X KIEREN X (11:02:42 PM): heart
xx readysteadygo (11:03:48 PM): -gets knocked into by someone walking in, shrugs it off and goes up to Kieren's apartment, knocking on the door-
X KIEREN X (11:04:25 PM): ::doesn't answer, hoping you'll go away - whoever you are::
xx readysteadygo (11:04:45 PM): -knocks again, this time louder-
X KIEREN X (11:05:34 PM): go away!
xx readysteadygo (11:06:10 PM): -sick of you avoiding me, tries the doorhandle and finds it unlocked, calling out your name-
X KIEREN X (11:06:53 PM): ::is leaning up against the wall in the hallway, tears pouring down my cheeks::
xx readysteadygo (11:08:25 PM): Kieren? I know you're here...
X KIEREN X (11:08:44 PM): ::doesn't answer::
xx readysteadygo (11:09:29 PM): -walks out into the living room, searching around for a moment before peeking into the kitchen, not finding you so i head down the hall, stopping when i see you- Kier?
X KIEREN X (11:09:56 PM): ::doesn't look at you, not sure how i can::
xx readysteadygo (11:10:42 PM): -walks around you to face you, leaning down a little so i can see your face- whats the matter?
X KIEREN X (11:11:14 PM): ::sniffles:: nothing
xx readysteadygo (11:12:24 PM): it doesnt look like nothing
X KIEREN X (11:12:44 PM): it's nothing you should concern yourself with ::whipes face with hands::
xx readysteadygo (11:13:38 PM): anything that concerns you... concerns me...
X KIEREN X (11:15:02 PM): i just...::sniffs:: i said something that i should have said a long time ago
xx readysteadygo (11:15:19 PM): huh... what are you talking about?
X KIEREN X (11:15:35 PM): nothing...don't worry about it
X KIEREN X (11:15:45 PM): everything is going to be fine now...
xx readysteadygo (11:16:10 PM): -softly- what've you been up to the last two weeks?
X KIEREN X (11:16:49 PM): trying to be there for someone who obviously didn't want me to be
X KIEREN X (11:17:10 PM): (cross out the last "be")
X KIEREN X (11:17:49 PM): and working...and dealing with my mum...and kireina...and shit like that...how about you?
X KIEREN X (11:18:01 PM): i missed you
xx readysteadygo (11:18:32 PM): why didn't you call?-hands on my pocket-
X KIEREN X (11:18:49 PM): i just...i couldn't find the time...
X KIEREN X (11:19:12 PM): i'm sorry
X KIEREN X (11:19:57 PM): ::reaches for your hands, calming down::
xx readysteadygo (11:20:54 PM): -nods just a little- i've got some good e on me... look like you could use some, Kier...-wipes tear off your cheek-
X KIEREN X (11:22:10 PM): i think i'd crash when i come down...
xx readysteadygo (11:22:42 PM): Nah.. you won't... because I'll be right there with you...-kisses your cheek now, just a little-
X KIEREN X (11:23:00 PM): would you?
xx readysteadygo (11:24:02 PM): yeah... i would...
X KIEREN X (11:24:08 PM): could we just...could we just sit and hold each other?
X KIEREN X (11:24:24 PM): (while they're on it, that is_
X KIEREN X (11:24:25 PM): )
xx readysteadygo (11:24:28 PM): -smiles just a little- if you think that will help... anything for you.
xx readysteadygo (11:25:17 PM): i never crash...
X KIEREN X (11:25:24 PM): what if you do?
xx readysteadygo (11:25:47 PM): I won't... and if I do, we can both cry like pussies together...
X KIEREN X (11:26:16 PM): ::smiles, wrapping arms around you and pressing my forehead against yours:: okay
xx readysteadygo (11:28:10 PM): -grins- would you mind doing it over a warm bath though, I haven't had a shower yet this morning...
X KIEREN X (11:31:33 PM): i could go with that...i think i need to wash up myself
xx readysteadygo (11:32:56 PM): -softly- alright. -takes a hold on your hand and brings you down the hallway to the bathroom, opening the door and shutting it behind us, turning the water on before. i turn to you, lightly undressing you until you're down to nothing.-
xx readysteadygo (11:35:16 PM): -kisses your shoulder softly, hands on both of your shoulders before i undress myself, walking up to the tub and getting in, gesturing for you to join me-
xx readysteadygo (11:35:29 PM): -baggy in hand, setting it on the ledge-
X KIEREN X (11:35:49 PM): ::follows you, stepping in and sitting down::
xx readysteadygo (11:36:43 PM): -gestures you over to me, wanting you to sit on the ledge [we'll pretend its wide enough for two people] in between my legs so your back is to my chest]
xx readysteadygo (11:36:45 PM): -
X KIEREN X (11:37:29 PM): (i think it is)
xx readysteadygo (11:37:42 PM): [ok it is, and i mean inside the tub obviously]
X KIEREN X (11:37:50 PM): (oh okay)
xx readysteadygo (11:38:17 PM): [-pokes kieren- move!!!]
X KIEREN X (11:38:43 PM): ::obliges::
xx readysteadygo (11:39:43 PM): -lets you lean against me, a hand coming down across your stomach softly as i get two pills from the bag, pressing one to your lips-
X KIEREN X (11:41:10 PM): ::opens mouth, taking it in::
xx readysteadygo (11:41:30 PM): -plces it lightly on your tonge, kissing your shoulder softly-
xx readysteadygo (11:45:07 PM): -places my tab on your shoulder, sucking it up into my mouth before i lick over your shoulder just barely-
X KIEREN X (11:49:06 PM): ::leans head back, kissing your cheek::
xx readysteadygo (11:49:59 PM): mm.... i missed this with you...-snuggles a cheek against your shoulders, melting into the warm water-
X KIEREN X (11:50:21 PM): i missed this too...i missed you so much...
xx readysteadygo (11:50:53 PM): have I got you addicted to me yet?
X KIEREN X (11:51:02 PM): i've always been addicted to you
xx readysteadygo (11:51:46 PM): -smiles against your cheek now, my fingers going up and down your stomach-
X KIEREN X (11:56:16 PM): ::stops your fingers with mine and looks back at you::
X KIEREN X (11:57:11 PM): i love you
X KIEREN X (12:00:28 AM): (::poke! do something!::-)
xx readysteadygo (12:01:04 AM): i hope you do...-smiles down at you- because i love you...
X KIEREN X (12:02:36 AM): ::turns around and looks at you::
X KIEREN X (12:06:34 AM): ::gently brings my lips to yours::
xx readysteadygo (12:08:45 AM): -parts my lips just a little, taking your lower lip between mine and sucking very softly-
X KIEREN X (12:09:28 AM): ::moves hands up to caress your neck
xx readysteadygo (12:11:47 AM): mmm...-nails grazing down your side, toungue lightly lapping at your lip-
X KIEREN X (12:13:25 AM): i've missed this ::whispers::
xx readysteadygo (12:20:52 AM): -licks at your neck, sucking lightly on the skin there- am i helping at all?
X KIEREN X (12:21:17 AM): yes...i can't even remember why i was crying
X KIEREN X (12:23:22 AM): ::leans down forwards and rests my head on your shoulder::
xx readysteadygo (12:23:49 AM): good...-nudges my nose against your cheek, kissing at your neck
X KIEREN X (12:25:46 AM): (is adrion's hair wet?)
xx readysteadygo (12:27:19 AM): [maybe the back]
X KIEREN X (12:27:50 AM): ::backs up a little and splashes water at you::
xx readysteadygo (12:28:55 AM): -laughs just a little and pouts-
X KIEREN X (12:29:23 AM): ::splashes you again:: i've never see you wet before
xx readysteadygo (12:29:37 AM): are you sure about that?
X KIEREN X (12:29:45 AM): hmm...not like this before
xx readysteadygo (12:29:49 AM): -jumps you, kissing your lips hard-
X KIEREN X (12:30:02 AM): ::falls under the water, bringing you with me::
xx readysteadygo (12:30:30 AM): -kisses you, mouth opening underwater as i try to hold my breath-
xx readysteadygo (12:30:38 AM): [er, yeah]
X KIEREN X (12:31:31 AM): ::yeah...i'm going to die, sooooo...pushes us back up for air::
xx readysteadygo (12:32:06 AM): -laughing, takes a gulp of air before i'm sitting on top of you, kissing you again-
X KIEREN X (12:32:24 AM): ::reaches behind me for my rosemary mint shampoo::
X KIEREN X (12:35:01 AM): ::takes some in my hand before lathering at your hair while still kissing you, the fragrance overtaking me::
xx readysteadygo (12:36:10 AM): -moans against your mouth at how good that feels-
X KIEREN X (12:37:29 AM): ::rubs at your scalp, trying to lather all of your hair::
xx readysteadygo (12:41:53 AM): -can feel myself hardening under you, leaning my head back a bit-
X KIEREN X (12:43:24 AM): ::looks up to see your hair full of suds and cups my hands behind you as i begin to pour water on your head::
xx readysteadygo (12:44:15 AM): -enjoying every second of it as i groan a little, my cock pressing hard against you as i run my fingers up your side-
X KIEREN X (12:45:28 AM): ::holds back any sort of sexual feelings, because i just want to BE with you::
xx readysteadygo (12:46:19 AM): -is trying to do the same [damn e], just trying to enjoy the feel of you-
X KIEREN X (12:46:45 AM): (it's only been a few minutes?)
xx readysteadygo (12:46:57 AM): (yeah yeah we'll say its good good shit]
X KIEREN X (12:47:01 AM): (lol)
X KIEREN X (12:47:06 AM): (okay)
X KIEREN X (12:47:21 AM): this stuff is amazing...where did you get it?
xx readysteadygo (12:48:03 AM): you'd be amazed at what little rich assholes can sneak into their boarding school...
X KIEREN X (12:48:38 AM): mmm
X KIEREN X (12:51:05 AM): ::smiles::
xx readysteadygo (12:51:40 AM): now i'm going to smell like you...-kisses your cheek softly-
X KIEREN X (12:51:56 AM): is that bad?
X KIEREN X (12:52:02 AM): do you not like how i smell?
xx readysteadygo (12:52:18 AM): mm...no...i love the way you smell...
X KIEREN X (12:52:47 AM): good...i do too
X KIEREN X (12:53:42 AM): ::moves fingers up and down your neck, staring into your eyes::
xx readysteadygo (12:54:11 AM): -licks over my bottom lip, my heart beating out of nervousness-
X KIEREN X (12:54:25 AM): (why is he nervous?)
xx readysteadygo (12:54:36 AM): [he always is around kieren when theyre this close]
X KIEREN X (12:54:49 AM): (ah)
X KIEREN X (12:57:58 AM): ::whispers:: adrion?
xx readysteadygo (12:59:12 AM): hmm..?
X KIEREN X (12:59:16 AM): will you stay with me? when you get out of school and before you leave for yale?
xx readysteadygo (12:59:37 AM): y....yes...-kisses your lips softly-
X KIEREN X (1:00:12 AM): ::smiles into the kiss, moving my fingers down your back::
X KIEREN X (1:27:19 AM): oh, so i most totally figured out how to do the double sn tab thing in deadaim
xx readysteadygo (1:27:38 AM): ..
xx readysteadygo (1:27:41 AM): didnt know that before?