finding him."
Ash (12:01:15 AM): I couldn't help but thinking about how drunk he was... touching me and saying this... and I pulled away just slightly.
Avery (12:06:27 AM): "I'm not too drunk to comprehend things, you know. In fact I'm still pretty damn lucid."
Ash (12:07:10 AM): I gave him a little smile, "Yeah, usually people say things they mean when they're drunk. So either way..."
Avery (12:08:42 AM): "So either way, I'm speaking the truth. I'm saying what I know and what I feel."
Ash (12:11:17 AM): "I know..." I said softly, "And I never planned on giving up."
Avery (12:12:13 AM): I grinned up at him and touched his arm. "Good. Cuz sometimes the best things are right in front of you. "I nodded. "You just have to see em. At least, that's what my dad told me."
Ash (12:13:26 AM): "Right in front of me changes a bit often."
Avery (12:14:50 AM): I sighed a bit. "Yeah...well you'll know em when you see em."
Ash (12:15:06 AM): "Maybe not."
Avery (12:17:06 AM): I frowned. "Damn pessimist." I shook my head.
Ash (12:17:28 AM): "Well, sometimes the best things in life aren't so easy."
Avery (12:19:10 AM): "I never said it would be easy. Because who ever said you could have what was right in front of you just like that?"
Ash (12:20:11 AM): I smiled faintly, "No one."
Avery (12:23:32 AM): "Exactly. So it could be there, and you'd realize it, and then you'd have to fight to get it. It took my dad six years to figure out he could have my step-dad if he tried hard enough. And look at them. They've been married over eleven years."
Ash (12:24:31 AM): A small nod and I laid down more, sliding under the sheets, "I'm really tired..." I said, faintly, to no one in particular.
Avery (12:26:29 AM): "Night then." I turned over, facing away from him and curled up.
Ash (12:30:43 AM): "Gnight Avery..." I said, softly, and sank down further beneath my covers, close to him.
Avery (12:40:17 AM): I felt the warmth of his body close to me and let out a sigh, resisting the urge to turn and curl up to him, instead closing my eyes and trying to make myself go to sleep.
Ash (12:41:32 AM): I didn't sleep, how could I? My cheek pressed aganst my pillow, propped up just enough soI could look at his face.
Avery (12:43:43 AM): I felt his eyes on me, making a shiver run down my spine. But I kept my eyes closed. He was so close...so fucking close, yet so far away.
Ash (12:45:44 AM): I scooted just a little, pressing just slightly into his back.
Avery signed off at 12:47:05 AM.

Ash (11:12:17 PM): "Are too..." I rinsed myself off, reaching for a bottle of the coconut shampoo.
Avery (11:13:06 PM): "Am nottt." I bumped him again and washed off my hair.
Ash (11:22:22 PM): I had to laugh a bit, rubbing the shampoo into my hair.
Avery (11:30:49 PM): I giggled more and then turned around, facing him and watching him.
Ash (11:31:58 PM): I closed my eyes and tilted my head back, letting it wwahs out.
Avery (11:33:40 PM): Licking my lip, I couldn't keep my eyes off of him.
Ash (11:36:13 PM): I ran a hand over my face and opened my eyes again, meeting them with his,
Avery (11:41:20 PM): I smiled at him a bit embarrassed.
Ash (11:41:47 PM): I returned the smile, reaching out to get a towel and stepping out of the shower.
Avery (11:42:37 PM): I sighed and reached to turn off the tap. Then took a moment before I stepped out too.
Ash (11:43:02 PM): Grabbing a towel, I held it out for him, towel myself off.
Ash (11:43:05 PM): toweling-
Avery (11:44:36 PM): I took the towel and dried off, grabbing my clothes from the floor.
Ash (11:45:05 PM): "Do you want to borrow something?"
Avery (11:47:23 PM): I shrugged a bit. "This stuff smells like Jack Daniels. So yeah..."
Ash (11:51:28 PM): "I can wash it maybe? Before you leave. That way your dad won't think Itook you for a ride."
Avery (11:52:13 PM): I chuckled lightly. "Um yeah...good idea."
Ash (11:54:43 PM): I gave him a smile and stepped into the bedroom, lighting a cigarette before stepping into my walkin.
Avery (11:55:06 PM): I plopped down on the end of the bed, swinging legs a bit.
Ash (11:55:42 PM): "You want me to pick you something out?" I poked my head out, smoke going up to the ceiling.
Avery (11:56:18 PM): "Go ahead." I laid back on the bed and put my arms behind my head.
Ash (11:57:46 PM): A small shrug and I tugged a tattered band shirt off a hook, one of my favorites, and held it. I gathered an outfit for him, black pants and a white shirt fo sorts before I came out and handed it to him, scratching my hip as I puffed a cigarette.
Avery (11:59:13 PM): I tugged on my boxers and took the clothes he gave me, slipping into them. They were warm and smelled like him.
Ash (12:00:36 AM): I gazed out the window, hand on my hip, and just looked at the scenary.
Avery (12:01:14 AM): I pulled the shirt up a little and inhaled his scent, then smiled and stood up.
Ash (12:01:41 AM): I heard him move and glanced back, still in my towel.
Avery (12:03:37 AM): "You're bloody gorgeous." I stepped up and gave him a light kiss before leaving the room.
Ash (12:06:41 AM): Glancing down at myself a bit, I sighed and moved to get my clothes on.
Avery (12:07:46 AM): I headed downstairs, smiling to myself.
Ash (12:08:10 AM): The TV was on, my Mum flipping through it and saying nothing was o.
Avery (12:10:25 AM): I bit my lip a little and mumbled a soft "Hello."
Ash (12:11:21 AM): She sees you and grins, "Oh, 'ello... I'm sorry. This bloody thing is a waste of time." She blushed a bit and turned to face him, "Are you Avery?"
Avery (12:12:03 AM): I smiled softly and nodded. "Yeah, that's me."
Ash (12:15:28 AM): "I'm Meara [meer a], Ash's mum if you can believe it." She grins a bit and gestures you over.
Avery (12:16:03 AM): I laughed a little. "No way, thought you were his sister." I grinned and came to sit on the couch.
Ash (12:16:57 AM): "I get that all the time," She waves a hand at you, humor in her voice. "Peanut?" She holds a bowl out just as I step into the room, "I told you she was a weird one."
Avery (12:19:00 AM): I giggled and shook my head. "I like her." I nodded and grabbed some peanuts from the bowl.
Ash (12:19:44 AM): "Watch it, she might have poisioned them." She hits my arm and I giggle. Poking my side, "I see how it is, Mr. Hayes."
Avery (12:22:41 AM): I snickered and popped them into my mouth. I was sorta reminded about how I joked around with Cai. My dad had gotten too anal lately.
Ash (12:24:56 AM): "Oh you do, do you?" I grinned and she gestured to you, "I saw you two last night. Getting a bit dirty, weren't you." I laughed, "Og, of course."
Avery (12:25:54 AM): I smirked to myself and thought about the dancing last night, a pleasant little shiver running down my spine.
Ash (12:31:52 AM): "Well, I've got to get back there... I just stopped in to grab a few things. You need anything before I go." I shook my head, I had the credit card, and smiled when she kissed my cheek. "Love you." I said the same and repeated the same. "It was nice meeting you, love."
Avery (12:32:37 AM): "Nice meeting you too."I beamed up at her and then looked down again.
Ash (12:33:06 AM): She gives me a bit of a look, smirking, and I waved her off.
Avery (12:34:05 AM): I fiddled with my hands in my lap.
Ash (12:35:23 AM): I heard the door closed and looked over at you, "So I put your things in the wash. You
Ash (12:35:33 AM): 're free in bout an hour or more."
Avery (12:35:56 AM): I glanced up at him and smiled softly again. "Okay."
Ash (12:36:20 AM): "Want to watch something?"
Avery (12:37:04 AM): I nodded and gestured him to sit down with me.
Ash (12:37:37 AM): I came over and sat beside him, pulling my legs up. I'd never told hima bout my mum or about how she was 13 when I was born.
Avery (12:40:08 AM): "Your mum's quite nice."I said softly.
Ash (12:41:34 AM): "Wait till you get 'er on a good day."
Avery (12:42:50 AM): I chuckled. "Oh? What's that supposed to mean?"
Ash (12:51:46 AM): "She'll try forcing things on you."
Avery (12:53:08 AM): I raised my brows. "What do you mean?"
Ash (12:53:20 AM): "Like presents."
Avery (12:53:48 AM): "Oh...okay. I thought you meant bad things." I laughed.
Ash (12:56:38 AM): I shook my head, "Nah, shes harmless."
Avery (12:56:59 AM): I grinned. "Yeah, I thought so." I moved over closer to him.
Ash (1:00:25 AM): I looked at him a bit and smirke.d
Avery (1:03:03 AM): Resting my head on his shoulder, I put an arm around his waist.
Avery signed off at 1:04:04 AM.
Ash (11:05:35 AM): I looked over at him alittle, flicking the channels to a movie.
Avery (11:08:58 AM): Snuggling up to him, I played my fingers lightly over his stomach.
Avery (11:12:27 AM): Snuggling up to him, I played my fingers lightly over his stomach.
Ash (11:17:15 AM): A small smile and I put my arm around his shoulders.
Avery (11:19:51 AM): "I could get used to this if you don't watch out,"I joked, circling over his belly button under his shirt.
Ash (11:22:34 AM): "I've got no objections."
Avery (11:22:53 AM): I looked up at him, eyes softened. "Really?"
Ash (11:29:01 AM): "REally." I said, quietly.
Avery (11:29:38 AM): I leaned up and softly brushed my lips to his, then once more cuddled up to him and held him to me.
Ash (11:32:58 AM): I stretched out a little beside him, the two of us laying into one another for support.
Avery (11:33:56 AM): My head against his chest, I once more listened to his heartbeat. I was falling for him and I couldn't stop myself.
Ash (11:34:22 AM): "Do you want anything to eat?"
Avery (11:35:30 AM): I shook my head slowly. "I just wanna enjoy this,"I said honestly, quietly.
Ash (11:37:01 AM): A smalls mile and I reached over for the bowl of peanuts left by my mum.
Avery (11:38:25 AM): I closed my eyes, taking in his familiar scent and let out a sigh, stroking my fingers up and down his chest.
Ash (11:42:59 AM): I shivered a little, his fingers soft on my bare chest.
Avery (11:44:44 AM): "I think I like touching you like this the best. Yep." I moved my fingers in a lazy circle.
Ash (11:45:08 AM): "Can't say I don'
Ash (11:45:09 AM): t."
Avery (11:45:52 AM): I smiled. "Good. No disagreeing." I kissed his left pec and the smile turned into a grin.
Ash (11:52:38 AM): I smiled and gave a small sigh
Avery (11:53:05 AM): Looking up at him, I rested my chin on his chest and simply admired him.
Avery signed off at 12:08:15 PM.
Avery signed on at 3:55:58 PM.
Ash (3:56:52 PM): I reached up my fingers, looking at the TV as I stroked his hair, soflty.
Avery (3:57:55 PM): The smile on my face wouldn't go away. I liked simply being with him. He made me feel...well, I didn't think there was a word for it.
Avery (4:03:44 PM): The smile on my face wouldn't go away. I liked simply being with him. He made me feel...well, I didn't think there was a word for it.
Ash (4:05:28 PM): I leaned and rested my head against his, brushing fnigers down his neck.
Avery signed off at 4:06:53 PM.
Avery signed on at 4:43:12 PM.
Ash (4:48:53 PM): I leaned and rested my head against his, brushing fnigers down his neck.
Avery (4:49:59 PM): That same pleasant shiver ran down my spine and I sighed.
Ash (4:51:11 PM): It was a horrible habit of mine. Getting close to these guys... treating them like this... and then I'd move and forget them. But him... well... when I was with him the thought of leaving made me feel depressed.
Avery (4:52:19 PM): I looked up at him and bit at my lip. "If you do move again...even if nothing ever gets to happen between us...don't forget me, okay?"
Ash (4:56:02 PM): "Forget you? I'll have you on speeddial."
Avery (4:56:55 PM): I giggled at that and leaned up, kissing him softly. "Good answer."
Ash (4:58:09 PM): A small smile tugged at the sides of my lips.
Avery (4:59:48 PM): "Mmm...you're smiling. You like the idea too." I grinned and kissed at his lower lip.
Ash (5:03:05 PM): "Which idea?" I smirked.
Avery (5:07:55 PM): I laughed. "What do you mean which idea? Not forgetting me, silly. Having me only a phone call away." I pecked his lip and slid my tongue lazily between his lips.
Ash (5:10:15 PM): Soft and perfectly smooth, I found myself sucking softly at his tounge and then sliding mine to touch the tip
Avery (5:13:16 PM): I moved so I was in his lap, legs on either side of him and my arms hanging over his shoulders, mingling my tongue with his and feeling the cool metal stud in his tongue slide against mine.
Ash (5:14:42 PM): My hands touched his sides, softly, and I layed back against the back of the couch.
Avery (5:18:42 PM): I played with his tongue against mine, pressing my body against his and reveled in his taste.
Ash (5:21:21 PM): I let out a small sound of pleasure, hands sliding to his back.
Avery (5:22:23 PM): I liked the noises he made and I wanted to keep at it, delving my tongue around and exploring his mouth.
Avery signed off at 5:36:47 PM.

Avery (9:19:27 PM): My stomach twisted a bit and I acted as if I didn't notice. Not sure if he'd even done it on purpose.
Ash (9:23:23 PM): I stared at him, feeling my stomach grumble a bit./
Avery (9:26:09 PM): I furrowed my brows, casually looking over my shoulder. "Umm...you okay?"
Ash (9:28:51 PM): "Yeah, guess I'm just hungry or something..." I moved to slide out from behind him,.
Avery (9:30:21 PM): "Oh...all right." I turned back on my side and played with a cuff on my wrist.
Ash (9:31:40 PM): "I'll be back in a bit... feel free to fall asleep..." I said, quietly, and padded towards the bedroom door.
Avery (9:32:31 PM): I nodded a little and closed my eyes once more, knowing there was no way I'd be falling asleep.
Ash (9:35:11 PM): I opened the door and looked at him, "You can come if you want?" As I stood there, I didn't bother to notice how I looked. Small, skin and bones, and pale.
Avery (9:37:36 PM): I peeked open my eyes and gazed at him a little. For all the food he managed to eat, it sure as hell didn't look like he actually had eaten anything at all. "Um...I'm okay...not hungry..."
Ash (9:38:56 PM): "You don't have to eat..." I shrugged a bit.
Ash (9:40:23 PM): "Thought maybe you wouldn't mind keeping me company?"
Avery (9:56:33 PM): I smiled a little. "Okay." I slid out of bed and walked to the door, slipping past him.
Ash (9:57:04 PM): I smiled just a little and followed him, the wood floor creaking before i hit the stairs.
Avery (9:57:43 PM): I bounded down the stairs and made my way to the familiar kitchen area.
Ash (9:58:04 PM): Once we got there, I dug around in the fridge and pulled out pizza rolls.
Avery (9:58:55 PM): I sat up on the counter and swung my legs back and forth
Ash (10:01:18 PM): I dumped them out onto a tray and rummaged around for the chip dip, putting it on the counter with a bag of chips as I popped the pizza rolls into the over.
Ash (10:01:19 PM): oven-
Avery (10:02:14 PM): I eyed the bag of chips and dip, biting at my lip. "Junk food...you have called to me."I giggled.
Ash (10:04:22 PM): "It calls to everyone." I pulled myself up onto the island in the middle of the kitchen alongside him, opening the dip.
Avery (10:06:26 PM): I plucked a chip from the bag, popping it into my mouth and crunching happily
Ash (10:07:00 PM): I had to smile, once more, and pulled my legs up, socked feet against the counter top.
Avery (10:09:30 PM): Dipping a chip into the container of bean dip I took another bite and smiled to myself.
Ash (10:10:22 PM): "So did you figure out if your homeschooling or not?"
Ash (10:12:53 PM): I said this, stuffing a few chips at once into my mouth.
Avery (10:16:53 PM): I nodded. "Yeah, I talked it over with my dad. He went to the school and yelled at our teacher for a good fifteen minutes. The dean gave him this big apology spiel. Told him to stay. My dad said they could shove their school up their arses, threw my books down on the desk and left."
Ash (10:19:01 PM): "Oh..." I nodded a little, scooping up a big hunk of bean dip.
Avery (10:19:46 PM): "Yeah...he gets real fired up. My step-dad says his name suits him well because of that."I chuckled.
Ash (10:21:09 PM): A small smile, "I've had my Mum looking into homeschooling too.. .she says shed much rather be home doing that to keep herself busy than workthis job shes got."
Avery (10:22:31 PM): "I think they'd be getting me a tutor. Neither of them have much time to be able to stay home."
Ash (10:23:46 PM): "Maybe my mum can teach the both of us," I was half joking, half serious.
Avery (10:24:03 PM): "Really? You think she'd do that?"
Ash (10:24:20 PM): "It's what she does."
Avery (10:26:44 PM): I smiled a bit more. "Well...maybe it could happen. It'd be a lot better than being alone with some weird tutor."
Ash (10:27:19 PM): "I'll let her know you don't think she's some weird tutor." I smirked a bit and realized I'd eaten up half the bean dip already.
Avery (10:29:06 PM): I giggled and ran a hand through my hair. "Well, thinking of the person my dad would most likely hire, I'm thinking I'd like your mum a hell of a lot more."
Ash (10:29:40 PM): "Yeah, she's not bad... she taught me most of my life. She just thought I'd want to be in a school... meet people."
Avery (10:33:35 PM): I nodded a little and gazed over at him. "I like that idea. I really do."
Ash (10:34:30 PM): I gave a small shrug, ":If you remember this in the mornign, ask your dad,
Ash (10:34:32 PM): "
Avery (10:37:49 PM): I made a face at him. "I'll remember. I'm not even drunk anymore."
Ash (10:38:17 PM): "What sobered you up?" I joked, "And how do I get you drunk again?
Avery (10:41:39 PM): I chuckled. "I dunno. I wasn't that bad off. And why do you need to get me drunk again?"
Ash (10:44:52 PM): "People open up more when they're drunk."
Avery (10:45:44 PM): I nodded a bit and then looked around. "Well, what's your mum keep around?"
Ash (10:46:28 PM): "Anything." I pointed to a cabinet.
Avery (10:48:13 PM): I plopped down off the counter and opened the cabinet, rifling through it. "Well, Jack seemed to be effective." I laughed and tugged out the pint.
Ash (10:50:01 PM): I went over to the fridge and brought out a lemonade carton, pouring a glass, "Bring it over."
Avery (10:51:41 PM): I carried the pint over to him and set it down.
Ash (10:52:22 PM): "Can you see if she's got some triple sec in there?" [chage lemonade to sprite]
Avery (10:55:45 PM): I nodded and went back to the cabinet, pulling that out too and bringing it back to him. "You should just be a bartender." I laughed.
Ash (10:59:13 PM): I gave a small shrug, "Thats the second job. See, my dad left me a lot, you know?" I looked at him, "And he always said I could do anything I wanted... so I plan on doing it all in fun."
Avery (11:00:06 PM): I smiled wide. "That's a pretty good goal there."
Ash (11:00:52 PM): "And there's loads more I wanted to do... just not sure exactly what it is yet."
Avery (11:03:49 PM): I laughed a bit and leaned up against the counter, watching him. "You'll figure it out as you go."
Ash (11:04:35 PM): "Its a lot easier... going at everything with my own time table. I couldn't ask for anyone better than me mum..."
Avery (11:09:28 PM): I smiled warmly at him and nodded, then looked off, wondering to myself if my mum would have ever been able to be like that.
Ash (11:14:28 PM): "You'll have to meet her sometime... should be around in the morning."
Avery (11:21:58 PM): "I'd like that." I leaned back against the counter and stared up at the ceiling.
Ash (11:25:22 PM): A time went off and I slipped ona glove, pulling out a sheet of finished pizza rolls, "We can go back upstairs if you want..."
Avery (11:27:21 PM): I shrugged. "Sure. Why not? Want me to grab the drinks?"
Ash (11:28:23 PM): I gave him a nod, dumping the rolls onto a plate and grabbing what was left of the bean dip, "I have fucking munchies."
Avery (11:32:11 PM): I snorted a bit. "And we didn't even smoke a joint." I grabbed the drinks and headed after him.
Ash (11:34:51 PM): I padded down the hallway and opened the door to my room, setting down the shit on the small table in front of the couch.
Avery (11:36:44 PM): I set the drinks down gently, then plopped onto the floor in front of the table.
Ash (11:37:18 PM): "This house has two master suites, did you know?"
Avery (11:40:26 PM): I looked up at him and raised brows. "Does it? That's cool."
Ash (11:42:43 PM): I shrugged a bit, "Yeah... Its good having your own bathroom. It's got this massive tub in the middle of the room.
Avery (11:44:17 PM): I chuckled. "I know all about the bathroom thing. Gotta love that. Don't have to share with thing one and two."
Ash (11:45:43 PM): "I don't have a thing one or thing two." I giggled a little, shoving a fifth pizza roll into my mouth.
Avery (11:49:03 PM): "You're lucky. They're worse than the cat in the hat's little sidekicks."
Ash (11:49:29 PM): I gave him a small shrug, "I always wanted a little brother or something."
Avery (11:52:19 PM): "You can have mine for a week. See if you still want one."
Ash (11:52:47 PM): "Its not the same." I said quietly, pulling my legs up.
Avery (11:54:56 PM): I frowned a little. "No...I guess not."
Ash (11:55:58 PM): I sipped at the "Lychburg" lemonade, as my mum had called it.
Avery (12:01:45 AM): I popped a pizza roll into my mouth and then sipped the drink. "This is pretty good."
Ash (12:02:31 AM): "The pziza rolls or the drink?"
Avery (12:03:09 AM): I chucked. "The drink, of course."
Ash (12:04:09 AM): "Yeah, it's not bad..." Smirking over the glass, I glanced down at him.
Avery (12:05:42 AM): I sipped it more, till I'd finished it and rested my head back against the couch.
Ash (12:06:24 AM): I couldn't think of words for anything right now, shoving another pizza roll in my mouth and feeling the greasiness between my fingers.
Avery (12:10:11 AM): I felt slightly buzzed again, humming to myself.
Ash (12:10:44 AM): "So is that ruffie i put in there helping?" I joked softly.
Avery (12:14:13 AM): I looked up at him, smirking. "You wouldn't have to do that? I'm bad enough with just drinks, let alone adding drugs to the mix."
Ash (12:14:46 AM): "nah, I couldn't do that anyways."
Avery (12:17:51 AM): I laughed a little and closed my eyes. "Good. Cuz the alcohol's already doing its work."
Ash (12:22:00 AM): "You want the last one?" I offered him the last pizza roll, already feeling a bit queasy.
Avery (12:26:54 AM): I plucked it from his hand and popped it in my mouth, munching it and closing my eyes again.
Ash (12:28:26 AM): Standing up, I took the bowl and the empty container of dip. "I'll be right back... going to throw it all away."
Avery (12:30:36 AM): I nodded, keeping eyes closed and putting my arms behind my head.
Ash (12:31:48 AM): I made my way downstairs, the feeling overwhelming me. I set the containers on the counter before I went into the back bathroom, hoveirng over the toilet and dry heaving the first time.
Avery (12:32:55 AM): I rested my head on the couch and let out a soft sigh, the alcohol making me drowsy.
Ash (12:33:36 AM): The alcohol burned my throat, the quesy feeling not going away as i stuck a finger down my throat.
Avery (12:36:22 AM): (*sniffle*) I thought of him. How cute he was in such a different way than any girl I'd ever thought of. How he made me feel...like they never could.
Ash (12:37:10 AM): My stomach heaved and I gripped the seat of the toilet, my mind flashing and blurrign between thoughts of why I was this way.
Avery (12:39:33 AM): I didn't know why. I didn't know how he affected me like this. But I couldn't exactly stop it, and I didn't really want to.
Ash (12:40:18 AM): I stayed like this for a few moments, wiping my mouth with the back of my hand as I got up, flushing it away. I slapped some water on my face, rinsing my mouth out and spitting.
Avery (12:42:03 AM): I smiled to myself slightly. He was special. That's all there was to it.
Ash (12:43:19 AM): Going back into the ktichen, I made sure the stove was off and threw away things, putting the plate in the sink. I made my way upstairs, feeling better as I stepped back into my room.
Avery (12:45:02 AM): I heard him come back in and sighed a bit to myself. I could never tell him.
Ash (12:45:30 AM): "I think maybe I can sleep now."
Avery (12:48:48 AM): I opened my eyes and smiled softly. "All right...yeah, sounds good."I went back over to the bed, stumbling a little.
Ash (12:51:45 AM): I clicked off the main lights, leaving the dimest light glowing softly near the door to the outside.
Avery signed off at 12:53:12 AM.

Ash (11:11:29 PM): Ash (4:31:28 PM): Avery: I opened my eyes and smiled softly. "All right...yeah, sounds good."I went back over to the bed, stumbling a little.
Ash: I clicked off the main lights, leaving the dimest light glowing softly near the door to the outside.
Avery (4:32:01 PM): I literally fell into the bed and curled up again.
Ash (4:33:07 PM): I came over to the bed and laid down with a small huff.
Avery (4:34:35 PM): Biting at my lip, I stared at the wall across from me, wondering if I'd sleep now and feeling buzzed.
Ash (4:37:22 PM): "Mm... the towels are in the closet there..." I pointed, "In case you want to get one in before I wake up."
Avery (4:39:13 PM): "All right." I mumbled and rubbed at my eyes.
Ash (4:42:11 PM): "Mmm... let me drive you home though..."
Avery (4:48:16 PM): "Okay..."I sighed and frowned a bit, knowing I'd never end up sleeping now.
Ash (4:53:52 PM): "Remotes on the desk if you can't sleep..."
Avery (4:54:44 PM): "Thanks, Ash,"I muttered and closed my eyes, willing myself just to sleep, to stop thinking.
Ash (4:56:01 PM): "mm... night, Avery."
Avery (4:59:23 PM): "Yeah. Night." I opened my eyes again, blurry once more and contemplated the paint on the wall.
Ash (5:00:24 PM): I turned onto my other side, facing his back.
Avery (5:04:43 PM): I made myself think of anything but his closeness to me. Anything at all.
Ash (5:06:25 PM): I didn't really want to fall asleep... but what more could we do? It was almost 3am already.
Avery (5:10:03 PM): I played with a strand of my hair at the side of my neck, twirling it aimlessly around my finger, biting at my lipring.
Ash (5:10:36 PM): Imknew he wasn't sleeping. Scooting up behind him, I lightly put my hand over his side and held him to me.
Avery (5:12:16 PM): I stiffened for a moment. What was I supposed to do in response to that? I paused in thought, only able to think of one thing. I simply snuggled against him and laid there quietly.
Ash (5:12:49 PM): A small smile comes to my lips, laying my head once more on the pillow, now closer to him.
Avery (5:15:18 PM): I let out a little sigh. This was different. It wasn't like snuggling up to my dad when I was little, or holding Sheila when we'd watch movies. It was new and I liked the feel of it.
Ash (5:21:58 PM): "Wasn't sure if you were the cuddling type."
Avery (5:25:00 PM): I had to smile a bit at that. "I'm not...normally."
Ash (5:29:41 PM): "Figured it might help you sleep."
Avery (5:33:36 PM): My smile only grew. "Might be able to help with that..."
Ash (5:57:37 PM): Glad I could help..." I said, softly.
Avery (6:03:51 PM): I played absentl with his fingers and closed my eyes, not quite falling asleep but feeling content.
Ash (6:04:34 PM): I felt him touch my fingertips, drawing in a bit of a sharp breath.
Avery (6:10:38 PM): I slid my fingers between his and then back again over the top of his hand. His skin was soft beneath my own fingertips.
Ash (6:12:31 PM): "Mm..." I shivered, sighing sleepily.
Avery (6:14:13 PM): I brought his hand up and placed a delicate kiss on the palm of his hand, then snuggled up as close to him as I could.
Ash (6:16:40 PM): "Turn around..."
Avery (6:19:38 PM): I obliged, now turning and facing him, looking up at him a little curiously.
Ash (6:19:51 PM): I gave him a small smile, hugging him into me.
Avery (6:20:45 PM): I let out a sigh and nestled my head against his chest. I heard his heartbeat beneath my ear and rested my hand on his chest.
Ash (6:24:24 PM): My hand fell down on his back, rubbing the bare skin.
Avery (6:27:40 PM): I smiled, eyes falling closed, and before I knew it, I'd kissed the spot over his heart.
Ash (6:28:10 PM): I felt it, small and soft, and looked down at him.
Avery (6:34:53 PM): I had the weirdest little smile on my face as I brushed my hand over his skin and nudged my cheek there.
Ash (6:38:38 PM): "mm..." I sighed, feeling goosebumps rising on my skin.
Avery (6:40:23 PM): I giggled a little when I watched the goosebumps riddle his skin and kissed the spot again, then up a little higher, till I had my lips to his neck and kissed just below his ear.
Ash (6:40:48 PM): "Whatr are you doing?" My voice was soft.
Avery (6:43:31 PM): "Exploring you,"I said simply, and kept kissing little trails across his neck to the small hollow there.
Ash (6:44:05 PM): a small sigh and I nodded. I knew, somewhere in the back of of my mind, that I shouldn'
Ash (6:44:07 PM): t....
Avery (6:45:26 PM): "And don't stop me,"I whispered firmly, nudging his head back and kissing the hollow, then down over his collarbone.
Ash (6:46:04 PM): "I
Ash (6:46:10 PM): 'll try not too...."
Avery (6:48:05 PM): "Don't try." I said. "Just lay there and let me. Not that hard." I smirked. "Not yet anyway." I kissed down further over his chest, straight down the middle.
Ash (6:50:08 PM): I glanced down at him, moving more onto my back.
Avery (6:52:43 PM): Straddling him now, I worked my way lower and lower, till my lips were grazing his hipbone and my hands were sliding down his sides.
Ash (6:53:30 PM): "You maike it hard to say no."
Avery (6:55:38 PM): "Then don't say it."I retorted, slipping my hands over his thighs and licking over his hip.
Ash (6:56:10 PM): I let my eyes fall closed, licking my lip.
Avery (6:56:48 PM): My hands slowly slid down his boxers, inch by inch, exposing him to me, and then I dropped them on the floor and kissed at the crease of his thigh.
Ash (6:57:48 PM): [plus ash is one of those perfectly manicured emo punk kids and hes got like... a nice "situation" lmao] A small sigh and I reached down, touching the soft strands of hair.
Avery (7:02:06 PM): I pushed his legs open and kissed over his inner thigh, then down further and across the top of his cock.
Ash (7:02:25 PM): I chewed at my lip, feeling a cold shiver down my stomach-
Avery (7:04:56 PM): He still tasted better than any girl I'd ever went down on. I palmed his cock, running fingers softly over the shaft and across the tip, then kissed lightly over the skin, down to the base.
Ash (7:06:29 PM): I felt myself harden more and more, the soft touchs making me edgy.
Avery (7:07:21 PM): I rubbed my cheek against the taut skin before kissing back up to the tip and placing a kiss there wetly, lips parted.
Ash (7:09:27 PM): A small whimper and my fingers bent into the sheets.
Avery (7:10:53 PM): I moved back up his body and stared down into his eyes. "I want to have sex with you." My voice didn't waver. I wasn't indecisive. I wanted it and I knew he did too.
Ash (7:22:07 PM): "I thought you were saving that for a special occasion?"
Avery (7:23:43 PM): I looked into his eyes. "Being with you right here and now is a special occasion."
Ash (7:24:35 PM): "Why"
Avery (7:25:26 PM): "Because you're not like anyone else I've ever been with, and I don't just mean cuz you're a guy."
Ash (7:27:09 PM): My stomach fluttered just a little bit, "I don't fuck on a first date."
Avery (7:31:52 PM): I sighed and moved off of him. I knew it would end up like this. How many times had he pulled me in only to push me away. My cheeks burned with embarrassment.
Ash (7:32:52 PM): "I'm not saying that because I don't want to."
Avery (7:36:34 PM): "Forget it. Just...forget it." I mumbled, scooting away from him and sitting on the edge of my bed. "It became special a long time ago...probably after I first touched you. But you pull me and push me so fucking much, Ash. You confuse the hell out of me. I'm not a bloody yo-yo." I slipped off the bed and stalked out of the room.
Avery (7:36:50 PM): *edge of his bed*
Ash (7:37:44 PM): I bit my lip and fixed myself, going after him, "I confuse you because I have morals?"
Avery (7:40:32 PM): "No. You confuse me because you tease and you kiss and you say all kinds of things...and you just..."I trailed off, not knowing what to say anymore. "I think I should go home."
Ash (7:40:52 PM): "All kinds of things?"
Avery (7:41:49 PM): "That make me fall for you,"I whispered sadly and went past him, getting my clothes from his room and yanking them on. I felt my stomach twist and my heart clench. Not one girl had done this to me, and he'd had to go change everything I'd ever thought about myself.
Ash (7:43:46 PM): I stepped up and touched his hand, "Don't leave."
Avery (7:50:52 PM): I swallowed and pulled away from him. "Please don't."
Ash (7:51:50 PM): "I don't just jump into it with people, Avery."
Avery (7:54:33 PM): "Then don't make me fall for you if all you keep doing is pushing me back further and further from you. Don't trust me. Don't take me out. Don't hold me and make me think I've got something that I'm never going to have." I felt my lip trembling and I bit it hard. "I'm going now." I slipped past him again and sniffed back tears, keeping myself calm and my head held high.
Ash (7:55:54 PM): His words frustrated me, "So you're saying I'm not aloud to go on dates with you unless we fuck?"
Avery (7:56:38 PM): I shook my head. "That's not what I meant. I shouldn't have even fallen for you in the first place."I was confusing myself all over again.
Ash (7:57:24 PM): "Well I guess if I can't give you what you want, maybe you should leave."
Avery (8:00:53 PM): "You can't give me anything. I get close to you and you put up a wall. It had nothing to do with sex, Ash."I stared at him, tears int he corners of my eyes. "You're the first person that's ever tried to understand me and then I get closer to you and you won't let me. That's what I wanted...that's it...I guess I thought the sex would make me close to you...in a way I couldn't be." I let the tears fall and stopped biting my lip. It was useless to fight it.
Ash (8:04:28 PM): "What makes you think I've got a wall up?"
Avery (8:06:16 PM): "You do. It's in your eyes...your attitude...everything. You might not see it, but it's there. It's like...you won't let yourself get close so you don't have to worry about feeling anything for me."
Ash (8:09:26 PM): A noise of frustration and I stepped in his way, "What exactly is it I have to fear by gettng close to you?"
Avery (8:10:35 PM): "Moving away again." I said simply.
Ash (8:12:08 PM): I shok my head at him, "/There's no point in living life just to fear things. I don't worry about things like that."
Avery (8:12:59 PM): "Maybe it wouldn't hurt you, but it'd hurt me."I whispered, looking down.
Ash (8:14:39 PM): "How do you know if I moved away anything we had would be over?"
Avery (8:15:24 PM): I shrugged a bit. "I dont know...but it's likely, isn't it? No one's ever good at long distance things. You'd find someone else and I'd...try to."
Ash (8:16:44 PM): "What do you know about me and long distance relationships?"
Avery (8:17:07 PM): "I don't, Ash."I murmured sadly. "I don't know anything at all."
Ash (8:18:14 PM): "So then why are you drawing these imaginary conclusions?"
Avery (8:22:23 PM): "Because maybe it'll keep me from getting hurt."
Ash (8:26:22 PM): "Love hurts. Common knowledge."
Avery (8:37:46 PM): "Yeah...thanks for that."
Ash (8:38:39 PM): "So what will make you stay?"
Avery (8:42:42 PM): I frowned. "Turning back time and not saying what I did."
Ash (8:43:20 PM): I frowned and bit my lip,"Well, i'm not letting you go home at this time."
Avery (8:51:04 PM): "You're not letting me?" I chuckled. "Since when do I have to have your permission?"
Ash (9:04:26 PM): "Because you're not going home all boozed up. And don't tell me you're not, people don't get over being drunk in the matter of a half hour."
Avery (9:07:38 PM): I sighed and shook my head. "Fine...fine."
Ash (9:10:02 PM): "So come back to sleep... or something."
Avery (9:16:20 PM): "I'll just...sleep on the couch," I mumbled.
Ash (9:18:09 PM): "No, you take the bed."
Avery (9:18:49 PM): "I don't want the bed. Stop arguing with me, all right? Jeez." I went over to the couch and sat down, curling up my legs.
Ash (9:20:36 PM): I shook my head and sighed, coming over and picking him up like it was nothing.
Avery (9:25:09 PM): "Put me down, you arse!"
Ash (9:25:35 PM): "Ask nicely."
Avery (9:30:12 PM): I pouted a bit. But I didn't want him to let me go, so I simply rested my head against his shoulder.
Ash (9:30:43 PM): "That works too." I moved up onto the bed on my knees.
Avery (9:34:03 PM): I nudged my head into his neck and clung to him.
Ash (9:34:33 PM): I laid down, quietly, with him still snuggled against me.
Avery (9:36:51 PM): I didn't move away from him. I was done hiding how I felt. So I put my arms around him and rested my head in the crook of his shoulder.
Ash (9:41:27 PM): I tugged the covers up and held him against me still, this time my body flat against his.
Avery (9:43:00 PM): I closed my eyes, his warmth comforting, and placed my hands at the small of his back.
Ash (9:49:56 PM): I kissed his forehead and touched his shoulder
Avery (9:52:13 PM): Smiling to myself, I looked up at him a little.
Ash (9:52:28 PM): "try to sleep this time?"
Avery (9:55:18 PM): I nodded slightly and looked back down, eyes closing again.
Ash (10:15:06 PM): I fell asleep not toomuch later, hearing a faint sound of birds chirping
Avery (10:16:25 PM): I didn't remember falling asleep, but apparently I did, securely curled up in his arms.
Ash (10:19:54 PM): I didn't wake up until after he did.
Avery (10:25:03 PM): I looked around a bit, stretching and letting out a yawn.
Ash (10:27:19 PM): The bed shifted beside me and I sighed.
Avery (10:30:30 PM): I looked over at him and leaned to kiss his forehead. Then I got up and sauntered to the bathroom.
Ash (10:31:07 PM): I stretched like a cat, nudging my head more into a pillow.
Avery (10:33:54 PM): Going into the bathroom, I stripped down and turned on the shower.
Ash (10:40:56 PM): I heard the shower start up and peeked an eye open, my body stiff from sleep.
Avery (10:42:45 PM): I waited as the water got hot, then stepped beneath the stream, letting it rain over me.
Ash (10:45:49 PM): I felt my joints crack and sighed, sliding off the bed and looking around the room. I gazed out the bay window and say my Mum's car, smiling a bit.
Avery (10:46:13 PM): I hummed to myself in the shower, a grin on my face. Waking up next to him had been...nice.
Ash (10:46:42 PM): Scratching the back of my head, I kicked off my pants and boxers, making my way into the bathroom.
Avery (10:49:03 PM): I hung my head under the water and sang a little bit.
Ash (10:50:24 PM): I opened the door a bit and looked at him, "Do you mind if I join?"
Avery (10:51:18 PM): I glanced up and smirked a little. "It's your shower."
Ash (10:51:58 PM): "And you're in it."
Avery (10:54:13 PM): "So? I won't look." I giggled and turned around, grabbing the soap.
Ash (10:54:35 PM): "I don't care if younlook. I plan on doing so." I grabbed my loofu and doused it in soup.
Avery (10:55:10 PM): I rose a brow and glanced over my shoulder, giving him a once over. "Fine then. I looked and it was good." I winked and turned around again.
Ash (10:55:38 PM): I laughed and ran it down my stomach, feelign the small curve inwards.
Avery (11:01:49 PM): I washed the soap of me and "accidentally" bumped back into him.
Ash (11:03:16 PM): "Hey! You're going to make me slip!"
Avery (11:04:16 PM): I giggled a little. "Nah..."

Ash (11:19:49 PM): My fingers went beneath my shirt he was wearing, stroking his sides softly.
Avery (11:27:09 PM): I shuddered, feeling goosebumps on my skin as I continued kissing him intensely.
Ash (11:43:58 PM): His hips were sharp, cut perfect and fit. He felt amazing under my fingertips.
Avery (11:45:23 PM): I opened my eyes and stared down at him, taking in the way his fingertips glided over my skin. "Like what you're feeling?"
Ash (11:49:35 PM): God how I wished I had hips like this. I gave him a nod and smiled at him.
Avery (11:52:28 PM): I could only smirk and bring my hands down to his, gliding my fingers through his own.
Ash (11:53:10 PM): A small shock went up my arm, leaning my head to the side
Avery (11:57:50 PM): I furrowed my brows. "Are you okay?"
Ash (12:04:02 AM): "Never better."
Avery (12:06:29 AM): I giggled and grasped his hands in mine, palm to palm.
Ash (12:07:00 AM): "Why? Did I look constipated or something?" My voice playfully amused.
Avery (12:09:26 AM): I shook my head. "Nah, in pain was more like it." I joked back.
Ash (12:26:04 AM): "Sorry... guess my mind skipped or something..."
Avery (12:26:50 AM): "It's...um...okay." I let my hands go slowly out of his.
Ash (12:27:25 AM): A small frown and I brushed his palms.
Avery (12:28:45 AM): I stared downward a bit and sighed.
Ash (12:29:36 AM): "What?"
Avery (12:30:45 AM): "Nothing." I smiled softly and ran my fingers up and down his legs.
Ash (12:32:51 AM): "Sure you're not hungry?" I both wanted to move around a bit... and eat.
Avery (12:35:49 AM): "Nah, I'm good." But I moved off of him and sat down once more on my side of the couch.
Ash (12:36:21 AM): I leaned and kissed his cheek, sofly, before sliding off the couch and going to make some buritos.
Avery (12:40:03 AM): I stared at the clock on the wall across from me, noting that it was after 10 in the morning. "When did my dad say I had to be home?"
Ash (12:49:09 AM): "He didnt... I just told him I'd get you back..."
Avery (12:51:15 AM): "Oh...okay." I bit my lip and stared back at the tv. It wasn't like I really had to be home. My dad and Cai were working and my brother and sister were at school.
Ash (12:52:54 AM): I started grounding up some meat, getting out shredded cheese and tortilla shells.
Avery (12:53:49 AM): I played with strands of my hair, watching some weird little thing on tv now and fiddling with my lip ring.
Ash (12:55:55 AM): I letit cook a bit, coming back into the room eating a palmful of cheese.
Avery (12:57:29 AM): I played with my lipring with my tongue and stared down at it cross-eyed.
Ash (12:57:56 AM): Giggling, I stood in front of him.
Avery (1:01:14 AM): I blinked and re-focused, staring up at him.
Ash (1:03:12 AM): "You like shiny things?"
Avery (1:04:03 AM): I smirked. "I was a cat in a nother life."
Ash (1:04:22 AM): I observed him, "i can see it."
Avery (1:05:51 AM): "Oh? Really? I thought I'd filed down my claws and snipped my whiskers. Or was it the tail that gave me away?"
Ash (1:06:35 AM): "Definently that tail of yours."
Avery (1:07:47 AM): I grinned wide. "Oh damn..."I snapped my fingers. "Always gets me in trouble."
Ash (1:08:47 AM): "Especially when you get excited."
Avery (1:10:08 AM): My eyes lit impishly. "How so?"
Ash (1:10:45 AM): "well, it sort of does this thing... where its sure to get noticed."
Avery (1:11:23 AM): I rubbed a foot over his leg. "And did you notice?"
Ash (1:11:41 AM): "Everytime."
Avery (1:13:19 AM): I grinned and giggled, wrapping a leg around his and pulling him forward a bit.
Ash (1:15:59 AM): I stumbled just a bit and caught my fall, hands on either side of his head.
Avery (1:16:40 AM): "Lose your balance there, Ash?" I chuckled, foot rubbing up the back of his leg and over his ass.
Ash (1:16:54 AM): "A bit." I grinned, looking athim.
Avery (1:18:23 AM): My o ther leg came up and soon I had both of them wrapped around his waist. "You should watch it."
Ash (1:18:36 AM): "My balance?
Avery (1:21:00 AM): I giggled. "Nah...watch yourself around me." I wriggled my brows and pulled him against me.
Ash (1:21:55 AM): A small giggle and my chest touched his, "Youre going to make me burn my lunch."
Avery signed off at 1:23:41 AM.

Avery (3:58:36 PM): "Oh damn." I snapped my fingers and simply hugged him tighter to me, rubbing up against him.
Ash (3:58:59 PM): "Mm... c'mon... I don't want to burn it down... I did that to my last house." I joked.
Avery (4:00:43 PM): "All right, all right." I pouted as I let him go.
Ash (4:02:11 PM): A smirka nd I tugged him with me, pressing him to my ass as we walked.
Avery (4:04:04 PM): I grinned wide and wrapped my arms around his waist, chin on his shoulder.
Ash (4:10:06 PM): I went over to the stove, sprinkling in some taco meat powder stuff and letting it all sizzle together.
Avery signed off at 4:10:56 PM.

Avery (11:00:09 PM): Looking down at it, I grinned. "Smells good."
Ash (11:00:56 PM): I craned my neck a little, lookign at him.
Avery (11:03:15 PM): I winked and nudged my cheek against his chin, almost like a cat.
Ash (11:04:05 PM): I let myself laugh, tilting my head.
Avery (11:07:14 PM): "You're soft,"I whispered, resting my head there.
Ash (11:09:16 PM): "Mmm... I like that description... am I warm, too?"
Avery (11:10:57 PM): I nodded, smiling wide up at him. "Soft and warm and comforting."
Ash (11:11:19 PM): "Comforting?" This time my voice was quiet.
Avery (11:13:53 PM): Another nod and I nestled up against him. "Yep. That's what I said."
Ash (11:17:59 PM): "Why do you think so?"
Avery (11:21:01 PM): "Because I feel safe with you,"I said simply.
Ash (11:24:04 PM): I smiled to myself, stirring the meat. He felt safe with me... definently a new one.
Avery (11:25:58 PM): I leaned against his side and rested my head on his shoulder, just comfortable standing there with him.
Ash (11:27:30 PM): The food was done and I turned off the heat, taking out the warmed tortilla shells from the microwave.
Avery (11:29:28 PM): I leaned against the counter, watching him and chewed my lower lip.
Ash (11:29:51 PM): "You want some... I know you said no..."
Avery (11:32:44 PM): "No, really, I'm good." I smiled and nodded.
Ash (11:34:07 PM): "O-Okay..." I looked at the food and knew I'd end up just eating it all if I didn' get rid of some of it. I opted to shove it into a tupperwear container, a false way of restraining myself.
Avery (11:35:11 PM): Heading back to the livingroom, I sat down cross-legged and flicked through the tv.
Ash (11:36:26 PM): I pushed it into the back of the fridge with the rest of forgotten foods, returning to make myself two small burittos.
Avery (11:39:26 PM): Stopping on some history show, I rested my chin on my knees a nd watched intently.
Ash (11:44:32 PM): I glanced at him a little as I stuffed a burito, feeling like I'd done something...
Ash (11:58:16 PM): I glanced at him a little as I stuffed a burrito, feeling like I'd done something...
Avery (12:00:18 AM): I tilted my head to the side and watched and listened, slightly intrigued.
Ash (12:01:34 AM): I disappeared the switch his clothes into the dryer, coming and sitting beside him as I finished.
Avery (12:02:44 AM): I looked over at him and offered him a smile. "This stuff's always interested me."
Ash (12:04:11 AM): I looked at it and nodded, "I know what you mean."
Avery (12:04:47 AM): I giggled. "Adorable and you've got brains. You're a keeper."
Ash (12:05:10 AM): "Not sure about either of those."
Avery (12:06:56 AM): I rolled my eyes. "You don't have to be because I am."
Ash (12:07:52 AM): "Got it." I nodded and bit into my food.
Avery (12:09:32 AM): I smiled wide at him and leaned back in the couch.
Ash (12:09:54 AM): I tugged my legs up and ate quietly
Avery (12:12:24 AM): "Smells good." I laughed. "Mr Cook."
Ash (12:16:21 AM): "Nah... just add water shit.
Avery (12:19:48 AM): I giggled and leaned over, pecking his cheek. "Take a compliment. I don't give em often."
Ash (12:21:31 AM): My cheek got a bit hot and I was blushing without completly knowing why
Avery (12:22:17 AM): I saw this, but decided not to tease him about it.
Ash (12:23:01 AM): I rubbed at it like it would make a difference and then looked down, seeing my food was gone.
Avery (12:24:18 AM): I chewed the inside of my cheek and glanced at the clock again. I so didn't want to go home now.
Ash (12:24:58 AM): "So you've got another 50 mins and your clothes should be done..." I noticed him staring the clock down
Avery (12:27:19 AM): I looked to him. "Only 50?" I frowned with a small sigh.
Ash (12:27:56 AM): "Yup. Till your clothes are done and you can finally flee."
Avery (12:29:20 AM): "I never wanted to flee...well, not really." I mumbled.
Ash (12:30:03 AM): "Sounded like it last night."
Avery (12:31:21 AM): "Yeah, I know...but that was last night."
Ash (12:32:12 AM): "Might have been some truth behind it."
Avery (12:33:34 AM): I looked to him and sighed. "Maybe...maybe not. But I...I wasn't lying. I do feel safe around you...I do like being with you."
Ash (12:34:07 AM): "I know..."
Avery (12:35:16 AM): I had no response anymore and just sat there, hands clasped.
Ash (12:38:07 AM): I set the empty plate down and did something I never did... I was usually the one who didn't cuddle... but right now, I just wanted to do nothing else. My head nestled against his leg, smiling a little as I laid donw.
Avery (12:39:11 AM): I looked down at him and smile myself, reaching and stroking his hair.
Ash (12:40:45 AM): I allowed myself to close my eyes, feeling sleepy and stuffed.
Avery (12:42:32 AM): I admired him like this, leaning a bit and kissing his forehead before just stroking through his hair gently.
Ash (12:43:38 AM): "You tire me out."
Avery (12:45:20 AM): I chuckled. "Well, as long as it's in a good way I don't feel bad."
Ash (12:47:16 AM): "I think its a good way.." A lazy smile.
Avery (12:47:56 AM): "It better be or I'd feel horrid." A smirk lit my face.
Ash (12:48:59 AM): "mmm..." I was feeling fuzzy with sleep.
Avery (12:50:25 AM): "Take a nap, Ash." I whispered.
Ash (12:50:57 AM): I gave a small nod, so slight I barely could remember if I'd done it.
Avery (12:51:23 AM): I watched him fall asleep and leaned back against the couch, closing my own eyes and still playing with his hair.
Ash (12:53:37 AM): And then I was asleep, deep and comforting.
Avery (12:53:58 AM): I felt myself drift off too, not even realizing it.
Ash (12:55:40 AM): Three hours later I heard a cellphone ringing, trying to drown it out.
Avery (12:56:39 AM): I furrowed my brows and turned a little on my side towards him, his head now against my stomach.
Ash (12:57:44 AM): It stopped and started again. It wasn't mine, that much I knew.
Avery (12:59:41 AM): I made a face and my eyes fluttered open. Then I looked at the clock, heard the cell phone, and groaned. "Oh, fuck me..." I reached for it and almost instantly my dad was yelling at me.
Ash (1:01:24 AM): I heard the yelling, muffled through the phone, and furrowed my brows
Avery (1:02:10 AM): "Dad...I know. Yeah...DAD, shut it! Please....shite....I KNOW!"
Ash (1:02:37 AM): I opened my eyes finally, features scrunched as i looked at him.
Avery (1:05:28 AM): "Dad, it's not like I'm out on a fucking corner! I'm at a friend's house. Yeah yeah....bye!"
Ash (1:06:30 AM): I was still hazy, looking at him.
Avery (1:07:36 AM): "He is such an arse!" I grumbled.
Ash (1:09:24 AM): "Mmm... who was that?" I hadn't caught the conversation.
Avery (1:10:29 AM): "My dad.."I muttered.
Ash (1:10:53 AM): "Oh... fuck... I'm sorry..."
Avery (1:11:39 AM): "It's all right. My step-dad told him to 'lighten the fuck up', and he told me he was sorry before hanging up."
Ash (1:12:02 AM): A small smile, "Right... I should really get you back tho..."
Avery (1:13:40 AM): I nodded. "Yeah, sure." I got up and grabbed my bag, heading to the room I knew was the laundry area and getting my clothes. I hurriedly got dressed, slung my bag over my shoulder and tossed his clothes to him. "See you later, Ash."
Ash (1:14:25 AM): "Not so fast..." I stood there, rubbing my eyes.
Avery (1:15:19 AM): "You're not driving me home still half-asleep. I'm fine. I can walk." I headed to the door.
Ash (1:17:12 AM): "Mm... no... but I wanted something else."
Avery (1:17:42 AM): "Like what?" I furrowed my brows and waited there.
Ash (1:19:50 AM): I walked sleepily over to him and kisses his bottom lip lazily, pulling back with a smile.
Avery (1:20:35 AM): "Oh..."I smiled and leaned up, kissing him again and then backing away. "See you around, sleepy head."
Ash (1:21:42 AM): "Let me know when your dad lets you out..." I joked.
Avery (1:22:28 AM): I rolled my eyes. "He's off on a business trip for the next week. Him and my step-dad. More pleasure than business if you ask me, and the twins go to camp. So I'll call you." I winked and stepped out the door.
Ash (1:28:17 AM): I smiled at that and watched him go, leaning on the doorframe.
Avery (1:29:06 AM): Heading towards home, I had a grin on my face. I didn't care if my dad was anal or if the twins would bug me as soon as I opened the door.
Ash (1:29:29 AM): I wobbled to the back room and flopped down for another nap.
Avery (1:31:42 AM): Getting home, I ignored my dad, told the twins I'd play with them after I got a shower, and then went and spent twenty minutes under the hot stream, grinning and singing to myself.
Ash (1:33:01 AM): I passed out long into the day, finally waking up at 9pm with my stomach feeling quesy.
Avery (1:34:04 AM): (:() I played games with the twins, ate dinner with t he family, then trundled off to my room to do some painting.
Ash (1:34:53 AM): After a round with the toilet I crawled into the bath and soaked.
Avery (1:36:42 AM): Painting lasted a few hours, then at last I cleaned up and crawled into bed nude, falling asleep and dreaming of him.
Ash (1:38:57 AM): There was nothing to do aside from eating again and I slumped into my bed with wet hair, promptly falling asleep for the night.
Avery (1:40:58 AM): In the morning, I heard chaos. Everyone running around and getting ready. Then they were all off, after a round of hugs and goodbyes a nd numbers on the fridge. I watched them drive off and sighed in relief.
Ash (1:42:11 AM): I heard my mum come in around 8am, leaving me something as I slept through.

Avery (6:19:29 PM): I had the house completely to myself. I danced around, putting on music and bopping my head.
Ash (6:22:48 PM): I finally woke up, scratching my head and feeling my body ache from the lack of movement. Getting a quick shower in, I noticed as I came out that there was a stack of papers. After reading through them, I smiled. My mum had typed up any information Avery's dad could ever need about the home schooling thing.
Avery (6:23:41 PM): I dressed in a band t-shirt and ripped jeans, messing with my hair and then skipping back to the kitchen to grab some breakfast.
Ash (6:24:43 PM): Naked, I laid across my bed and found his home phone number in my cell.
Avery (6:27:29 PM): I heard the phone ring and looked around for the cordless, frowning when I couldn't find it. Then I simply dove over the couch and grabbed the phone on the table. "Ello?" I answered, breathless.
Ash (6:29:06 PM): "My Mum made out some papers for your dads to go over..."
Avery (6:32:37 PM): I blinked a little. "Well hello to you too."I laughed and sat down on the couch. "Well, it'll have to wait till they get back, unless I send it to them."
Ash (6:35:27 PM): I shrugged a little on my end, "No hurry, just thought I would let you know."
Avery (6:36:59 PM): "Thanks. Really. I hope they say yes, cuz the people they've been interviewing sorta scare me."
Ash (6:39:39 PM): I giggled, scratching my stomach, "They will. She's got a resume to top thema ll."
Avery (6:43:30 PM): I grinned wide upon hearing his giggle. "Good. I'll cross my fingers that they realize that."
Ash (6:46:56 PM): "So what are you doing today?"
Avery (6:52:06 PM): "Absolutely nothing. I have the whole house to myself. I have nowhere to be. I am completely free."
Ash (6:54:57 PM): "So I can bring these over?"
Avery (6:59:33 PM): "Sure. I'll be here." I giggled again.
Ash (7:02:48 PM): "Just let me get dressed... and I'll be over.
Avery (7:04:46 PM): "Okay. See ya then." I hung up and flopped on the couch, staring up at the ceiling and singing along to the music on the radio.
Ash (7:06:15 PM): I fiddled with the phone and shut it, sighing a bit as I stroked fingers on my hips... turning myself on without meaning to.
Avery (7:12:23 PM): He was coming over my house. There'd be no one around and I'd have to come up with something to do. I looked around and chewed at my lip.
Ash (7:18:18 PM): I took care of it without a thought... well, aside from him.
Avery (7:22:28 PM): Getting out a movie selection, carry out menus, video games and such, I spread them out on the coffee table, then went to brush my teeth. I didn't want to smell like eggs and bacon if we kissed or something.
Ash (7:24:00 PM): [haha] I let my hair stayed flopped on more forehead, no product, and tugged on a pair of black jeans, tightening my belt one more than normal as I made my way down the stairs and out the door.
Avery (7:25:08 PM): Coming back downstairs, I ruffled my hair again and went to get a drink from the fridge.
Ash (7:28:29 PM): I drove over, parking in the driveway and then finally knocking on the door.
Avery (7:31:15 PM): Holding the bottle of beer in my hand, I came over to the door and opened it. "Ello."
Ash (7:32:28 PM): "Drinking this early in the morning?" I joked.
Avery (7:33:22 PM): I shrugged. "Who's gonna stop me?"
Ash (7:33:45 PM): "True." I stepped in and kicked my shoes off.
Avery (7:37:02 PM): I shut the door behind him and sipped at the beer. "You want anything?"
Ash (7:39:21 PM): "Nah... I'm alright."
Avery (7:51:55 PM): I nodded and went to sit on the couch. "So...I got out movies...food stuff...and video games...but if that's not good, I'm sure I can find something else." I laughed.
Ash (7:54:49 PM): I smiled. It'd been awhile since I played anything. I sat down on the couch, looking at him
Avery (7:55:27 PM): "I have a lot of shite." I shrugged. "Your choice."
Ash (7:56:49 PM): "Do I have to? I'm terrible at choosing."
Avery (7:58:09 PM): "Yep. You're the guest. You choose."
Ash (8:00:50 PM): "Mmm... food... then games. Games while we wait for food?"
Avery (8:01:10 PM): I giggled and nodded. "Sounds good to me."
Ash (8:09:40 PM): "Order anything... I'll eat whatever."
Avery (8:11:14 PM): I laughed and looked over the menus. I decided on a chinese place and a sample platter thingy. Calling it in, I took down the total and hung up.
Ash (8:13:24 PM): By the time he was done, I was laying down.
Avery (8:14:05 PM): I looked over at him and chuckled. "Going to fall asleep on me?"
Ash (8:17:03 PM): "mm... maybe. Entertain me."
Avery (8:17:55 PM): "How am I supposed to entertain you?"
Ash (8:23:13 PM): "I don't know. You're the host."
Avery (8:24:10 PM): "Well I said we could watch something...or play...."
Ash (8:25:35 PM): :"Play sounds good." I giggled.
Avery (8:27:03 PM): I rolled my eyes and sat down on the floor, rifling through some games.
Ash (8:28:07 PM): I watched him quietly, chewing my thumb out of bad habit.
Avery (8:31:07 PM): "Hmm....maybe this one...or that one...huh..."I talked to myself, looking over some games.
Ash (8:32:01 PM): "Anything I can only pay half attention to." I joked.
Avery (8:33:47 PM): I laughed and picked a simple zombie game, putting it in and tossing him a controller.
Ash (8:34:46 PM): I caught it and waited.
Avery (8:36:21 PM): The game started up and I picked a player, sitting back against the couch.
Ash (8:37:10 PM): I picked the dumbest looking girl, with big boobs, and laughed as the game started.
Avery (8:39:35 PM): "You're such a nutter."I chuckled and started playing the game, making my guy shoot anything in sight.
Ash (8:42:41 PM): I hid behind him, giggling.
Avery (8:45:02 PM): "Oh come on. You have to help me a little!"
Ash (8:45:53 PM): I laughed harder and shot like an idiot.
Avery (8:48:03 PM): "HEY! That was my head you almost took off!"
Ash (8:49:22 PM): "Friendly fire."
Avery (8:50:50 PM): "It's not friendly when you kill me." I laughed.
Ash (8:55:09 PM): "Is to. See? He didn't even flinch."
Avery (8:56:21 PM): I rolled my eyes and playfully nudged him.
Ash (9:12:38 PM): I purposefully held my gun to his guys head and shot. "see? nothing."
Avery (9:13:19 PM): "All right, all right. You proved your point."
Ash (9:13:41 PM): Another little giggle, running past him on the screen
Avery (9:16:34 PM): "Oh, would you look at that. The blonde girl runs away. How original."
Ash (9:21:18 PM): I made her do circles.
Avery (9:22:07 PM): "Would you stop that? You're gonna get us both killed."
Ash (9:31:10 PM): "Good thing its a video game."
Avery (9:33:30 PM): "Yeah yeah." I smirked and bumped into him.
Ash (9:34:29 PM): Another giggle and I shot a zombie, its head blowing into pieces
Avery (9:36:24 PM): "Ooo, that was good!"
Ash (9:37:08 PM): "I know how to play... the blonde bimbo is trying to throw you off.
Avery (9:39:21 PM): I smirked over at him. "Although I'm not distracted by her."
Ash (9:39:27 PM): "I hope not."
Avery (9:39:44 PM): I laughed. "Nope. More so by you."
Ash (9:41:40 PM): "Good." I giggled and shot some more.
Avery (9:42:50 PM): I smirked again and cheered when we got to the next level.
Ash (9:44:02 PM): I leaned against him as we played, grinning.
Avery (9:46:29 PM): Looking over, I pecked his cheek and then let out a groan when the doorbell rang.
Ash (9:47:15 PM): "Its probably just food." I got up before him and went to the door.
Avery (9:50:09 PM): I paused the game and got out the money, following after him. The delivery person stood on the front porch, bags in hand.
Ash (9:52:06 PM): I took them from him and then set them down, looking for my own wallet.
Avery (9:53:30 PM): I paid the guy, rolling my eyes at you and said thanks before shutting the door again.
Ash (9:55:25 PM): "What?"
Avery (9:56:46 PM): "Like you were seriously gonna pay?" I shook my head and carried the bags into the kitchen.
Ash (9:58:01 PM): "Well... i was going to..."
Avery (10:02:37 PM): "No way." I set out things on the counter and went to get bowls and plates.
Ash (10:03:29 PM): "was too." I bumped him and looked though the bags, egtting things out
Avery (10:05:28 PM): "I meant no way as in I wouldn't let you, silly." I plucked out a piece of chicken and popped it into my mouth.
Ash (10:06:50 PM): "Riggght." I opened a container of chop suey and grinned.

Ash (1:57:18 AM): "Thats nto what I mean... I don't want you to leave."

Avery (1:59:24 AM): "Well, what am I supposed to do?"
Ash (2:04:04 AM): "Come home with me?"
Avery (2:04:55 AM): I looked up at him. "Really...?"
Ash (2:23:06 AM): "yeah.. I mean... if you don't want to be around them..."
Avery (2:24:37 AM): I nodded and smiled a little. "Thank you."
Ash (2:25:06 AM): I heled my hand for him to take.
Avery (2:28:04 AM): Slowly I reached out and took it, letting him lead me back to his car.
Ash (2:29:24 AM): "He's going to hate me more now, you now."
Ash (2:29:26 AM): know-
Avery (2:30:29 AM): "I don't think it's possible for him to hate you more. He's being a prick and I don't care."
Ash (2:50:49 AM): "You should care. He's your dad."
Avery (2:53:36 AM): "Yeah, but I can't stop him being prejudiced for no reason."
Ash (2:54:10 AM): "he had a reason."
Avery (2:54:52 AM): I frowned a bit at that. "I...I know what he thinks...but I care about you....that should be enough for him."
Ash (2:55:47 AM): "most parents don't understand that." I opened his door and went to my own side.
Avery (2:56:31 AM): I slumped down into my seat, arms over my chest. "W-Why...do you do it...?" Looks over at you tentatively.
Ash (2:59:45 AM): I swallowed a little, "I don't... I don't mean to... I just... everything always feels fine and then... I feel like I shouldn't of... and I get queasy..."
Avery (3:00:55 AM): I reached over and touched his hand. "Because...if it has anything to do with you thinking you're not good enough...believe me, you are. And I'm not just saying that."
Ash (3:01:28 AM): I looked at him briefly and nodded. It wasn't that... it was... unexplainable.
Avery (3:02:52 AM): I bit my lip and looked away, wishing I could somehow fix him like he'd fixed me.
Ash (3:03:21 AM): I finally started the car and drove off towards my house
Avery (3:03:52 AM): Leaning my head back against the seat, I let out a little sigh.
Ash (3:07:37 AM): "I'm sorry it just... it really has nothing to do with anyone but me..."
Avery (3:08:07 AM): I nodded. "I know that...
Ash (3:08:25 AM): A small nod, touching the back of his hand.
Avery (3:08:47 AM): I looked over at him, intertwining our fingers with a soft smile
Ash (3:13:44 AM): "He's going to hate me a load more for this."
Avery (3:14:00 AM): "You said that already. And he can bitch at me all he wants."
Ash (3:14:19 AM): "I know I just... I don't want him to hate me."
Avery (3:15:42 AM): "Neither do I. And he's gonna have to get through it, because I'm not giving you up."
Ash (3:16:08 AM): A small laugh, "At least I've got you on my side."
Avery (3:16:29 AM): "Of course you do." I leaned over and pecked his lips softly.
Ash (3:31:17 AM): "mm..." I grinned a little, turning a corner.
Avery (3:32:16 AM): Leaning back in my seat, I smiled to myself.

Avery (12:52:40 AM): Making myself a plate, I got out a water and headed into the livingroom.
Ash (12:53:54 AM): I followed quickly behind him, balancing a plate and my own water.
Avery (12:59:26 AM): Turning on a movie, I set my plate on my lap and dug in.
Ash (1:00:12 AM): "So what are we watching?
Avery (1:10:06 AM): I shrugged. "Godfather trilogy's on."
Ash (1:10:31 AM): I quirked a brow and looked from him to the tv.
Avery (1:12:56 AM): The movie started and I simply ate my food.
Ash (1:13:36 AM): I scooted a little closer, poking a piece of beef.
Avery (1:15:32 AM): Smiling a bit to myself, I twirled some noodles around my fork and lowered them into my mouth.
Ash (1:15:58 AM): I ate the entire plate within a 5 minutes time.
Avery (1:18:18 AM): I laughed and popped another piece of chicken in my mouth.
Ash (1:19:11 AM): Scratching my stomacha little, I blushed a bit and got up for more.
Avery (1:20:34 AM): I ate my food happily, watching Al Pacino talking with his father.
Ash (1:23:15 AM): I scooped out more food, some of the noodles and some rice with some sauce.
Avery (1:24:40 AM): I bit into an eggroll, chomping appreciatively on it and blinking as someone gets shot onscreen.
Ash (1:27:36 AM): When I came back my plate was twice the amount as before.
Avery (1:29:02 AM): I opened my eyes a little wide, but only smiled up at him as I enjoyed a piece of broccoli with beef.
Ash (1:32:03 AM): I tucked my legs under me and started eating again.
Avery (1:32:34 AM): For someone that ate so much, he was so damn skinny. I wondered where he put it all.
Ash (1:32:53 AM): "So what did I miss?" I slurped a noodle./
Avery (1:34:34 AM): "People got shot." I laughed.
Ash (1:35:50 AM): "So not much then?"
Avery (1:36:52 AM): "Nope. Not at all."
Ash (1:38:06 AM): I nodded and continue eating.
Avery (1:39:04 AM): Finishing up my food, I went into the kitchen again and dumped the plate in the sink.
Ash (1:39:30 AM): I'd all but licked the plate in another 6 minutes, picking it up and taking it to the kitchen.
Avery (1:40:41 AM): I was busy packing things up to put it all away in the fridge and grinned at him.
Ash (1:53:25 AM): A lazy smile and I felt 200 pounds fatter, putting my plate into the sink.
Avery (1:55:07 AM): I kissed his cheek as I passed him by, heading back to the livingroom to sit down.
Ash (1:58:32 AM):
I followed him quietly, sitting down.
Avery (1:59:59 AM): I flicked off the Godfather and put on a comedy show.
Ash (2:02:16 AM): My hand rested on my stomach, looking at the tv-
Avery (2:04:33 AM): I giggled at something a guy said and looked over at you out of the corner of my eye.
Ash (2:08:13 AM): I slouched down a little, feeling comfortably lazy.
Avery (2:10:58 AM): Reaching over, I ruffled his hair gently.
Ash (2:13:08 AM): "mm.. .whatd you put in the food?" I joked
Avery (2:14:01 AM): I laughed. "Oh you know....a little bit of this, little bit of that, a sleeping pill crushed up."
Ash (2:14:39 AM): "mmm... funny..." I grinned a little.
Avery (2:16:27 AM): I smirked. "Well, you asked. So are you sleepy yet? It was a heavy dose."
Ash (2:17:34 AM): "Yeah, actually...."
Avery (2:20:11 AM): "Okay then, take a nap." I reached over and brought a pillow beneath his head.
Ash (2:21:33 AM): I giggled sleepily and looked at him, "Ive been sleeping a lot..."
Avery (2:23:02 AM): I shrugged. "It's all right. I'll still be here when you wake up."
Ash (2:27:04 AM): "Except..." A small yawn, "I'll keep you waiting..."
Avery (2:27:57 AM): "Not if I take a nap too." I winked at him.
Ash (2:28:13 AM): "mm... right... c'mere then."
Avery (2:29:38 AM): I s miled and moved to lie down beside him.
Ash (2:30:21 AM): I scooted back and made room, sleepily putting an arm around him.
Avery (2:30:53 AM): I snuggled up against him, head on his chest and hand beneath my chin.
Ash (2:32:30 AM): A small smile and I was alreadfy falling into sleep.
Avery (5:02:45 PM): I looked up at him a little and smiled softly, then closed my eyes.
Ash (5:08:04 PM): All the food had made me sleepy. My starving body was silently thanking me as it digested, my sleeping allowing is to do so. If I was sleeping, I couldn't hover over the loo.
Avery (5:09:02 PM): (awwww *sniffle*) The warmth of him beside me made me drift off happily, snuggled up close and listening to his heartbeat.
Ash (5:15:54 PM): The day faded away to two hours less, me finally wiggling a bit in your arms.
Avery (5:16:26 PM): I made a face in my sleep, whimpering his name.
Ash (5:22:27 PM): I sat up a little, looking down at him, and kissed his cheek, sliding off the couch.
Avery (5:22:54 PM): Sighing, I snuggled up to the couch and smiled in my sleep.
Ash (6:17:55 PM): I tried to throw up.. .but this time, I couldn't. My stomach was empty of all the food and I could only dry heave.
Avery (6:20:04 PM): I woke up and blinked a little, rubbing at my eyes.
Ash (6:24:29 PM): I was mad at myself... mad because I'd let it happen.
Avery (6:25:03 PM): I sat up and stretched, looking around for him, half-wondering if he'd simply left.
Ash (6:25:49 PM): I flushed the toilet, the discolored water from bile leaving the bowl. Looking at it only mademe feel naueseous.
Avery (6:26:37 PM): I heard the flush of a toilet and knew he was still here. Smiling a bit, I got up and ruffled my hair.
Ash (6:27:17 PM): I washed my mouth out and looked at myself, skin paled
Avery (6:28:01 PM): Going to my room, I turned on some music and then headed to the kitchen to get a water.
Ash (6:29:32 PM): A small sigh and I stepped out and walked down the hall, hearing him moving.
Avery (6:30:46 PM): "You want something to drink?" I called out from the kitchen.
Ash (6:31:14 PM): I poked my head in, "No thanks..."
Avery (8:28:03 PM): I startled a bit, then laughed. "Okay then."
Ash (8:29:16 PM): I offered a small smile, leaning my head against the frame.
Avery (8:30:46 PM): I noticed how sickly he looked and frowned. "Are you...all right?"
Ash (8:34:43 PM): "Hm...? Oh... yeah, I'm fine."
Avery (8:40:04 PM): I quirked a brow and didn't quite believe him, but knew I wouldn't probe anymore.
Ash (8:44:58 PM): "So what else did you have in store for me?"
Avery (8:46:35 PM): I chuckled a bit and shrugged. "I have no idea."
Ash (8:48:00 PM): "I can get those papersout for you..." I shrugged.
Avery (8:50:55 PM): "Sure." How boring did that make me? That all I had to do was look at paperwork.
Ash (8:51:36 PM): "Then maybe we can watch another movie... or maybe you can show me your room agani." I turned on my heel.
Avery (8:55:20 PM): I smirked a bit. "Er. Sure. But it's pretty messy. Lots of art shite lying around."
Ash (8:56:33 PM): "Well, does it look like a mess bothers me?" I took out soe things from my bag, handing him them.
Avery (8:58:56 PM): I laughed. "Nah." Taking the papers, I looked them over a bit and a grin spread across my face. "This is brilliant."
Ash (9:02:14 PM): I went to go down the hall, "I'll be right back..." I stepped into his room, quietly, and shut the door a little. Not long after I'd stripped down to nothing, laying on his bed. He'd come aftrer me sooner or later.
Avery (9:05:58 PM): "Okay." I didn't look up as I flipped through some more pages. Then I set the papers down and looked around. "Ash...?" My brows furrowed and I moved down the hall. I stopped outside my room. "Ash are you in..."I trailed off, gaping at him.
Ash (9:09:16 PM): I was curled up into his blanket, cheek on his pillow, and looked at him quietly.
Avery (9:10:52 PM): "W-What are you...doing?"
Ash (9:11:25 PM): "Relaxing."
Avery (9:13:02 PM): I blinked a little. "You're naked...in my bed..."
Ash (9:17:04 PM): "My shirt was itchy."
Avery (9:18:35 PM): I rose a brow. "So that meant you had to take off all your clothes?
Ash (9:24:42 PM): "Yup."
Avery (9:27:36 PM): I swallowed a bit. "Well then...you go ahead and relax. I'll...erm...be in the livingroom."
Ash (9:28:04 PM): I looked at him, laying on ym stomach now and tiltingmy hea.d
Avery (9:29:40 PM): I backed slowly towards the door and knocked into the doorframe.
Ash (9:30:13 PM): "And then I'll be lonely."
Avery (9:32:08 PM): "I guess, that's just...too bad..."I scrambled out of the room, groin tight and a million thoughts running through my head.
Ash (9:32:46 PM): I frowned to myself and felt embarassed, something I hardly ever felt. Sliding off the bed, I tugged on my boxers.
Avery (9:35:03 PM): I stood outside the room, standing there and freaking inside. "You didn't want to do anything before...and now you're naked in my bed..." I called out.
Ash (9:35:43 PM): Yup. A complete asshole. I sighed and tugged on my shirt as I went into the living room.
Avery (9:37:15 PM): I opened my mouth, then shut it, feeling like an idiot. It wasn't like I didn't want him, but how many mixed signals could I actually get before getting confused. "Ash..." I moved into the livingroom and stood there over the couch. "I just...I thought...you said before that you didn't do things...like that...and now you do...and I...I just don't want to fuck us up because I jumped at the chance to be in bed with you."
Ash (9:37:41 PM): "Which "things"?"
Avery (9:39:22 PM): I shrugged. "Even if it was only making out...it'd be in bed..and I'd be tempted...and I didn't want to move too fast and then make you leave..."I frowned a little.
Ash (9:40:55 PM): "It's not that easy for me to just not take you. But I really just wanted something, Av."
Avery (9:42:01 PM): I chewed on my lip, giving him the softest smile and slowly came over to him, taking his hands and leading him back to my room.
Ash (9:43:19 PM): I wanted to tell him no... he'd ruined that mood I'd been in... btu at the same time I just wanted to touch him all over.
Avery (9:46:01 PM): I went back to my room and then turned to him, cradling his cheeks and giving him a soft kiss.
Ash (9:49:38 PM): It startled me, just a bit, and I finalyl kissed back after a short lapse of judement.
Avery (9:51:54 PM): My arms went lightly around his waist. "Forgive me for ruining the mood...?" I asked softly.
Ash (9:52:20 PM): A small nod and this time I was doing it properly, lightly undoing his shirt.
Avery (9:56:19 PM): I sighed and watched him intently, smiling a bit.
Ash (9:59:05 PM): I was serious when I said I didn't want to fuck... I watched him and never felt he was... ready....
Avery (10:01:28 PM): I slowly shrugged off my shirt when he'd gotten it fully unbuttoned and then ran my hands gently over his chest, and down to the hem of his shirt, lifting it.
Ash (10:02:01 PM): I dropped my hands, letting him egt me undone.
Avery (10:02:29 PM): I tossed the shirt aside and softly roamed my hands over his bare chest.
Ash (10:07:40 PM): I kissed him, the faint taste of smoke and just... his taste... between my tounge and his
Avery (5:15:36 PM): "So...what?"
Ash (5:17:56 PM): "I..." I shrugged a little, biting my lip, "I don't know... its pretty obvious what we're thinking."
Avery (5:22:47 PM): Phoenix breathed out through his nose. "I guess...he's..." He shrugged.
Ash (5:23:19 PM): "Either that or that kids got him to play around."
Avery (5:25:09 PM): Phoenix pursed his lips together. "Yeah, there's that too."
Ash (5:25:36 PM): Caiden gave his husband a small shrug, "He's not stupid. He probably knows whats going on."
Avery (5:27:31 PM): "I never said he was. If this is what he wants then...well, he can have it."
Ash (5:32:31 PM): Caiden gave a small nod and gestured Nix over.
Avery (5:33:22 PM): Phoenix sighed and came over to sit down, smiling just a little.
Ash (5:34:01 PM): "Don't worry about him." Reaching up, he ruffled his hair a little.
Ash (5:34:52 PM): The sound of a door opening and he looked up at their own closed door, hearing the sound of the bathroom door in Avery's room shut and the toilet seat go up.
Avery (5:39:37 PM): "Guess one of them is awake." Phoenix muttered.
Ash (5:41:00 PM): "I'm going to go get something to drink... I'll be right back, ok?" It was dark out and they'd already eaten for the night, Caiden left the room and once he was out of it, the faint sound of someone throwing up could be heard.
Avery (5:43:22 PM): Phoenix laid back on the bed, arms behind his head.
Ash (5:45:03 PM): [caiden doesnt hear it being that he went to the kitchen... but maybe nix does?] The sound didn't stop until a few moments before Caiden came back, nursing a glass of chocolate milk.
Avery (5:47:47 PM): Phoenix furrowed his brows at the sound and then looked up when Caiden reappeared.
Ash (5:48:00 PM): "Want some
Ash (5:48:09 PM): ?" He held the glass out, shutting the door.
Avery (5:50:56 PM): "He throws up too." Phoenix mumbled. "Well, isn't that pleasant."
Ash (5:53:04 PM): "huh?" He looks at Phoenix curiously, sitting down and toeing socks off.
Avery (5:54:28 PM): "He was throwing up in there. You didn't hear it?"
Ash (5:56:15 PM): "Who was?"
Avery (5:57:36 PM): "It sure as hell wasn't Av. So it had to be the other kid."
Ash (6:00:32 PM): "Oh... maybe he's sick?" A small shrug.
Avery (6:01:41 PM): Phoenix frowned. "Maybe..."
Ash (6:04:22 PM): Setting the glass down, Caiden came over and sat on Phoenix's lap. "You promised me we could play."
Avery (6:09:39 PM): Phoenix rose his brows and smirked. "Oh? Did I? I don't remember."
Ash (6:12:49 PM): A nod and he kissed him softly. [and switch to toher two?]
Avery (6:16:14 PM): (sure thing, missy ;)) I laid in bed, curled up a bit, eyes fluttering open
Ash (6:16:51 PM): I'd washed my mouth out with a sigh, my stomach queasy and aching as I came back into the room.
Avery (6:21:24 PM): I barely looked at him, frowning as I pressed my face to my pillow and pretended to still be asleep.
Ash (6:24:37 PM): Stretching a little, I came over and laid back down beside him
Avery (6:26:44 PM): I couldn't help the frown that came to my face as I laid there, face buried in my pillow.
Ash (6:27:07 PM): I kissed the side of his neck and laid back, arm around his waist.
Avery (6:31:47 PM): Flinching a little, I felt the tears accumulate in my eyes. Now I knew why he was so skinny. So sickly-looking sometimes. And it made my heart ache.
Ash (6:33:53 PM): I pressed my forehead to his bare back, sighing.
Avery (6:46:14 PM): The tears fell and I discreetly wiped them against my pillow.
Ash (6:49:06 PM): My lips pressed to the back of his neck, slowly falling back asleep.
Avery (6:51:22 PM): I laid there in silence and cried harder, trying to keep the noise muffled.
Ash (6:52:59 PM): I felt him shiver a little, "Avery?"
Avery (6:53:45 PM): I stopped and bit my lip, pretending once more to be asleep.
Ash (6:56:33 PM): Furrowing my brows a little, I touched his side and kissed his skin.
Avery (6:59:58 PM): I shivered slightly and closed my eyes tight.
Ash (7:00:42 PM): I finally fell asleep, holding him tightly.
Avery (7:06:15 PM): I struggled out of his arms once he was asleep and got up, pulling on a t-shirt and going to sit up on my window seat.
Ash (7:09:00 PM): The warmth left my arms and I sighed.
Avery (7:10:13 PM): I curled up there and pulled a pillow onto my lap, staring out the windows. Had he thrown up every single time he'd come here and ate?
Ash (7:14:41 PM): "mm... Av..."
Avery (7:15:59 PM): I looked over at him and then away again, lips pursed and head against the window.
Ash (7:20:03 PM): "Whatre you doing?" My voice was sleepy, looking at him across the room.
Avery (7:22:24 PM): "I'm just...looking outside."I shrugged.
Ash (7:27:44 PM): "Oh... can't slepe?"
Avery (7:30:23 PM): "Not really."I fiddled with a tassle on the pillow and smiled wide.
Avery (7:30:33 PM): *oops, and frowned a little*
Ash (7:36:35 PM): I sat up and had the sheet wrapped around me, "Anything I can do?"
Avery (7:43:59 PM): "No...it's all right. I'll just sit here for a bit."
Ash (7:46:20 PM): I frowned a little and got up, comoing over and sitting beside him.
Avery (7:48:48 PM): Looking over at him slightly,I managed a small smile.
Ash (7:51:17 PM): "Sure theres nothing wrong?"
Avery (7:53:29 PM): "Yeah, I'm good."
Ash (7:56:31 PM): A small nod and I moved to kiss his cheekas I got up.
Avery (7:57:57 PM): I let him kiss me, then looked outside again.
Ash (7:59:26 PM): I laid back down and curled up with his pillow, watching him quietly.
Avery (8:00:55 PM): Sighing, I finally noticed my dad's car outside. "They're home.
Ash (8:05:25 PM): "Your dads?"
Avery (8:10:02 PM): I nodded a bit and looked over at him.
Ash (8:11:59 PM): "Oh..." I reached over and tugged on my boxers.
Avery (8:16:48 PM): I sighed. "I'm surprised they didn't barge in and bother us."
Ash (8:20:21 PM): "Maybe they did." I shrugged.
Avery (8:20:36 PM): I furrowed my brows. "Maybe..."
Ash (8:21:45 PM): "Well its not too late... maybe they're still awake."
Avery (8:27:22 PM): "Yeah...so what about it?" I looked at him, head tilted.
Ash (8:27:47 PM): A small shrug, "I don';t know."
Avery (8:31:22 PM): I glanced out the window, then back at him. I decided to ignore the feeling I had and just went over to him, curling up beside him.
Ash (8:35:16 PM): A small smile and I pulled him close.
Avery (8:36:43 PM): I rested my head against his chest and kissed his shoulder, arm going around his waist.
Ash (8:44:31 PM): "mmm..."
Avery (8:45:14 PM): Sighing, I closed my eyes again. I cared about him. I wasn't going to get crazy over something that had nothing to do with me.
Ash (8:48:36 PM): "Night..." I whispered.
Avery (8:53:51 PM): "Night..."I said softly, hugging him tightly.
Ash (8:56:58 PM): I fell back asleep as easily as earlier
Avery (9:01:52 PM): I didnt sleep, but simply laid there in his arms, listening to him breathe.
Ash (9:04:46 PM): -skippage?-
Avery (9:06:49 PM): -sure :)-
Ash (9:08:28 PM): -sleeps in longer than you-
Avery (9:10:32 PM): I got up and sat ther e for a moment, ruffling my hair.
Ash (9:17:54 PM): I felt a small shift in the bed, the smell of food wfting into the room.
Avery (9:18:42 PM): "I guess my parents are making breakfast."
Ash (9:18:50 PM): "mm.."
Avery (9:20:20 PM): I got up and stretched. "Well, guess I should make an appearance."
Ash (9:22:35 PM): "Do you want me to..." a small yawn, "come with you?"
Avery (9:23:38 PM): I looked down at him. "Of c ourse I do. I'm not hiding you."
Ash (9:26:22 PM): "I think they already know... my car isfairly noticeable," I found my pants and got them on.
Avery (9:28:50 PM): I giggled a bit and nodded, heading to the door.
Ash (9:35:02 PM): I followed and lightly took his hand.
Avery (9:44:17 PM): Smiling at that, I gripped his hand and ventured out of the room.
Ash (9:52:55 PM): I let him walk ahread of me, sleepy still.
Avery (9:55:26 PM): I got into the kitchen, seeing Cai making pancakes. "Morning, Cai."
Ash (9:56:45 PM): I smiled a little at Caiden and tried not to look at him too much. He said morning back to both of us.
Avery (9:58:35 PM): I went and plopped down at the table, gesturing him over.
Ash (9:59:29 PM): Sitting down next to him, I scratched the back of my neck.
Avery (10:00:18 PM): "He makes really good pancakes,"I giggled. "And the twins aren't here to hog em all."
Ash (10:01:58 PM): "Oh, but I am." I wiggled my brows.
Avery (10:03:41 PM): "Oh damn. I'll fight you for em." I giggled again.
Ash (10:05:45 PM): "I bet you will."
Avery (10:06:10 PM): "Oh don't underestimate me, Ashy boy." I ran my hand over his leg under the table and grinned.
Ash (10:06:58 PM): A smirk and two plates were plopped in front of us, his stepdad not talking.
Avery (10:09:28 PM): "Thanks, Cai." I dug into my food, smiling to myself.
Ash (10:12:13 PM): "Thank you..." He offered me a smile and cleaned up the panb.
Avery (10:14:36 PM): I stabbed a piece of sausage and popped it in my mouth, syrup dribbling at the corner of my mouth.
Ash (10:16:24 PM): I saw this and licked his mouth.
Avery (10:17:42 PM): I was startled a bit, then smiled. "Mm...good?"
Ash (10:19:03 PM): "Like syrup."
Avery (10:21:30 PM): I giggled and kissed him stickily.
Ash (10:50:53 PM): Oh, I like that.,:
Ash (10:50:55 PM): ""*
Avery (10:53:31 PM): "I thought you would."I pecked his lower lip again before sitting back.
Ash (10:57:00 PM): A little giggle and I poked a pancake.
Avery (10:58:51 PM): I finished my food and drank down a glass of orange juice. "So...wanna take a shower with me?"I asked with a smirk.
Ash (11:04:30 PM): "Mmm... I like how that sounds."
Avery (11:08:38 PM): I nodded. "Me too." And I tugged him up, leading him back to my room.
Ash (11:23:42 PM): I followed with a smile, the door shutting behind us.
Avery (11:24:13 PM): Moving into the bathroom, I turned on the taps and began to undress.
Ash (11:26:31 PM): I pushed my pants off and looked at him.
Avery (11:27:10 PM): Stepping into the shower, I crooked a finger at him, grinning.
Ash (11:29:35 PM): "mm... you don't have to entice me. "I giggled and stepped in.
Avery (11:30:04 PM): I pulled him against me under the water and kissed him deeply.
Ash (11:30:36 PM): My hands touched the tiles, kissing him back.
Avery (11:32:03 PM): Arms low around his waist, I played with his tongue agaisnt mine.
Ash (11:34:21 PM): I pressed against him, taut skin to the softness of his stomach.
Avery (11:35:11 PM): "Mmm..."I moaned against his lips a nd mingled our tongues, sliding hands down to cup his ass. (as phoenix and cai here and get turned on. hahahahah)
Ash (11:37:21 PM): [LOL] "God..." I sucked at his tounge, hand on your back.
Avery (11:38:12 PM): "If you'd like to call me that." I snickered and gripped his ass hard in my hands, kissing him more heatedly.
Ash (11:41:57 PM): "Smart ass." I grinded against him more, hips flat against his.
Avery (11:43:16 PM): "Mmm...I like that..." I arched against him, one leg coming around and sliding against his.
Ash (11:47:10 PM): "Which part?"
Avery (11:48:19 PM): "You...grinding against me." I grinned and lifted him a little.
Ash (1:01:23 AM): "well... the moaning gave it away..." my lips moved to his shoulder.
Avery (1:03:55 AM): I giggled and rubbed his ass, pressing my groin tight against his.
Ash (1:14:53 AM): "mmm.. " I found his lips again, kissing wetly both from my mouth and the water.
Avery (1:24:18 AM): Kissing him back in return, harder and more aggressive.
Ash (1:24:54 AM): My fingers slide down his sides... soft and slippery.
Avery (1:30:12 AM): A shiver went straight down my spine as I trailed my lips to the side of his neck.
Ash (1:31:44 AM): Tilting my head back, I switched our positions, pulling him against me.
Avery (1:33:22 AM): I smiled wide, now throwing my arms up around his neck. "I love feeling you like this."
Ash (1:33:48 AM): "I quite like it myself."
Avery (1:37:02 AM): Rubbing up against him, I nuzzled his neck.
Ash (1:47:00 AM): "Mm... you like getting me off before lunchtime, hm?" I thrust hard against him, moaning.
Avery (1:50:13 AM): I giggled. "Whatever works." I rotated my hips against his.
Ash (1:53:13 AM): "You're going to tire me out again..." I smirked and my hips moved the opposite direction.
Avery (1:59:29 AM): "Oh? Okay then...I'll stop."I grinned and pulled back.
Ash (2:03:19 AM): A giggle and I tug him back to me. "Nu uh."
Avery (2:07:56 AM): Grinning wider, I held him tight and kissed him softer now.
Ash (2:13:17 AM): My hips moved a little harder, showing i meant business now.
Avery (2:16:13 AM): I moaned hard into the air and slammed against him.
Ash (2:24:31 AM): "mm.. they'll hear you."
Avery (2:27:22 AM): "So fucking what?" I moaned even louder and stared at him challengingly.
Ash (2:30:41 AM): I laughed and looked at him, licking my lisp.
Ash (2:30:42 AM): lips=-
Avery (2:31:29 AM): "Yeah, thought you'd like that." I grinned and bucked up against him.
Ash (2:35:06 AM): "mm... definently..."
Avery (2:36:37 AM): My hips pressed hard to his and I gripped his ass again.
Ash (2:37:12 AM): His bare skin on mine and I closed my eyes, head falling back, "Avery..."
Avery (2:39:13 AM): I loved my name on his lips as I kept slamming against him.
Ash (2:39:52 AM): His name came out louder this time, groaning.
Avery (2:42:23 AM): "Mmm...cum for me, love."I groaned in his ear.
Ash (2:43:24 AM): My fingers dug into his skin, harder and harder until I finally shuddered, releasing.
Avery (2:45:18 AM): I felt the liquid against my lower stomach and then reached down, jerking myself.
Ash (2:52:56 AM): My hand swatted at his, eyes locking.
Avery (2:53:45 AM): "What? Why can't I get off?"
Ash (2:56:44 AM): I gripped his cock in response, jerking-
Avery (2:57:27 AM): I let out a gasp and thrust into his hand, arms braced against the wall.
Ash (2:57:50 AM): "Thats why."
Avery (2:59:15 AM): "Mmm..."I nodded and arched into his hand, close but not quite there.
Ash (3:00:56 AM): I leaned down and sucked lightly at one of his nipples, moaning around the skin.
Avery (3:01:55 AM): My hand went to his hair, fingers tangling.
Ash (3:06:02 AM): I licked...lapped...and sucked... my fingers wrapped tightly.
Avery (3:06:42 AM): My head fell back and I was right there at the edge. "Oh...Ash..."
Ash (3:07:54 AM): "Mm... Louder."
Avery (3:08:36 AM): I looked into his eyes, thrusting into his hand. "ASHHH!"
Ash (3:10:17 AM): There was a smirk on my lips, playfully and maybe cocky.
Avery (3:13:32 AM): I leaned forward, capturing his lips again roughly.
Ash (3:14:07 AM): I breathed out through my nose,pressing forward.
Avery (3:15:51 AM): My arms hugged his neck tightly and I kissed him hungrily, needily.
Ash (3:24:51 AM): His cock touched against my leg, tip brushing as I j erked.
Avery (3:25:54 AM): I came with a whimper of his name against his lips.
Ash (3:29:04 AM): I felt the warm liquid down my leg, sighing.
Avery (3:30:34 AM): Resting my head against his shoulder, I shuddered a bit.
Ash (3:34:18 AM): "Mmm... sleepy?"
Avery (3:34:30 AM): "Just a bit."I giggled.
Ash (3:38:28 AM): I turned the taps off after washing self a little, tugging him out of the shower.
Avery (3:40:26 AM): Smiling, I followed after him, dripping wet a bit.
Ash (3:42:14 AM): Finding a towel, I patted him down, softly.
Avery (3:42:46 AM): I giggled and watched him, smiling broadly.
Ash (3:43:24 AM): I looked at him, rufflind his hair.
Avery (3:43:49 AM): Sticking out my tongue and making a face, I moved back into my room and got into bed.
Ash (3:44:40 AM): I did the same and followed after throwing the towel over the shower door.
Avery (3:45:09 AM): Snuggling up beneath the covers, I nestled up to him.

Ash (4:38:16 PM): A small sigh and I kissed the side of his neck, "Its hard to get out of bed with you, isn't it?"
Avery (4:41:35 PM): I chuckled a little. "It's not my fault you find me irresistible."
Ash (4:42:04 PM): "mm... but you always lure me into a shower..."
Avery (4:44:24 PM): I grinned wide. "Yeah...and you like it!"
Ash (4:47:10 PM): I stretched a little, muscles taut against him, "Yeah.... I do."
Avery (4:48:48 PM): "Mmm...Stretching’s good." I bumped back against him with a giggle.
Ash (4:55:47 PM): "All kinds." I smirked.
Avery (4:56:34 PM): The giggle turned into a full-on laugh. "Mmmm, yeah..."
Ash (4:57:37 PM): My legs slide against his, warm from the shower still.
Avery (4:59:34 PM): "Did I ever tell you I just like the feel of you?"
Ash (4:59:55 PM): "Mm... Think I might have gotten something like that..."
Avery (5:01:01 PM): I looked over my shoulder at him and smiled softly. "Well, I do."
Ash (5:02:12 PM): I gave him a small smile, leaning forward o our cheeks touched.
Avery (5:05:30 PM): I let out a sigh and nudged my cheek to his, grabbing his hand and playing with it.
Ash (5:08:24 PM): "You're very cute when you're sleepy."
Avery (5:09:16 PM): "I'm cute all the time, what'cha talking about?" I lifted his fingers and kissed the tips.
Ash (5:09:39 PM): "mm... more than usual."
Avery (5:12:07 PM): "Well then, guess you should get me when I'm sleepy more often."
Ash (5:29:51 PM): "mm... maybe..." I kissed his cheek down to his neck.
Avery (5:30:20 PM): Shivering, I tilted my head to the side and let out a little sigh.
Ash (5:33:52 PM): "Love the way you taste, too."
Avery (5:35:14 PM): I grinned at that. "How do I taste, huh?"
Ash (5:39:43 PM): "Mmm... delicious..."
Avery (5:41:04 PM): A soft giggle left my lips. "I like that....mmm." I sighed again, closing my eyes.
Ash (6:08:08 PM): Licking softly at his neck, I giggled a little before hearing a knock on the door.
Avery (6:11:05 PM): I huffed. "Who is it?"
Ash (6:27:00 PM): "Cai... wanted to know if you guys were up for going out to lunch."
Avery (6:29:20 PM): I looked over my shoulder at him. "What d'ya think?"
Ash (6:29:32 PM): I just gave a nod.
Avery (6:33:52 PM): "We'll be out in a minute!" I called out.
Ash (6:35:10 PM): I grinned, hearing his stepdad shuffle away.
Avery (6:36:27 PM): "Now we get lunch." I laughed and moved over, straddling his waist.
Ash (6:51:36 PM): "mm.. lunch." I looked up at him.
Avery (6:54:37 PM): Raising his arms over his head, I slid my hands up to his wrists.
Ash (6:55:18 PM): "you want a snack?"
Avery (6:56:44 PM): I nodded a bit, leaning down and kissed his lips.
Ash (7:03:59 PM): My lips covered his easily, arms over his neck.
Avery (7:10:06 PM): Hands braced on either side of his head, I kissed him tenderly, tongue slipping into his mouth.
Ash (7:12:48 PM): I pressed into him, hip to hip, and deepened the kiss.
Avery (7:15:17 PM): "Mmmm. I like mid-morning snacks." I groaned, nipping his bottom lip.
Ash (7:15:46 PM): "Than what was the shower?"
Avery (7:18:31 PM): "It was....a treat." I giggled again and kissed at the side of his mouth.
Ash (7:24:02 PM): A little giggle and I sucked at the side of his upper lip.
Avery (7:25:53 PM): I stroked my hands up and down his arms, teasingly flitting out my tongue into his mouth.
Ash (7:45:51 PM): M<y tounge softly traced the bottom of his, sighing.
Avery (7:49:45 PM): I was in the middle of kissing down his chest when I heard my dad call out. "Come on you two, stop fucking around!"
Ash (7:52:43 PM): I blinked a little and looked at him.
Avery (7:58:06 PM): I clamped my lips together and shrugged. "He didn't mean it like that." I laughed and moved off of him, kissing his cheek before going to put on clothes.
Ash (7:58:54 PM): "Sounded like he did..." I said quietly, finding my bag where I'd had an extra set of clothes.
Avery (8:00:19 PM): I sighed and pulled on a t-shirt. "Hey...it's all right. He jokes around. He probably didn't even think of that till after he said it."
Ash (8:03:02 PM): "Right.." I gave a little nod, dressing myself.
Avery (8:04:46 PM): Slipping on my shoes, I came over to him and sat in his lap, arms around his neck. "Don't worry about my dad, all right?"
Ash (8:05:14 PM): "Alright alright... I'll try..." I smiled a little and kissed his cheek.
Avery (8:05:37 PM): Winking at him, I pecked his lips and got up again, going to the door.
Ash (8:06:24 PM): Following behind, I toed on my shoes.
Avery (8:15:38 PM): They were waiting at the front door, the twins babbling about something or other.
Ash (8:18:24 PM): I grabbed your hand on instinct.
Avery (8:24:13 PM): Smiling, I grasped your hand tightly. "Okay, we're ready."I noticed the look my dad gave me but I ignored him as we headed out to the car.
Ash (8:40:21 PM): "Do you want to drive with me...?" I asked softly.
Avery (8:44:16 PM): I looked over at him and smiled. "Okay." I glanced to my dad. "We'll follow you guys."
Ash (8:53:45 PM): I smiled a little and led him to my car.
Avery (8:55:12 PM): Getting into the passenger seat, I watched as my dad pulled out of the driveway and headed down the street.
Ash (8:55:49 PM): "You know... I don't think he likes me."
Avery (8:57:31 PM): I sighed a little and looked down at my hands. "I don't know why not."
Ash (8:58:47 PM): "So you don't think he does either?" I followed behind them.
Avery (8:59:58 PM): I looked to him. "I don't know...I get this weird vibe from him."
Ash (9:02:47 PM): "The one that says 'Wow, you didn;t tell me your gay' and 'Your boyfriend isnt approved'."
Avery (9:04:57 PM): I winced a little. "Yeah....that."
Ash (9:05:32 PM): "Maybe you should talk to him?"
Avery (9:07:35 PM): "Yeah. I should. He's probably all 'grr' because I never said anything."
Ash (9:09:50 PM): "Probably.." I saod quietly.
Avery (9:11:24 PM): I reached over and touched his hand. "It's not you, okay? There's nothing wrong with you."
Ash (9:14:45 PM): "Maybe to him there is?"
Avery (9:15:17 PM): I frowned. "Like what?"
Ash (9:17:13 PM): "I don't know." I shrugged a little.
Avery (9:17:43 PM): "Then stop worrying, Ash."
Ash (9:26:39 PM): A small nod and I turned into a parking lot behind them.
Avery (9:27:19 PM): Leaning over, I gave him a tender kiss. "Let's go." I got out of t he car and waited for him, taking his hand as I led him into the restaurant.
Ash (9:31:43 PM): I followed silently as normal, sitting down in a chair across from his dad.
Avery (9:34:51 PM): Sitting across from Cai, I grabbed Ash's hand under the table.
Ash (9:35:47 PM): Not talking just yet, I skimmed a menu.
Avery (9:36:15 PM): I felt my dad's gaze on me and looked up a little. He eyed me and I immediately looked down.
Ash (9:37:03 PM): I thumbed his hand, softly, and bit my lip.
Avery (9:40:20 PM): "So...how long have you two been dating?" My dad asked suddenly, catching me off-guard.
Ash (9:42:15 PM): Glancing at you and back to him again...
Avery (9:43:11 PM): I bit my lip. "Er...officially..."I furrowed my brows. "Um....a week or so...."
Ash (9:43:36 PM): I only nodded, biting my lip.
Avery (9:44:31 PM): "Hmm...nice." Phoenix looked to Caiden. "And how long have you been a bulimic?"
Avery (9:44:38 PM): (i'm sorry...he's mean. :()
Ash (9:47:38 PM): I looked at him, brows furrowed, "Excuse me?"
Avery (9:49:24 PM): He raised a brow. "I heard you... more than once." (i think this'll start off the whole fight thing..somehow or other) I blinked rapidly, looking between them in shock.
Ash (9:50:26 PM): His matter-of-factness pissed me off, "Even If I am, thats none of your business."
Avery (9:55:11 PM): "No, you're wrong. Because you're dating my son, and I don't want him around people like you."
Ash (9:58:02 PM): "People like me?" I noticed they were all staring at me and it was making me queasy. "People like me happen everyday."
Avery (9:58:23 PM): He snorted. "Maybe so...not around my kid though."
Ash (9:59:14 PM): He really was high on his horse, "You're pretty judgemental for someone I'm sure hasn't gone a day without someone treating you like you were an alien." I moved to stand up .I didn't need this.
Ash (10:00:06 PM): [or scum, whichever sounds like stupid]
Avery (10:00:45 PM): I stared at my dad incredulously. Had he really just invited us out so he could do this? I got up, and then my dad did too, yanking my arm. "You're not going anywhere." And I hit him. I hit my dad, knocking him backwards. "Fuck you!" I tugged Ash's arm and hurried out of the restaurant.
Ash (10:01:19 PM): I blinked a little and before I knew it, I was outside with Avery next to me.
Avery (10:03:22 PM): "I'm sorry...God, I'm so sorry."I just kept repeating it, crying suddenly.
Ash (10:03:43 PM): "What are you sorry for?" I looked at him, biting my lip.
Avery (10:04:13 PM): "For him." My lip trembled as I caught his eyes. "I'm so sorry...."
Ash (10:05:36 PM): "What he said wasn't your fault, ok?"
Avery (10:05:57 PM): I bit my lip hard and nodded, wiping away my tears.
Ash (10:06:28 PM): "Go back and have lunch with your family..."
Avery (10:11:52 PM): I shook my head. "No."
Ash (10:13:13 PM): "Theyre your family."
Avery (10:13:38 PM): "I know that, but I love you." I clamped my lips together, eyes going wide.
Ash (10:15:04 PM): "avery..." I looked at him, "You don't."
Avery (10:15:32 PM): My face fell and I stared him in the eyes. "You have no idea what I feel."
Ash (10:16:18 PM): "You barely know me... how can you think that?"
Avery (10:16:55 PM): I shook my head. "I know well enough to know how I feel. But it's fine. I never expected you to understand anyway." I turned to walk away from the restaurant on my own.
Ash (10:17:45 PM): walked behind him, "I'm not sure if I can say it yet... but please don't act like I don't understand."
Avery (10:18:29 PM): "Fine." I kept walking, arms around myself.
Ash (10:25:22 PM): I stepped in front of him, grabbing his upperarms.
Avery (10:26:16 PM): "I'm trying to walk home. It's a long way."
Ash (10:26:55 PM): "I know... I'll drive you, okay?"
Avery (10:27:07 PM): I shook my head. "Just go. I'll be fine."
Ash (10:27:24 PM): "I don't want to."
Avery (10:27:45 PM): I sighed. "Well, not everyone can get what they want, Ash."
Ash (8:47:03 PM): He pursed his lips and I pressed my upper one between them. "None of that."
Avery (8:54:24 PM): I blinked a little in surprise, then sighed a bit. "All right, sorry."
Ash (8:58:38 PM): "Don't be." I whispered, kissing his chin
Avery (8:59:42 PM): I smiled and put my arms around him lightly.
Ash (9:09:02 PM): I moved my lips up and nuzzled the softness of his cheek.
Avery (9:09:35 PM): My smile only widened at that and I tilted my head to the side a bit.
Ash (9:10:04 PM): "You still have that... childlike thing about you..." i said softly.
Avery (9:10:57 PM): I furrowed my brows. "What's that supposed to mean?"
Ash (9:26:35 PM): "Something good."
Avery (9:28:37 PM): I laughed and hugged him tighter, resting my head on his shoulder.
Ash (9:42:36 PM): Up his cheek... down again... grinning.
Avery (9:44:55 PM): I giggled and pecked his shoulder. "And you're cute in your own way."
Ash (10:02:35 PM): "My own way... how reassuring." A laughed alittle.
Avery (10:11:13 PM): I grinned and pushed him inside. "You're not traditional cute. You've trademarked it all your own.
Ash (11:03:19 PM): -nudges past you to the stairway- lets go, then
Avery (11:03:53 PM): I nodded and followed him up to his room.
Ash (11:04:15 PM): A little yawn and I unlocked the door, stepping inside.
Avery (11:04:54 PM): I pushed him further inside, kissing the back of his neck.
Ash (11:17:46 PM): I smiled to myself, glancing back.
Avery (11:19:14 PM): Kicking the door shut behind us, I shoved him onto the bed and straddled his waist, then laid my head on his chest.
Ash (11:23:51 PM): I had to laugh, "What are you doing?"
Avery (11:24:56 PM): "Just being close to you."
Ash (11:32:40 PM): "mm... I see."
Avery (11:33:12 PM): I nudged my head there and wrapped my arms tight around him.
Ash (11:33:45 PM): "and what brought this on?" I smile.d
Avery (11:38:45 PM): I shook my head. "Shh, just don't talk."
Ash (11:39:31 PM): A small nod and I began stroking his hair, then an idea. Gently pushing you off of me, I slide off the bed and flick on the faux fire.
Ash (11:39:35 PM): [gas]
Avery (11:43:39 PM): I made a face. "I didn't say moveee."
Ash (12:04:24 AM): I laughed and shut the grate, coming back and shutting off a lamp that had been left on.
Avery (12:05:24 AM): I pulled him to me again and held him tightly.
Ash (12:31:11 AM): "am I ever going to get out of bed?" I joked, hugging him.
Avery (12:32:58 AM): "Nope. Not right now." I snuggled up to him and closed my eyes.
Ash (12:45:18 AM): "mm... I'm talking about... are you going to let me out of bed to graduate.. maybe have a wedding day?" I joked
Avery (12:46:53 AM): I looked up at him a little. "I can do the graduation thing...but I'm not letting you get married."
Ash (12:53:33 AM): "Never?"
Avery (12:55:34 AM): I tapped my chin. "I don't wanna let you go off and get married to someone. Why would I?"
Ash (12:56:07 AM): i laughed, "And what if... it ended up being oyou, hm?"
Avery (12:57:59 AM): I thought about it a moment. "Well, I wouldn't stop you from marrying me. That'd just be silly."
Ash (1:01:31 AM): I smiled a little, unsure of why I brought it up./
Avery (1:02:10 AM): I giggled and ruffled his hair. "Don't look all weird now. I get what you meant."
Avery (11:53:34 PM): His taut skin beneath my fingers drove me wild. I just loved the feel of him.
Ash (12:01:01 AM): And there it was again... the urge to be inside him... have him insideme... the thought made me shiver, coming.
Avery (12:04:19 AM): His cum dribbled over both our hands and I slowly let go of him, rubbing my hand off on the bed.
Ash (12:09:09 AM): I noticed this, "Do you always wipe your cum off on the bed?"
Avery (12:11:25 AM): "Er..."I shrugged. I honestly never paid attention.
Ash (12:16:29 AM): I giggled, my breathing still uneven.
Avery (12:17:18 AM): Smirking up at him, I laid back again.
Ash (12:19:25 AM): I touched my stomach, smiling. "Must wash the bedding loads."
Avery (12:21:03 AM): My cheeks tinged a bit. "Yeah...I guess so."
Ash (12:25:15 AM): I looked back and up at him, "Blushing."
Avery (12:26:27 AM): I rubbed at my cheeks. "Yeah....so what?"
Ash (12:28:51 AM): "It's cute."
Avery (12:31:43 AM): That only made me blush more and soon I was burying my face in the comforter.
Ash (12:33:00 AM): Another small laugh and I crawled over to him, working my way under the comforter beside him.
Avery (12:35:05 AM): I peeked an eye open at him and smiled just a bit.
Ash (12:36:01 AM): "And what are you so embarrassed about?"
Avery (12:37:48 AM): I shrugged. "I dunno..."
Ash (12:39:12 AM): "You do. You just won't say."
Avery (12:41:36 AM): "Just you...the way you talked about me. "
Ash (12:42:16 AM): "Which way?"
Avery (12:46:15 AM): "Telling me I'm all cute and stuff."
Ash (12:47:58 AM): A small laugh, "I don't like."
Ash (12:48:00 AM): lie-
Avery (12:49:52 AM): I grinned. "I didn't say you did."
Ash (12:50:18 AM): I smirked and scooted closer, touching his side.
Avery (12:53:08 AM): Smiling softer, I rested my cheek on my hand.
Ash (12:55:38 AM): I let myself curl up next to him, skin on skin.
Avery (12:56:54 AM): I giggled, curving my body against his and resting m yhead now on his shoulder.
Ash (1:02:00 AM): My fingers touched his hair, smiling.
Avery (1:02:57 AM): "I think...I need a nap now."
Ash (1:05:32 AM): "A long nap."
Avery (1:06:29 AM): "Mmm, yes."
Ash (1:09:20 AM): I kissed his neck, tentatively and still a bit unsure, and closed my eyes.
Avery (1:10:22 AM): Smiling softly, I drifted, reveling in his warmth. "Sweet dreams, Ash."
Ash (1:15:04 AM): "Night, love..."
Ash (1:22:15 AM): I weas curled up to him, asleep and facing the door.
Avery (1:24:38 AM): Phoenix was the first to come home, noticing the quiet and heading down the hall to Avery's room. He opened the door and gaped a bit.
Ash (1:27:17 AM): The small nose barely reached me, making me sigh a little and snuggle closer.
Avery (1:27:45 AM): He backed up a bit and shut the door again, shaking his head over and over.
Ash (1:30:37 AM): Caiden walked after Nix, grinning a little when he say him.
Avery (1:31:15 AM): "Look in his room." He said quietly.
Ash (1:33:10 AM): "Why?" His voice was curious.
Avery (1:33:48 AM): "Just look, dammit, and find out."
Ash (1:37:04 AM): A blink and he moved to the door, opening it a little and blinking again before we shut it, "Well, thats new."
Avery (1:37:47 AM): Phoenix rose a brow. "Er...yeah...really new."
Ash (1:40:40 AM): A small shrug and Caiden went to the bedroom.
Avery (1:42:16 AM): "Hey...don't walk away."
Ash (1:44:44 AM): He gestured him into the room, shutting the door when he got there.
Avery (1:45:19 AM): Phoenix went into the room, brows furrowed and arms over chest.
Ash (1:46:47 AM): Caiden sat and looked, "So...?"

Avery (9:11:47 PM): I let out a gasp and arched against him, fingers bending against his shoulders.
Ash (10:07:00 PM): "mmm..." I nudged his neckk with my lips, sighing.
Avery (10:09:44 PM): Tilting my head to the side, I smiled a bit and moved slowly against him.
Ash (10:11:48 PM): A smile and I moved in time with him, just feeling his skin slide with mine.
Ash (12:37:23 AM): A smile and I moved in time with him, just feeling his skin slide with mine.
Avery (12:38:38 AM): God, the feeling was intoxicating. Just his skin. My skin. And nothing in between us.
Ash (12:38:56 AM): "Much better... than sitting around.. watching movies..."
Avery (12:41:21 AM): "Mmm...so much better."I raked my fingers through his hair and rotated my hips.
Ash (1:02:56 AM): My legs tightened on his sides, groaning softly.
Avery (1:05:33 AM): His cock slick against mine made me arch my back up, digging fingers into his skin.
Ash (1:08:03 AM): "Mm... like how that feels?"
Avery (1:09:01 AM): I looked up at him. "Course I do,"I whimpered.
Ash (1:10:08 AM): "Thought I would ask... being that this is the first time you've had someones cocked rubbed against you."
Avery (1:11:13 AM): I smirked a bit. "Nice cock too."
Ash (1:20:17 AM): "Mmm... thanks..." I reached down, gripping them loosely in my palm and jerking us both off.
Avery (1:21:27 AM): Gasping, I closed my eyes and thrust into his hand.
Ash (1:27:34 AM): My lips came to his ear, whispering hotly, "And you definelty like this..."
Avery (1:29:11 AM): I s huddered a bit and nodded. "Yes....I do..."
Ash (1:30:08 AM): "mm... what do you want me to do?"
Avery (1:33:18 AM): "Just touch me, Ash..."I whispered.
Ash (1:34:03 AM): A small nod and I let go of myself, focusing on him,
Avery (1:36:06 AM): My eyes fluttered closed and I took in the feel of his hand on me.
Ash (1:38:44 AM): I moved off him for better access, finding his mouth again with my own.
Avery (1:39:16 AM): Moaning into his mouth, I kissed him back hungrily.
Ash (1:40:03 AM): My free hand slid between his legs, over his inner thigh.
Avery (1:40:27 AM): I shivered, thrusting into his hand and roaming my own hands over his arms.
Ash (1:43:11 AM): My eyes opened and I watched hima s we kissed.
Avery (1:43:50 AM): Everything about him took me over completely. I kissed him with passion.
Ash (4:51:26 PM): My fingers slid up and down, feeling every little vein sticking out.
Avery (4:54:33 PM): My body felt ready to burst. Every touch. Every brush of his hand made me whimper.
Ash (4:58:29 PM): i was tempted to crawl up into his lap... make him fuck me... but I couldn't. Instead, I licked his lips and moved down, licking at his cock.
Avery (4:59:06 PM): A gasp left my lips and my stomach tightened, hands going down to tangle in his hair.
Ash (5:02:32 PM): Enveloping him with my mouth, I reached down and started jerking myself off, perched over his lap on my knees.
Avery (5:05:38 PM): My fingers tugged at his hair, moaning loudly into the air. God, he was good at that.
Ash (5:07:28 PM): My free hand rested above his cock at the base, breathing a little harder as I take you down.
Avery (5:08:44 PM): "Mmm..Ash...."My eyes rolled back in my head, reaching a hand up to clutch at the sheets.
Ash (5:09:06 PM): I moaned around him for effect, making him wetter.
Avery (5:09:45 PM): Biting my bottom lip, I closed my eyes shut tight, feeling the muscles in my lower stomach tense.
Ash (5:19:58 PM): My tounge moved in a tornado pattern, up and down...
Avery (5:20:27 PM): I came with a cry of his name, unable to even warn him.
Ash (5:22:17 PM): I almost choked but regained my composure, sucking it down hard.
Avery (5:23:03 PM): I laid there, shaking and body riddled with goosebumps.
Ash (5:25:30 PM): I let him slide out of my mouth, sliding my palm over him once more as I sat back, jerking myself and letting my eyes closed.
Avery (5:27:31 PM): I opened my eyes and watched him for a moment, then reached up my hand, covering his.
Ash (5:29:40 PM): My mouth fell open, a moan leaving my lips.
Avery (5:30:30 PM): I interlaced our fingers and jerked him steadily.
Ash (5:34:54 PM): I slowly let myself lay back, jerking harder-

Avery (10:54:11 PM): I threw up my arms. "How should I know?!"
Ash (11:05:59 PM): Wincing a little, I looked at him, "Look, I'm not worth your family."
Avery (11:08:14 PM): I clamped my lips together. So that was it. It was just over. Just like that. I'd fought to have him. I'd argued for him and stood up for him and this was what I got. "Fine. Goodbye." I strode towards the door.
Ash (11:09:23 PM): "I don't want you to go, alright?"
Avery (11:10:54 PM): "I'm not fighting to keep a bloke that keeps telling me he's not worth it. If that's what you think...if you think that low of yourself, then I'd better just go and let it end." I opened the door.
Ash (11:13:10 PM): "Well you wouldn't know what thats like... feeling like you're not really worth it. You don't have someones asshole dad picking at all the worse things about you."
Avery (11:13:44 PM): I turned to him and pursed my lips. "Well I care about you, knowing you have flaws just like anyone else. I never asked for someone perfect."
Ash (11:17:09 PM): "How long do you think it'll take before he comes to find you?"
Avery (11:18:14 PM): "It doesn't matter. I'm leaving anyway." I dug for my keys in my pocket.
Ash (11:22:44 PM): I groaned in frustration, "I want you to stay!"
Avery (11:25:38 PM): "I don't care what you want anymore! Because everything I've said since I've got here, you've argued me on! I don't know how I feel. I'm just a doe-eyed boy that doesn't know a damn thing! No one thinks I feel something deeper than when I'm gonna wank next!"
Ash (11:32:31 PM): "Bullshit."
Avery (11:33:22 PM): "YOU'RE NOT PROVING ME WRONG!"
Ash (11:36:39 PM): "Youre a lot smarter than me, Avery, what makes you think thats all I think of youb as?"
Avery (11:37:55 PM): "Because that's all I get out of what you and my dad keep telling me."
Ash (11:40:24 PM): "Look. I get that you know what you want. I really do. But don't waste the parents you have on me, alright? You are lucky, whether you like it or not, to have them."
Avery (11:42:00 PM): I bit my lip hard and nodded. I couldn't say anything else anymore. I just turned and walked through the door.
Ash (11:43:19 PM): Huffing a little, I stepped after him and grabbed him around the middle, "But I don't want you do go."
Avery (11:45:17 PM): I shoved him away. "Too bad. You said your piece. I'm going. If I shouldn't waste my parents on you, then I shouldn't be here."
Ash (11:47:16 PM): "Well thats your choice, isnt it?" My voice a little strained
Avery (11:50:01 PM): "My choice was you, but you won't let me have that unless it's on your terms, so forget it."
Ash (11:51:14 PM): "there are no terms, alright? I'm just... " I stood there, looking exasperated without really meaning to.
Avery (11:53:09 PM): I shook my head. "I said forget it. Forget it. Forget me. I'm nothing to you anyway, obviously." I stalked off towards my car.
Ash (11:56:20 PM): "So now you're telling me how I feel?" I said after him.
Avery (11:56:57 PM): I stopped at my driver's side door. "How's it feel? Hmm?"
Ash (11:57:37 PM): "I WASN'T TELLING YOU HOW TO FEEL, ALRIGHT? I was... I was trying to get you to see that no matter what we do your dads going to hate me."
Avery (11:58:29 PM): "THIS ISN'T ABOUT MY FUCKING FATHER! This is about us! You and me! No one else, dammit!"
Ash (12:01:43 AM): "THEN WHY ARE WE FIGHTING? I LOVE YOU, ALRIGHT/ I DON'T WANT HIM TO TAKE YOU AWAY!"
Avery (12:02:48 AM): (O_O)
Ash (12:03:52 AM): [spasm]
Ash (12:04:03 AM): [he was all depressed earlier, remembers?]
Avery is idle at 12:13:08 AM.
Avery is no longer idle at 12:14:34 AM.
Avery (12:15:57 AM): My mouth fell open a bit. "W-What did you just say?"
Ash (12:24:07 AM): "I don't want him to t-take you away."
Avery (12:29:53 AM): I shook my head. "No...before that."
Ash (12:33:06 AM): I bit my lip a little, "You heard me, Av."
Avery (12:36:07 AM): I dropped my hand from the door and simply stood there.
Ash (12:44:19 AM): I looked at him, "Avery..."
Avery (12:44:59 AM): My face fell a little. "You really love me...?"
Ash (12:46:21 AM): I rubbed the back of my neck a little, standing in my doorway, "Yes."
Avery (12:46:52 AM): I stepped away from the car and tentatively back over to him.
Ash (12:49:12 AM): "I don't want you to leave because of me.."
Avery (12:49:36 AM): I shook my head a bit and came closer to him.
Ash (12:52:59 AM): I played with the knob in my hand, "I'm sorry.."
Avery (12:54:17 AM): "So am I..." I reached out and touched his hand.
Ash (12:55:28 AM): A small smile came to my lips, that sadness still there. "Come abck in?'
Avery (12:58:30 AM): I nodded a little and followed him into the house again.
Ash (1:03:58 AM): [flat lmao]
Ash (1:04:10 AM): I shut the door behind us and relocked it.
Avery (1:06:39 AM): (whateverrr :-P) Standing there, arms over my chest, I chewed on my lip.
Ash (1:11:13 AM): I came over and stood within an inch ofhim, touching his arms.
Avery (1:12:08 AM): Looking up a little, I caught his gaze, giving him the smallest of smiles.
Ash (1:20:42 AM): "
Ash (1:20:50 AM): I didn't mean to make you leave."
Avery (1:24:08 AM): I shrugged a bit. "Well, I'm still here."
Ash (1:24:33 AM): "I know, "I grinned a little, pulling him closer.
Avery (1:24:57 AM): I once more snuggled against him, resting my head beneath his chin and arms going around his waist.
Ash (1:25:51 AM): "Whens the last time you slept?'
Avery (1:27:48 AM): I made a face. "I fell asleep at the park beneath a tree the other day. Then I just....haven't slept."
Ash (1:32:40 AM): Nodding a little, I touched his hand and led him to my room.
Avery (1:33:26 AM): Sighing a bit, I followed quietly, tugging at my hair.
Ash (1:37:57 AM): "you can take a nap with me..." I whispere.d
Avery (1:39:34 AM): I smiled softly. "I'd like that."
Ash (1:41:51 AM): I shut the door and brought him over ot my bed/
Avery (1:43:18 AM): Sinking down onto it gratefully, I closed my eyes and snuggled up to a pillow.
Ash (1:43:45 AM): I took his shoes off for him and got under the covers, pulling them around us.
Avery (1:45:20 AM): Grateful for the warm bed and the safety of his arms, I curled up against him.
Ash (1:47:53 AM): I kissed low on his cheke and once more on the apple of his cheek.
Avery (1:50:44 AM): I smiled more genuinely now and wrapped my arms tight around him.
Ash (1:50:59 AM): "I'm glad you followed me."
Avery (1:52:31 AM): I giggled a bit. "Yeah...so am I."
Ash (2:00:46 AM): A wider smile and I hugged him tighter.
Avery (2:02:54 AM): Nudging my head to his neck, I let out a content sigh, feeling sleepy already.
Ash (2:05:27 AM): "Do you love me?"
Avery (2:06:57 AM): "Yes, I love you." I whispered.
Ash (2:07:20 AM): I nodded a little and nuzzled his neck.
Avery (2:09:47 AM): I drifted off to sleep, content in his embrace.

Ash (3:24:05 AM): A smile almost sheepish smile.
Avery (5:16:52 PM): I leaned up and pecked his lips, pulling him back closer to me.
Ash (8:39:11 PM): Smiling a little, I sighed.
Avery (8:46:57 PM): Snuggling up against him again, I once more listened to his heartbeat.
Ash (3:24:24 AM): I looked down, grinning at the sight.
Avery (3:25:19 AM): I kissed the spot on his chest and ran a hand up and down lightly.

Ash (12:33:35 AM): "When did you get so attached to me?" I looked down at him.
Avery (12:33:52 AM): "Dunno...when I realized I could lose you, I guess."
Ash (12:37:55 AM): "You can lose anyone."
Avery (12:38:58 AM): "I know that...but I don't want to lose you."
Ash (12:40:51 AM): "You don't have to worry about it."
Avery (12:43:16 AM): I smiled up at him. "You mean that?"
Ash (12:53:35 AM): "Even if I'm an hour away... thats not far."
Avery (12:54:13 AM): I nodded. "Yeah....I realize that." I winked at him.
Ash (12:56:52 AM): [should we skip to avery being over and nix there or something[
Avery (12:57:52 AM): (Huh?)
Ash (12:58:47 AM): [follow]
Ash (12:59:09 AM): We sat together, lights dim, in the front room of his house. They were gone as we watched a movie.
Avery (1:00:00 AM): I was snuggled up to him, head on his shoulder, his hand in mine.
Ash (1:00:53 AM): It would of been cute from another standpoint, but when I heard the front door open... I didn't think so.
Avery (1:01:34 AM): I blinked a little, knowing my dad was home.
Ash (1:09:04 AM): [im so not being nix lmao ill be cai you be nix.] I looked up briefly to catch his stepdads face, a small apologetic smile on his lips like he knew something was coming.
Avery (1:10:34 AM): (I didn't say you had to be, silly. :-P) I looked up and Nix stared between us. "What is he doing here?"
Ash (1:13:29 AM): I didn't say anything, it wasn't my place, bt I did notice Caiden standing between him and us.
Avery (1:14:27 AM): "He's here because I invited him." I could see the heat in my dad's eyes but I stood my ground. He looked at Ash and sneered. "Get out."
Ash (1:15:37 AM): I sat up a little and looked at him, "I don't think I understand what you have against me."
Avery (1:18:08 AM): "I don't want you around my son. I've made that perfectly clear. Now get out of my house.'
Ash (1:18:50 AM): Caiden opened his mouth and looked at Phoenix, "Don't you think you're being a little harsh?"
Avery (1:21:51 AM): Phoenix stared at his husband. "No, I don't." He turned back to me and Ash. "Are you deaf? I said go!"
Ash (1:22:38 AM): I leaned in and whispered in his ear, "I'll see you later," and lightly kissed his cheek, letting our fingers seperate.
Avery (1:25:34 AM): Pursing my lips, I stood to my full height, almost to my dad's chin. "I HATE YOU!" I hissed in his face, and his eyes widened in shock. Then, calmly, I strode to my room, slamming the door shut.
Ash (1:26:11 AM): I watched him go before glaring at his dad, pushing past him to leave.
Avery (1:27:01 AM): Going into my room, I sat on the end of the bed, jaw clenched and pissed as hell.
Ash (1:27:50 AM): "You really are an asshole." I didn't have a dad anymore, but I had a feeling he would never of done that to me.
Avery (1:28:36 AM): "Yeah? And you aren't allowed to date the arsehole's son. So don't worry about it."
Ash (1:29:23 AM): "I'm allowed to do what I want, sir."
Avery (1:30:42 AM): "When it comes to my son, not likely."
Ash (1:31:15 AM): Hand on the doorknob, I looked at him, "You have it backwards. You control him, and barely, but not me. I can date whoever I want."
Avery (1:31:43 AM): "Good for you. Go find someone else to fuck with."
Ash (1:32:35 AM): I shook my head, "You have it wrong. Youre fucking with us, I'm not fucking with anyone."
Avery (1:34:32 AM): "I'm keeping my son safe, that's what I'm doing. This conversation's over." He strode over to the door, pushing Ash through and slamming it shut, locking it.
Ash (1:35:05 AM): I still felt his hand on my chest where he shoved me and had never felt more angry.
Ash (1:35:13 AM): [he almost wants to do something bad[
Avery (1:36:30 AM): (O_O like what??) Phoenix gave a look to Caiden, and then strode down the hall, shutting himself up in his studio.
Ash (1:38:02 AM): [get pissed and break something] I looked at the house, feeling a bit heartbroken but without the actions to express it.
Avery (1:39:03 AM): (Ouch! DO IT!) I started to cry in my room now, and then got up throwing the snowglobe my dad had gotten me from Paris against the wall. "FUCK YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATTTEEE YOU!"
Ash (1:40:19 AM):