Adrion (6:57:53 PM): -laid out on your couch and you're not home-
Adrion (6:58:15 PM): -has my cock out of my boxers, stroking almost absent mindedly. eyes closed-
Kendall (7:01:56 PM): -pulls up into the driveway and gets out, feeling tired from all the bullshit at the hospital--gets out keys and opens the front door, instantly greated by the two pups barking-
Adrion (7:04:07 PM): -hears this but doesnt care, to entranced by the small waves of pleasure-
Kendall (7:07:14 PM): -comes into the house and sets bag down onto the floor--makes way past the livingroom then stops--eyes widening- damn...that's not a sight i thought i'd come home to...
Adrion (7:08:10 PM): [id die happy if i came home to that]
Adrion (7:08:50 PM): -looks back, hand still placed around my hardon, and smile sjust faintly-
Adrion (7:09:37 PM): good evening to you, too...
Kendall (7:11:06 PM): -quirks a brow, licking lips a bit and tries to look away from your exposed cock-
Adrion (7:14:34 PM): -looks away, continuing my administrations-
Kendall (7:16:39 PM): -shakes head a bit, not quite sure what to do, feeling a small flutter in my stomach--bits at lip and calls out to the pups to take them outside-
Adrion (7:21:35 PM): -moans softly, pressing into the tip. ive been doing this for the last half hour and have yet to let myself releas-e
Kendall (7:24:17 PM): -watches the pups run outside and then lets out a sigh, biting at lip and trying to get the image of you out of my head- im...gonna go take a shower...-mumbles and heads down the hall-
Adrion (7:36:30 PM): mm..what for? -grins-
Kendall (7:39:43 PM): because...i've been at work all day...-mutters and shrugs-
Adrion (7:40:24 PM): -shrugs to himself, letting out a louder moan, one hand between my legs and gripping my sack-
Kendall (7:51:39 PM): oh bloody fuck...-mumbles, biting lip hard--
Adrion (7:59:42 PM): mmm...-sighs a little, my cock glistening with precum-
Kendall (8:06:26 PM): to hell with the shower...-comes over to you and straddles your waist-
Adrion (8:09:16 PM): -looks up at you, my eyes hazy-
Kendall (8:12:12 PM): -stares down at you, touching a fingertip to your cock and trailing it downwards-
Adrion (8:14:35 PM): -giggles a little bit-how was work?
Kendall (8:18:28 PM): not as good as this...i'd have to say...
Adrion (8:24:55 PM): probably not as hard either... -laughs again-
Kendall (8:28:43 PM): -smirks, wrapping a hand around you- no...i don't think so..
Adrion (8:29:33 PM): i've been trying to get off for almost an hour... -pouts little-
Kendall (8:34:57 PM): aww...you poor, poor thing...-leans down and kisses you as i jerk up on your cock-
Adrion (8:35:19 PM): -licks over your bottom lip messily, arching into your hand-
Kendall (8:42:55 PM): -nips at your tongue, tugging it into my mouth as i pick up a steady rhythm-
Adrion (8:53:32 PM): -moans a little loudly, a bit more louder than usual, actually-
Kendall (9:01:48 PM): -furrows brows a bit, unable to stop thinking of the way you'd been since i'd got here--lazy, glazed over eyes, extremely...--my thoughts made my hand stop moving and i pulled back-
Adrion (9:10:56 PM): -eyes flutter open and I look at you- whyd you stop?
Kendall (9:14:19 PM): what...did you take, adrion? -asks quietly-
Adrion (9:15:49 PM): whatdaya mean? -tilts head a little-]
Kendall (9:20:25 PM): *gets up off the couch, knocking into the bag you had there--eyes land on it as it spills over, and the small baggie of pills is enough of an answer for me--
Adrion (9:22:01 PM): -sits up, tucking self back into my boxers- whats wrong?
Kendall (9:28:26 PM): -jaw clenches a bit and i snatch the baggie off the floor, throwing it at him-
Adrion (9:30:47 PM): -catchs it, frowning a little- yeah, and?
Kendall (9:32:57 PM): -i shook my head over and over--pained look on my face as i step back- do you know what that shit can do to you? do you even care? -voice is strained-
Adrion (9:34:34 PM): -sits up more, looking frustrated- whats it matter?
Kendall (9:36:52 PM): -glares at you- what's it matter? WHAT'S IT MATTER?! Because people die every day without wanting to...without asking for it...and here you are..just so fucking willing to throw it away!
Adrion (9:38:17 PM): i didnt say i was willing to throw it away! ive gone through bags of it, kendall. i'm still alive, arent i?
Kendall (9:40:48 PM): -closes eyes for a moment- if you need that shit, then you don't need me -voice quiet and steady-
Adrion (9:45:16 PM): i don't need anything, alright. i just needed something. i went the the doctors today.
Adrion (9:46:55 PM): [wanted*****]
Kendall (9:49:51 PM): -opens eyes and stares at you blankly-
Adrion (9:50:10 PM): dont look at me like that!
Adrion (9:50:19 PM): -suddenly feeling the insane urge to cry-
Kendall (9:53:18 PM): well, what do you want me to do? i come home after dealing with dying and injured people to find my boyfriend hyped on drugs
Adrion (9:55:12 PM): -shakes head- you dont get it, huh? they said... said something about low blood cell count... white blood cells. do you know what that sounds like, kendall?
Kendall (9:58:28 PM): -swallows a bit and closes eyes again, feeling heart sliding down into my stomach0
Adrion (10:00:38 PM): -hands clasp together a little shakily- i dont want... not again... they want to take a bunch of tests on me... i cant stand it anymore, kendall... being poked... being watched 24/7...
Kendall (10:24:59 PM): -sighs and runs a hand through my hair- you didn't have to do that stuff again, adrion...that's why you have me
Adrion (10:28:32 PM): you cant make it go away... make it better... wish you could.
Kendall (10:34:00 PM): yeah...guess not...-sighs and heads away down the hall-
Adrion (10:36:44 PM): -throws the pills down the hallway, the bag breaking and pills going everything as the bags hits you-
Adrion (1:01:52 AM): Kendall (10:34:00 PM): yeah...guess not...-sighs and heads away down the hall-
Adrion (10:36:44 PM): -throws the pills down the hallway, the bag breaking and pills going everything as the bags hits you-
Kendall (1:06:36 AM): -bites at lip and lets out a frustrated sigh, turning back around- what is your problem?! i don't want to fight with you, adrion
Adrion (1:06:59 AM): we wouldnt be fighting if you weren't such a dick about it!
Kendall (1:15:38 AM): you're right...im a dick because i don't want my boyfriend to be a drug statistic! -clenches jaw and storms down the hall, slamming the door of our bedroom-
Adrion (1:23:34 AM): -makes an annoyed sound, slouching down-
Kendall (1:25:47 AM): -sits on the edge of the bed, head in hands-
Adrion (1:31:27 AM): -just lays there, feeling devoid of emotion-
Kendall (1:38:43 AM): -tugs at hair, letting out muttered obscenities-
Adrion (1:40:33 AM): -shivers a little, feeling uncomfortable and low-
Kendall (1:45:23 AM): -lets out a sigh and comes back into the hall--goes about picking up the pills and then takes them into the bathroom and flushes them down the toilet-
Adrion (1:46:45 AM): -curls into a ball more, brushing the tears away-
Kendall (1:57:11 AM): -comes back out and goes over to you- for what it's worth...im sorry....-goes out into the backyard-
Adrion (2:01:59 AM): -ignores you, i turn onto my other side to face the couch-
Kendall (2:03:43 AM): -goes and sits on the back porch, wondering how we'd gone so wrong in only a day-
Adrion (2:15:30 AM): -is falling aslee, my breathing evening out from the cryng id done-
Kendall (2:25:43 AM): -finally comes aside, letting the pups in with me and looking in on you--bites at lip and slips a blanket over you before heading to our room-
Adrion (2:28:17 AM): -grabs the edge of the blanket, pulling it tight-
Kendall (2:34:06 AM): -lays down in bed, fully clothed, and presses face into the pillow-
Adrion (2:37:24 AM): -shivers a little bit, nudging head further under a pillow-
Kendall (2:40:53 AM): -feels hot tears stream down my cheeks--wondering where i'd gone wrong with you-
Adrion (2:41:24 AM): -whimpers a little, my hand kind of pawing the couch in my sleep-
Kendall (2:48:52 AM): im sorry adrion...im sorry...-snuggles up to your pillow, inhaling your lingering scent-
Adrion (2:50:43 AM): -i sit up, looking around. making way back to our room, i sit on the edge of the bed- i used to.. .do it all the time... to make everything stop huting... it was the only thing that kept me awake long enough to get through class... to do my work..
Kendall (2:56:36 AM): -biting my lip, i closed my eyes tight for a moment, then i lifted my head from the pillow- i know....that this doctor thing must have scared you to death, adrion...but i was there....right at the hospital..all you had to do was call me and i'd have come home. do you realize how many kids i've seen come in with drug overdoses from that? dying because of that...or already dead...
Adrion (2:57:57 AM): i know... i just... i wanted it... it always made me feel... like everything was perfect...
Kendall (2:59:04 AM): -face falls a bit--unable to help feeling hurt by that- right...i bet all those kids thought the same thing...
Adrion (3:18:50 AM): i dont expect you to understand.
Kendall (3:20:39 AM): no...because i don't, i guess...i've just dealt with horrid things...more horrid than you can imagine...and still i find the time to not use drugs as the way to solve my problems. it's just a quick fix, adrion....it never makes it really go away...why would you put yourself at risk like that?
Adrion (3:21:29 AM): i dont know, alright! i just... i'm so used to it being an out! i''m used to being high all the fuckingtime! at least... until i ran into you....
Kendall (3:22:33 AM): -looks at you sadly and reaches out, touching your hand- well here i am still..i haven't gone anywhere
Adrion (3:24:19 AM): i just... -hands hit the bed in defeat, frowning- its not that easy... almost dying... twice. most people go their whole lives without that... that feeling... like theres nothing you can do to help yourself. and i just... i didnt want to think about going through it again...
Kendall (3:27:49 AM): yeah...and most people are lucky...most people have two parents...but the worst things in the world happen every day...you don't have to give up
Adrion (3:29:09 AM): most people have parents...-whispers softly-
Adrion (3:29:26 AM): [ive decided to reveal something about adrion bahahaha]
Adrion (3:29:43 AM): [just say something like "you have parents" muaha]
Kendall (3:31:59 AM): (okay....-wary of you---gives you shifty eyes)
Adrion (3:32:07 AM): [hehe]
Kendall (3:32:29 AM): you have parents, adrion...-sighs-
Adrion (3:33:55 AM): -shakes his head- not really... kendall, theyre not my parents... they adopted me when i was five... -voice solemn- and i never had a good day after. they got tied up in everything, i got sick... and they forgot about me... and i'm still trying to figure out why they bothered with me...
Kendall (3:36:25 AM): -furrows brows at you- explains your mum then...-mutters-
Adrion (3:37:18 AM): my mother is nothing, shes the one who wanted me... my father...-shakes head- he never wanted me to begin with. they wanted someone perfect. someone that played a million sports, got high marks... not some little sick boy they had to waste moneyon.
Kendall (3:38:37 AM): -closes eyes for a moment and lets out a sigh- im sorry, adrion...i really am....but not all peope are like them..
Kendall (3:38:46 AM): *people*
Adrion (3:40:28 AM): i know that, alright? i do... its just... the only thing that was good to me in my whole life... before london... before the people ive been with in the last year... it was the only thing i had.
Kendall signed on at 2:43:47 PM.
Adrion (2:46:02 PM): Adrion (3:40:28 AM): i know that, alright? i do... its just... the only thing that was good to me in my whole life... before london... before the people ive been with in the last year... it was the only thing i had.

Kendall (2:52:55 PM): -nods a bit, looking down at my hands and fiddling with a ring on my thumb-
Adrion (2:53:36 PM): just forget it, ok? -lays down on the bed-
Kendall (2:57:33 PM): -nods again and turns on my side to stare at the wall-
Adrion (2:58:08 PM): -sighs and curls up into my pillow, tucking my knees against my stomach-
Kendall (3:03:25 PM): -closes eyes and attempts to sleep, even though i know i won't-
Adrion (3:05:52 PM): i'm sorry... i dont know what else you want me to say.
Kendall (3:06:24 PM): i don't want you to say anything, adrion...i don't...-whispers-
Adrion (3:07:09 PM): fine. -mutters-
Kendall (3:08:40 PM): -sighs and pulls a sheet over me, determined to try and sleep it away-
Adrion (3:09:55 PM): -tugs on the sheet a little cuz you pulled it off me-
Kendall (3:14:05 PM): -lets out a sound of frustration and pushes the sheet off me--grabs a pillow and heads out of the room to go lie down on the couch--flops down and takes throw blanket, pulling it up and over my head-
Adrion (3:14:50 PM): -sighs and snuggles under the sheet, putting it over my head-
Kendall (3:16:37 PM): -wishes to god that i were enough, but has a feeling i never will be, and falls into a fitful sleep-
Adrion (3:18:42 PM): -after a few long moments.. .slides out of the bed and sinks down onto the couch and snuggles against you-
Kendall (3:44:42 PM): -feels the warmth of a body in my arms and instinctively wraps arms tightly around you, head rested against yours-
Adrion (3:45:52 PM): -sighs and wraps arms under yours, falling asleep-
Kendall (4:10:19 PM): -the night passes and i am awakened by a rough tongue licking at my cheek--blinks open my eyes and sees sid there--then i feel you in my arms and i look down, eyes a bit sad, before i kiss the top of your head with a small sigh-
Adrion (4:10:52 PM): -snuggles down against your more, my fingers bending on your chest-
Kendall (4:17:10 PM): -strokes your hair and whispers into it- i love you, adrion and im here...always...no matter what...
Adrion (4:17:55 PM): love you to...-says a little fitfully, head nudging your chest-
Kendall (4:20:28 PM): -smiles a bit- you trying to burrow?
Adrion (4:21:28 PM): humph. -groans-
Kendall (4:25:44 PM): ah, i see...-nods and kisses the top of your head-
Adrion (4:26:27 PM): -turns a little in your arms so youre on your side and im on my back-
Kendall (4:36:44 PM): -glances at you a bit and raises a brow- i hate fighting with you...you know that?
Adrion (5:57:15 PM): -opens eyes a little, rubbing them-
Kendall (6:00:43 PM): -sighs and touches your hair, stroking it back-
Adrion (6:02:04 PM): -sniffs a bit, my nose stuffy, and glances at you-
Kendall (6:03:12 PM): -gives you a small, half-smile-
Adrion (6:03:41 PM): -smiles just a liottle too-
Kendall (6:04:53 PM): im sorry...for not understanding...i was just worried
Adrion (6:19:16 PM): i didnt expect you to understand...-quietly-
Kendall (6:28:47 PM): well, then i guess i didn't disappoint then...
Adrion (6:31:32 PM): -nods a little and looks down, arm around your middle-
Kendall (6:36:09 PM): -presses lips to the top of your head, closing my eyes again and wishing i knew what to say-
Adrion (6:38:34 PM): i don't want to be sick agian...-says quietly-
Kendall (6:39:29 PM): -feels tears prickle behind my eyes- i know, adrion...
Adrion (6:41:05 PM): what if i am.. i almost died last time... what if i'm sick again and its worse?
Kendall (6:44:39 PM): -lifts your chin- then i will be with you every step of the way, no matter what happens
Adrion (6:45:17 PM): -smiles sadly, nodding-
Kendall (6:49:29 PM): -kisses your forehead- i will never leave your side, adrion -whispers softly-
Adrion (7:03:21 PM): i know...-quietly-