x
readysteadygo (10:14:25 PM): -moves so i'm on my
knees in my seat, undoing your pants-
liveonstandby (10:15:11 PM): *stares at you, hands gripping the steering wheel* what are
you...doing...? *heart slamming against my ribcage*
xx readysteadygo (10:18:08 PM): -gets them undone, leaning over as i pull your
boxers enough to reveal your cock. i smile a little, lowering my head into your
lap, wrapping my lips around you in answer-
liveonstandby (10:18:49 PM): *inhales sharply, tightening my grip on the steering wheel
and my eyes fluttering closed as i tilt my head back against the seat*
xx readysteadygo (10:20:04 PM): -cups your hardness in the curve of my toungue,
sliding down slowly, my teeth grazing just barely as i massage at your inner
thigh with my other hand-
liveonstandby (10:27:48 PM): *nails dig into the steering wheel as my cell phone begins
to ring* f-fuck....*i fumble for it, nearly blancing at the caller id*
shit...*i answer-voice shaky* h-hey Vanessa...yeah...i'm...still on hospital
duty...*arches hips up a bit*
xx readysteadygo (10:31:19 PM): -moans against the skin as i suck, holding your
hips down now and twisting my toungue tornado-style up the shaft-
liveonstandby (10:33:36 PM): um hmm...*tries not to moan* i know...i know what i
said...*grits teeth, body shaking* i will...yes...dammit...i-i...*eyes roll
back into head a bit* i will! goodbye...bye, vanessa! *hurriedly flips phone shut, resisting
the urge to grip at the tiny strands of hair peeking out of your cap-instead
one hand digs into my left thigh and the other grips the back of my seat*
xx readysteadygo (10:35:59 PM): -slides my hand down your inner thigh to beneath
my mouth, wrapping my hands around you and jerking up as my mouth goes down-
liveonstandby (10:36:44 PM): fucking...christ...*breath is coming out in gasps as i jerk
my hips up again*
xx readysteadygo (10:38:41 PM): -grabs your sack in my hand, index and middle
finger still at the base of your cock as i rub up and down, curling toungue
over you and breathing out against the small bit of skin where your shirts
lifter-
xx readysteadygo (10:38:43 PM): lifted-
liveonstandby (10:39:44 PM): i...dont think...i've been a part...of therapy...quite like
this...*gasps-body trembling as my fingers tighten into the back of my seat*
xx readysteadygo (10:41:12 PM): -pulls back, wetting your cock and bringing my
hand to it, palming you hard against your stomach, kissing above your belly
button-
liveonstandby (10:43:49 PM): *closes eyes tightly, no longer able to find words to speak,
feeling my stomach tighten and my release almost close*
xx readysteadygo (10:45:44 PM): mm...-licks a circle around your belly bottom, a
hand going up your shirt and grabbing at the skin there, pinching your nipple
in my fingers as i watch the wetness across your stomach -
xx readysteadygo (10:47:03 PM): button=
xx readysteadygo (10:47:06 PM): [we know i cant spell]
liveonstandby (10:47:13 PM): fuck...oh fuck...*toels curl in my shoes as i arch my back
off the seat*
xx readysteadygo (10:48:25 PM): -bites down softly on your stomach, then sucking
just ever so lightly as my hand stops, grippingyour hard in my fist-
liveonstandby (10:49:49 PM): *lets out a loud moan as i can't stop myself from coming,
back arched completely off the seat*
xx readysteadygo (10:50:37 PM): -grins- beautiful... -watching the white fluid across
your stomach, coating my fingers-
liveonstandby (10:51:56 PM): *collapses against the seat as my orgasm starts to fade, my
breathing still ragged and my heart pounding, my whole body shivering*
xx readysteadygo (10:53:38 PM): -swirls my index finger through your cum with a
smirk before i lap it up then lick at my fingers, thinking you taste pretty
damn good-
liveonstandby (10:55:49 PM): *simply sits there, body shivering again when you lick my
skin, breathing slowly returning to normal and my eyes still closed*
xx readysteadygo (10:56:54 PM): -pulls back, pulling your boxers up just a
little and leaving your pants undone, licking my bottom lip as your taste
sticks in my mouth-
liveonstandby (10:59:34 PM): *eyes flutter open and i look at you, overcome by the moment
i pull you to me and kiss you roughly*
xx readysteadygo (11:00:55 PM): -my eyes grow wide for a moment before i open my
mouth and moan a little out of surprise-
liveonstandby (11:03:31 PM): *gently touches the side of your face, making the kiss less
rough and deepening it at the same time, enjoying your taste*
xx readysteadygo (11:05:53 PM): -pulls back suddenly, feeling wrong about this
and sinking down in the passenger seat with a gulp-
liveonstandby (11:08:11 PM): *bites lip and looks away* i'm sorry...*pulls back onto the
road, and turning in the direction of the hospital again-feeling like a
complete ass*
xx readysteadygo (11:09:42 PM): oh...no... don't be... i just.... didnb't want
to make this too personal...-looking out the window-
liveonstandby (11:13:14 PM): *cringes a bit at your words-coming up to the hospital
parking lot* that seems a bit...nevermind...*shoves suv into park* you had your
mouth around my cock...but that's not personal...i must not of gotten that
memo...here's where i let you off...guess i'll see you in therapy tomorrow
*stares straight ahead, can't believe i was just made a fool of by a kid i
barely know*
xx readysteadygo (11:13:57 PM): -feels a little bit like an asshole but doesn't
say anything more, regretting this as i open the door-
liveonstandby (11:16:15 PM): *waits just barely for you to get completely out of the car
and shut the door before i speed off, wondering if i should just get you a new
therapist*
xx readysteadygo (11:16:48 PM): -goes back to my room, feeling guilty on a whole
new level-
xx readysteadygo (11:28:01 PM): [they shall be together. buahahahaha]
liveonstandby (11:28:08 PM): (weirdo)
xx readysteadygo (11:29:20 PM): [eeeeee]
xx readysteadygo (11:29:27 PM): [next session?? :D]
liveonstandby (11:29:55 PM): (im only gonna be able to stay on till maybe 12...cuz i do
have school in the morning)
xx readysteadygo (11:30:09 PM): [oh yeah. damn you and school! -curses-]
liveonstandby (11:30:30 PM): (hey now....its not like i LIKE school...but i dont wanna
fall asleep)
xx readysteadygo (11:30:50 PM): [haha yeah yeah i get it. we can start it though
for the hell of it buahahaha]
xx readysteadygo (11:31:07 PM): -is already in the therapy room, reading a book-
liveonstandby (11:32:37 PM): *walks stiffly towards the room, determined to be as
professional as i can be, comes in and sets bag on the table, not saying anything
to you as i pull out a clipboard and other things*
xx readysteadygo (11:33:17 PM): -marks my spot and sets the book down, looking
at you and not saying anything-
liveonstandby (11:34:08 PM): all right...i think the mat can be first this time...*says
without looking at you, flipping through my clipboard*
xx readysteadygo (11:34:34 PM): okay... -moves over to it and sits down, waiting
for you-
liveonstandby (11:35:01 PM): *brings clipboard over and kneels down onto the mat* stretch
your legs out in front of you
xx readysteadygo (11:35:25 PM): -sighs and does so, still watching you=
liveonstandby (11:35:51 PM): all right....now reach for your toes and tell me when or if
you feel pain
xx readysteadygo (11:36:45 PM): -follows your instruction, sighing in annoyance
as i grip my feet-
liveonstandby (11:37:39 PM): *sits back on heels, watching you through the mirror instead
of looking directly at you* i've looked into getting you someone new...a girl
maybe...
xx readysteadygo (11:38:40 PM): what for? -looking down-
liveonstandby (11:38:55 PM): you know exactly what for...
xx readysteadygo (11:40:25 PM): -sighs a little- i'm sorry, alright. i should
have just stopped it befor eit happened.
liveonstandby (11:41:30 PM): i don't think this is appropriate to talk about now, mr
greene. Let's just continue your session.
xx readysteadygo (11:42:32 PM): -leans forward a little bit, whispering- it
wasnt appropriate for you to have your hand on my cock, either.
liveonstandby (11:43:46 PM): did you not just hear what i said? it's over with. let it
go. and let's just finish this one day, and then you won't have to see me ever
again.
xx readysteadygo (11:44:32 PM): -sighs in annoyance- alright, what NEXT?
liveonstandby (11:44:54 PM): do a headstand *says sarcastically*
xx readysteadygo (11:45:49 PM): -rolls eyes and moves, accidentally hitting you
a little as i go to do a small cartwheel type thing-
xx readysteadygo (11:45:55 PM): "accidentally"
liveonstandby (11:46:46 PM): arse...*chuckles a bit, smirk in place as i elbow you*
xx readysteadygo (11:47:59 PM): -glares at you and sits back down-
liveonstandby (11:48:45 PM): *phone goes off, buzzing me that i have a message and i flip
it open to read* well...i'll be damned...
xx readysteadygo (11:49:37 PM): -cracks my neck a little and stretching a
little-
liveonstandby (11:50:11 PM): *flips phone shut again* we're stuck together...*mumbles*
xx readysteadygo (11:50:27 PM): huh?
liveonstandby (11:51:22 PM): there's no one else that can take the therapy sessions...so
i'm your guy until you finally get to leave this place...
xx readysteadygo (11:51:56 PM): whatever... what else do i have to do?
liveonstandby (11:52:20 PM): a "stregth" test...not so sure that you can....but
i guess i can humor you...
xx readysteadygo (11:52:52 PM): -quirks an eyebrow- what am i supposed to do?
liveonstandby (11:53:54 PM): that depends on what level i think you're at...hmmm*glances at
chart* i'd say you're about at the strength level of a ten year old...so i
can't do too much with you...
xx readysteadygo (11:54:45 PM): -rolls eyes at you- just tell me what we're
doing.
liveonstandby (11:55:19 PM): *looks at chart again* you have to wrestle naked in mud
*smirks*
xx readysteadygo (11:55:35 PM): stop fucking around.
liveonstandby (11:56:09 PM): *laughs* all right...all right...loosen up...jeez...come
down here
xx readysteadygo (11:56:55 PM): -does so-
liveonstandby (11:57:24 PM): stretch your arms out, locking your elbows, and i want you
to push against me, all right?
xx readysteadygo (11:58:44 PM): -lifts my arms and pushes you hard-
xx readysteadygo (11:59:46 PM): like that?
liveonstandby (12:00:47 AM): *falls onto my back, wind knocked out of me-doesnt say
anything*
xx readysteadygo (12:01:26 AM): can't handle a ten year old?
liveonstandby (12:01:38 AM): *grunts, sticking tongue out at you*
xx readysteadygo (6:38:09 PM): -shakes my head at you- what else?
xx readysteadygo (6:39:35 PM): xx readysteadygo (12:01:26 AM): can't handle a ten year old?
liveonstandby (12:01:38 AM): *grunts, sticking tongue out at you*
xx readysteadygo (6:39:41 PM): -shakes my head- uh... what else?
xx readysteadygo (6:43:32 PM): -shakes my head at you0- uh... alright... um..
what else do i have to do?
liveonstandby signed off at
6:44:19 PM.
liveonstandby signed on
at 6:44:35 PM.
xx readysteadygo (6:44:36 PM): -shakes my head at you0- uh... alright... um..
what else do i have to do?
liveonstandby (6:47:05 PM): (weirdo...this isn't even the last thing we did...there's a
whole paragraph or so after...cuz i remember kendall was the last one to say
something)
xx readysteadygo (6:47:48 PM): [, no this is right... kendall fell down and thats
where we left off?]
liveonstandby (6:48:33 PM): (oh...sorry...adrion's reply was just similar to something
he'd already said before...so i was confused for a miniute...)
liveonstandby (6:49:21 PM): *glares at you for a long moment, then reaches out and pulls
you down on top of me* you have to get away from me *smirk in place*
xx readysteadygo (6:49:52 PM): -press down to you and shoves away, pulling
myself up-
xx readysteadygo (6:51:24 PM): -trying to get away from you-
liveonstandby (6:53:38 PM): *keeps hold of your arms, humming to myself and barely being
pulled upwards by you, glancing around the room like im bored*
xx readysteadygo (6:54:51 PM): -frowns and pulls harder on my arms, and makes a
sound of frustration-
liveonstandby (6:55:47 PM): *grins, trying not to laugh* you're not really trying, are
you, mr greene?
xx readysteadygo (6:56:44 PM): -twists my arms, grabbing your forearms in my
hands-
liveonstandby (6:57:07 PM): wow...this strength test really isn't going your way, is it?
*grin widens*
xx readysteadygo (6:57:52 PM): -annoyed right now, grinds down my knee hard
into your groin-
liveonstandby (6:59:35 PM): *grin slips from my face as my face contorts into one of
pain, lets go of you instantly* bloody fucker...*grits teeth and struggles into
a sitting position, rubbing at my groin*
xx readysteadygo (7:00:02 PM): well at least we know i could get away from an
attacker still. -sitting back on the mat-
liveonstandby (7:01:22 PM): *narrows eyes and pushes you back onto the mat, kneeling
over you, knee hovering over your groin-quirking an eyebrow* try me...*says
through clenched teeth*
xx readysteadygo (7:02:56 PM): -swallows and looks up at you, my eyes a little
wide and fearful. i dont move-
liveonstandby (7:04:36 PM): as a guy you really should know how much that hurts...im
gonna need ice...lots of ice...and im contemplating making you go get it for
me...*eyes twinkle and tone plainly shows that im joking*
xx readysteadygo (7:05:29 PM): fine. whatever. just get off me.
liveonstandby (7:07:07 PM): *sits back on my feet* ok...maybe i shouldn't joke
around...i see where that gets me...*gets to my feet, sighing, having just
tried to play around a bit to stop thinking about my mum-stops self just in
time before i start to tear up again like i'd done earlier this morning*
xx readysteadygo (7:08:01 PM): hey...if we're done here... i was wondering if
you'd come back to my room with me... i wanted to show you something. -quietly,
not seeing any tears- you like the clash, right?
liveonstandby (7:09:21 PM): *discreetly wipes at my eye* hmm...? *glances back at you*
yeah...the clash...they're my favorite actually...*musters a small smile*
xx readysteadygo (7:10:40 PM): alright... so... are we done? -getting up from
the floor-
liveonstandby (7:11:15 PM): sure...why not...i'll let you go early...seeing as i pissed
you off...*smile widens only a bit*
xx readysteadygo (7:12:09 PM): no... i mean... if you had something planned...
i mean i wanna get this shit done... just... i hate when i'm not in control...
liveonstandby (7:13:42 PM): planned? no...it's more what the patient wants...not the
therapist...and i took it too far...i apologize...but you did good *smiles
genuinely*
xx readysteadygo (7:14:08 PM): yeah...i suceeded in pushing you...-sighs-
liveonstandby signed off at
7:15:47 PM.
liveonstandby signed on
at 7:16:48 PM.
xx readysteadygo (7:17:23 PM): yeah...i suceeded in pushing you...-sighs-
liveonstandby (7:17:45 PM): *grins* that you did...and that actually means something...even
if you don't think so
liveonstandby (7:18:20 PM): you're getting better, adrion...it just takes time
xx readysteadygo (7:18:40 PM): i feel better... since you upped my dosage i
mean...
liveonstandby (7:19:38 PM): i'm glad...and if you're ever down about all this...just go
to the kid's ward...they'll cheer you up...maybe paint a smily face on your
cheek...read you a book *chuckles*
xx readysteadygo (7:20:24 PM): -smiles a little- so... about that thing i
wanted to show you?
liveonstandby (7:21:09 PM): yeah....all right...just let me pack up my stuff...*starts
to put things back into my bag and heads over to the door, holding it open for
you*
xx readysteadygo (7:23:32 PM): -follows, saying a quiet thanks as i walk out
the door and flip flop down the hallway-
liveonstandby (7:24:03 PM): *heads down the hallway after you to your room, looking
around and nodding to people i know*
xx readysteadygo (7:25:36 PM): -goes into my room, locking the lock on the door
as your back is turned-
xx readysteadygo (7:29:05 PM): -walks over and picks up a rolled up poster- i
had this... i thought you might like it?
liveonstandby (7:29:35 PM): *is a bit distracted as i gaze out the window, chewing on my
lip absently-glances over at you* what is it?
xx readysteadygo (7:29:48 PM): just open it. -small smile-
xx readysteadygo (7:32:25 PM): i'll be right back though...-walks back towards
the bathroom and shuts the door-
liveonstandby (7:33:05 PM): ok...*takes the poster from you and unrolls it, mouth
dropping open slightly* wow...*says in a voice full of awe-goes to sit on the
bed and look it over, back facing the bathroom door*
xx readysteadygo (7:34:15 PM): -strips down, leaving my clothes in a pile. i've
been hard since the moment i kneed you in the groin. part of my cant believe
i'm doing this, the other urging me forward. i open the door quietly and smile
as i walk across the room, crawling up onto the bed and kneeling there,
pressing myself to your back-
xx readysteadygo (7:37:07 PM): -leans down and whsipers against you ear- like
it?
liveonstandby (7:37:58 PM): *sucks in a sharp breath, feeling your hardness pressing
into my back* i thought...we weren't going to do this...you have a boyfriend...remember?
*all the while growing hard myself*
xx readysteadygo (7:39:14 PM): i lied... -kisses your neck- well... about not
wanting to get personal anyways...
liveonstandby (7:41:12 PM): *eyes flutter closed* i suppose telling you we shouldn't do this
won't stop you, will it *cock aching in my pants, torn between giving in and
trying to remain professional*
xx readysteadygo (7:42:00 PM): -peaks over your shoulder and looks down-
depends what you want...
xx readysteadygo (7:47:48 PM): -peaks over your shoulder and looks down-
depends what you want...
liveonstandby (7:49:25 PM): *breathes out a bit shakily, bringing one of your hands down
to my groin* what do you think i want....but that doesn't mean i should have
it....
xx readysteadygo (7:52:10 PM): -lightly moves my hips against you, wimpering a
little against your ear and pressing down on you-
liveonstandby (7:54:39 PM): *groans low in my throat, sucking in my stomach, and my
breath coming out in a gasp*
xx readysteadygo (7:57:01 PM): -brings both my hands over and under your shirt-
mm...-kisses at the side of your neck-
liveonstandby (8:00:27 PM): *brings hands around to grip your hips, pressing lightly-
moaning a bit louder*
xx readysteadygo (8:02:07 PM): you wouldnt mind giving me a little extra
therapy... would you? -tugging up on your shirt-
liveonstandby signed off at
8:11:30 PM.
liveonstandby (8:14:59 PM): depends...on what kind...you want...rough...soft...*says,
voice low and raspy-licking over my lips*
xx readysteadygo (8:16:44 PM): -leans over to catch your lips in mine at this
angle- rough.... -softly, kissing your lips hungirly-
liveonstandby (8:17:39 PM): get...on all fours...*growls against your mouth, tugging your
lower lip into my mouth for a moment and sucking hard on it*
xx readysteadygo (8:18:40 PM): mi placer...[my pleasure] -pulls away, kneeling
on the bed-
xx readysteadygo (8:19:25 PM): [yeah adrions fluent in spanish and pretty good
at french O:-)]
liveonstandby (8:20:13 PM): *crawls up behind you, yanking down my pants and licking my
palm to wet my hand before bringing it down to my cock and jerking myself off
until i'm coated- then wets two fingers and brings them to your entrance,
pushing in a bit hard*
xx readysteadygo (8:21:28 PM): -moans against the starchy white below, my
forehead pressed to it, and pushes back on my knees to meet your fingers. hasnt
had any contact like this since the day we messed around and for two weeks
before that-
xx readysteadygo (8:22:09 PM): pillow-
liveonstandby (8:22:10 PM): *pushes in deeper, stretching you and massaging at your
insides, while my free hand comes around to grasp your cock*
xx readysteadygo (8:23:25 PM): -grasps the sheets in my hands- shit... kendall....-my
groin tightening-
liveonstandby (8:24:13 PM): *slides fingers out of you, pressing my cock to your
entrance as i jerk you* like...the therapy...?*whispers against your ear*
xx readysteadygo (8:25:54 PM): -thrusts into your hand and back again, the tip
of your shaft brushing me- love it...
liveonstandby (8:26:24 PM): *thrusts into you at the same time as i jerk up hard,
pressing on your tip*
xx readysteadygo (8:27:31 PM): -clamps down around you, shoving back and
liftnig my head from the pillow with a howl-
liveonstandby (8:29:01 PM): *holds onto your hip with my free hand, slamming into you
harder and faster, gripping your cock tight as i jerk you, lips pressing into
your shoulder blade*
xx readysteadygo (8:31:39 PM): -my forehead scrunchs into one of pleasure, my
lips are parted in a heavy breath, rocking back into your thrusts-
liveonstandby (8:32:44 PM): *licks over your shoulder blade, ass clenching as i buck
into you hard, pumping you faster, nail going over the head of your cock and
then trailing it down to the base*
xx readysteadygo (8:34:54 PM): f-fuck... fuck.... -a shiver runs down my back
and i bite hard on my lip- so...ho god... you're fucking...amazing...
liveonstandby (8:36:11 PM): *smiles wide, teeth biting down softly on your shoulder* i
seem to be...since you can't. quite. catch. your breath. *pounds into you with
each word and grips hard on your cock*
xx readysteadygo (8:38:19 PM): -word vomit- ever... fucked a guy... before... -because
i have a feeling you might not have really done so considering you ahve a
girlfriend-
liveonstandby (8:39:45 PM): would you be surprised if i said yes? *slams into you* i
know how to hit a guy's spot...*says breathily into your ear, licking your earlobe*
xx readysteadygo (8:41:12 PM): -nods my head in answer- then... fuckin... do
it... oh god... -can feel each crevice of you as you slide into me, your cock
bigger than anything i've ever had before
liveonstandby (8:42:01 PM): *growls against your ear, slamming into you as deep as i can
till i hit resistence and then pushing a bit further, jerking you in rhythm
with my thrusts*
xx readysteadygo (8:42:46 PM): well... you're not... a liar... -moans out, my
knuckles white as they grip the sheets-
liveonstandby (8:44:02 PM): *moans* did i get it? *smirks, pounding hard into you, nails
digging a bit into your hip and nail trailing over the the slit of your cock*
xx readysteadygo (8:45:02 PM): -nods furiously, feeling myself start to cum-
liveonstandby (8:45:50 PM): *feels a small bit of wetness in against my hand and brings
my fingers up to my lips to lick at it* god...*thrusts hard* you taste so
fucking good...*thrusts again, deeper*
xx
readysteadygo (12:44:11 AM): liveonstandby
(7:28:24 PM): *stares at you* he's the boyfriend...isn't he...?
xx readysteadygo (7:31:06 PM): and i'm the moron. -quietly-
xx readysteadygo (12:51:02 AM): liveonstandby (7:28:24 PM): *stares at you* he's
the boyfriend...isn't he...?
xx readysteadygo (7:31:06 PM): and i'm the moron. -quietly-
liveonstandby (12:59:38 AM): (did you send me another message for these two?)
xx readysteadygo (12:59:43 AM): [yes]
liveonstandby (12:59:52 AM): (dammit...i didn't get it...)
xx readysteadygo (12:59:58 AM): liveonstandby (7:28:24 PM): *stares at you* he's
the boyfriend...isn't he...?
xx readysteadygo (7:31:06 PM): and i'm the moron. -quietly-
liveonstandby (1:00:27 AM): *sighes, shaking my head softly* you're not a moron...
xx readysteadygo (1:01:25 AM): i left him because of that... but i never really
knew the whole story... i just knew what he was doing behind my back... -sighs-
but then he followed me here...
liveonstandby (1:05:03 AM): *looks down* some people are just a waste of life...and he'll
get what's coming to him...karma's a bitch...believe me, i know...
xx readysteadygo (1:12:05 AM): so what does that mean will happen to me... i
was part of it...
liveonstandby (1:16:19 AM): you didn't know, adrion...nothing will happen to you...you
didn't cause any of that...it was kieren's fault, not yours *comes over to
kneel in front of you* people fuck up, adrion. they bring others into
it...innocent people and screw things up for them. but...you don't have to let
that happen to you. don't let him fuck up your life. you're free. you can be
whoever you want to be. you can do anything.
xx readysteadygo (1:17:23 AM): are they happy? -quirking an eyebrow-
liveonstandby (1:18:05 AM): phoenix and caiden?
xx readysteadygo (1:18:23 AM): is that his name? -quietly, looking down and
nodding-
liveonstandby (1:20:24 AM): yes...they're happy...they're married, with a home and a
life and a future. you can have a future too...do whatever you want to do...be
with whoever you want to be with...*smiles softly*
xx readysteadygo (1:21:50 AM): could i... could i try it out with you...
-looking up at you, feeling stupid-
liveonstandby (1:22:19 AM): *reaches up and cups your cheek* i'd like that chance...
xx readysteadygo (1:30:08 AM): -grins- you know... when i first meet you... i
thought you were just some cocky bastard...-smirks a little- but i think you're
growing on me
liveonstandby (1:31:43 AM): well...i am a cocky bastard...but if you think im
bad...Nix takes the cake, I'll just say that. And you've grown on me too...a
little leech i think...*jokes with a wide grin*
xx readysteadygo (1:42:03 AM): -lets out a low laugh, looking up at you and
catching your eyes- you don't mind dating a cancer patient, do you?
xx readysteadygo (1:42:12 AM): think they'll fire you for that? -joking-
liveonstandby (1:43:55 AM): fuck em if they do....i can find another job...and dating you
wouldn't be dating a cancer patient...it would be dating adrion and that's it
xx readysteadygo (1:44:25 AM): promise not to treat me like i'll break? -grins,
because kieren does that and i hate it-
liveonstandby (1:46:24 AM): did i when we fucked in the hospital bed? *wriggles eyebrows
with a laugh*
xx readysteadygo (1:47:35 AM): i appreciated that, by the way... I haven't been
fucked properly in a month...-jokes, my eyes twinkling-
liveonstandby (1:52:55 AM): well...you can look forward to more of that...*winks*
xx readysteadygo (1:56:05 AM): -giggles a little and shakes my head- so.. whats
for dinner? -looking up at you-
liveonstandby (1:58:19 AM): well...i was thinking lasagna....but i dont know....*shrugs*
xx readysteadygo (2:01:55 AM): really? -face lights up a little- fuck, that
sounds so much better than hospital food!
liveonstandby (2:02:52 AM): anything's better than hospital food *laughs*
xx readysteadygo (2:07:06 AM): -sits back on the couch, legs spreading a bit- i
can think of a lot of things...-giggles a little more, touching your arms-
liveonstandby (2:08:41 AM): *smirks at you* well, so can i...
xx readysteadygo (2:09:33 AM): you know... i really don't want to go back to
that hospital..-makes a face- i'm thinking of checking out permanently soon...
liveonstandby (2:10:12 AM): really? well...that's good...*smiles softly*
xx readysteadygo (2:10:38 AM): Yeah... just have to pick my car up... they keep
calling my cellphone to tell me its ready...
xx readysteadygo (2:10:52 AM): [cuz he definently ordered a car]
liveonstandby (2:11:15 AM): if you need a ride there, i could take you
xx readysteadygo (2:12:39 AM): -small grin- up for it tommorow, maybe?
liveonstandby (2:13:18 AM): certainly *smiles wide*
xx readysteadygo (2:24:27 AM): do you think.. i mean... if you wouldnt mind...
i could stay here tonight? and tommorow i can sign out and go back to my own
apartment...
liveonstandby (2:25:11 AM): i wouldn't mind that at all *grins at you*
xx readysteadygo (2:25:30 AM): are you sure? i mean... i dont want to like..
intrude on you?
liveonstandby (2:27:01 AM): why would you be intruding on me? im the one that asked you
back here in the first place
xx readysteadygo (2:31:35 AM): i know just... i dont want to force myself on
you or something...
liveonstandby (2:32:16 AM): you can force yourself on me all you want....for as long as
you want *smiles wide*
xx readysteadygo (2:34:58 AM): -at that, i lean forward on the couch and kiss your
bottom lip gently- thanks -grins-
liveonstandby (2:35:30 AM): no problem *kisses you back softly*
xx readysteadygo (2:38:02 AM): -brings arms around your middle and pulls you
between my legs-
liveonstandby (2:39:06 AM): *grins against your lips, hands coming up to glide through
your hair, deepening the kiss just a little*
xx readysteadygo (2:42:22 AM): mm..-a little paranoid about stitches, moving
forward a littlemore so my groin touchs against your stomach a bit-
liveonstandby (2:43:50 AM): *moans slightly into your mouth at the feel of you against
me, pressing into you just a bit*
liveonstandby (2:48:38 AM): -poke-
xx readysteadygo (2:49:26 AM): -reachs down to tug your shirt up, parting my lips
from yours as i tug it over, hands running overyour chest and feeling you, the
muscles there making me hard...my stomach fluttering-
liveonstandby (2:51:09 AM): *stares into your eyes, my own bright with lust and my hands
going to your own shirt, lifting it and throwing it onto the floor, index
finger of my one hand trailing over your lower stomach*
xx readysteadygo (2:55:47 AM): -grins at you, my eyes bright and searching
yours, my fingers ghost dwon your arm to your wrist-
liveonstandby (2:56:49 AM): i think i could get used to this...*finger glides slightly
under your pants*
xx readysteadygo (2:57:43 AM): [dude can like...one fuck the other while the
other sides against the back of the couch, sort of sitting while the other
kneels]
liveonstandby signed off at
2:59:57 AM.
xx readysteadygo (4:07:01 PM): -grins- mm..me too...-sitting back on the couch-
liveonstandby (4:12:59 PM): *runs a hand up your bare chest, thumbing lightly over your
left nipple, and then leaning over to kiss just below your belly button*
xx readysteadygo (4:16:48 PM): -smiles because that happens to be where i have
a scar and ruffles your hair, fingers trailing down your neck-
liveonstandby (4:25:55 PM): *flicks tongue out over the faint scar and glides hands
down your sides*
xx readysteadygo (4:28:25 PM): -loving the way you're touching me now, my eyes
slipping closed with a low groan-
liveonstandby (4:30:07 PM): *trails tongue downward, just above the top of your pants,
fingers coming to the button on your pants and undoing it and sliding the pants
down a little, then stroking my fingers over your hips before i kiss just above
your boxers*
xx readysteadygo (4:32:56 PM): -moves my hands down the sides of your face,
gently, and licks over my bottom lip-
liveonstandby (4:34:44 PM): *stops and looks up at you, eyes full of something
indescribable as i take you in* i won't treat you like he did...*kisses at your
stomach again* i promise...*kisses lower* i'll make you feel alive...* kisses
your hip bone* i'll let you be free...*tugs down your boxers slightly and
kisses the crease of your thigh*
xx readysteadygo (4:38:11 PM): -shivers visibly and my eyes flicker down to
yours, looking at you quizzically-
liveonstandby (4:42:18 PM): *comes up to you, and slowly kisses your lips, hands resting
on your inner thighs and stroking softly*
xx readysteadygo (4:52:09 PM): -brings my hands down to your hips, fingers
flickering across the toned muscle-
liveonstandby (4:53:04 PM): *trails lips to the side of your neck, softly sucking there
as one hand glides over your groin and the other rubs lightly over your hip
bone*
xx readysteadygo (4:55:37 PM): -adjusts myself against the cushions a bit,
laying my head back again and letting out a throaty moan-
liveonstandby (4:56:47 PM): *slides down your body again, licking a trail down your
stomach and tugging down your boxers to expose you, lapping at the head of your
cock*
xx readysteadygo (5:00:13 PM): mm...kendall...-grips at your sides-
liveonstandby (5:03:19 PM): *pulls back* do you....do you want me to stop?
xx readysteadygo (5:07:00 PM): -looks down at you, my eyes glowing with lust-
no... i want you to do whatever you want with me...-a small grin-
liveonstandby (5:08:08 PM): *licks my lips with a mischievous grin and goes down again,
taking a hold of your cock at the base and lowering my mouth around you,
swirling my tongue around the shaft*
xx readysteadygo (5:12:31 PM): -thrusts into your mouth lightly, the warmth of
your mouth welcoming-
liveonstandby (5:15:54 PM): *moans against your cock, sucking up and down harder, my
free hand coming down to your hole and fingering it a little*
xx readysteadygo (5:20:12 PM): -brings my hand below us to cup your wrist,
jerking your hand forward to enter me-0
liveonstandby (5:24:20 PM): *moans more against your cock, pressing hard into you and
massaging- sucking upward hard and tonguing the tip*
liveonstandby (5:34:08 PM): -pokage...hehe...in more ways than one...hahaha-
xx readysteadygo (5:34:56 PM): f...fuck...-thrusting a little harder-
liveonstandby (5:36:18 PM): *slips fingers in and out of you fast and hard, tongue
pressing against the slit of your cock and then sucking hard on it and taking
you in completely to the base, the tip hitting the back of my throat*
xx readysteadygo (5:37:06 PM): -feels the resistance against my cock, letting
out a loud moan of- FUCK ME -gripping hard at your shoulders-
liveonstandby (5:40:06 PM): (now does he mean "fuck me?" or is that just a
moan? haha)
xx readysteadygo (5:40:22 PM): [either or :d]
liveonstandby (5:41:10 PM): (hahahaha)
liveonstandby (5:41:40 PM): (well how should kendall take it...how do you want him to
take it? hehe)
xx readysteadygo (5:42:17 PM): [lmao. well. either way eventually it will lead
there. so do what you want. buaha]
liveonstandby (5:43:10 PM): (haha...ok)
liveonstandby (5:45:22 PM): *lets you slide out of my mouth at the same time as i
slide out my fingers, and then lift you up and carry you to my bedroom, sitting
you down on the side of the bed, bringing my lips close to your ear* i want you
to ride me...hard...*licks at the shell of your ear before going to lay down in
bed, waiting for you*
xx readysteadygo (5:46:03 PM): [ride him like on his lap or like fucking him?]
liveonstandby (5:47:29 PM): (on his lap...while kendall fucks him...O:-))
xx readysteadygo (5:48:32 PM): [good idea buahaha]
xx readysteadygo (5:50:29 PM): -climbs up onto the plush bed eagerly, my hand
palms up your sack and cock to oyour lower stomach as i crawl over you-
liveonstandby (5:52:17 PM): *stomach tightens a little as i watch you with anticipation,
smirk widening into a grin*
xx readysteadygo (5:53:20 PM): -smiles and leans down to kiss you heatedly, my
ass rubbing against your hardon-
liveonstandby (5:54:38 PM): *grips your hips in one hand and takes hold of myself with
my other, slamming up into you with a moan against your mouth*
liveonstandby (5:54:44 PM): *hip*
xx readysteadygo (5:56:11 PM): -rocks forward, your cock massaging at my
insides. my forehead wrinkling in instant pleasure-
liveonstandby signed off at
5:58:25 PM.
liveonstandby signed on
at 6:00:43 PM.
xx readysteadygo (6:00:47 PM): -rocks forward, your cock massaging at my
insides. my forehead wrinkling in instant pleasure-
liveonstandby signed off at
6:01:28 PM.
liveonstandby signed on
at 6:02:08 PM.
xx readysteadygo (6:02:28 PM): -rocks forward, your cock massaging at my
insides. my forehead wrinkling in instant pleasure-
liveonstandby (6:05:46 PM): *grips both of your hips, slamming upwards into you and
letting out a low moan with each thrust*
xx readysteadygo (6:09:39 PM): -parts lips eagerly, lifting myself from you and
dropping down hard, the headboar dof your bed slapping the wall hard-
liveonstandby (6:11:31 PM): oh....fuck...ummm...*hands slide around to your ass, gripping
hard as i pound into you, hitting resistence and letting out a loud moan*
xx readysteadygo (6:15:07 PM): keep... shit... right there kendall... -lips
traveling down to bite at your shoulder-
liveonstandby (6:18:43 PM): *lets out a groan at the feel of your teeth as i push into
your spot hard, over and over again*
xx readysteadygo (6:19:31 PM): -lets out a choked groan, vibrating your soft
skin, enjoying the taste as it enters my mouth-
liveonstandby (6:21:46 PM): umm...i....like that....*hands clench your ass tighter and i
move deeper into you...harder...*
xx readysteadygo (6:29:45 PM): you are...the fucking...oh god... the most
amazing... thing... thats ever been inside me...
liveonstandby (6:32:52 PM): ummm....you're going to give me a complex...*laughs, moving
up into you hard and fast*
xx readysteadygo (6:40:05 PM): whats...wrong... with that...
liveonstandby (6:41:14 PM): well...i'm cocky enough as it is, aren't i? *grins
cheekily up at you, still pushing into you steadily*
xx readysteadygo (6:44:17 PM): cocky...isnt the word forit...-kisses wetly at
your jawline-
liveonstandby (6:45:01 PM): ummm...then what is...*smiles wide-arching up into you*
xx readysteadygo (6:45:23 PM): i dont... fuck.. i dont even know...
liveonstandby (6:46:03 PM): *laughs, taking hold of your hips and thrusting up into
you hard over and over*
xx readysteadygo (6:46:40 PM): i cant wait... to fuck YOU like this....-moans,
my head thrusting back now as my lips move from your skin-
liveonstandby (6:47:21 PM): *smirks* you can fuck.me. anytime. *slams into you with
each word*
xx readysteadygo (6:48:41 PM): mm...cum kendall... fuck... -clamps down around
you as i feel myself start to shake with orgasm-
liveonstandby (6:50:15 PM): i love that i can make it hard for you to speak...*licks over
lips again as i pound up harder and faster, hitting your spot and groaning as i
feel myself release into you*
xx readysteadygo (6:51:00 PM): -whispers against your ear- ever...have
anyone...make you...cum this hard....-bites at your earlobe-
liveonstandby (6:53:31 PM): ummm...not ever...not till you....*body shakes as i press
into you still, riding off my orgasm*
xx readysteadygo (6:54:33 PM): -releases onto your stomach, my forehead resting
against yours as i breathe in and our heavily-
xx readysteadygo (7:00:43 PM): -releases onto your stomach, my forehead resting
against yours as i breathe in and our heavily-
liveonstandby (7:02:24 PM): *brings arms up to wrap lightly around your waist* i don't
think...i've had a fuck...quite like that...
xx readysteadygo (7:10:21 PM): to be honest...-quietly- i've only been with one
person...so... so that sort of...tops it for me...-blushes a bit0
liveonstandby (7:15:17 PM): oh...? huh....*smiles a little, reaching up and stroking
your cheek*
xx readysteadygo (7:18:51 PM): -my heart slows against your chest as i try to
breathe regular again,smirking down at you-
liveonstandby (7:20:46 PM): *kisses your lips softly, hugging you to me as i slide out
of you slowly*
xx readysteadygo (7:21:25 PM): -whimpers a little at the loss of contact,
moving on your side slowly and laying ontop of the sheets as i kiss you abck-
liveonstandby (7:25:05 PM): *pulls back to maneuver the covers over us* how bout a
little nap before i cook dinner, huh? *smiles at you*
xx readysteadygo (7:26:59 PM): i can do that....-nervously snuggles up to you,
hoping yu don't mind-
liveonstandby (7:27:55 PM): *puts arms around you, hugging you to me tightly* night, adrion...*says
softly against the side of your head, kissing your temple*
xx readysteadygo (7:28:58 PM): -smiles a little wider, falling into a lazy
haze-
liveonstandby (7:29:48 PM): *lets sleep come over me, enjoying the warm feel of your
body in my arms*
xx
readysteadygo (1:40:00 AM): [-wake up and eat?-]
liveonstandby (1:50:43 AM): (ok)
xx readysteadygo (1:51:44 AM): -my hands rested on your left side and my heads
tucked under your arm-
liveonstandby (1:53:13 AM): *slowly awakens, the warmth of your body next to me a
comfort, and i blink open my eyes to look down at you, softly kissing the side
of your head*
xx readysteadygo (1:53:33 AM): -my eyebrows furrow in my sleep-
liveonstandby (1:55:18 AM): *runs a finger down your cheek* wake up...dinnertime...*says
softly*
xx readysteadygo (1:56:51 AM): -jerks away from you as i wake up, looking
around in confusion- oh... shit... i'm sorry...-looks at you-
liveonstandby (2:00:13 AM): *smiles a little* it's allright...people normally jerk
away from me when they find themselves in my bed *jokes*
xx readysteadygo (2:01:06 AM): -lets out a small laugh and snuggles back up to
you- s-sorry.. i just... been a long time since i've woken up to anyone i
guess...
liveonstandby (2:02:06 AM): you don't have to apologize, adrion...*kisses the side of
your head and squeezes you just a little* do you want food?
xx readysteadygo (2:02:49 AM): -nods- i havent eaten since breakfast...
liveonstandby (2:04:04 AM): all right then...let's see if i can actually cook *winks
at you before letting you go and getting out of bed*
xx readysteadygo (2:04:49 AM): d-do... do you mind if i lay here for a minute?
-bites lip, laying head on the pillow-
liveonstandby (2:07:02 AM): *glances down at you* stay there as long as you want *smiles
and leaves the room*
xx readysteadygo (2:09:09 AM): -closes eyes with a sigh, tugging up on the
blankets and curling up to your pillow, your smell different... but inviting
liveonstandby (2:11:50 AM): *heads out to the kitchen and goes about preparing the
lasagna, singing softly to myself with a smile on my face*
xx readysteadygo (2:12:22 AM): -i dont mean to, but i end up passing right back
out again-
liveonstandby (2:15:00 AM): (haha) *puts lasagna in the oven when it's done and goes to
check on you, laughing when i see that you're asleep again, goes to sit next to
you, gently touching your shoulder* i didn't wear you out that much, did i?
xx readysteadygo (2:15:39 AM): mmph...-turning, cheek against your pillow-
maybe...
liveonstandby (2:16:39 AM): *stifles a laugh* well...if i carry you out there, think
you can stay awake enough to eat?
xx readysteadygo (2:17:28 AM): -hits the mattress with my arm, stretching out,
blankets no longer covering me- i think...-yawns, eyes opening now- i can
manage.. getting out there...
liveonstandby (2:18:20 AM): all right...*grins and gets up* you fall asleep again and
i'll be forced to tickle you *winks at you and leaves the room*
xx readysteadygo (2:19:07 AM): -laughs a little as you leave the room, getting
up and going out into the living room, finding my boxers and getting them back
oalong with my pants before sauntering into the kitchen-
liveonstandby (2:19:56 AM): *is now opening a bottle of wine, humming to myself with
my back to you*
xx readysteadygo (2:20:25 AM): -ruffles the front of my hair, coming over to
you and i lightly rest my chin on your shoulder-
liveonstandby (2:23:38 AM): *smiles, glancing over at you a little* you know...i like
that...it feels....nice...*kisses your forehead*
xx readysteadygo (2:25:25 AM): -quirks an eyebrow- what exactly? -softly-
liveonstandby (2:26:04 AM): you....holding me like this...hell, you being here at all
xx readysteadygo (2:28:45 AM): -holds you a little tighter- like this?
liveonstandby (2:29:24 AM): *smile widens* yeah, just like that...
xx readysteadygo (2:32:05 AM): yeah... i dont think i mind it... you fit pretty
good...
liveonstandby (2:34:01 AM): thanks...i'll take that as a compliment....*grins, having
finally opened the wine bottle and pouring some into two glasses*
xx readysteadygo (2:35:40 AM): you know....-rests hands on your hips- i think you're
officially fired... giving your patients wine...-makes a mocking, joke tsk
noise-
liveonstandby (2:36:41 AM): well...what they don't know won't hurt them....unless of
course you decide to tell on me...*smirks*
xx readysteadygo (2:37:13 AM): mm...nah...i dont think i will...id rather give
you a good report...
liveonstandby (2:39:35 AM): *smirk widens into a grin* i hope i'd get a good report from
you...or else i'd be worried...*jokes*
xx readysteadygo (2:41:33 AM): i dont think theyd take incredible sex on the
summary...
liveonstandby (2:42:58 AM): damn....probably not...*laughs*
xx readysteadygo (2:43:29 AM): -pulls away from you reluctantly-
xx readysteadygo (2:44:07 AM): -taking up one of the wines-
liveonstandby (2:45:19 AM): *picks up my own glass, briging it up to yours* to the
promise of new beginnings...
xx readysteadygo (2:46:01 AM): i like that...-with a nod, clinking our glasses=
liveonstandby (2:47:54 AM): *takes a sip, eyeing you with a small smile* yeah...so do
i...
xx readysteadygo (2:51:19 AM): -takes a long, much needed sip. i sigh in a
satisfaction and in the back of my mind something flickers and i begin to crave
my drugs, not used to being without them-
liveonstandby (2:53:46 AM): (oh boy....:-\) *winks at you before heading out into the
livingroom and flopping down on the couch*
xx readysteadygo (2:54:00 AM): [he hasnt really thought about it until now]
xx readysteadygo (2:54:25 AM): -sighs and finishs it off. i pour myself a little
more of the wine before following you-
liveonstandby (2:55:31 AM): (weed kendall can handle...he starts doing e at his place
and things might get ugly...just forewarning...) * has head laid back a little
on the couch, wine glass held loosely in my hand*
xx readysteadygo (2:56:42 AM): [yeah, things got ugly with kier on that too...
but like.. .since hes not wasting his life waiting to die... maybe he does it
once and its enough to see NOT t do it again] -sits down lightly next to you-
you know... this is some good wine...-grins a bit-
liveonstandby (3:06:20 AM): it better be...nix sent it to me from italy *laughs* along
with something else i probably shouldn't bring out....
xx readysteadygo (3:07:20 AM): something else, eh? -drinks down half the liquid
in a sip-
liveonstandby (3:08:18 AM): *glances over at you* yes...my dear cousin sent me some
weed when he was in dc with green day...bad influence, he is...*chuckles*
xx readysteadygo (3:09:02 AM): really? -maybe a little too anxiously-
liveonstandby (3:10:51 AM): *quirks an eyebrow* no...i was lying....yes, he sent
it...he's bad like that...*laughs*
xx readysteadygo (4:01:37 PM): mm....maybe we can... try some later? [theyre
talking about the pot last]
liveonstandby (4:07:37 PM): you don't think it's bad enough that I've given you wine?
Now you want me to let you get high? *laughs* aren't afraid I'll take advantage
of you? *smirks*
xx readysteadygo (4:15:41 PM): mm...not really...i can handle myself, thank you
very much...-grins-
liveonstandby (4:17:05 PM): yeah....you don't have to tell me that...*chuckles,
rubbing at my groin* i've got proof...
xx readysteadygo (4:22:14 PM): its even better when i'm high. -jokes, tipping
back the last of the wine with a content sigh-
liveonstandby (4:24:21 PM): *shakes head a little with a small laugh* i'll take your
word for it...but only after you've had food...i'm not letting you get high on
an empty stomach...
xx readysteadygo (4:24:59 PM): -giggles and sets my glass down on the table in
front of me, snuggling back into the cushions- whatever you say, doctor -grins
at you-\
liveonstandby (4:26:24 PM): *laughs at that* doctor...*snorts* not yet...but
soon...then i can teach you different kinds of tricks...
xx readysteadygo (4:26:24 PM): -
xx readysteadygo (4:26:29 PM): [oops]
xx readysteadygo (4:26:46 PM): tricks, eh? nothing i won't learn
eventually...-smirks to myself-
liveonstandby (4:32:26 PM): *smiles at you as i drink the last of my wine* yeah...but
coming home and playing doctor's a bit different than what we'd be doing in the
hospital...*wriggles eyebrows*
xx readysteadygo (4:33:03 PM): mm...sounds nice and kinky...-giggles a little-
liveonstandby (4:34:54 PM): of course...you can't expect anything less from me...i
learned from the best...*chuckles*
xx readysteadygo (4:39:42 PM): -grins and scoots over to you, snuggling up to
you and closing my eyes for a moment, content and warm from the wine-
liveonstandby (4:44:43 PM): *smiles softly and puts an arm lightly around you, liking the
perfect way your body curls against mine*
xx readysteadygo (4:52:02 PM): i like it here..-quietly, meaning both your arms
and your apartment, the warmth of it...comfort-
liveonstandby (4:56:34 PM): i like you being here...*says softly*
xx readysteadygo (4:58:04 PM): -grins to myself and rests forehead against your
chest- tell me something about you i dont know...anything...
liveonstandby (5:20:10 PM): (did you get the last thing kendall said?)
xx readysteadygo (5:20:25 PM): [nope]
liveonstandby (5:20:41 PM): liveonstandby (4:56:37 PM): i like you being here...*says softly*
xx readysteadygo (5:21:05 PM): -grins to myself and rests forehead against your
chest- tell me something about you i dont know...anything...
liveonstandby (5:23:35 PM): *smirks* anything...? hmm...im addicted to little debbie's
snacks...*chuckles*
xx readysteadygo (5:24:36 PM): [ahem] mmm...nutty bars...
liveonstandby (5:26:27 PM): yeah...those and oatmeal pies are sex...*laughs*
xx readysteadygo (5:28:34 PM): well, not sex... but theyre pretty fucking
good.. -giggles alittle against you-
liveonstandby (5:29:28 PM): *smiles wide* well, if i was comparing them to sex with
you, yeah...you'd win....
xx readysteadygo (5:36:56 PM): -smiles a little and trails fingers up and down
your leg gently, looking down at my fingers-
liveonstandby (5:39:05 PM): *grins down at you and then kisses the side of your head
softly*
liveonstandby (5:52:35 PM): *the timer dings in the kitchen and i glance up slightly*
guess the lasagna's done...
xx readysteadygo (5:53:13 PM): -looks up at you- smells good in here...
liveonstandby (5:54:07 PM): hopefully it tastes as good as it smells, or i'll never
hear the end of it...*kisses your forehead one last time before getting up off
the couch and heading back into the kitchen*
xx readysteadygo (5:55:45 PM): mm..i have a feeling it'll taste even better
than it smells..-grins and gets up slowly to follow-
liveonstandby (5:57:38 PM): i hope so...*puts on an oven mitt and takes the pan of lasagna
out of the oven and placing it on top, scrutinizing it* what d'ya think?
xx readysteadygo (6:02:08 PM): -leans forward for a closer look- looks
edible...-jokes-
liveonstandby (6:03:41 PM): *smirks* thanks, that's helpful...*goes to cut it as the
phone rings- rolls eyes* i hope that's not her again....could you get it?
xx readysteadygo (6:04:00 PM): Sure...-goes to find the phone again and picks
it up- Hello?
liveonstandby (6:05:01 PM): Hello. This is Doctor Alecson from Brisbane General. Is
Kendall Latham there?
xx readysteadygo (6:06:22 PM): Uhh... yeah... one moment. -hands you the phone-
Alecson...
liveonstandby (6:09:00 PM): *the knife falls from my hand, clinking on the countertop as
i take the phone shakily* h-hello? *eyes close and tears slip from beneath my
lids* yes...i understand...all right...thank you...*pushes the off button and
stands there with my eyes closed, body trembling slightly*
xx readysteadygo (6:13:58 PM): -furrows brows a bit- whats wrong? -quietly-
liveonstandby (6:15:44 PM): nothing...it's nothing...*goes to put the phone back in
the cradle, but it falls from my hand and i brace myself against the table,
closing eyes again and a small, choked sob escaping my lips- trying so damn
hard not to fall apart in front of you*
xx readysteadygo (6:16:27 PM): Kendall? -worriedly, coming over to you-
whats... don't cry...-softly, bringing you into a hug-
liveonstandby (6:18:04 PM): *tenses in your embrace for a moment, then falls a little
against you* she's dying...she...i never thought....she's gonna die...
xx readysteadygo (6:18:43 PM): -confused- w...who? your ex girlfriend? -holding
you tighter-
liveonstandby (6:19:10 PM): no....*shakes head over and over* no...my...my mum....
xx readysteadygo (6:20:03 PM): y-your mom? -softly- kendall...-kisses the side
of your head gently, rubbing your back lightly- i...i'm sorry...
liveonstandby (6:22:27 PM): i can't go through this again...i don't want to...not again....*tears
spill over my cheeks and i shake in your arms*
xx readysteadygo (6:23:10 PM): shh....-softly, holding you to me-
liveonstandby (6:25:23 PM): i can't lose both of them....i can't....what did i do? why
do i have to lose her too?
liveonstandby (6:25:32 PM): *clings to you desperately*
xx readysteadygo (6:26:03 PM): -is gonna assume you mean both your parents-
i...i'm sorry...kendall...-quietly, has no idea what to say but just holds you,
kissing at the side of your head-
liveonstandby (6:29:36 PM): *takes a shaky breath, trying to stop my tears, pulls away
from you and wipes at my eyes, breathing in and out raggedly and closing my
eyes as i struggle to control myself*
xx readysteadygo (6:32:01 PM): -touchs your cheeks gently and cups them in my
hands-
liveonstandby (6:34:49 PM): i have to go there...to brisbane...*says quietly*
xx readysteadygo (6:37:39 PM): -nods gently and swipes thumb across your cheek,
feeling your tears with a frown-
liveonstandby (6:39:02 PM): i have to call nix...and...god...she wants to see him...and
i know he won't want to come...*slumps against the wall* this is too
much....it's just too damn much....
xx readysteadygo (6:39:37 PM): m-maybe...you should sit down,
kendall...-softly, moving to hold you to me again-
liveonstandby (6:41:00 PM): yeah...yeah...that sounds good...*stumbles to the
livingroom and slumps down on the couch*
xx readysteadygo (6:41:23 PM): -sits down next to you and pulls you into my arms-
why didnt you... i mean...about your mom...
liveonstandby (6:43:13 PM): i thought...if i just...denied it...maybe it wouldnt be
true...
xx readysteadygo (6:48:36 PM): i know how that goes..-softly-
liveonstandby (6:51:19 PM): i don't know how i'm gonna get through this....i really
don't...and you'll be here....thousands of miles away...at least i can call
you, right? *smiles sadly*
xx readysteadygo (6:57:06 PM): you can call me whenever you want..-softly-
liveonstandby (6:59:10 PM): *smiles weakly* thanks...*sighes* how about that lasagna,
huh?
xx readysteadygo (6:59:32 PM): i'll...i'll get it...if you want me too...
liveonstandby (7:01:04 PM): nah...it's okay..really...i'm good...*gets up and walks a
little shakily to the kitchen*
xx readysteadygo (7:15:53 PM): -frowns and bites my lip, coming into the
kitchen behind you-
liveonstandby (7:20:19 PM): *picks up the knife i'd dropped and begins to cut the
lasagna, dishing it out onto plates and opening a drawer to get out silverware*
here you go...*hands you a plate*
xx readysteadygo (7:23:25 PM): thank you..-quietly- it looks awesome...-softly-
liveonstandby (7:25:28 PM): *nods a little and gets my own plate, going over to the
dining room table- sits down and simply picks at my food, not quite hungry any
more*
xx readysteadygo (7:26:32 PM): -watchs you, taking small bites, a small smile-
tastes even better than a thought...
liveonstandby (7:27:43 PM): i'm glad...*mutters, placing my fork back on the plate and
getting up- goes over to a drawer in the livingroom, taking out a box and
opening it- pulling out an already rolled joint and as i sit on the arm of the
couch, i light it and take a long drag*
xx readysteadygo (7:28:48 PM): -eats half of my piece before i quietly get a glass
of water and then place it in the sink as i finish, coming back out into the
living room, smelling the pot instantly-
xx readysteadygo (7:29:07 PM): yeah... it always made me feel better...
-quietly-
liveonstandby (7:30:42 PM): *doesn't say anything, my eyes closed as i take another
hit*
xx readysteadygo (7:32:52 PM): -sits down gently next to you, facing your
direction- [!]
liveonstandby (7:38:38 PM): *lets out a small breath, handing the joint to you without
opening my eyes*
xx readysteadygo (7:43:08 PM): -takes it from you and instantly leans my head
back with a long, much needed, drag-
liveonstandby (7:44:42 PM): just so you know....i expect a nice hot sex session after
this....*half joking, half serious*
xx
readysteadygo (10:05:20 PM): -smirks and wraps my
lips around the joint again, burning it up-
liveonstandby (10:10:48 PM): *tilts head back, eyes closed, nearly falling off the arm
of the couch, giggling a little*
xx readysteadygo (10:11:09 PM): -reachs over and tugs you down onto the couch
next to me, handing you back the joint-
liveonstandby (10:12:27 PM): *takes it with a smirk, eyes half-lidded* i feel like
jumping in the pool...*laughs*
xx readysteadygo (10:12:42 PM): mm..its nice enough out...-giggles a bit-
liveonstandby (10:13:42 PM): I know...I haven't used it in forever...*takes another hit,
leaning head back against the couch*
xx readysteadygo (10:15:27 PM): good a time as any...-playing with your hair a
bit-
liveonstandby (10:16:26 PM): *sighs, handing you the joint and absently unbuttoning my
shirt*
xx readysteadygo (10:17:10 PM): -reachs over to gently touch your chest as you
expose it, rubbing hand over the muscle there-
liveonstandby (10:19:16 PM): *smiles, sitting up a bit to take the shirt completely off
and tossing it onto a chair nearby, then goes to undo my belt buckle*
xx readysteadygo (10:19:50 PM): -burns up the rest of the joint, holding it in
as my eyes close a bit and slowly lets it out my nostrils-
liveonstandby (10:20:57 PM): *lifts myself a little off of the couch and shimmies out
of my pants, kicking them off onto the floor*
xx readysteadygo (10:21:58 PM): -lets go of the last bit of the joint into the
ashtray, my mouth open a bit in a happy sigh, looking over at you and giggling
a little-
liveonstandby (10:22:56 PM): *looks over at you, smirking and giggling every so often*
you're actually innocent looking when you giggle...too bad looks are
deceiving...
xx readysteadygo (10:23:55 PM): -rolls eyes a little, jokingly- i'm innocent
enough. its not like im a whore or anything.
liveonstandby (10:25:22 PM): i never said...*shakes head* i'd never call you a whore,
adrion *suddenly serious* not even jokingly...
xx readysteadygo (10:26:16 PM): mm..i know...-quiet suddenly- i was..uh...just
saying...-because kendall being the second person hes ever been with-
liveonstandby (10:27:04 PM): *reaches over and tousles your hair before getting to my
feet, beginning to slide my boxers off*
xx readysteadygo (10:27:58 PM): -giggles again and gets up, hands going to your
hips and helping you-
liveonstandby (10:30:31 PM): *smirks at you as i let the boxers fall to the floor and
stand nude in front of you*
xx readysteadygo (10:34:06 PM): -grins and touchs your hips gently, in an almost
fascination, before i go to remiove my own clothes-
xx readysteadygo (10:36:56 PM): -touchs your hips in fascination, watching your
skin as my finger presses to it and then moves to undress-
liveonstandby (10:38:14 PM): *goes over to the two french doors that lead out onto the
rooftop patio and stands there looking outside*
xx readysteadygo (10:40:33 PM): -strips down, my clothes in a smallpile, and
goes over to you, lightly wrapping arms around your waist-
liveonstandby (10:41:37 PM): *glances back at you a little, moving to kiss your cheek*
so...ready for a swim?
xx readysteadygo (10:42:02 PM): sounds like a plan...-smirks and reachs to get
the doors open fully-
liveonstandby (10:43:53 PM): *palms over your hips lightly before walking out onto the
rooftop, taking a running leap and diving into the pool*
xx readysteadygo (10:47:26 PM): -giggles and follows you out, doing a canonball
in-
liveonstandby (10:53:48 PM): *resurfaces, swimming over to the side and leaning against
it, head tilted back*
xx readysteadygo (10:58:25 PM): -stays under the water for a long time, swimming
short laps until i cant breathe-
xx readysteadygo (10:58:46 PM): -comes up in front of you, sliding up your body-
liveonstandby (10:59:53 PM): (gah....hot...so hot)
liveonstandby (11:00:37 PM): *opens eyes, looking down at you with my lips curled
slightly upward, licking over my lips with a smile*
xx readysteadygo (11:01:10 PM): -touchs the side of the pool and floats there,
smiling at you-
liveonstandby (11:05:41 PM): *leans forward a little and softly kisses your lips, gently
touching your hips*
xx readysteadygo (11:07:00 PM): -smiles and kisses back just as gently-
liveonstandby (11:14:01 PM): *pulls back, staring at you with a small smile* you're
beautiful...*says softly*
xx readysteadygo (11:14:50 PM): you dont need to butter me up...-small smile
[adrion is totally a kid who doesnt see himself as much of anything. blame the
no friends when he was younger thing]-
liveonstandby (11:17:19 PM): i'm not buttering you up...i'm being honest...*brings a
hand up to caress your cheek*
xx readysteadygo (11:19:02 PM): mm...sure...-quietly, resting cheek into your
palm-
liveonstandby (11:23:46 PM): you don't have to believe me...but i know it's
true...*pulls you close to me, kissing the middle of your forehead*
xx readysteadygo (11:30:01 PM): -sighs a bit and brings hands down to your
shoulders-
liveonstandby (11:31:25 PM): *wraps arms around your waist, holding you tight against
me and softly stroking your hair*
xx readysteadygo (11:37:12 PM): -sighs in content and leans down to kiss your
wet should softly-
liveonstandby (11:38:13 PM): *smiles down at you, running my hand down your back and
resting right above your ass*
xx readysteadygo (11:50:04 PM): -giggles and presses into you-
liveonstandby (11:50:33 PM): *smirks* you horny, lil adrion? *laughs*
xx readysteadygo (11:55:26 PM): not exactly...-grins a bit and feels you against
me-
liveonstandby (11:56:56 PM): oh....well... okay then....*lets go of you, lips
twitching*
xx readysteadygo (12:00:37 AM): -reachs down into the water and touchs your cock
gently-
liveonstandby (12:02:27 AM): *quirks an eyebrow, shaking my head a little* oh no...you
said you aren't horny...you can't go touching me like that now...*still trying
not to laugh*
xx readysteadygo (12:04:12 AM): mm...i didnt exactly say i wasnt... -innocently,
looking into your eyes and stroking you just barely-
liveonstandby (12:05:01 AM): *stares back at you, biting on my lower lip and thrusting
just a bit against your hand*
xx readysteadygo (12:15:55 AM): -kisses the tip of your nose with a grin, loving
the feel of you sliding past my fingers-
liveonstandby (12:16:40 AM): *closes eyes lightly, licking over my lips again with a
sigh*liveonstandby signed
on at 5:30:40 PM.
xx readysteadygo (5:40:26 PM): -touchs lips lightly to the bridge of your nose,
lightly thumbing over the head of your cock-
liveonstandby (5:50:34 PM): *laughs a little and shivers at the same time* i don't think
anyone's ever kissed my nose...
xx readysteadygo (5:52:06 PM): really... -curious look, fingers touching your
sack gently in the water then stroking upward, kissing up to the spot between
your eyebrows-
liveonstandby signed off at
5:56:18 PM.
liveonstandby signed on
at 5:56:18 PM.
xx readysteadygo (5:56:39 PM): really... -curious look, fingers touching your
sack gently in the water then stroking upward, kissing up to the spot between
your eyebrows-
liveonstandby (5:57:24 PM): *sucks in a shaky breath, licking over lips and thrusting
into your hand again* nope...no one till you...
xx readysteadygo (5:58:20 PM): where else... has no one kissed you before?
-smiling and kissing your forehead-
liveonstandby (6:00:41 PM): *laughs* hmm...my shoulder, i'm pretty sure...and my fingers...elbows...my
ears....*smiles wide* my thigh...knees...*laughing harder* i've been
deprived...*jokes*
xx readysteadygo (6:02:21 PM): you definently have, mr latham(right?) -reachs a
free hand down to grasp your hand and lace our fingers, kissing each knuckle
gently and still pumping you=
liveonstandby (6:11:25 PM): (yes. latham) *grasps your hand tightly, staring into your
eyes and breathing a little harder than normal*
xx readysteadygo (6:14:50 PM): -kisses down your arm and lightly presses lips
to your elbow then up your shoulder with a sigh, squeezing you in my hand-
liveonstandby (6:15:33 PM): oh...god, adrion....*eyes flutter closed, thrusting harder
against your hand*
xx readysteadygo (6:16:27 PM): -sucks at the wet skin there to below your ear,
kissing the lobe with a light sigh-
liveonstandby (6:17:25 PM): *eyes closer tighter, tilting head a little and a sigh
escaping my lips* no one i've ever been with has made me...feel like you do...
xx readysteadygo (6:20:57 PM): -a small smile on my lips, whispering- i'll have
to get to the knees and the thighs a bit later...-my hand that was holding
yours bringing it to the small of my back, letting go and then bringing my hand
up to your cheek and moving to kiss your lips softly, each jerk of your cock
lightly brushing my leg-
liveonstandby (6:22:13 PM): *whimpers a little against your lips before kissing you
back, my one hand pressing into your back and the other coming up to thread
through your hair*
xx readysteadygo (6:23:19 PM): -jerks your harder, biting your bottom lip
softly, playfully, before rubbing my body lightly against yous-
liveonstandby (6:26:26 PM): *groans against your lips, thrusting against your hand*
xx readysteadygo (6:27:24 PM): -lets go of you, hand coming up from the water
to touch your other cheek, letting you feel my own hardness now against your
groin-
liveonstandby signed off at
6:35:48 PM.
liveonstandby signed on
at 6:39:28 PM.
liveonstandby signed off
at 6:52:48 PM.
liveonstandby signed on
at 6:54:35 PM.
xx readysteadygo (7:11:02 PM): -lets go of you, hand coming up from the water
to touch your other cheek, letting you feel my own hardness now against your
groin-
liveonstandby (7:14:56 PM): oh...fuck...adrion...*shudders a little against you, both
hands coming down and rubbing over your sides*
xx readysteadygo (7:16:59 PM): -grinds hard, and slow against you, reaching to
grip the poolsides now to keep close to you, breathing hitches against your
lips-
liveonstandby (7:26:20 PM): *lets out a groan, bucking up against you hard and licks
over your lips, darting my tongue into your mouth*
xx readysteadygo (7:28:08 PM): mm...-moans a bit, the water around us sloshing-
liveonstandby (7:30:33 PM): *presses harder into you, sucking on your tongue at the same
time and bringing hands down to grip your ass*
xx readysteadygo (7:32:16 PM): -brings my mouth back, moaning out- think...
youre ready... for that sex session...-grins a bit, hornier than ever. maybe
its the weed. lmao-
liveonstandby (7:33:16 PM): ummmm...i was ready for it as soon as you took your clothes
off...*nips at your lower lip with a small grin*
xx readysteadygo (7:36:11 PM): -grins and grips your legs, pulling them up around
my waist, moving forward a bit so my cock gently touchs below you-
liveonstandby (7:37:56 PM): *inhales sharply, staring you in the eyes and moving against
you a little*
xx readysteadygo (7:38:43 PM): -reachs down with both of my hands, spreading your
asscheeks and my eyes gleaming with lust as i slowly lower you onto me-
liveonstandby (7:40:33 PM): *moans loudly, head tilting back and hands digging into the
poolside*
xx readysteadygo (7:44:49 PM): -thrust up into you the best that i can, sliding
myself fully inside of you as my lips attach to your neck and suck softly-
liveonstandby (7:50:03 PM): oh....GOD...*thrusts down onto you, tilting head a little to
the side, exposing my neck more to you, nails practically embedded into the
stone now*
xx readysteadygo (7:51:17 PM): -breathe is loud and shaky, kissing across your
neck and my cheek pressed to yours-
liveonstandby (7:53:44 PM): i...have never...wanted anyone...like this...the way
that...i want you...*sputters, moving down onto you harder*
xx readysteadygo (7:54:42 PM): never? -whispers, biting down now on your skin
as i feel my orgasm building-
liveonstandby (8:04:30 PM): not. ever. *breathes out, shaking a bit*
xx readysteadygo (8:07:06 PM): good. -says this simply, nails digging into the skin
of your ass as i thrust harder and harder, a small grunt escaping my lips-
liveonstandby (8:20:37 PM): oh...fucking. christ! *breath hitches in my throat, pushing
down onto you harder and faster, hands coming to thread in your hair and tug a
little, not too hard tho*
xx readysteadygo (8:24:41 PM): -reachs with my lips to touch yours, desperately
kissing you, knowing i'm close-
liveonstandby (8:29:45 PM): *arches back as i push down onto you and kiss you back
heatedly* adrion...*i moan against your mouth as i come*
xx readysteadygo (8:30:29 PM): -cums at the sound of my name, letting out a
strangled moan-
xx
readysteadygo (12:04:48 AM): -cums at the sound of
my name, letting out a strangled moan-
liveonstandby signed off at
12:06:22 AM.
liveonstandby signed on
at 12:06:36 AM.
xx readysteadygo (12:07:59 AM): -cums at the sound of my name, letting out a
strangled moan-
liveonstandby (12:12:16 AM): *breathes out heavily, bringing a hand up to caress your
cheek* you're the...only one...that's ever fucked me...quite like that...
xx readysteadygo (12:12:54 AM): you're going to give me a complex...-jokes,
resting cheek in your hand-
liveonstandby (12:23:56 AM): *laughs* what's wrong with that? *jokes back, remembering
you asking me the same thing earlier*
xx readysteadygo (12:24:18 AM): -grins and shivers a little as a breeze blows
past-
liveonstandby (12:32:23 AM): think we should go in? *smiles, pulling one of your hands
to my lips and kissing your palm*
xx readysteadygo (12:39:55 AM): yeah..before i get a cold or something..-softly,
thinkin how the doctor said that would slow recovery but thinking im doing
fine-
liveonstandby (12:43:00 AM): *face turns serious a little* shit...i didn't even think
about that...come on, let's get you inside...*slowly moves away from you,
taking your hand and gliding over to the ladder* go on...*treads water as i
wait for you to get out first*
xx readysteadygo (12:43:27 AM): -smiles and climbs out, hands around myself and
walkiung to your flat doors-
liveonstandby (12:45:12 AM): *gets out after you and heads into the flat, going into
the bathroom and getting out two robes, putting one on and taking one over to
you, draping it around you and kissing your forehead gently* better?
xx readysteadygo (12:45:53 AM): -nods and holds it open, pressing my wet chest
to the cloth of youe robe and hugging you around thenmiddle-
liveonstandby (12:47:23 AM): *smiles, putting arms around your waist and holding you to
me, brushing lips against your brow*
xx readysteadygo (12:50:25 AM): you're nice and warm...-yawns a bit-
liveonstandby (12:52:54 AM): i'm glad you think so *laughs* how bout we go to sleep,
huh? then we can go get your car and all that tomorrow...and you can go to the hospital
and check out and be in your own apartment with no more hospital food....
xx readysteadygo (12:53:18 AM): the more i avoid hospital food, the better
liveonstandby (12:55:56 AM): yeah....that stuff is cruel and unusual
punishment...*jokes*
xx readysteadygo (12:56:12 AM): -grins and pulls back from you-
xx readysteadygo (12:56:24 AM): alright...sleep....
liveonstandby (12:58:11 AM): *nods, taking you by the hand and leading you into the
bedroom, getting into bed in my robe and sliding under the covers*
xx readysteadygo (12:58:46 AM): -says fuck the robe and climbs in too, my hair
still wet as i snuggle into you, my arms going under your room to your sides
and hugging you-
liveonstandby (12:59:20 AM): (under his "room" huh? hehehehe...sorry couldn't
help it)
xx readysteadygo (12:59:27 AM): [robe yo!]
liveonstandby (1:00:14 AM): *hugs you close to me, sighing as i close my eyes* pleasant
dreams, adrion...*says quietly*
xx readysteadygo (1:01:33 AM): gnight kendall...-reveling in your warmth-
liveonstandby (1:02:26 AM): *falls into a deep sleep, your body nestled in mine and
feeling content for once*
liveonstandby (1:09:04 AM): (end :-) sleepy sleepy)
xx readysteadygo (1:09:14 AM): [cha[
xx readysteadygo (4:10:49 PM): -its like 3 am and i wake up, looking around
your apartment for a moment before i slide out of your bed. i grab the robe you
gave me off the floor and sneak out into the living room and onto the balcony,
shutting the door quietly and sitting on the edge of the pool-
liveonstandby (4:12:19 PM): (and kendall keeps sleeping...dreaming
of....well...ahem...O:-))
xx readysteadygo (4:15:46 PM): [hahahaha and adrion sits there until the sun
rises, thinkin]
liveonstandby (4:17:31 PM): (ok...hahaha) *after a while i turn over in bed, eyes
blinking open and notice you're no longer beside me, groggily, i get up and
stumble out into the livingroom, looking around and finally finding you
outside* hey there...*says softly*
xx readysteadygo (4:18:04 PM): -looks back at you with a small grin- hey..
xx readysteadygo (4:19:03 PM): i didn't think you'd wake up yet... or i would
of came back in...
liveonstandby (4:23:32 PM): *smiles down at you* it's all right...you can roam wherever
you want...
xx readysteadygo (4:23:57 PM): i wanted to be there when you woke
up...-quietly, looking back across the sky-
liveonstandby (4:27:20 PM): *smile widens as i crouch down next to you* there're other
days...*whispers*
xx readysteadygo (4:28:48 PM): -reachs over and ruffles your hair with a small
smirk- i hope so...
liveonstandby (4:32:00 PM): well...i plan on it...*puts arms lightly around your
middle and kisses your cheek softly*
xx readysteadygo (4:34:42 PM): -leans, resting head on top of yours-
liveonstandby (4:41:07 PM): *smiles again for the hundredth or so time it seems and
pulls you a little closer*
xx readysteadygo (4:42:55 PM): -wraps my arms around your shoulders and just
stays like that, closing my eyes and sighing as i take in your scent of
chlorine and something i cant decipher-
liveonstandby (4:44:01 PM): so...*quietly* you ready to return to your own place
today...finally be free of that hospital room...? *strokes hands tenderly up
and down your back*
xx readysteadygo (4:45:49 PM): -frowns a little, thinking about kieren in the
back of my mind and how i hope he doesnt notice im gone- yeah...-softly-
xx readysteadygo (4:47:45 PM): -not to mention how i have to tell him to sell
the house he keeps begging me to move into withhim-
liveonstandby (4:50:34 PM): do you wanna head to the hospital...? Sign out...? Maybe go
get your car in a little? *glides hands up to the back of your neck and lightly
strokes there*
xx readysteadygo (4:51:18 PM): -smiles again- yeah... in a little...-closes eyes
and sighs softly against your neck-=
liveonstandby (4:54:43 PM): *runs fingers softly through your hair, kissing your temple*
i have to leave soon...for a week or so...*says quietly*
xx readysteadygo (4:55:46 PM): -nods a bit- you'll call me... right?
liveonstandby (4:58:46 PM): yeah...of course...*thinking that i don't know if i'd be in
much of a condition to talk on the phone* i think at least hearing your voice
would make things more...bearable...*admits
liveonstandby (4:58:50 PM): *
xx readysteadygo (5:01:51 PM): -a small smile- i would go with you... i mean...
if i could... -licks over my bottoml ip a little-
liveonstandby (5:04:00 PM): *glances at you* i'd never ask that of you....*shakes head a
little, letting go of you to stand up*
xx readysteadygo (5:06:07 PM): i know... i just... -a small smile- i'm going to
miss you...
liveonstandby (5:07:01 PM): *stares down at you again, smile sad* you have no idea how
much i'll miss you...and i don't think i could ever explain it either...
xx readysteadygo (5:07:36 PM): -gets up from my seat and grabs your hand
gently, walking back inside-
liveonstandby (5:08:56 PM): *follows after you, loving the perfect fit of your hand in
mine*
xx readysteadygo (5:10:18 PM): -turns and pulls you to me, hugging you gently and
kissing you lips softly-
xx readysteadygo (5:11:51 PM): -smiles as i pull back, hands at your sides and
looking up at you- yesterday was probably one of the mostamazing days of my
life..-cheeks tinging red a bit-
liveonstandby (5:14:07 PM): yeah...that's the most sex i've had in one day *grins at
you, reaching up and cradling both of your cheeks* but it meant a lot more to
me than just that...
xx readysteadygo (5:16:12 PM): -blushes even deeper red and offfers a nervous
smile-
liveonstandby (5:19:25 PM): *kisses your lips softly before pulling away* i'm gonna take
a shower and get dressed. Help yourself to anything in the kitchen *heads down
the hall to the bathroom and goes in, shutting the door and going over to
fiddle with the taps*
xx readysteadygo (5:21:16 PM): -smiles and watchs you go... finds my clothes
and tugs them on save for my shirt. goes to the kitchen and finds a poptart,
eating it cold.-
liveonstandby (5:23:17 PM): *shrugs off robe and gets into shower, turning on the
waterproof radio that's attached to the wall and blaring a local punk rock
station loudly as i step under the spray*
xx readysteadygo (5:23:50 PM): -smiles at the music, singing along to the song
as i sit on your couch, just enjoying the music and closing my eyes-
liveonstandby (5:27:55 PM): *the phone rings but i dont hear it*
liveonstandby (5:28:06 PM): *as i start to lather shampoo and wash my hair*
xx readysteadygo (5:28:23 PM): -bites lip and looks at the cordless, wondering
if i should answer it...-
liveonstandby (5:30:29 PM): *hums to song under my breath, washing out the shampoo and
reaching for the wash cloth* -the phone rings again-
xx readysteadygo (5:31:46 PM): -sighs and answers the phone like i have before-
Latham residence...-softly, holding the phone to my ear and looking out the
window-
liveonstandby (5:32:06 PM): Hey. Is Kendall there. This is Phoenix
xx readysteadygo (5:32:41 PM): Oh.. umm.. Phoenix? He's in the shower right
now... I can take a message?
liveonstandby (5:33:43 PM): *laughs a little* no, cai...stop that... Er...he's the one
that called me...so just tell him i'm returning his... Caiden, cut it out....I
am returning his phone call. He can reach me at the shop
xx readysteadygo (5:34:07 PM): A-alright... I'll tell him you called...
-swallows thickly-
liveonstandby (5:34:49 PM): Thanks *hangs up*
xx readysteadygo (5:35:20 PM): you're welcome... -sighs and clicks end on the
phone, feeling very twilight zoneish-
liveonstandby (5:41:02 PM): *finishes washing up and gets out of shower, drying myself
off and wrapping a towel around me- goes into my room and gets on low slung
jeans with a green belt, a white t-shirt with the words "take me or leave
me, i am who i am" and green chucks before coming out into the living room,
fluffing my hair*
xx readysteadygo (5:41:51 PM): -looks up at you as you walk in- phoenix
called...
liveonstandby (5:44:25 PM): *hand stops in my hair* oh...*bites lip a little* what'd
he say?
xx readysteadygo (5:44:40 PM): that you could reach him at his...er...shop?
liveonstandby (5:45:54 PM): oh....all right... *goes over to phone and picks it up,
dialing a number and standing there, tapping my foot a little* Hey, Cai...it's
Kendall...can I talk to Nix
liveonstandby (5:48:02 PM): *waits as Cai goes to get him, and then when he's on the
phone i take a deep breath* i know you're going to get pissed off...but just
hear me out all right....? My mum's dying...*pauses, closing eyes* please, just
listen.... she wants to see you....to talk to you...and well....she kind of put
you in charge of certain things....concerning her....so the doctors and all
that need you in brisbane.... Nix....Nix, please... Nix? * lowers the phone
away from my ear with a sigh* well, that went good...*mutters, replacing the
phone in it's cradle*
xx readysteadygo (5:50:27 PM): -swallows, listening, and says nothing when you
hang up the phone-
liveonstandby (5:52:14 PM): *sighs, running fingers through my hair* let's get you to
the hospital, all right? *manages a small smile*
xx readysteadygo (5:52:56 PM): -nods a bit and finds my shirt, tugging it on
and waiting for you by the door-
liveonstandby (5:54:54 PM): (penthouse has elevator that leads directly to it, no front
door...hehe)*gets keys off the table and my wallet and heads to the elevator to
go downstairs to the parking garage*
xx readysteadygo (5:57:36 PM): [okok elevator door]
xx readysteadygo (5:57:48 PM): -follows you silently-
liveonstandby (6:02:03 PM): *presses button for the basement and leans against the wall,
eyes closed lightly*
xx readysteadygo (6:03:27 PM): -watchs you, biting my lip-
liveonstandby (6:06:36 PM): *the elevator comes to a stop and i step out, going over to
my suv and unlocking the doors and getting in, starting the engine and without
saying anything to you, i pull out of the parking lot and head in the direction
of the hospital*
xx readysteadygo (6:10:05 PM): -softly- are you alright...-knows your not , but
cantws, listening, and says nothing when you hang up the phone-
liveonstandby (5:52:14 PM): *sighs, running fingers through my hair* let's get you to
the hospital, all right? *manages a small smile*
xx readysteadygo (5:52:56 PM): -nods a bit and finds my shirt, tugging it on and
waiting for you by the door-
liveonstandby (5:54:54 PM): (penthouse has elevator that leads directly to it, no front
door...hehe)*gets keys off the table and my wallet and heads to the elevator to
go downstairs to the parking garage*
xx readysteadygo (5:57:36 PM): [okok elevator door]
xx readysteadygo (5:57:48 PM): -follows you silently-
liveonstandby (6:02:03 PM): *presses button for the basement and leans against the wall,
eyes closed lightly*
xx readysteadygo (6:03:27 PM): -watchs you, biting my lip-
liveonstandby (6:06:36 PM): *the elevator comes to a stop and i step out, going over to
my suv and unlocking the doors and getting in, starting the engine and without
saying anything to you, i pull out of the parking lot and head in the direction
of the hospital*
xx readysteadygo (6:10:05 PM): -softly- are you alright...-knows your not , but
cant stand the silence-
liveonstandby (6:15:21 PM): i love my cousin....i really do...he's the one who was there
for me...and i was there for him...we've been through so much shit...and my
mum...she was awful to him when he was younger...after my aunt and uncle
died....but she's trying to make it up...trying to... i don't know...*shakes
head a little* i know he hates her...but i wish he wouldn't take it out on
me...i didn't make her hurt him...and he doesn't seem to realize she's still my
mother...
xx readysteadygo (6:16:00 PM): maybe he'll come to his senses... when he hears
whatever she has to say? -quietly-
liveonstandby (6:17:24 PM): yeah....i hope so.... he's so damn stubborn sometimes...
caiden's the only one that can really hold his own with him... *pulls up to the
hospital entrance and stops* i'll wait out here until you're done...okay?
xx readysteadygo (6:19:33 PM): -nods a little and goes to get out, shutting the
doorsoftly behind me and putting hands in my pockets. goes up to the counter
and tells the nurse i'd like to sign out. she hands me some papers and i fill
them out quickly, giving them back. i make my way to my room and pack what
little things i brought with me and exit the hospital. getting in the car again
with the bag on my lap=
liveonstandby (6:21:15 PM): okay...where's this car place? *asks with a small smile*
xx readysteadygo (6:22:50 PM): oh... its um... Norwood Road....
xx readysteadygo (6:23:26 PM): [ive decided hes getting a litle yellow ranger. :-X]
liveonstandby (6:23:33 PM): (hehe)
liveonstandby (6:24:24 PM): *heads in the right direction, getting there after a little bit
and pulling up out front* well...here's your stop...I guess...well...i'll see
you at therapy tomorrow... *smiles softly at you*
xx readysteadygo (6:25:17 PM): -a sad smile- you uh... want to see my truck?
liveonstandby (6:26:15 PM): oh...all right....sure....*turns off the engine and gets
out, standing there and waiting for you*
xx readysteadygo (6:31:31 PM): -gestures you to follow me in. i go up to the
guy that sold me the truck and hes says its been sitting there waiting for at least
2 weeks now. he gets out the keys and hands them to me, directing us to the
back lot. i grin, thinking how awesome it is i finally have my own car, and
unlock the doors, tellig him thank you-
liveonstandby (6:32:43 PM): *admires the truck* very nice, mr. greene. very nice, indeed
*smiles*
xx readysteadygo (6:33:18 PM): -grins and gets init, starting it up- hell
yeah... you know how long ive been waiting to drive one of these? -grins all
wide, looking at the console-
liveonstandby (6:34:18 PM): well...now that you have it, you can start in on that
freedom thing i was telling you about... *smiles a little wider* i'll see you
later, all right...?
xx readysteadygo (6:34:59 PM): -smiles softly and gets back out of the truck, wrapping
arms around you in a small hug and kissing your cheek-
xx readysteadygo (6:35:36 PM): i'll see you in a week..
liveonstandby (6:36:54 PM): yeah.... a week....*doesn't quite hug you back and manages
only a half smile before i start to walk back to my car*
xx readysteadygo (6:37:36 PM): -sighs and watchs you leave, climbing into my
truck and starting it, driving out after you and going to opposite direction-
liveonstandby (6:38:53 PM): *heads back home to pack, not wanting to go back to
brisbane...wanting to call you and beg you to come with me but i dont- breathes
out shakily as i go to book a flight, flopping down on the couch and thinking
of you as i lean my head back and wait on the line to get a hold of someone*
xx readysteadygo (6:39:27 PM): -goes back to my little house and kier is there.
my boxes are all packed up still and we get into a small fight because i'm
being an asshole to him-
liveonstandby (6:41:08 PM): (:-\) *finally gets on the line with an attendant, but am
put on hold almost immediately, sigh and roll my eyes, wondering what you're
doing at the moment and shaking thoughts out of my head*
xx readysteadygo (6:42:29 PM): -kier leaves the house eventually and goes to his
own that he bought for us. i feel guilty, cant tell him just yet, and ive got a
feeling he knows something is up though-
liveonstandby (6:43:55 PM): *after what seems like forever i get to talk to an actual
person and book a ticket to brisbane, hanging up and looking around the flat,
feeling a little empty inside and knowing it's because you're no longer here*
xx readysteadygo (6:44:56 PM): -sighs and flops down on my couch and flicks tv
on, grateful the cable was hooked up even though my mind wanders to you-
liveonstandby (12:54:23 AM): *Rebecca stands outside your door, peppy smile on her face
and bag slung over her shoulder* so....how bout a therapy session outside?
xx readysteadygo (12:56:56 AM): [except hes not in the hospital anymore so hes gotta
meet her in the therapy room]
xx readysteadygo (12:57:05 AM): Alright... -quietly, wishing you were kendall-
liveonstandby (12:57:39 AM): (i said his door...haha...meant the door of the therapy
room...lol)
liveonstandby (12:58:08 AM): *leads you outside onto the lawn and sets down bags* how
bout some stretches to warm you up, k?
xx readysteadygo (12:58:30 AM): -sighs and nods-
liveonstandby (12:59:38 AM): kendall: is on way from house to hospital, feeling drained
from the past week
liveonstandby (1:00:13 AM): Rebecca: all right...i'm gonna set up some things and you
just do warmups for a minute.
xx readysteadygo (1:00:50 AM): -complies, doing the stretchs like routine and
looking bored-
liveonstandby (1:02:07 AM): Rebecca: goes about taking stuff out of her bag and checking
her lists...
liveonstandby (1:02:38 AM): kendall: pulls into the hospital parking lot, The Clash
blaring out of my car as i swerve into a spot
liveonstandby (1:03:06 AM): Rebecca: *looks up* ugh...what in the world is that? don't
people have any courtesy around here? *shakes her head a little*
xx readysteadygo (1:03:42 AM): -smiles to myself and starts singing under my
breath to spite her-
liveonstandby (1:05:23 AM): kendall: -gets out of suv, not seeing you over on the lawn
as i head up to the hospital entrance, dickies hanging off me, and white shirt
half-unbuttoned, hair a mess*
xx readysteadygo (1:05:58 AM): -watchs you, says nothing because i dont want to
look "suspicious" and get you into any kind of trouble with your job-
liveonstandby (1:06:31 AM): Rebecca: *glances over and sees kendall* hey! *calls out to
him*
liveonstandby (1:07:00 AM): kendall: *stops, looking over and sees her with you, smiles half-heartedly
as she gets up and comes over to me*
liveonstandby (1:07:31 AM): Rebecca: so? are you back for good? cuz he's your patient,
right? i mean....could you take over again? I have so much paperwork to do
xx readysteadygo (1:07:48 AM): -stands off to the side, arm across my chest-
liveonstandby (1:08:16 AM): kendall: *stares at her evenly* patients are more important
than paperwork, rebecca...but you never understood that..so go ahead, go do
your paperwork
liveonstandby (1:08:56 AM): Rebecca: *eyes widen just a little at my snappishness, but
she nods without saying anything and goes to gather up her things, disappearing
into the hopital
liveonstandby (1:09:30 AM): *walks over to you, smiling softly* sorry they put you with
her...I'd have thought they'd get someone with at least half a brain...
xx readysteadygo (1:09:58 AM): -shrugs a bit- she was alright... she just wasnt
you...
liveonstandby (1:11:34 AM): *grins* well....can't help that, now can i? *eyes twinkle a
little*
xx readysteadygo (1:12:04 AM): want to cut my session and go get something to
eat? -quietly, licking over my bottom lip-
liveonstandby (1:12:58 AM): *smiles* sure...why not? come on...
xx readysteadygo (1:13:22 AM): -walks in the direction of your car-
liveonstandby (1:14:03 AM): *gets back into the driver's seat and waits for you to put
on your seatbelt before pulling out of the lot* what do you feel like eating?
xx readysteadygo (1:15:02 AM): -smirks and the moment we're out of the parking lot
i lean over and kiss your neck softly- i'd say you... but i really am hungry...
maybe for desert..-moves kisses to your cheek before pulling away-
liveonstandby (1:17:21 AM): *smiles, shaking head a little* well...what would you like
for dessert then?
xx readysteadygo (1:18:03 AM): i think you'll do for dessert... if you don't
mind anyways...-a small smile- as for food.. anything... i havent eaten all day
liveonstandby (1:19:07 AM): hmmm....*looks around at the local restaurants* there's a
lot around...close your eyes and pick one *jokes*
xx readysteadygo (1:19:34 AM): -smiles and does so...my hand moving to the the
left, opens eyes- that one
liveonstandby (1:22:05 AM): (and whats "that one"? hehe)
xx readysteadygo (1:22:24 AM): [ummm...chinese?]
liveonstandby (1:25:01 AM): (hehe..okay)
liveonstandby (1:25:31 AM): chinese food, huh? all right...*pulls up into the parking
lot, taking a spot and turning off the car*
xx readysteadygo (1:27:01 AM): riceeeee. -a little hyper, getting outta the
car-
liveonstandby (1:29:58 AM): *shakes head with a small laugh, getting out of the car and
heading after you*
xx readysteadygo (1:30:23 AM): so, you miss me? -smirks up at you, opening the
door-
liveonstandby (1:31:02 AM): more than i could ever tell you...
liveonstandby (1:31:26 AM): *goes through the door behind you and moves towards a booth
in the back*
xx readysteadygo (1:31:50 AM): -follow follow and sits down, scooting into the
booth and looking around- ive never been here
liveonstandby (1:33:04 AM): *chuckles* neither have i...but i do like chinese
food....nix and i ate it almost every day when i was visiting his flat in
london... sweet and sour chicken is my old standby *grins*
xx readysteadygo (1:34:36 AM): -smiles, fingers playing with a fork as i look
through a menu-
liveonstandby (1:35:16 AM): *already knows what i'm going to order so i just sit back
and admire you a bit*
xx readysteadygo (1:38:26 AM): -toungue sticking out the side of my mouth- chop
uuuuuey... -smirks at you and shuts the menu-
liveonstandby (1:39:20 AM): *grins* sounds good...*gazes out the window a little,
smiling at the beautiful weather*
xx readysteadygo (1:39:35 AM): -head on my hand, sighing as i watch you-
liveonstandby (1:40:45 AM): *waiter comes over- can i get you two anything to drink?*
xx readysteadygo (1:41:11 AM): Uh... water? -a meek smile-
liveonstandby (1:41:53 AM): *doesn't look at him* coke, please...
liveonstandby (1:42:10 AM): waiter- i'll be right back with those *walks away*
xx readysteadygo (1:42:55 AM): -sighs and looks at you, leaning forward a bit-
so... so how did... everything with your cousin go? -softly-
liveonstandby (1:47:03 AM): *sighs* he forgave her....in the end....broke down a
little...and then he gave everything back to me that she wanted to leave to
him....except for his parents' things that my mum had kept for him in
london.... i think he's doing okay now....he went home with caiden and i got a
call from him saying he arrived back home safe
xx readysteadygo (1:47:29 AM): -nods and bites my lip- and how are you...
liveonstandby (1:50:50 AM): me...well...i expected it to happen...a part of me at
least...and i knew it'd be coming....but actually letting go was hard....she
told me not to dwell on it though...her being gone..and i've tried my best at
that *small smile*
xx readysteadygo (1:51:38 AM): -offers a smile and reachs over, touches your
hand gently-
liveonstandby (1:54:49 AM): *smiles genuinely at you* i think thoughts of you are what
kept me going...knowing i had something to look forward to when i came back
xx readysteadygo (1:57:05 AM): -blushes a bit and thumbs over the top of your
hand-
xx readysteadygo (4:23:16 PM): liveonstandby (1:54:49 AM): *smiles genuinely at you* i think thoughts of you are what
kept me going...knowing i had something to look forward to when i came back
xx readysteadygo (1:57:05
AM): -blushes a bit and
thumbs over the top of your hand-
liveonstandby (4:27:07 PM): *looks out the window again as the waiter comes back with
drinks* Waiter: do you know what you two want, or do you need a minute?
xx readysteadygo (4:27:35 PM): I uh... can i get the chop suey... -softly,
taking a sip of my water-
liveonstandby (4:29:34 PM): Waiter: one chop suey...and for you? *asks me*
liveonstandby (4:29:50 PM): *looks up* I'll take the sweet and sour chicken dinner
liveonstandby (4:30:05 PM): Waiter: all right, that'll be up shortly. *he walks away
again towards the kitcen*
liveonstandby (4:30:20 PM): *sighs and takes a sip of my drink, gazing off into the
distance*&
xx readysteadygo (4:30:56 PM): do you... i mean you dont have to but i was
wondering... if you'd want to come see my house? maybe watch a movie or
something...-trails-
liveonstandby (4:32:35 PM): *glances at you, blinking a little* i'd love to see your
house *smiles softly*
xx readysteadygo (4:33:21 PM): its just... i missed you... its really boring
around here when you dont know anyone... -returns the smile-
liveonstandby (4:35:31 PM): *grasps at your hand and squeezes it a little* yeah....i
really missed you too....home was just...well....it's not home anymore...hasn't
been for a long time...i guess i feel more at home here...*shrugs*
xx readysteadygo (4:38:25 PM): -a small grin, wiggling fingers in yours- its
more home to me than anything ever was, too
liveonstandby (4:39:29 PM): *reaches over and strokes a hand lovingly down your cheek*
one day i
liveonstandby (4:39:50 PM): m gonna be able to tell you exactly what you mean to
me...when i find the words...
xx readysteadygo (4:40:18 PM): -touchs palm to the back of yours- you dont need
words...
liveonstandby (4:42:30 PM): *smiles softly, not caring about anyone around us and leans
over to tenderly kiss your lips, before sitting back and taking another drink*
xx readysteadygo (4:48:02 PM): -smirks a bit and stands up, sliding into your
side of the booth gently-
xx readysteadygo (4:48:51 PM): -touchs your cheek softly and kisses your lips
properly-
liveonstandby (4:49:57 PM): *sighs and slips arms around your waist, kissing you back
and smiling a little against your lips*
xx readysteadygo (4:52:03 PM): -snuggles into you a bit with a small smile as i
pull back from the kiss-
liveonstandby (4:53:20 PM): *keeps one arm around you, kissing the side of your head and
then lifting my drink with my free hand and taking a sip*
xx readysteadygo (4:55:32 PM): mm...youre nice and warm...-smiles and lays head
against your shoulder-
liveonstandby (4:59:55 PM): *laughs a little* i'm glad you think so...
liveonstandby (5:00:48 PM): *Waiter: -comes back over with the plates of food, smirking
at us slightly and setting down the plates in front of us- enjoy your meals...and
if you need anything just ask- he walks away*
xx readysteadygo (5:02:00 PM): -pulls away from you a little and picks up my
fork, eating some of the food-
liveonstandby (5:02:50 PM): *grins over at you, admiring your features for a moment before
i start to eat as well*
xx readysteadygo (5:03:22 PM): -lalalal eat idle chat-
liveonstandby (5:07:10 PM): -hahaha- *finishes food and drinks the last of my pop,
reaching under the table and softly stroking your knee as i glance at the bill*
xx readysteadygo (5:08:47 PM): -doesnt finish and gets a box, sucking down the
rest of my water and smiling a bit when you touch my leg, digging for my
wallet-
liveonstandby (5:11:29 PM): *stops your hand, shaking my head a little* don't even
think about it...*puts down money for the tip and then some cash for the bill*
liveonstandby signed off
at 5:17:00 PM.
liveonstandby signed on
at 5:17:18 PM.
xx readysteadygo (5:17:53 PM): -frowns a little- are you sure.. i mean its not
a big deal...
liveonstandby (5:18:46 PM): *rolls eyes at you* i haven't seen you in over a week. Can't
I just pay for a nice lunch? *smirks* i mean...you get to be the one doing the
dessert thing...*winks at you as i get up to go pay the bill*
xx readysteadygo (5:19:52 PM): -a small smile- alright... you got me this time
then...-follows you-
liveonstandby (5:21:00 PM): *pays the bill and heads to the door, holding it open for
you*
xx readysteadygo (5:21:52 PM): -walks through with an appreciative smile and
carrying my box-
liveonstandby (5:26:38 PM): *gets to the car and gets in, sliding into the driver's
seat* so...where is this house of yours *asks once we're on the road*
xx readysteadygo (5:27:22 PM): i... uh... take a left here... and then i'll let
you know...-small smile-
liveonstandby (5:28:56 PM): okay...*turns left and drives a bit, bobbing head to the
music singing softly*
xx readysteadygo (5:29:44 PM): -cant help singing along a bit and then..- take
a left at the next sidestreet..
liveonstandby (5:30:35 PM): *does so, pulling down a street*
xx readysteadygo (5:33:43 PM): -points to a house and slowly undoes my belt-
liveonstandby (5:35:24 PM): *pulls up into the driveway and parks* wow...you didn't do
half-bad for yourself, mr. greene *says with a chuckle*
xx readysteadygo (5:36:01 PM): its alright... i havent gotten to do much with
it yet...-climbing out of the car and finding my keys-
liveonstandby (5:37:00 PM): *gets out and follows you, looking around and observing the
neighborhood*
xx readysteadygo (5:37:25 PM): -grabs your hand lightly and tugs you up the
walkway to the door, unlocking it-
liveonstandby (5:39:35 PM): *laughs and following you into the house, smiling* this is
nice...
xx readysteadygo (5:43:29 PM): -softly- thanks... make yourself at home..-shuts
the door- i have to put this away... want anything to drink/
liveonstandby (5:44:32 PM): well, if you're on the menu *jokes* nah, i'm good...*sits
down on the couch*
xx readysteadygo (5:45:09 PM): alright...-disppears for a moment and puts the
food in the fridge, petting the orange cat i got two days ago before coming
back out and settling beside you-
liveonstandby (5:47:07 PM): *is leaning head back against the couch, eyes closed
lightly*
xx readysteadygo (5:48:05 PM): -sighs and kisses your bottom lip softly, just
once before i move to your neck-
liveonstandby (5:51:39 PM): *shivers slightly, tilting my head a little*
xx readysteadygo (5:52:52 PM): -sighs and parts my lips, leaving a trail of
small, wet, kisses as my hand lighly rests on your thigh-
liveonstandby (5:57:02 PM): umm...adrion....*breathes out softly, hand going down to
touch yours*
xx readysteadygo (5:58:40 PM): -smiles and stops at your ear, only to whisper- i
really missed this..-and kisses lightly at your ear-
liveonstandby (5:59:34 PM): yeah...so did i...*rubs the top of your hand on my leg*
xx readysteadygo (6:01:00 PM): -brings free hand up and lightly tugs your shirt
a bit to expose your shoulder, planting a soft kiss there-
liveonstandby (6:02:46 PM): *a small moan escapes my lips as my eyes flutter a little*
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xx readysteadygo (12:11:16 AM): xx readysteadygo (6:01:00 PM): -brings free hand up and lightly tugs your shirt
a bit to expose your shoulder, planting a soft kiss there-
liveonstandby (6:02:46 PM): *a small moan escapes my lips as my eyes flutter a little*
-flattens my tounge across your skin, reflecting your moan
as i crawl more into your lap-
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xx readysteadygo (12:25:28 AM): -flattens my tounge across your skin, reflecting
your moan as i crawl more into your lap-
liveonstandby (12:28:04 AM): *eyes open as i bring my hands down to your hips, staring
deep into your eyes and licking over my lips*
xx readysteadygo (12:29:54 AM): -smiles, looking at you and gently sinking my
teeth into your shoulder with a playful growl-
liveonstandby (12:52:11 AM): ooo...yer a feisty one, aren't you? *laughs a little*
xx readysteadygo (12:52:47 AM): -sucks lightly on the skin now and raises
eyebrows at you, reaching my hand beneath your shirt-
liveonstandby (12:55:54 AM): *shivers a little, keeping eyes locked with yours and
chewing on my bottom lip*
xx readysteadygo (12:57:08 AM): -a hand on either side of you now, pulling back
and tugging your shirt upward-
liveonstandby (12:59:11 AM): *raises arms to let you lift my shirt, fingers stroking over
your sides when you get the shirt off*
xx readysteadygo (1:00:18 AM): -smiles, letting your shirt drop over the back
of the couch, and moves my lips to the opposite shoulder as before. kisses
softly downward and lightly strokes fingers over your other arm-
liveonstandby (1:01:05 AM): *trembles a bit, fingers gliding up over your back,
underneath your shirt*
xx readysteadygo (1:04:29 AM): mmm...-licks at the crook of your arm-
liveonstandby (1:05:50 AM): you are such an odd one, you know that? *laughs*
xx readysteadygo (1:06:44 AM): cant help it... its on the way... -says this as
i kiss the back of your hand, lifting it to bring your index finger past my
lips, slowly sucking-
liveonstandby (1:08:21 AM): *chews lip, biting back a moan as i stare at you lustfully*
xx readysteadygo (1:09:22 AM): -swirls my toungue over it, sucking upward as i
let my right hand slip a bit past the waistband of your pants-
liveonstandby (1:15:27 AM): *licks over lips again, stomach tightening and hands falling
to your hips again, gripping there slightly*
xx readysteadygo (1:16:56 AM): -takes on a second finger with a smile and
thumbs lightly over your belly button, looking up at you and bringing my left hand
to undo the button of your pants-
liveonstandby (1:17:58 AM): *moans a little, sucking my lower lip into my mouth*
xx readysteadygo (1:18:46 AM): [would kendall fingering adrion with his own
spit be hot? or is adrion going to do the fucking?]
xx readysteadygo (1:26:29 AM): [poke?]
liveonstandby (1:31:12 AM): (i think adrion should be the one doing the fucking...cuz
kendall's fucked adrion two outta three times already....hehe)
liveonstandby (1:31:23 AM): (but that would be hot....)
xx readysteadygo (1:31:39 AM): [ah... hmmm... maybe he should make kendall do
it to himself...
xx readysteadygo (1:32:45 AM): -touchs your side softly, pulling up a bit for
you to lift your hips-
liveonstandby (1:36:47 AM): *does so, eyeing you intently*
xx readysteadygo (1:38:06 AM): -slides your pants and boxers down, my palms
softly over your ass, and gets them completly down, reaching to pull your shoes
off and then completly getting your pants off. i flatten my toungue across your
knuckle before reaching up and parting your legs gently-
liveonstandby (1:50:39 AM): *spreads legs and stares at you, breathing out a little
heavily, heart starting to pound in my chest*
xx readysteadygo (1:51:19 AM): -takes your hand, licking over my bottom lip as i
pull back, and gently leads your fingers down to your entrance, looking up at
you-
liveonstandby (1:53:04 AM): *smirks and presses my fingers into myself, tilting head
back into the couch cushion and letting out a small moan as i push inside of
myself*
xx readysteadygo (1:54:14 AM): -whispers- thats it... -my eyes on your hard
cock, stripping my clothes off quickly and kneeling in front of you- keep
going.. -says this against the side of your cock-
liveonstandby (1:56:29 AM): *moans louder as i press deeper into myself, pulling in and
pushing out hard and fast*
xx readysteadygo (1:57:36 AM): -kisses down your length and massages at your
inner thigh- tell me... when your ready... -lightly fisting myself, precum
sliding up and down the skin, coating it
liveonstandby (2:00:13 AM): *presses into myself until i hit resistence and then slides
fingers out of myself* r-ready...*whispers heatedly*
xx readysteadygo (2:01:07 AM): you sure... -brings lips away from your hardness,
moving so my knees are on the couch a little, and kisses your wrist-
xx
readysteadygo (3:41:11 PM): liveonstandby
(2:00:13 AM): *presses into myself until i hit
resistence and then slides fingers out of myself* r-ready...*whispers heatedly*
xx readysteadygo (2:01:07
AM): you sure... -brings
lips away from your hardness, moving so my knees are on the couch a little, and
kisses your wrist-
liveonstandby (3:46:03 PM): *pulls you to me so your chest is flush against mine and growls
in your ear* fuck me right here...right now...as hard as you can...until you
make me come...*licks at your earlobe*
xx readysteadygo (3:47:03 PM): mm....-moves a bit against you, feeling my
hardness rub yours for a moment- lay back then... -smirks-
liveonstandby (3:48:23 PM): *lays back, eyes still on you, stomach tightened in
anticipation*
xx readysteadygo (3:49:51 PM): -parts your legs, one resting on the back of the
couch and the other so your foot is rested on the coffee table, palming upward on
your hardness before lining myself up with your entrance-
liveonstandby (3:54:16 PM): *sucks in a breath, hands digging into the cushions next
to me, staring up at you with eyes full of lust*
xx readysteadygo (3:57:17 PM): -smiles and ghosts fingertips over your inner
thigh, pressing into you slowly, inch by inch, my eyes falling closed-
liveonstandby (4:08:48 PM): *lets out a whimper of pleasure and pushes up against you,
gripping the cushions on either side of me*
xx readysteadygo (4:15:08 PM): -reachs my hands down to your hips, curving
fingers under your ass as i thrust-
liveonstandby (4:18:28 PM): fuck...adrion....harder! *shoves down onto you more, letting
out small groans with each thrust*
xx readysteadygo (4:22:01 PM): -swallows and moves foreward, changing the angle
a little and resting my forearms on either side of you as my lips go to your
chest, thrusting harder-
liveonstandby (4:23:31 PM): *lets out a low moan in the back of my throat, tilting my
head back against the cushion and shoving up to meet your thrusts*
xx readysteadygo (4:24:53 PM): -feels your stomach hit against mine and lets
out a loud moan, arching my back into you-
liveonstandby (4:27:15 PM): *bites down on lower lip, eyes fluttering open and closed as
i reach up and tangle my fingers in your hair, tugging just a little and moving
hard against you*
xx readysteadygo (4:27:42 PM): -brings my lips up to yours, kissing just below
your bottom lip softly-
liveonstandby (4:32:15 PM): *eyes open as i gaze at you, and then i move just a little
to capture your lips in mine, tenderly kissing as i move my hips in circles*
xx readysteadygo (4:32:50 PM): mmm...-parts my lips, breathing a little eraatic
against your lips as i kiss you deeper-
liveonstandby (4:33:44 PM): *brings a hand up to cup the back of your neck, softly
rubbing up and down, tongue slipping past your lips to mingle with yours*
xx readysteadygo (4:37:11 PM): -loves your taste, slipping toungue across yours
and clenchs the muscles of my ass to move harder-
liveonstandby (4:39:35 PM): *sucks on your tongue gently, fingers tangling in the hair
at the base of your neck, moaning softly against your mouth as i push up
against you*
xx readysteadygo (4:42:46 PM): -pulls back from the kiss a little- mm...god...i
love...-moans and doesnt finish, fingers grapping your sides gently as i return
back to our kiss-
liveonstandby (4:45:28 PM): *kisses you back, tugging a little on the strands of hair
between my fingers, then pulls away* you...love what...? *whispers, moving
harder against you*
xx readysteadygo (4:46:23 PM): t-this...-swallows, because i almost said
something else, and busys my lips with your neck-
xx readysteadygo (8:06:58 PM): liveonstandby (4:45:28 PM): *kisses you back, tugging a little on the strands of hair
between my fingers, then pulls away* you...love what...? *whispers, moving
harder against you*
xx readysteadygo (4:46:23
PM): t-this...-swallows,
because i almost said something else, and busys my lips with your neck-
liveonstandby (8:09:38 PM): *sighs at the feel of your lips, steadily moving against you
and opening eyes to take in your face, stroking one hand tenderly over your
cheek*
xx readysteadygo (8:10:34 PM): -my jaw drops a little and i let out a low moan,
my eyes closed-
liveonstandby (8:14:54 PM): *brings your head down so i can kiss you again, the words
"i love you" on the tip of my tongue but i don't speak them, instead
i intensify the kiss and bring my other hand down to grip your lower back*
xx readysteadygo (8:27:21 PM): -pushes into you harder, fingers pressing into
your shoulders as i lay completly flat on you now, my body tensing-
liveonstandby (8:28:49 PM): *lets out a loud groan, capturing your lips with mine again
and kissing you roughly, both hands now gripping at your sides*
xx readysteadygo (8:35:10 PM): -archs up, using your shoulders as leverage-
g-god... -whimpers-
liveonstandby (8:36:08 PM): sometimes...i can be...*jokes, thrusting back against you,
feeling my release close*
xx readysteadygo (8:36:34 PM): mm...no...all...the time...-softly, dropping my
forehead against yours-
liveonstandby (8:40:04 PM): if you say so...*laughs, leaning to kiss the tip of your
nose with a small smile*
xx readysteadygo (8:41:53 PM): -shudders on top of you from the small flutter
on my nose-
liveonstandby (8:44:27 PM): *stares at you as best as i can, small sad smile on my face,
realizing you truly are the most beautiful person i've ever seen, and knowing
even though i don't say it, that i do love you*
xx readysteadygo (8:46:59 PM): -smiles back, thrusting again and releaseing
inside of you with a groan-
liveonstandby (8:49:55 PM): *feels the warm fluid fill me and lets out a groan, spilling
myself between us, my body shuddering*
xx readysteadygo (10:11:15 PM): -sighs and lets my head rest on your chest,
breathing shallowly-
liveonstandby (10:14:20 PM): *strokes your hair softly, kissing your forehead and
closing my eyes as i try to breathe normally*
xx readysteadygo (10:17:57 PM): -lightly strokes fingers over your sides-
xx readysteadygo (11:42:03 PM): xx readysteadygo (10:11:15 PM): -sighs and lets my head rest on your chest,
breathing shallowly-
liveonstandby (10:14:20 PM): *strokes your hair softly, kissing your forehead and
closing my eyes as i try to breathe normally*
xx readysteadygo (10:17:57
PM): -lightly strokes
fingers over your sides-
liveonstandby (11:47:23 PM): i could stay with you...right here...forever, ya know that?
xx readysteadygo (11:48:52 PM): i wouldnt mind that at all...-curves fingers
over your side-
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xx readysteadygo (11:55:12 PM): liveonstandby (11:47:23 PM): i could stay with you...right here...forever, ya know
that?
xx readysteadygo (11:48:52 PM): i wouldnt mind that at all...-curves fingers
over your side-
liveonstandby (11:58:08 PM): *small smile* but that's not really possible, now is it..?
*asks softly*
xx readysteadygo (11:58:37 PM): i know... but i can manage next to forever...
liveonstandby (11:59:15 PM): that's not what i meant...*quietly*
xx readysteadygo (11:59:34 PM): -frowns a bit and nods a little-
liveonstandby (12:00:29 AM): *kisses the top of your head, moving a bit underneath you,
trying to get in a more comfortable position*
xx readysteadygo (12:01:00 AM): want to move to my room...beds a lot bigger..
liveonstandby (12:01:30 AM): yeah...that sounds good...*smiles again*
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xx readysteadygo (12:07:43 AM): -slowly gets off of you, not bothering with my
clothes-
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xx readysteadygo (12:08:47 AM): -slowly gets off of you, not bothering with my
clothes-
liveonstandby (12:09:55 AM): *watches you for a moment before getting up too, stretching
a bit and then staggering to my feet*
xx readysteadygo (12:10:52 AM): -catchs your arm a little, smirking at you and
leading the way-
liveonstandby (12:11:50 AM): *follows behind you, smiling and admiring the view*
xx readysteadygo (12:18:57 AM): -walks through my doorway and crawls up on top
of my bed-
liveonstandby (12:20:03 AM): *stands there for a moment, chewing on my lip, wondering if
your boyfriend had been in here recently, shaking away the thought with a sigh
and crawling in beside you*
xx readysteadygo (12:20:20 AM): [ha. his boyfriends never been in here.
buahahaha]
xx readysteadygo (12:20:35 AM): -lifts up my covers and snuggles under them,
facing you-
liveonstandby (12:21:43 AM): *smiles half-heartedly before closing my eyes and willing
myself to sleep*
xx readysteadygo (12:22:24 AM): what were you thinking about...-whispers-
liveonstandby (12:22:50 AM): *brow furrows but i don't open my eyes* what do you mean...?
xx readysteadygo (12:23:15 AM): i dont know... you were chewing your lip... just
looked like you were thinking about think important...
liveonstandby (12:23:43 AM): it was nothing...*lies*
xx readysteadygo (12:24:07 AM): oh...it didnt look like nothing... -sighs
alittle- you could tell me... you know...
liveonstandby (12:25:29 AM): *thinks about it for a moment, then opens my eyes and stares
at you* all right...fine...how long am i going to continue being the go to guy
while you have a boyfriend?
liveonstandby (12:25:42 AM): (sorry for bluntness...lol...blame nix)
xx readysteadygo (12:26:24 AM): -bites lip a bit- you stopped being a goto guy
the minute i spent the night with you...
liveonstandby (12:27:34 AM): but you still have a boyfriend, don't you? what's that make
me?
xx readysteadygo (12:28:05 AM): i dont have a boyfriend anymore... -quietly-
liveonstandby (12:29:53 AM): *eyes widen a bit* y-you don't...? wow....now i feel like a jackass
*chuckles nervously, looking away from you*
xx readysteadygo (12:30:35 AM): its alright... i should have said something... i
just didnt know when to say it...
liveonstandby (12:32:14 AM): *bites on lip* well...wow...i'm not quite sure what to say now...
xx readysteadygo (12:34:22 AM): you dont have to say anything... -softly- can we
just... can i enjoy the first time sleeping in my bed with someone i care
about? -speaking quietly still0
liveonstandby (12:36:12 AM): *eyes widen again, mouth forming a small 'o' of surprise,
and then i manage to smile* o-of course...that sounds nice... *once again the
three words just there, but i bite them back*
xx readysteadygo (12:36:50 AM): -nods a bit and pulls you close to me-
liveonstandby (12:39:19 AM): *wraps arms around you, kissing the side of your head and
closing my eyes again, the words "someone
i care about" playing over and
over in my head as i fall asleep*
xx readysteadygo (12:40:16 AM): mm...when we wake up...i'll make something for
dinner...-says this with a small, content, yawn-
liveonstandby (12:40:51 AM): *hears this before i slip into a deep sleep, smiling but not
saying anything*
xx readysteadygo (12:43:36 AM): -clunk, sleep-
liveonstandby (5:09:45 PM): *have just gotten back from the hospital after talking
with my supervisor and i let out a sigh as i sit down on my couch and dial your
number, nervously chewing on my lip*
liveonstandby (5:16:46 PM): *goes over what i will say to you in my head, scared of how
you'll react*
xx readysteadygo (5:17:09 PM): -answers my phone, sprawled lazily out on my
couch- hello?
liveonstandby (5:17:37 PM): hey there...*now that you've answered i'm not sure i can
tell you*
xx readysteadygo (5:17:52 PM): hey..-my voice happy-
liveonstandby (5:22:36 PM): do you have time to talk right now...cuz if not...i can
call back later...i just...well....*trails off, chewing on my lip again*
xx readysteadygo (5:23:15 PM): yeah...-softly, my voice suddenly falling
serious- we can talk. hwhats up?
liveonstandby (5:23:56 PM): *closes eyes* i...i had a meeting with my supervisor
today...they have a new program....and he recommended me for it...
xx readysteadygo (5:24:19 PM): really? sounds awesome... -smiles a bit- what is
it?
liveonstandby (5:25:45 PM): it's a physical therapy program...*bites down on my lip*
it's a big promotion...and i think...well, i think i might take it...there's
just one problem...
xx readysteadygo (5:29:57 PM): oh? -my voice curious, a little worried-
liveonstandby (5:30:34 PM): *takes a deep breath* it's in hawaii...*says quietly*
xx readysteadygo (5:31:05 PM): w-wow... really? -bites my lip a bit, looking at
the wall- sounds like an amazing oppotunity...
liveonstandby (5:31:34 PM): yeah...it really is...but i...i don't know...if i should
take it...
liveonstandby (5:38:27 PM): i....*whispers* i don't want to lose you...and end up
thousands of miles away...
xx readysteadygo (5:39:05 PM): you should... i mean its a wonderful
opportunity, kendall...-softly-
liveonstandby (5:40:12 PM): *sighs* if you...tell me to go...i'll go...
xx readysteadygo (5:44:55 PM): -shakes head to myself- you shouldnt stay
because of me... i mean.. you've wanted to do this sort of thing for awhile
now, right?
liveonstandby (5:46:51 PM): *tears slowly slip over my cheeks, as i swallow over a
lump in my throat* y-yeah....of course...*realizing you're letting me go and now
i have no excuse to stay* i should go call him back, tell him i've made up my
mind...*clenches jaw* but just so you know....i fell in love with you....*hangs
up, wiping away my tears and going to the balcony*
xx readysteadygo (5:47:54 PM): i could...-hears the clicka nd sighs, knowing
you need time alone and giving you it-
liveonstandby (5:49:33 PM): *blah, blah, has made arrangements with my supervisor, and a
beachhouse awaits me in hawaii as i stand in my apartment a few days later,
watching moving guys take my stuff out*
xx readysteadygo (5:50:17 PM): -ring ring-
liveonstandby (5:51:51 PM): *glances over at the phone and quirks an eyebrow, sighing,
thinking it's probably nix and goes to pick it up* hello?
xx readysteadygo (5:52:09 PM): kendall...-my voice soft and low-
liveonstandby (5:53:33 PM): *closes eyes, clamping lips shut tightly as i breathe in
deeply and slowly exhale* i can't talk right now...i'm in the middle of
moving...
xx readysteadygo (5:57:39 PM): we should talk.. i mean... -sighs a bit- i dont
want you to think i dont care... because i do...
liveonstandby (5:59:52 PM): *lets out a sigh* well, go ahead and talk then...but i
have to leave soon. my flight's in an hour
xx readysteadygo (6:00:30 PM): -clicks my cellphone shut, walking past people
with boxers on carts to your doorway-
liveonstandby (6:01:07 PM): (that was sneaky
liveonstandby (6:02:09 PM): *gazes at phone when i hear the dialtone, muttering under my
breath* guess he didnt want to talk...*hangs up and goes to my bedroom, tossing
several things of clothes into the bag that's open on the bed*
xx readysteadygo (6:02:35 PM): -walks into the empty apartment, my feet making
a dull clink sound-
liveonstandby (6:05:06 PM): *makes sure i have everything in the room before zipping
up my bag and hoisting it onto my shoulder, glancing around the room sadly,
before i head out into the main area, stopping in my tracks when i see you*
xx readysteadygo (6:05:42 PM): hey...-hands in my pockets, looking at you from
under the rim of my hat-
liveonstandby (6:08:04 PM): w-what are you doing here? w-where were you? how'd you get
here so fast...i just...hung up with you....*chews on my lower lip, resisting
the urge to go over to you. we're not together anymore and i need to let go*
xx readysteadygo (6:09:09 PM): -shrugs- cell phone... i just wanted to tell you
that i'm sorry... i mean... i'm sorry if you think i'd let you pass up an
oppotunity like this one, kendall...
liveonstandby (6:13:19 PM): *closes eyes again* well, i'm not passing it up, if you
couldn't tell...so....if you'll excuse me, i have to be going now...*heads over
to the elevator*
xx readysteadygo (6:13:40 PM): -sighs and follows you- you dont have to act
like such a snob about it, kendall
liveonstandby (6:14:31 PM): *clenches jaw, shaking my head and not saying anything as
i press the button, waiting as the door opens and then stepping inside*
xx readysteadygo (6:15:22 PM): -steps into the elevator beside you and shakes
my head0
liveonstandby (6:16:47 PM): *this ride is the longest one i've taken, and i am
grateful when the doors open again and i move across the lot to my suv*
goodbye, adrion... i wish the best for you here...*gets into the driver's seat after
throwing my bag into the backseat*
xx readysteadygo (6:17:47 PM): -wipes at my left cheek when i feel a tear fall
and doesnt say anything, just standing there before lowering my head and
walking to my truck=
liveonstandby (6:21:20 PM): *drives to the airport, going through the motions, and
getting onto the plane...leaning my head back and closing my eyes, just wanting
to be there already*
xx readysteadygo (6:27:58 PM): -gets back into my truck and calls your phone
again-
liveonstandby (6:30:18 PM): *sighs, debating on whether i should pick it up, then
rolls my eyes and flips the phone open* hello...
xx readysteadygo (6:30:36 PM): you could at least tell me where you're going
tobe... so i can talk to you still...-softly- or visit
liveonstandby (6:33:04 PM): Lihue, Kauai...I have a beachhouse there...I don't know what
the number is yet...I'll let you know when i find out...*tears form in the
corners of my eyes as i wonder what good talking will do*
xx readysteadygo (6:33:52 PM): you'll let me visit, then?
liveonstandby (6:34:49 PM): *sighs and looks upward* i don't know if that's a good
idea....*softly*
xx readysteadygo (6:35:15 PM): oh...alright...well...call me...at least,
alright?
liveonstandby (6:36:06 PM): fine....i'll do that...*flips phone shut and sets it on my
lap, the tears falling involuntarily*
xx readysteadygo (6:37:30 PM): -breaths in a little shakily, shutting my own
phone as i hear the clicking sound and the silence that follows, runs a ahnd
shakily through my hair with plans of packing some shit up when i get home-
liveonstandby (6:40:28 PM): *gets there some 10 hours later and straggles off the
plane, getting my bag and heading to the rental car area where the mustang i'd
rented waits, and then i head to my new house-upon getting there i go inside
and look around, liking the way it had been decorated but unable to quite
muster a smile as i drop the bag near the front door and go to sit on the couch
(i forgot about dog kennels, so i'll just say he had them too)- sid and nancy,
who had been cooped up in their kennels let out liud barks as they roam
around-i close my eyes and fall asleep*
liveonstandby (6:40:33 PM): *loud*
xx readysteadygo (6:42:12 PM): -about 5 hours later i'm getting onto a flight to
the island, with hopes that i can find my way to your new house. 11 hours later
i'm at your doorstep, knockig loudly with one duffel bag over my shoulder=
xx readysteadygo (6:43:17 PM): [which is like 6 hours into him sleeping]
liveonstandby (6:43:57 PM): (how'd he find the house?? hahaha) *slowly opens eyes and
looks around in confusion*
xx readysteadygo (6:46:35 PM): [he looked it up... maybe its listed... like...
in a phone book]
xx readysteadygo (6:47:00 PM): [i dont know, hes magic]
liveonstandby (6:47:41 PM): (ok...haha...) *realizes it's someone at the door and
stumbles to my feet, going over to it- sid! outta the way! *rubs at eyes as i
open the door and then stand there in silent shock when i see you*
xx readysteadygo (6:48:30 PM): -smiles a little bit and asks quielty- can i
come in?
liveonstandby (6:49:25 PM): o-of course...*steps back to let you in* sid...pup! get
back! *reaches down to keep the dog from leaping out the door*
xx readysteadygo (6:50:56 PM): -reachs down-
xx
readysteadygo (4:26:07 PM): liveonstandby
(6:49:25 PM): o-of course...*steps back to let you
in* sid...pup! get back! *reaches down to keep the dog from leaping out the
door*
xx readysteadygo (6:50:56
PM): -reachs down and pets
sid as i move inside-
liveonstandby (4:33:19 PM): *stands there in the doorway still, just staring at you
for a moment* w-what are you doing here?
xx readysteadygo (4:33:42 PM): you thought i was going to let you leave me in
conneticut?
liveonstandby (4:40:01 PM): *rolls eyes to the ceiling* i thought that's what you
wanted. You have a life there. You have your schooling there. I wasn't going to
ask you to come here with me...
xx readysteadygo (4:43:36 PM): i don't have a life there. i've got an apartment
with a shitload of boxes still packed and schooling i give two shits about.
liveonstandby (4:49:32 PM): *sighs* I don't want to start a life here with you and
then you realize it isn't what you want...I've dealt with that before. I've had
relationships where I've had to pack up a house and move somewhere else...and I
don't want that anymore. I...if you're here now...make sure here is really
where you want to be...because I don't play games, adrion. I never have...
xx readysteadygo (4:51:42 PM): -swallows and shakes my head- if you don't want
me to stay here... i can just... i can get somewhere nearby, yaknow? i just...
i don't want to be there and then realize i should of followed you...
liveonstandby (4:54:30 PM): *finally looks at you, small sad smile on my face* i want
you, adrion. I've wanted you probably since the day i met you. And...I fell in
love with you...I want this...I want us....if there can be an us....*shrugs* oh
what am i saying...forget it....i ramble too much....*shuts the door and heads
toward the kitchen*
xx readysteadygo (5:00:07 PM): no... what are you saying, kendall? -following
you, dog at my heels-
liveonstandby (5:03:00 PM): nothing...it's nothing...just forget it...*looks in fridge and
realizes there's nothing in there* dammit...i have to go shopping...
xx readysteadygo (5:03:25 PM): no, its not...-quietly- you're trying to say you
love me, right? is that it?
liveonstandby (5:05:16 PM): *stands up, the door still open and lets out a breath, not
able to look at you* i'm not trying to say it...i'm not going to say it...i'm
just gonna leave it be...because every time i say i love you i just end up
losing the person anyway...why bother...*shuts the fridge and goes to move past
you to leave the kitchen*
xx readysteadygo (5:10:23 PM): -eyes you=- well... alright... if you won't say
it, then i will. i love you, kendall.
liveonstandby (5:11:36 PM): *stops in my tracks, clenching jaw and closing my eyes* don't
do that, adrion...please...*strides out of the room, almost in tears but
keeping them held back as i search for my wallet*
xx readysteadygo (5:12:58 PM): why not? -keeps following you-
liveonstandby (5:13:44 PM): because it isn't fair, dammit...*digs through bag, avoiding
looking at you*
xx readysteadygo (5:14:06 PM): it isnt fair to who, exactly?
liveonstandby (5:18:52 PM): to me! i've been trying to not fall for you...trying to
treat it just like a fling...but i couldn't! i fell for you and i couldn't stop
myself! i dont want to give my heart away...i'm fucking scared to! *shaking now
as i hold back tears, breathing in and out to calm myself and snag my wallet,
going to the front door*
xx readysteadygo (5:21:34 PM): -steps in front of you, back pressed to the
front door-
liveonstandby (5:22:18 PM): adrion...stop it...*looks down, eyes closed now*
xx readysteadygo (5:23:47 PM): no. -my voice is low and soft-
liveonstandby (5:25:20 PM): why? why do you have to do this? *one tear slowly slips over
my cheek*
xx readysteadygo (5:26:09 PM): because i do love you...-bites lip and gently
reachs a finger to wipe away the tear-
liveonstandby (5:27:32 PM): *sniffs back more tears and still can't quite raise my head
to look at you* i....*swallows* i love you too...
xx readysteadygo (5:28:35 PM): -touchs the same finger to your chin- i thought
so...-smiles-
liveonstandby (5:29:35 PM): *slowly raises my eyes to gaze at you* that doesn't stop me...from
still being scared...of losing you to someone else...
xx readysteadygo (5:33:22 PM): -nods a little- well... you dont... i dont
expect you to not be scared.. you know.. i just... want a chance...
liveonstandby (5:34:25 PM): i...i'd like to give you one...i'd like...to try
this...*looks down again*
xx readysteadygo (5:44:00 PM): then why dont we... no worries
xx readysteadygo (5:44:01 PM): ?
liveonstandby (5:44:43 PM): *glances at you* are you absolutely certain this is what you
want...because i don't want you to end up resenting me...
xx readysteadygo (5:45:19 PM): if anything... i'd resent myself for fucking up
anything with you...
liveonstandby (5:46:10 PM): *smiles softly, reaching to cup your cheek* i think
there's a good med program at the university of hawaii...*smirks and leans in
to kiss you softly*
xx readysteadygo (5:51:19 PM): i hope so...-before our lips meet. then kisses
you softly, titling my head-
liveonstandby (5:52:20 PM): *brings hand around to cup the back of your neck,
deepening the kiss and holding you close to me with my other arm*
xx readysteadygo (5:52:55 PM): -sighs and lightly rests hands on your arms-
liveonstandby (5:55:11 PM): *pulls back from the kiss and simply holds you, resting my
chin against the side of your head*
xx readysteadygo (5:57:21 PM): you made me feel like an asshole...-a bit of
joking in my voice-
liveonstandby (5:58:25 PM): i did...? *pulls away, glancing at you* how?
xx readysteadygo (6:00:17 PM): yuo really thought i didnt care about you...
-quietly-
liveonstandby (6:04:08 PM): *sighs* i...i didn't know...i didn't think you did...i'm
sorry...
xx readysteadygo (6:06:20 PM): its alright... so, you going to lend me a bed
while i'm here? -smirks-
liveonstandby (6:07:41 PM): *grins a little* well, there's only one at the moment...but
i'm sure sid wouldnt mind company in his...*jokes*
xx readysteadygo (6:08:30 PM): bed...floor...sandy beach... i'll find somewhere
t sleep
liveonstandby (6:09:54 PM): *laughs* you can share my bed...if you want to...*wriggles
eyebrows*
xx readysteadygo (6:10:50 PM): -small laugh- alright... if you promise not to
roll over on me...
liveonstandby (6:12:05 PM): i'd never...*laughs*
xx readysteadygo (6:13:06 PM): suree you wouldnt...-playfully kisses your cheek
down to your neck-
liveonstandby (6:16:43 PM): *shivers a little* not unless you wanted me to...
xx readysteadygo (6:17:32 PM): -laughs against your neck and smiles-
liveonstandby (6:18:01 PM): i really should go get groceries, though...or we're going
to starve while you're here...
xx readysteadygo (6:20:27 PM): -nods a bit and pulls back- can i come wiht you?
liveonstandby (6:21:20 PM): no, i was gonna just leave you here. Of course you can come
with me *shakes head a little*
xx readysteadygo (6:27:05 PM): -grins- good, because i think looking the walls
might get boring
liveonstandby (6:27:47 PM): *laughs* all right, come on...*opens the door and heads out
to the mustang*
liveonstandby (6:27:59 PM): *not aware that sid has come bounding out after me*
xx readysteadygo (6:28:26 PM): hey uh... kendall?
liveonstandby (6:29:04 PM): huh? *unlocks the car, opening the driver side door*
xx readysteadygo (6:29:17 PM): i think someone wants to come with us...
liveonstandby (6:31:39 PM): *glances back at you and sees sid* hey, ritalin kid...ya
know, nancy's fine will laying in the house, but no...you have to be a
tag-along, huh? *laughs* all right, pup! get in! *pushes up seat and lets sid
jump into the backseat*
xx readysteadygo (6:32:05 PM): -grins and gets into the car-
liveonstandby (6:33:08 PM): *drives off onto the main road, heading towards town*
xx
readysteadygo (3:41:59 PM): -looking out the
window as we drive, sid nudging me from the backseat-
liveonstandby signed on at
3:49:11 PM.
xx readysteadygo (3:50:13 PM): -looking out the window as we drive, sid nudging
me from the backseat-
liveonstandby (3:53:36 PM): *stops at a light, scratching at my stomach as i look
absently outside, humming along to a song on the radio*
xx readysteadygo (3:56:11 PM): -turns a little in my seat and scratchs the
puppy under the chin-
liveonstandby (4:02:35 PM): *the light changes again and I head down a side street to
the local market i'd seen driving by, parking in the lot and stopping the car*
xx readysteadygo (4:08:17 PM): aww..poor sid... -mock frown at him as i get out
and shut the door-
liveonstandby (4:10:18 PM): *shakes head a little* we won't be gone long, ritalin
kid...just don't try to jump out the window *pats his head and strides to the
entrance of the market*
xx readysteadygo (4:11:26 PM): -follows along, close to your side and looking
around0
liveonstandby (4:13:01 PM): *gets a cart once i'm inside and heads down an aisle*
hmm...so what do we need?
xx readysteadygo (4:15:59 PM): uhh... staples? ketchup... butter... bread...
-thinks- milk...
liveonstandby (4:20:15 PM): *nods, going down each aisle and plopping the things into
the cart, along with pasta, salad things, and chicken, etc* well, now that
we've got the stuff we need. how about the stuff we want? *glances at you with
a grin*
xx readysteadygo (4:21:22 PM): nutty bars? -smirks and grabs them off the
shelf, waving them in front of you-
liveonstandby (4:29:14 PM): *grins* oh yes, i was heading for them...
xx readysteadygo (4:30:06 PM): -plops them into the basket- crackers? easy
cheese?
liveonstandby signed off at
4:36:00 PM.
liveonstandby signed on
at 4:36:15 PM.
xx readysteadygo (4:36:19 PM): -plops them into the basket- crackers? easy
cheese?
liveonstandby (4:39:09 PM): *laughs* why not...
xx readysteadygo (4:39:27 PM): -plops them in too, taking the cart and
balancing my feet on it-
liveonstandby (4:40:17 PM): *shakes head with a laugh* you're like a little kid...
xx readysteadygo (4:40:45 PM): -grins at you- exactly.
liveonstandby (4:42:46 PM): *stands behind you, hand on the bar, pushing the cart and
kissing the back of your shoulder as i scan shelves we pass*
xx readysteadygo (4:43:39 PM): -grabs a bag of chocolate chip cookies as we
pass them- how about these?
liveonstandby (4:45:57 PM): who can pass up chocolate chip cookies *grins, lips pressed
against the back of your neck for a moment*
xx readysteadygo (4:50:09 PM): -smirks back at you a little and looks at the
shitload of food- think we're done?
liveonstandby (4:51:01 PM): yeah, i'd say we are...*smiles, heading towards the checkout
lane*
xx readysteadygo (4:52:02 PM): -hops off the cart, my ass rubbing your groin
for a moment before i start to unload stuff-
liveonstandby (4:52:44 PM): *bites lip a little, shaking my head as i help you put stuff
onto the belt*
xx readysteadygo (4:54:53 PM): We take a casual drive for two miles up the road...
-singing a clash song under my breath, pushing things up behind the other stuff
on the belt-
liveonstandby (4:56:32 PM): *leans over, lips close to your ear* you shouldn't do that,
ya know...*licks at your earlobe*
xx readysteadygo (5:04:02 PM): -grins and laughs- do what, exactly? sing the
clash or? -bumps back into you again-
liveonstandby (5:06:15 PM): ummm...*presses into you discreetly, whispering in your ear
again* both....*licks the back of your ear slightly*
xx readysteadygo (5:12:15 PM): -grins and reachs back, touching your leg- 10
minute car ride.
liveonstandby (5:13:37 PM): *laughs* um hmm...*the cashier rings everything up and i
just smirk at the price, shaking head a little and handing her some bills, once
everything is in bags in the cart, i push you forward and head back out to the
car*
xx readysteadygo (5:15:32 PM): -is on the end of the cart now, facing you with
a grin-
liveonstandby (5:18:44 PM): *leans forward and gives you a small kiss before bringing the
cart to a stop behind the car, popping the trunk*
xx readysteadygo (5:19:15 PM): -gets off again and starts collecting bags and
setting them in, sid barking at us-
liveonstandby (5:20:29 PM): calm down in there, ritalin kid...we're almost done...*laughs,
tossing in a few bags and then pushing the cart out of the way*
xx readysteadygo (5:20:59 PM): -takes off on it and moves it into one of those
things where you put your carts before jogging back to the car and getting in-
liveonstandby (5:24:23 PM): *slides into driver's seat, sid instantly jumping up between
the seats and licking the side of my face* jeez pup! *laughs, pushing him back
a little so i can start the car* lick adrion! go on!
xx readysteadygo (5:25:22 PM): [what kinda dog is this again]
liveonstandby (5:26:48 PM): (a lil husky puppy-two months old i'm thinking)
xx readysteadygo (5:27:17 PM): [gahahahaha]
xx readysteadygo (5:27:44 PM): -grins and scoops the puppy up into my
hands,scratching his chin- aww... cute wittle puppy...
liveonstandby (5:28:53 PM): *shakes head* great! as if he doesn't have enough of an
ego...*laughs, pulling out of the lot and heading back towards home*
xx readysteadygo (5:29:55 PM): look at this faceeee...-holds sids nose and
pouts, resting my cheek against his-
liveonstandby (5:32:34 PM): *sighs* oh great! now i have two to do the whole puppy face
thing...*jokes*
xx readysteadygo (5:33:43 PM): -sid makes a small growl/whiney sound- he says
you forgot nancy.
liveonstandby (5:34:57 PM): *rolls eyes* nancy wasn't forgotten. she was asleep on my
bed. *sticks out tongue a little*
xx readysteadygo (5:38:53 PM): -makes a tsk sound, looking at sid- he forgot
her. hes just trying to cover it up
liveonstandby (5:40:05 PM): i did not forget her. she's the lazy one. she doesn't even
like you, sid. she prefers sitting at home curled up in a ball. so there...
xx readysteadygo (5:40:28 PM): -makes a face and covers his ears- kendall!
liveonstandby (5:41:27 PM): what? like he even understands what i'm saying...*laughs,
shaking head again as i come to stop at a light*
xx readysteadygo (5:41:45 PM): he does to! -shakes head-
liveonstandby (5:42:23 PM): all right...whatever you say...*lips curl into a smirk*
xx readysteadygo (5:45:28 PM): -playfully hits you-
liveonstandby (5:46:17 PM): hey now! watch it! i'm driving...*jokes, swatting back at
you*
xx readysteadygo (5:46:44 PM): -growls and pretends to nip at your hand, puppy
lookin out the window now-
liveonstandby (5:47:34 PM): ooo...a feisty one. almost forgot that...*smirks*
liveonstandby (5:51:38 PM): *pulls back up to the house again and parks the car,
ruffling your hair before i get out*
xx readysteadygo (5:53:17 PM): -carries your puppy because he;s to cute-
liveonstandby (5:54:16 PM): *goes and opens front door, nancy coming up almost
immediately and biting my leg before sauntering off again* hey! what was that
for? *laughs*
xx readysteadygo (5:55:04 PM): because you left her! -jokes and sets sid down-
liveonstandby (5:56:01 PM): *grins, heading back to the car and starting to bring stuff
inside*
xx readysteadygo (5:57:05 PM): -follows and takes 5 bags on my arms-
liveonstandby (5:58:27 PM): *when all the bags are inside, i lock the car again and go
about putting stuff in their places* this house is almost a home...but it needs
one thing...*goes over to bag and rifles through it, getting out a picture
frame with a photo of the two of us and sets it on the mantleplace*
there...that's good....
xx readysteadygo (6:03:50 PM): -looks at it curiously- i didnt know you had
this...
liveonstandby signed off at
6:05:38 PM.
xx readysteadygo (6:12:17 PM): -looks at it curiously- i didnt know you had
this...
liveonstandby (6:21:19 PM): *smiles* i got it developed a while ago...just never...did
anything with it...but then when i knew i was leaving...i thought i'd like at
least something of us here with me....
xx readysteadygo (6:21:50 PM): -plops down onto the couch in the empty living
room [which im gonna assume its there? o.O.]
liveonstandby (6:23:26 PM): (he was sleeping on it before, so yeah it's there. hehe)
*moves to sit beside you, and then maneuvers myself so my head is in your lap*
xx readysteadygo (6:27:35 PM): -laughs a little bit and plays with the back of
your neck-
liveonstandby (6:28:52 PM): *sighs, closing eyes with a small smile*
xx readysteadygo (6:30:38 PM): so youd still want me around... even if... ?
-quietly-
liveonstandby (6:31:27 PM): *opens eyes* i could never forget you, adrion...nor would i
want to...whether or not we were together still...you will always remain one of
the best parts of my life...
xx readysteadygo (6:36:39 PM): -smiles and scratchs the back of your neck a little-
i'd never forget you... -soflty-
liveonstandby (6:37:17 PM): i'm glad...i've been told i'm pretty unforgettable *laughs*
xx readysteadygo (6:44:01 PM): well, theyre right... -smiles and lightly rubs
your back-
liveonstandby (6:45:15 PM): *smirks, reaching up to pull you down a little so i can kiss
you softly* i really am going to like having you here with me...it'll make
things bearable...and coming home to you every night...*smiles, kissing to the
side of your mouth* i couldn't ask for anything better...
xx readysteadygo (6:46:00 PM): -smiles- so you want me to stay with you?
liveonstandby (6:47:05 PM): yes *says without hestitation*
xx readysteadygo (6:49:13 PM): i can do that... just have to get a box or two
sent here...
liveonstandby (6:50:28 PM): *smiles* i'm glad you want to stay...i mean...i was really
scared that i'd lost you...
xx readysteadygo (6:56:33 PM): -shakes head- no way...
liveonstandby (6:57:27 PM): *reaches up and cups your cheek* god, i love you....i really
do...
xx readysteadygo (6:56:13 PM): -moans and thrusts up again, the chair rocking
as i do-
HanginOutIn100B (6:57:07 PM): *squeezes your hips harder between my legs, moving down to
meet your thrusts and moaning loudly*
xx readysteadygo (7:03:00 PM): -grins at you, teeth and all- love you too.
-kisses your chin-
xx readysteadygo (7:07:13 PM): -shakes head- no way...
liveonstandby (6:57:27 PM): *reaches up and cups your cheek* god, i love you....i
really do... in case you need that)
liveonstandby (7:08:07 PM): *smiles softly, hand going up to caress you neck* i'm glad
we decided to do this...i would've been lonely without you...
xx readysteadygo (7:17:04 PM): me too... want to know a secret?
liveonstandby (7:21:15 PM): hmmm...maybe....what is it? *looks up at you with a small
smile*
xx readysteadygo (7:21:52 PM): i didnt like conneticut anyways...-smirks-
xx readysteadygo (7:21:59 PM): too many seasons
liveonstandby (7:26:41 PM): *laughs* yeah....the only good thing about it was you...but
now you're here...
xx
readysteadygo (7:49:24 PM): liveonstandby
(7:26:41 PM): *laughs* yeah....the only good thing
about it was you...but now you're here...
-smiles and your words and rests my
xx readysteadygo (7:49:37 PM): hand on your stomach-
liveonstandby (7:50:23 PM): *closes eyes again and lets out a content sigh, lazily
stroking fingers of one hand over the back of your neck and into your hair*
xx readysteadygo (7:54:04 PM): -leans down and kisses your forehead gently before
leaningback against the couch back-
liveonstandby (7:55:40 PM): *smiles softly, eyes still closed and moves so i'm on my
side, face slightly against your stomach*
xx readysteadygo (8:06:20 PM): -sighs and strokes fingers over your stomach,
back and forth-
liveonstandby (8:08:50 PM): *grins against your stomach, kissing right where your
bellybutton should be through your shirt*
xx readysteadygo (8:15:29 PM): i like being like this... -quietly, looking at
you-
liveonstandby (8:16:38 PM): *gazes at you a little* like what...?
xx readysteadygo (8:20:21 PM): just... i dont know... -bites bottom lip-
just... quiet... -shrugs a little, wanting to say intimate but cant say the
word-