xx readysteadygo (5:49:49 PM): I huffed, dragging my tattered bag along with me. The foster "mother" talked and talked, but I didn't listen. It was always the same, "You'll be sharing with Dani and Brenden... they're both at school right now, but you'll start come Monday." I rolled my eyes. School. Right/. I was only 15, but I knew I could never make it past graduation. She showed me a room with loads of space-sarcasm, of course- and told me the bed with the empty wall was mine. She left me and I sat down, sighing. This was so pointless. I run away, they catch me again. I learned more on the streets than in here. Only thing I EVER learned in one of these houses was how to suck cock. I wasn;t the only one.
HanginOutIn100B (5:53:15 PM): I listened to Brenden go on about the new people coming to see him later that afternoon, trying to keep the smile on my face. Everyone always got adopted before I did. I made friends, and then they were gone. The only thing that was worse about this time was that Brenden and I had been a little more than that. I sighed. He was happy. I should be happy too. But I was sixteen. I had no parents, no real life. I went to school. Went back to a foster house, and tried to act like it didn't bother me. But when we got inside and Brenden went down the hall instead of up the stairs, I felt lost. I slunk up to our room and padded inside, not noticing the new kid as I threw my bag on my bed and sank onto the edge, head in my hands.
xx readysteadygo (5:55:20 PM): I didn't bother to look up. No point in it, really. I'd been to at least 50 different places in my life... some for a few days.. some for a couple months. I tried to not give up hope that my mum, the one who'd dropped me when i was barely two, would somehow come back to England and find me.
HanginOutIn100B (5:56:37 PM): I closed my eyes and fell onto my back, arm over my eyes. The too short shirt rode up and I didn't bother tugging it back down. It was already as if I had "foster kid" stamped on my forehead to all those "normal" teens at school, so what'd it matter?
xx readysteadygo (5:57:38 PM): A small sigh and I got up, making way out the room. Might as well test the limits and see if I could make it outside without being seen.
HanginOutIn100B (5:59:11 PM): I couldn't stop all the thoughts going through my head. If he got adopted I'd have no one left here. I'd really and truly be alone. Not that I shouldnt' have been used to that.
xx readysteadygo (5:59:57 PM): "Nice to meet you to." I muttered, traipsing off down the hall.
HanginOutIn100B (6:01:28 PM): I blinked a little, putting down my arm and looking around. I noticed the bag on the once empty bed across the room. I frowned. "I'm sorry,"I called out, then my shoulders slumped as I laid back down.
xx readysteadygo (6:03:55 PM): I ignored him, muttering to myself, "Don't bother." Amy, the foster care "mother", sat on the couch with a crossword. She said something about the computer was free for me to use if I would like. Great. A computer to share with two other guys and... yep, there it was. Two girls came into the backdoor, chatting mercilessly with one another, and I groaned. Here we go.
HanginOutIn100B (6:05:39 PM): I curled up on the bed on my stomach, trying to do homework now to keep my mind off things. I pulled headphones over my ears and listened to a band Brenden had turned me onto and messed around with math problems.
xx readysteadygo (6:08:45 PM): I flopped down onto the seat and clicked away, huffing when I clicked into the e-mail I kept. I was lucky when I could get to it, however, and was happy to find 5 messages from random people I'd met.
HanginOutIn100B (6:10:41 PM): The math took me what seemed like forever. Then suddenly I felt a person sitting down beside me and lips pressing to my ear. I tugged down the headphones, pasting a smile on my face. "So...?" He nodded, grinning wide. "Congrats, Bren." I hugged him and felt my heart sink.
xx readysteadygo (6:12:00 PM): It was nothing special... they were all telling me where they'd been shoved into... one of them actually "getting along" with their new adoptive parents. I'd been adopted... once... and turned right back in like a broken toy to a toys r us.
HanginOutIn100B (6:13:29 PM): "I'll be here for a couple more days, till things get settled, Dani. We'll make the most of it. And they said you can visit anytime." I nodded and smiled more, feeling as if my face were going to break.
xx readysteadygo (6:18:07 PM): I clicked off after playing a boring game of Tetris, going back to the bedroom to "unpack".
HanginOutIn100B (6:20:43 PM): Brenden left the room. He had a club meeting to get to back at school. I sat there, back against the wall and sketching. When the new kid came back in, I went to say hello, then thought better of it, he'd probably just blow me off.
xx readysteadygo (6:21:22 PM): I plopped down in front of the battered dresser and found thw drawers destined for me, unacking the little clothes I owned.
HanginOutIn100B (6:22:11 PM): I bit on my lip. He looked just like any other kid I'd seen around here. I managed a soft hello. If he wanted to disregard it, that was completely up to him.
xx readysteadygo (6:23:18 PM): I ruffled my hair and looked back, "Hi." I turned back to the dresser, black locks in my eyes.
HanginOutIn100B (6:24:31 PM): So he hadn't decided to ignore me. But I wouldn't push anymore. I knew what it was like to arrive at a new place. You wanted to be left alone at first, and if you so chose to interact, it was on your own terms.
xx readysteadygo (6:25:09 PM): I moved to the bed, back to the wall, and dug out a pack of cigarettes I'd hidden in the bottom of it.
HanginOutIn100B (6:25:58 PM): I had to smirk at that. "Close the door. They like to have the girls walk by here and do checks." I shrugged a little. "Nosy brats."
xx readysteadygo (6:28:07 PM): "mm..." I kicked the door shut gently and lit up.
HanginOutIn100B (6:30:38 PM): Leaning back, I smudged my fingers with charcoal and traced on the paper.
xx readysteadygo (6:31:44 PM): "So which year are you in?"
HanginOutIn100B (6:33:38 PM): "I'm graduating next year." I said softly, trying a different color now.
xx readysteadygo (6:36:47 PM): "Right then. Same year then."
HanginOutIn100B (6:37:33 PM): I nodded a little with a tentative smile and reached up to scratch my cheek, accidentally smudging charcoal there.
xx readysteadygo (6:41:30 PM): "Right." Inodded a little, dragging harder on the cigarette, "If you see me in the hall, pretend you don't know me."
HanginOutIn100B (6:43:39 PM): I frowned at that and looked down at the paper. What had I expected? But I couldn't let it bother me. It didn't matter. I was a recluse anyway.
xx readysteadygo (7:11:54 PM): I smiled, the "cigarette" making me fuzzy.
HanginOutIn100B (7:14:09 PM): I finally tossed the papers away, too frustrated to do anything anymore. Turning on the radio on the nightstand by my bed, I laid down on my back and put an arm over my face again.
xx readysteadygo (7:20:46 PM): Sighing a little in content, I snuck myself beneath the sheets to jack off.
HanginOutIn100B (7:21:45 PM): I wanted to sleep. But I kept hearing shuffling and noises from over in his bed. I snorted. He was jerking off. How nice.
xx readysteadygo (7:24:07 PM): It was the only bit of normality in my life and still... it wasn't very normal. I faced the wall, curving my fist against myself, the joint in my fingers. [its wrapped like a cigarette or something i dunno lmao]
HanginOutIn100B (7:25:25 PM): I tugged my headphones over my ear again. The only person I listened to jerking off was Brenden...and usually I was the one doing it for him.
xx readysteadygo (7:27:20 PM): [thats hot lmao] I didn't make noise... I wasn't that type. What did moaning get me? Nothing. I could imagine it in my head.
HanginOutIn100B (7:29:48 PM): I wanted him to be here now. I wanted to turn off the lights, act like we'd gone to be early, and mess with him under the covers.
xx readysteadygo (7:30:47 PM): [omg im gonna be horrible] I bit my lip as I came, sighing softly. I got up from the bed, intending to wash my hand off, and instead smirked and wiped it on his blanket.
HanginOutIn100B (7:31:53 PM): I blinked open my eyes, feeling movement on my bed and then looked down and up again. "Oh thanks, like I haven't gotten enough cum on my sheets." I rolled my eyes, balled up the blanket, and tossed it onto the floor.
xx readysteadygo (7:32:09 PM): I laughed a little and left the room.
HanginOutIn100B (7:33:02 PM): Yeah, he was a special one all right. Huffing, I turned over to face the wall.
xx readysteadygo (7:34:49 PM): I heard her call us all for dinner, sighing a bit. Great. I bet she was the kind that couldn't cook.
HanginOutIn100B (7:36:39 PM): Making a face, I slumped out of bed, tossing the blanket down the chute as I went towards the kitchen.
xx readysteadygo (7:39:54 PM): I giggled inwardly. The small pleasures in life. I watched him step into the room as I sat down.
HanginOutIn100B (7:50:34 PM): Amy gave me a big grin and ruffled my hair as I went to take a seat.
xx readysteadygo (7:51:24 PM): I sat there very quietly, just staring at him
HanginOutIn100B (7:52:49 PM): Feeling his gaze on me, I turned my head and caught his gaze, raising a brow challengingly.
xx readysteadygo (8:00:33 PM): I just stared some more, smirking.
HanginOutIn100B (8:01:11 PM): Shaking my head, I laughed and looked away, glancing up as Brenden came into the room, still in practice garb. He sat down beside me and discreetly touched my hand under the table.
xx readysteadygo (8:05:32 PM): I watched both of them and smirked more. I wonder if she knew she was housing them? Wonder if she knew they'd probably enjoyed the time of the thirrd be in the room being empty...
xx readysteadygo (8:07:04 PM): bed-
HanginOutIn100B (8:07:42 PM): I clasped his hand, softly stroking it and ate with the other, answering questions about school and rugby.
xx readysteadygo (8:13:44 PM): I sat back, "So, are you two dating then?"
HanginOutIn100B (8:14:53 PM): I blinked a little, as did Brenden. I pursed my lips. Conniving little bastard. But he was way too much of a smartarse for his own good. "Yeah. We are."
xx readysteadygo (8:15:40 PM): "Interesting." I scooped some mashed potatos onto my plate.
HanginOutIn100B (8:16:52 PM): I shook my head and went back to eating, Brenden asking me what was up with the new kid and I just shrugged.
xx readysteadygo (8:18:36 PM): I watched them from time to time, poking a piece of chicken.
HanginOutIn100B (8:20:09 PM): He played with my fingers under the table till dinner was over and we asked to be excused. Amy nodded. I got up from the table and Brenden followed, grinning like a fool.
xx readysteadygo (8:23:23 PM): I waited a moment and... "Can I be excused?"
xx readysteadygo (8:23:48 PM): [please tell me theyre gonna emss around cuz adrions like buahaha]
HanginOutIn100B (8:25:33 PM): (of course they are ;)) We got back to the room, shutting the door and turning off the lights. Brenden crawled into bed with me and pressed against me immediately. Hands fumbling, he got my fly undone and slipped his hand inside my boxers. I bit into his shoulder, holding onto him and pressing into his hand.
xx readysteadygo (8:29:31 PM): She gave me a nod and I smiled wickedly, opening the bedroom door and shutting it behind me
HanginOutIn100B (8:31:12 PM): I groaned softly against his shoulder, thrusting my hips and fingers bending against his back. I had to get all I could now before he was gone.
xx readysteadygo (8:41:58 PM): I snickered and stood beside the bed, "Well, get on with it."
HanginOutIn100B (8:43:27 PM): Startling a bit, I pulled away from Brenden and looked up, staring daggers at him. "Go jerk yourself and smoke your joint. Leave us be."
xx readysteadygo (8:44:26 PM): "mm... don't think so. And if you could refrain from dirtying my virgin eyes, that would be wonderful."
HanginOutIn100B (8:45:56 PM): I rolled my eyes. "Virgin eyes, my arse. And we can do what we wish in my bed. So deal with it."
xx readysteadygo (8:46:28 PM): "Right then." I left the door open and sat down on my bed, watching.
xx readysteadygo (8:46:43 PM): [i want him to prevent dani from getting any then he can hate him more]
HanginOutIn100B (8:48:49 PM): (hah. evilllll) I groaned and moved away from Brenden. "Forget it...we can't..."I whispered to him and he nodded, slipping out of my bed and going to his, flopping on his stomach and putting on his own headphones.
xx readysteadygo (8:49:30 PM): "Boring couple, are you?" I laughed a little, "Don't liek audiences?"
HanginOutIn100B (8:50:54 PM): I narrowed my eyes at him and sneered. "Oh sod off."
xx readysteadygo (8:52:07 PM): "I've got no where to sod off to, I'm afraid." [lmao hes so gonna interrupt everytime]
xx readysteadygo (8:52:36 PM): [oh and maybe when dani goes to visit brendan he almost sleeps with him again but then he cant because adrionnn]
HanginOutIn100B (8:53:42 PM): (you're an ass! you mean because they've started something?) I grumbled and turned over onto my stomach, hard-on aching and tried to read.
xx readysteadygo (8:55:12 PM): [yes. lol or whatever. and its fun cuz adrions an annoying shit so he totally would] "You could always jerk off in the bathroom. I've already done it once before the two of you came."
HanginOutIn100B (8:56:23 PM): (hahaha yeah...*kicks* lol) I rolled my eyes, ignoring him and flipped the pages in my book harshly.
xx readysteadygo (8:57:13 PM): "But you probably knew that... you've been here about 6 years now? I believe thats what she said? Maybe it was longer... I've got a horrid memory."
HanginOutIn100B (8:58:28 PM): I turned over. "Yeah, I've been here since I was ten, when my mum and dad and sister died in a fucking train wreck! Anything else you wanna know, you vile prat?!"
xx readysteadygo (8:59:52 PM): "Why weren't you on the train?"
xx readysteadygo (8:59:58 PM): [aww raine]
HanginOutIn100B (9:01:11 PM): "Because I was...I was already waiting at the school for them to get there." I turned away again, tears in my eyes.
xx readysteadygo (9:02:03 PM): "What? Are you Harry Potter?"
xx readysteadygo (9:02:09 PM): [omg im horrid im sorry]
HanginOutIn100B (9:02:50 PM): I got up from the bed, and without even thinking, I lunged at him, tackling him to the floor and punching him across the face. Brenden let out a startled gasp and ran over, dragging me off of him.
xx readysteadygo (9:03:51 PM): It didn't really phase me... I cracked my jaw and sat back up, "Ouch." My voice cold and squeezed of all emotion.
HanginOutIn100B (9:05:31 PM): I thrust away from Brenden. "Maybe your mum should have just had an abortion. Saved us all from dealing with you." I stormed out of the room.
xx readysteadygo (9:06:08 PM): "As if I've never heard that one before." I smirked to myself.
HanginOutIn100B (9:06:54 PM): I turned. "Yeah...but at least my mum died and didn't just abandon me because she couldn't stand looking at the mistake she made." I snarled, slamming the door shut behind me.
xx readysteadygo (9:09:03 PM): All of them... always the same comebacks. I was waiting for one that would actually hurt.
HanginOutIn100B (9:09:50 PM): I went outside, kicking the wall, then slid down it, starting to cry.
xx readysteadygo (9:12:24 PM): Brendan sat there, glaring at me, but I ignored him.
HanginOutIn100B (9:14:04 PM): I rested my cheek against my knee. I wish my mum had just abandoned me. It'd hurt a whole hell of a lot less. I took a deep breath, staying there for a bit, then finally making my way back into the room, going to the bed and crawling under the covers.
xx readysteadygo (9:21:53 PM): I smirked and scratched my head, laying down on the bed.
HanginOutIn100B (9:30:28 PM): Closing my eyes tight, I hoped to god he was one of them that'd get kicked out or shipped somewhere else.
xx readysteadygo (9:51:09 PM): I looked at his "boyfriend" and grinned. "What a waste."
HanginOutIn100B (9:52:37 PM): Brenden shook his head. "You don't even know him." He rolled his eyes.
xx readysteadygo (9:53:44 PM): "I was talking about you."
HanginOutIn100B (9:54:36 PM): He frowned. "I'm a waste?"
xx readysteadygo (9:57:15 PM): A nod. "Yes."
HanginOutIn100B (9:57:58 PM): He snorted. "And why's that?"
xx readysteadygo (9:58:32 PM): A small malicious smirk, "Look at him. Look at yourself. Maybe you'll see what I mean."
HanginOutIn100B (9:59:21 PM): He looked over at the lump that was his boyfriend curled up in bed, then over at you again. "He's better than you'd ever know. Just because you're a loathsome prick, doesn't mean we all are."
xx readysteadygo (10:02:32 PM): A snort, "Oh, you don't get it. I didn't say anything about him... other than that you're not a good match for him."
HanginOutIn100B (10:03:24 PM): He rose his brows. "And how the hell would you know that? You don't even know either of us."
xx readysteadygo (10:03:53 PM): "I can read people easily."
HanginOutIn100B (10:04:30 PM): "Yeah, okay, mate. Keep telling yourself that. Me and Dani are just fine, thanks.
xx readysteadygo (10:05:15 PM): I only smiled a little, clicking my lamp off.
HanginOutIn100B (10:05:48 PM): I fell asleep, barely feeling Brenden come back over to the bed and snuggle against my back.
xx readysteadygo (10:10:27 PM): I heard them shuffling around. One moan and I'd just flick the lights on.
HanginOutIn100B (10:11:49 PM): My hand touched his and he whispered, "I love you," in my ear before drifting off too.

HanginOutIn100B (12:03:01 AM): (okayyyy lol) I woke up, knowing it was Brenden's next to last day here and feeling him against me, I smiled just a bit.
xx readysteadygo (12:04:22 AM): I was already up, hovering over a notebook.
HanginOutIn100B (12:06:57 AM): Turning over a bit, I simply gazed at him as he slept. God, I was going to miss him.
xx readysteadygo (12:08:05 AM): Scribbling in, I finished off my artwork.
HanginOutIn100B (12:08:30 AM): I brushed a hand over his cheek and leaned forward, kissing his lips softly.
xx readysteadygo (12:09:34 AM): I looked at him and snorted.
HanginOutIn100B (12:10:51 AM): I completely ignored him. He wasn't worth my time. He wasn't ruining my last day with Brenden, no matter what he did.
xx readysteadygo (12:13:15 AM): I stuck my tounge out the side of my mouth, resting the notebook on my legs and laying back.
HanginOutIn100B (12:14:00 AM): He grabbed my wrist, smiling with his eyes closed and kissed my fingertips. "Morning, love,"I whispered.
xx readysteadygo (12:16:34 AM): "Oh bloody fuck." I took my notebook and went off down the hallway in search of anything... mayb a poptart.
HanginOutIn100B (12:20:06 AM): I had to smirk. Knew the lovey dovey-ness would get to him. My eyes glittered mischievously. "He's gone," I murmured and Brenden grinned, slipping under the covers.
xx readysteadygo (12:20:39 AM): I came back and leaned against the doorway, eating a cold poptart,.
HanginOutIn100B (12:22:25 AM): I let out a little content sigh as he sucked me off, cheek pressed to the pillow.
xx readysteadygo (12:22:59 AM): "Does mother hen know two of her boys are sucking each other off in the next room?"
HanginOutIn100B (12:26:22 AM): I opened my eyes, looking at him lazily. "Sucking each other off would consist of 69-ing, and at the moment, only I'm getting pleasured, so get your facts straight."
xx readysteadygo (12:26:59 AM): "mm... well, my minds a bit muddled seeing as its only 8am. But the questions still the same."
xx readysteadygo (12:27:04 AM): "Does she know?"
HanginOutIn100B (12:28:40 AM): I rolled my eyes. "She doesn't care, as long as we aren't wanking one another in front of the kiddies. We're fucking teenagers with hormones. Get off your high fucking horse."
xx readysteadygo (12:30:26 AM): "Well, you are getting head in what appears to be my room aswell..." I tapped my chin and tugged the blanket clear off him.
HanginOutIn100B (12:31:09 AM): Letting out a growl of frustration, I covered the sheet over myself as Brenden pulled back, lips moist.
xx readysteadygo (12:31:32 AM): I went over to my bed and sat down, eyes locked on them.
HanginOutIn100B (12:33:48 AM): Looking down at Brenden, I leaned and whispered something in his ear. His eyes lit up and he nodded. Moving off the bed, he left the room and after tugging up my boxers, I soon followed.
xx readysteadygo (12:35:01 AM): "Thank God." I murmered.
HanginOutIn100B (12:36:06 AM): Going to the bathroom, I shut the door behind us and leaned against the door, Brenden already sinking to his knees.
xx readysteadygo (12:36:54 AM): This time it wasn't me. One of the girls was knocking on the door, "I need to get in there! I have someone to be!!!" Her voice whiney as fuck.
HanginOutIn100B (12:37:25 AM): I gritted my teeth and looked up at the ceiling. "Rebecca! There's another bathroom. GO. AWAY."
xx readysteadygo (12:37:45 AM): "Andreas in there! And I need the shower! There's only one showerrrr"
HanginOutIn100B (12:38:54 AM): I growled obscenities. "You just took a bloody shower before you went to bed last night. How dirty could you have gotten while sleeping?"
xx readysteadygo (12:39:23 AM): "Thats none of your business! Open the door!"
xx readysteadygo (12:39:37 AM): [lmao maybe adrion screwed one of the girls in the middle of the night lmao omg im horrible!]
HanginOutIn100B (12:42:28 AM): (You really, really are. *shakes head*) "FINE! Like we don't all know how much of a little..."I trailed off, Brenden shaking his head. Getting to his feet, he wiped his mouth and I pulled up my boxers. Swinging the door open, I glared at her and stepped past her.
xx readysteadygo (12:42:57 AM): I heard her snort and could practically see her eyes roll and then heard a door slam.
HanginOutIn100B (12:44:49 AM): "Stupid little whore,"I mumbled, stomping back down the hall to my room.
xx readysteadygo (12:45:06 AM): My cheeks were red, smirking with my eyes on the paper.
HanginOutIn100B (12:47:38 AM): I pulled Brenden inside, slammed the door shut, locked it and just yanked him over to my bed. "Go ahead,"I told him, motioning to m y groin. "But...what about him...?" He gestured over to you. "I don't fucking care anymore." He swallowed and came over, kneeling over my lap.
xx readysteadygo (12:48:01 AM): "Mm... exposing yourself in front of me now?"
HanginOutIn100B (12:50:18 AM): I just pretended not to hear him as Brenden bent his head over my lap and enveloped me into his mouth.
xx readysteadygo (12:51:35 AM): A snort and I got up, smirking and leaving the room, going to the end of the hallway and knocking on the door of the master bedroom. She opened the door, "I woke up and Brendan and Dani... well..." I pretended to be innocent and she went past me, opening the door to my bedroom, "WHAT DO YOU TWO THINK YOU'RE DOING!"
HanginOutIn100B (12:52:52 AM): I jumped back and Brenden fell over off the bed. Snatching up the blankets over me, I narrowed my eyes when I saw him behind her. "Oh you are such an arsehole."
xx readysteadygo (12:53:57 AM): "Maybe its a good thing you won't be here any longer, Brendan." She had a look on her face somewhere between disappointed and sad, "Exposing yourself in front of the others..." She shook her head, "Brendan, come with me."
HanginOutIn100B (12:54:56 AM): I sat there, seething, as Brenden left the room, head lowered.
xx readysteadygo (12:55:58 AM): I flopped back onto the bed, digging out a battered gameboy.
HanginOutIn100B (12:57:22 AM): Sighing, I stared up at the ceiling and tried to remain calm. What did it matter to him if Brenden and I had something. I didn't affect him. Why did he have to such an insufferable prick? "So tell me, is it because no one loves you that you have to shite on others that are loved?"
xx readysteadygo (12:58:01 AM): "It keeps me busy."
HanginOutIn100B (12:58:46 AM): I shook my head a little. I wasn't angry with him...not really. "I pity you." I got up and left the room.
xx readysteadygo (1:00:12 AM): Pity. What a sad word. Sad, and not exactly the one to describe me. I looked down at my game, "I have a feeling you're not going to bget to be alone with him before he leaves."
xx readysteadygo (1:00:43 AM): I called after him.-=
HanginOutIn100B (1:01:49 AM): "That doesn't mean you've won!" I called back. "Because at the end of the day, I've still got one up on you. I'm still loved by somebody." I bounded down the stairs to get some form of breakfast.
xx readysteadygo (1:02:19 AM): I rolled my eyes, punching the buttons. [and adrions mom is obviously the one thats going to come back because danis are dead]
HanginOutIn100B (1:03:17 AM): (Er yeah. Lol) I got a bowl of cereal and came back to my room, turning on my music again and listening to it as I ate.
xx readysteadygo (1:04:56 AM): I nibbled the other half of my poptart and switched games. [and this adrion still have issues with cancer. which has to suck in a foster care system]
HanginOutIn100B (1:06:27 AM): (Awww jeez, Car. Pile it on him. :-P) I read a book quietly, aching inside, knowing tomorrow Brenden would be gone and I'd be left here with him.
xx readysteadygo (1:09:04 AM): [LMAO what hes always had it so shrug !] My fingers shook a little from the frustration of the game, huffing to myself and just shutting it off, fixing my hair.
HanginOutIn100B (1:09:57 AM): I set aside the empty bowl and laid back in bed, leg propped on my knee and flipping absently through the book.
xx readysteadygo (1:11:03 AM): I finally got up, tugging my shirt over my head and look through the "huge" selection of clothing.
xx readysteadygo (1:13:21 AM): [and yes, for the scar purpose lol]
HanginOutIn100B (1:14:32 AM): I looked over, blinking a little at his back, but immediately turned away again.
xx readysteadygo (1:15:10 AM): I got up and made my way out of the room, the small tattoo on my stomach visible.
HanginOutIn100B (1:17:25 AM): I wasn't going to look him over. He wasnt my type anyway. And besides the fact that he was an arsehole.
xx readysteadygo (1:19:20 AM): The bathroom was free and I went in, getting myself a shower.
HanginOutIn100B (1:20:53 AM): I was surprised tosee Brenden come back into the room and he quietly started getting things out of his drawers. "Bren..." "They're coming to get me today..." I felt my heart fall. "I'm sorry, Dani..." His voice broke as he came over and hugged me. "I'll call you as soon as I can....and then you can come see me, okay...?" I simply nodded, then watched with tear-filled eyes as he left the room, bag slung over his shoulder.
xx readysteadygo (1:22:52 AM): I finished up, brushing my teeth, and went back to my room in my boxers and the shirt, having forgotten pants.
HanginOutIn100B (1:25:21 AM): I sat there, numb, legs curled up to my chest and tear stains on my cheeks.
xx readysteadygo (1:28:08 AM): I loooked at the small mirror, finding a stick of my eyeliner and smudging it.
HanginOutIn100B (1:29:07 AM): Wiping my face, I took a harsh swallow and just breathed. He was gone. I wouldn't get a call. Just like the rest of em. I'd be alone like always. I'd learn to deal.
xx readysteadygo (1:30:35 AM): "Whats the matter with you?" I quirked a brow.
HanginOutIn100B (1:31:03 AM): "You don't care so don't ask."
xx readysteadygo (1:31:41 AM): "Fair enough." I twirled my eyebrow ring in its place, looking myself over.
HanginOutIn100B (1:33:03 AM): Looking down at my book and then over at Brenden's empty bed, I steeled myself like I'd done countless times before. I was alone and I was fine.
xx readysteadygo (1:33:42 AM): I made a face and rubbed my cheeks. Fuck, was I pale.
HanginOutIn100B (1:35:55 AM): I got out of bed, went over and grabbed his cheeks in my palms, just staring down at him. "Go get fucked and you'll be rosy as ever."I smirked and left the room.
xx readysteadygo (1:36:25 AM): I clenched my jaw and rolled my eyes. "Right, maybe I'll do that."
HanginOutIn100B (1:37:51 AM): Chuckling, I bounded down the stairs again.
xx readysteadygo (1:39:08 AM): I tousled my hair with some gel and threw it into a drawer, finally tugging a pair of worn dark jeans.
HanginOutIn100B (1:39:36 AM): Plopping down on the front porch, I stared across the way and let out a little sigh.
xx readysteadygo (1:42:02 AM): I told her I was going out to explore and she nodded, telling me to be back in two hours. I brushed past him on the porch and started walking.
HanginOutIn100B (1:43:37 AM): My eyes followed him for a moment and I narrowed them a bit. But I remained seated and wrapped my arms around my knees.
xx readysteadygo (1:44:27 AM): I took off into town, wondering aimlessly in and out of stores, pocketing what I could.
xx readysteadygo wants to directly connect (1:49:15 AM).
HanginOutIn100B declines request; no connection was made. (Note: For best results, you and your buddy should use the latest version of AIM.) (1:49:20 AM).
HanginOutIn100B signed off at 1:50:29 AM.

HanginOutIn100B (5:16:17 PM): I brought out my sketchbook and took some time drawing a picture of the scenery. I missed Brenden already.
xx readysteadygo wants to directly connect (5:16:48 PM).
xx readysteadygo (5:17:27 PM): I came back about two hours later, coming into the room and throwing something on his bed.
HanginOutIn100B is now directly connected (5:18:10 PM).
xx readysteadygo (5:18:29 PM):

HanginOutIn100B (5:20:29 PM): (HAHAHAH) After an impromptu rugby practice that the coach had called up, I dragged myself back to the house, shirtless and dirty, grumbling about foulplay and made my way to my room. My brows furrowed when I saw the beanie on my bed. I cocked my head to the side, wondering who'd have even bothered.
xx readysteadygo (5:22:41 PM): I fell asleep before he came home, having placed all my new things in my drawer at the bottom
and my new lighter in my bag.

xx readysteadygo (5:23:15 PM): [lmao new pink shirt on seb hahaa]
HanginOutIn100B (5:24:46 PM): I looked over at him asleep on his bed, biting on my lip, and then back at the beanie. No...he hadn't. Why would he? But I wasn't a complete dickhead. So I wrote a little thank you on a piece of paper and tucked it on the nightstand next to his bed before going to take a shower.
xx readysteadygo (5:24:59 PM): [aww lmao]
xx readysteadygo (5:25:40 PM): [too bad he steals. little klepto. then again i would too.] I huffed in my sleep and turned around... then again... before my ass hit the floor and I was shaken awake by it.
HanginOutIn100B (5:27:28 PM): The shower was quick and I was heading back to my room, clad in a towel and wet hair dripping.
xx readysteadygo (5:27:51 PM): I sat there for a moment, laying my head back against the bed, before getting up and rubbing my ass.
HanginOutIn100B (5:29:25 PM): I noticed he was awake and on the floor. I gave him the briefest of smiles before going over to my wardrobe and digging through it.
xx readysteadygo (5:30:08 PM): I stretchedmyself out completly and sighed, sitting back down just to look out the window.
HanginOutIn100B (5:30:57 PM): I dug out a t-shirt and ripped jeans, forgetting almost for a moment that he was even there and tugging off the towel, slipping the jeans up and over my hips.
xx readysteadygo (5:31:52 PM): My eyes caught the slight flash of skin and I looked away, searching thrugh my bag for the cigarette lighter.
HanginOutIn100B (5:33:25 PM): I tugged the shirt over my head, then curled up on the windowseat and opened up a journal.
xx readysteadygo (5:35:38 PM): "So is that windowseat yours or is it up for use anytime you're not around?"
HanginOutIn100B (5:36:42 PM): I glanced over at him. "I don't own anything in this room, so you can sit wherever you like." Looking down again, I began to write.
xx readysteadygo (5:38:31 PM): "So the gay porn hidden under the cushion isn't yours?"
xx readysteadygo (5:38:34 PM): [lmao]
HanginOutIn100B (5:39:20 PM): I rolled my eyes. "Oh please. I don't own any of that shite, thank you."
xx readysteadygo (5:39:32 PM): "So it's free range?"
HanginOutIn100B (5:39:57 PM): "Yes, dammit, I already said that." I frowned and went back to writing once more.
xx readysteadygo (5:40:37 PM): "Good, I was looking at it earlier. Any idea who it belongs to, then? It has some nice shots."
HanginOutIn100B (5:42:30 PM): "I have no clue and I don't care."
xx readysteadygo (5:42:44 PM): "So you wouldn't mind if I took it?"
HanginOutIn100B (5:44:21 PM): "No. Go right ahead."
xx readysteadygo (5:44:38 PM): I nodded and I looked at the seat and at him then back to my joint, lighting it.
HanginOutIn100B (5:45:46 PM): Scribbling in my journal, I opened the window a bit and then concentrated on my thoughts all a mess in my head.
xx readysteadygo (5:46:28 PM): I looked at the note on my bed and pulled out a folder, putting it inside.

HanginOutIn100B (10:06:52 PM): Before I knew it, I'd covered three pages and the pencil was getting ground down to almost nothing.
xx readysteadygo (10:07:48 PM): I sighed a little and fingered through pages in my folder, shoving it back into the bag.
HanginOutIn100B (10:09:05 PM): Finally, it broke on me and I let out a huff, tossing it aside and just leaning back against the wall.
xx readysteadygo (10:09:23 PM): "Something wrong with you?"
HanginOutIn100B (10:09:39 PM): I looked over at him. "You don't care. Why are you even asking?"
xx readysteadygo (10:12:13 PM): A small shrug, putting out the joint and flicking the last of it out the window.
HanginOutIn100B (10:13:09 PM): I closed my eyes, running fingers through my hair and then flopping them at my sides.
xx readysteadygo (10:18:02 PM): I took a pencil and threw it in his direction.
HanginOutIn100B (10:19:31 PM): It bounced off my chest and I blinked open my eyes. "Er...thanks..."I said quietly as I picked it up.
xx readysteadygo (10:19:55 PM): "Welcome." I tugged my blanket up over my shoulders, facing the wall.
HanginOutIn100B (10:23:18 PM): I went back to writing, slower this time so I didn't break the pencil again. The psychologist had told me when things got to me to write it all down. Well, now he had gotten to me and I was writing anything and everything about him that I could.
xx readysteadygo (10:24:36 PM): A small sigh and I was subonconciously touching myself, biting my lip.
xx readysteadygo (10:24:47 PM): [yes, he jerks off alot lmao]
HanginOutIn100B (10:32:44 PM): I looked over, smirking. "Like touching yourself, hmm?
xx readysteadygo (10:33:21 PM): "You don't care, so why are you even asking?"
HanginOutIn100B (10:33:51 PM): "Oo, touche."I snickered and went back to writing.
xx readysteadygo (10:34:43 PM): A smirk, "Unless you do care. In which case you could stop talking about it."
HanginOutIn100B (10:35:14 PM): I snorted. "Why would I care if you jerk off? You can do whatever you want."
xx readysteadygo (10:35:37 PM): I laughed a little and went back to the task.
HanginOutIn100B (10:36:20 PM): Rolling my eyes, I stopped writing and tucked the journal into my nightstand. My gaze flicked to Brenden's empty bed and I frowned despite myself before gazing out the window.
xx readysteadygo (10:39:03 PM): He really didn't seem like he had a good sense of humor... but at the same time... I gripped myself again and my toes curled, letting myself release.
HanginOutIn100B (10:41:13 PM): Staring out the window, I wondered where Brenden was now. He hadn't even told me where they'd shipped him off to. I messed with the hem of my shirt and pressed my forehead to the window pane.
xx readysteadygo (10:45:03 PM): I got up, ruffling my hair, and went to the bathroom to wash my hands.
HanginOutIn100B (10:45:44 PM): I wanted to run. Run as fast and far as I could. But I was chained to this place.
xx readysteadygo (10:46:46 PM): I came back with my hair down and flat, any semblance to makeup washed off. Tossing my shirt into the laundry, I sat down again.
HanginOutIn100B (11:00:51 PM): I was doing push-ups on the floor next to my bed, shirt off and eyes closed.
xx readysteadygo (11:01:19 PM): "Why do you bother with all that? With the food they feed you in here, you're lucky if you gain weight.
HanginOutIn100B (11:01:44 PM): "It's...for mental conditioning...and for rubgy. Coach requires it."
xx readysteadygo (11:03:04 PM): "Mental conditioning? not enough self-control?"
HanginOutIn100B (11:03:59 PM): I tried to tune him out. "No. It's a sports thing, all right?"
xx readysteadygo (11:04:41 PM): Another shrug, "Alright then." I stretched out on the mattress and looked at the ceiling.
HanginOutIn100B (11:05:22 PM): By the time I'd done 50, a fine sheen of sweat had layered on my skin.
xx readysteadygo (11:05:51 PM): "Oh, well thats definently attractive."
HanginOutIn100B (11:06:44 PM): I looked over my shoulder a bit. "What is?"
xx readysteadygo (11:12:42 PM): "The loads of sweat."
HanginOutIn100B (11:13:27 PM): "That's sort of what happens when a person works out."
xx readysteadygo (11:14:19 PM): "Oh, I know that."
xx readysteadygo (11:14:35 PM): I snorted a little, "I used to play football..." I made a bit of a face.
xx readysteadygo (11:15:04 PM): "Back when a family adopted me... took me to their home in America... kept me two months and shipped me back."
HanginOutIn100B (11:15:46 PM): I stopped doing my pushups and rolled over onto my back. "It happens like that, doesn't it." Now I started sit-ups.
xx readysteadygo (11:16:27 PM): "the getting shipped back here shit?"
HanginOutIn100B (11:16:50 PM): I shrugged. "Yeah...happens loads. Never quite gets better either." I closed my eyes, concentrating.
xx readysteadygo (11:17:27 PM): "Would't know. It only happened to me once."
HanginOutIn100B (11:19:02 PM): "Lucky then." I kept going, trying to just wear myself out.
xx readysteadygo (11:19:22 PM): "Not really. Would be nice to see the insides of a normal house for a change."
HanginOutIn100B (11:19:53 PM): I made a small face. "Yeah...it's pretty nice."
xx readysteadygo (11:20:23 PM): "Even if you know its never permanent."
HanginOutIn100B (11:20:41 PM): "You like to pretend it is."
xx readysteadygo (11:21:34 PM): What? That its permanent?"
HanginOutIn100B (11:21:52 PM): "That it's anything. That it's normal."
xx readysteadygo (11:22:33 PM): "I don't know. I never for a moment thought it was permanent. They were too... well, they weren't the kind of people who should of taken in a ten year old. A newborn, maybe."
HanginOutIn100B (11:23:07 PM): I opened my eyes a little and nodded up at him. "Yeah, I've had plenty of those."
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xx readysteadygo (12:10:23 AM): "They're the ones you always hear about. I don't understand what makes them think they can handle a child when they haven't grown with them since they were a baby."
HanginOutIn100B (12:12:57 AM): I sighed and shrugged helplessly. "Hell if I know. These days everyone wants to be parents even if they suck royal at it."
xx readysteadygo (12:14:21 AM): "And thats why we;re fucked."
HanginOutIn100B (12:16:09 AM): I snorted, managing a small, bitter smile. "Guess I'd have to agree."
xx readysteadygo (12:17:34 AM): "Unless certain parents decided to remember their forgotten kids." I said bitterly.
HanginOutIn100B (12:19:21 AM): I furrowed my brows again. "Maybe so."
xx readysteadygo (12:30:55 AM): "mmm." I looked at my hands.
HanginOutIn100B (12:41:54 AM): Raising a brow. "So...did you want something...?"
xx readysteadygo (12:43:21 AM): I blinked a litttle and looked up, "huh?"
HanginOutIn100B (12:44:20 AM): I shook my head. "Nevermind." Smiling a little, I closed my eyes again and resumed my situps.
xx readysteadygo (12:45:41 AM): I just looked at him. My short attention span hit my again.
HanginOutIn100B (12:46:03 AM): I felt his gaze on me and stopped again. "What is it?" I laughed.
xx readysteadygo (12:47:44 AM): "Nothing. Short attention span."
HanginOutIn100B (12:48:11 AM): "I can see that."I chuckled again.
xx readysteadygo (12:51:50 AM): I smiled, but the tiniest of smiles possible.
HanginOutIn100B (12:53:23 AM): "Anyway..."I wasn't sure what to say to him. Hell, he didn't even really like me and I wasn't yet sure how I felt about him.
xx readysteadygo (12:54:47 AM): "Right, anyways." I played with my lighter, which was still on my bed.
HanginOutIn100B (12:55:22 AM): I looked away from him and started to do one-handed pushups.
xx readysteadygo (12:55:55 AM): I watched him, "Ever try doing those in reverse?"
HanginOutIn100B (12:56:40 AM): I glanced up. "What d'ya mean?"
xx readysteadygo (12:58:38 AM): I got off the bed and laid on my back a bit before doing a push up with one arm tucked behind m y back, the other on the floor behind me, stomach yp.
xx readysteadygo (12:58:40 AM): up-
HanginOutIn100B (1:00:19 AM): "Oh. Yeah. That." I nodded a bit.
xx readysteadygo (1:03:06 AM): "They make you do those in therapy and shit. Pointless, really."
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HanginOutIn100B (1:38:26 AM): "Tell me about it,"I mumbled.
xx readysteadygo (1:41:18 AM): "And you've been?"
HanginOutIn100B (1:43:18 AM): "Not physical therapy..."I muttered under my breath, looking away again.
xx readysteadygo (1:44:07 AM): I furrowed my eyebrows.
HanginOutIn100B (1:44:57 AM): I rubbed at the back of my neck, feeling the vice-like grip there and closing my eyes.
xx readysteadygo (1:45:44 AM): "Right..." I heard someone cal ldown the hall and realized it was time for dinner. I tugged on my pants and shirt again, heading out the door.
HanginOutIn100B (1:46:20 AM): I stayed put there on the floor, head on my knees. I wasn't hungry.
xx readysteadygo (1:51:40 AM): I asked her if I could take something into my room instead because I was writing a song and, surprisingly, she allowed me to do so.
HanginOutIn100B (1:53:53 AM): I curled up on the windowseat, pillow clutched to my chest.
xx readysteadygo (1:54:22 AM): I came back in and sat down, poking the meatloaf, "You know, shes not 'alf bad. Most of them rather chain you to the dinig room table."
HanginOutIn100B (1:57:29 AM): I sighed a little and nodded absently. "Yeah, she's nice."
xx readysteadygo (2:02:36 AM): I set the plate in front of the and dipped another piece in ketchup.
HanginOutIn100B (2:03:07 AM): I smelled the food and grimaced a little, pressing the pillow over my face.
xx readysteadygo (2:03:37 AM): "Oh... um.. are you sick or something?"

HanginOutIn100B (2:10:58 AM): "No...I'm not sick..." Physically at least.
xx readysteadygo (2:12:16 AM): "Well I mean... I'll go if you don't want to be around um food."
HanginOutIn100B (2:12:51 AM): I shook my head. "I'm fine. Eat."
xx readysteadygo (2:15:09 AM): "How come you're not eating?
HanginOutIn100B (2:15:32 AM): "I'm just not hungry right now."
xx readysteadygo (2:16:00 AM): "So did you like the beanie?" I asked, mouthful of meatloaf.
HanginOutIn100B (2:16:38 AM): I smiled a bit, looking at him from under the pillow. "Yeah, I did."
xx readysteadygo (2:17:01 AM): "I thought you mgiht."
HanginOutIn100B (2:17:22 AM): The smile only grew wider. "So tell me...how'd you get it?"
xx readysteadygo (2:18:54 AM): "Oh, I had about a 100$ laying around." My voice dipped in sarcasm.
HanginOutIn100B (2:19:57 AM): I smirked. "Yeah, thought so. But really, thanks."
xx readysteadygo (2:20:13 AM): "Anything else you want?"
HanginOutIn100B (2:23:09 AM): I laughed a little. "Nah, I'm good."
xx readysteadygo (2:32:07 AM): Another nod, poking macaroni silently.
HanginOutIn100B (2:33:50 AM): "Is it decent food tonight?"
xx readysteadygo (2:34:24 AM): "Macaroni and meatloaf... yeah."
HanginOutIn100B (2:37:14 AM): I grinned. "That means one of the girls didn't cook. Thank god."
xx readysteadygo (2:41:39 AM): "Afraid a nail will fall off?"
HanginOutIn100B (2:42:10 AM): I shuddered a bit. "I don't know what those girls have."
xx readysteadygo (2:47:42 AM): Another laugh.,
HanginOutIn100B (2:48:04 AM): "I'm serious..."I looked over at him and made a face.
xx readysteadygo (2:50:26 AM): "I wouldn't be surprised if we've all got something."
HanginOutIn100B (2:51:41 AM): I rose a brow. "Maybe...."
xx readysteadygo (2:53:53 AM): "Think about that. Any idea where all these people come from? Everywhere."
HanginOutIn100B (2:58:35 AM): "Yeah, yer probably right."
xx readysteadygo (2:59:55 AM): "again. Fucked."
HanginOutIn100B (3:00:30 AM): I crinkled up my nose. "Nothing we can do about it."
xx readysteadygo (3:03:14 AM): "Oh, never get laid."
HanginOutIn100B (3:03:42 AM): "That would suck royally."
xx readysteadygo (3:05:14 AM): "mm..."
HanginOutIn100B (3:06:19 AM): I rolled over onto my stomach, laying my head on the pillow. "Not so bad for you since you seem to have fun with your hand." I joked.
xx readysteadygo (3:07:06 AM): "Its always that way when I change houses."
HanginOutIn100B (3:07:58 AM): I smirked a bit. "You reacquaint yourself?"
xx readysteadygo (3:08:17 AM): "no, I have nothing better to DO than my hand."
HanginOutIn100B (3:08:50 AM): "Ah, I see. Sorry bout that."
xx readysteadygo (3:09:30 AM): "Sure you are."
HanginOutIn100B (3:10:07 AM): The smirk lit my face again. "What? You saw through that?"
xx readysteadygo (3:10:32 AM): "I see through a lot.
HanginOutIn100B (3:11:10 AM): I nodded, staring up at the ceiling.
xx readysteadygo (3:14:50 AM): A small clank of the fork on the plate and I went to clean my dish.
HanginOutIn100B (3:15:07 AM): I glanced over, then away again, sighing.

xx readysteadygo (5:52:56 PM): I finished up cleaning my own dishes and returned to the bedroom.
HanginOutIn100B (5:58:37 PM): Sitting up on the windowseat, I ruffled my hair and let out a little noise of discontent.
xx readysteadygo (6:11:19 PM): "You're a very annoyed bloke, arent you?"
HanginOutIn100B (6:17:45 PM): I looked over at him and shrugged a bit. "No...not usually."

xx readysteadygo (3:39:44 PM)"mmph..." Tilting my head, I gripped his shoulders and rubbed myself against him, lips hovering a little above his.
HanginOutIn100B (3:44:45 PM)Looking up at him, lips slightly parted, I met his small thrusts and stared up into his eyes.
xx readysteadygo (3:58:15 PM)"mmph..." Tilting my head, I gripped his shoulders and rubbed myself against him, lips hovering a little above his.
HanginOutIn100B (3:59:53 PM)Looking up at him, lips slightly parted, I met his small thrusts and stared up into his eyes.
xx readysteadygo (4:01:04 PM)I swallowed hard and my hips fell into a circular pattern.
HanginOutIn100B (4:02:12 PM)The way he moved against me, I wanted to just slam him into the wall, but I went slow. I barely moved against him and kissed his collarbone.
xx readysteadygo (4:04:36 PM)I gave up on trying to act like it wasn't much to me by gripping hair at the back of his head, just threading fingers there.
HanginOutIn100B (4:05:40 PM)"Mmm...."I whimpered into his skin, nipping at his shoulder and pressing slightly harder into him.
xx readysteadygo (4:23:54 PM)I still didn't moan, instead letting myself say his name quietly.
HanginOutIn100B (4:26:40 PM)I heard him whisper my name and smiled softly at that. My hands cupped his ass and wrapped his legs around me, moving more between his legs.
xx readysteadygo (4:27:16 PM)I looked down between us to the point where our skin met above our bellybuttons./
HanginOutIn100B (4:29:04 PM)My hips hit into his but I wouldn't hurt him. I pressed my lips to his shoulder and nudged my cheek there.
xx readysteadygo (4:31:02 PM)I let my head lay to the side against his, breathing harder.
HanginOutIn100B (4:51:49 PM)His skin was slick and warm against mine as I moved up and down.
xx readysteadygo (4:56:45 PM)"You realize... you probably gave yourself 1st degree burns,,, jumping in here."
HanginOutIn100B (4:57:42 PM)"Yeah...I've dealt with worse. It was worth it."
xx readysteadygo (5:50:55 PM)"I would of just let you do this... in the bed... if you'd asked..."
HanginOutIn100B (5:57:18 PM)I shrugged. "I like showers. And besides....watching you made it fun."
xx readysteadygo (6:00:02 PM)" I really didn't think you would follow me."
HanginOutIn100B (6:00:56 PM)"Yeah....guess that was just my impatience...and horniness taking me over."
xx readysteadygo (6:02:06 PM)A nod and I looke da thim, "So are you going to fuck me, then?"
HanginOutIn100B (6:15:17 PM)I rose a brow. "Do you want me to fuck you?"
xx readysteadygo (6:15:51 PM)"Would I say no?"
HanginOutIn100B (6:19:09 PM)I shrugged. "I don't know. That's why I asked."
xx readysteadygo (6:20:09 PM)I adjusted myself a little against him, my feet returning to the ground and turning around, reaching to touch his hips backwards.
HanginOutIn100B (6:22:26 PM)"I guess that's a yes." I moved against him, sliding hands over his waist and pushing aparts his ass cheeks, pressing against his entrance.
xx readysteadygo (6:27:08 PM)"thats a 'I wouldn't ask unless I wanted it'."
HanginOutIn100B (6:28:24 PM)"Mmm, I get it." I slowly moved into him, hands now on his lower stomach.
xx readysteadygo (6:28:55 PM)I blinked a little, looking down at where his hand was.
HanginOutIn100B (6:30:58 PM)I thrust slow and steady, enjoying the new feel and ran my hand over his hip.
xx readysteadygo (6:32:51 PM)The touch made me slowly rolling my hips back, my skin sliding on his palm.
HanginOutIn100B (6:34:28 PM)I let my fingers splay over his lower stomach, thrusting into him and pressing my lips to his neck.
xx readysteadygo (6:35:28 PM)I gripped the little built in saftey type rail there, bending over a little more.
HanginOutIn100B (6:37:04 PM)Closing my eyes, I slid my hand low and over his groin, pushing in and pulling out slow but hard.
xx readysteadygo (6:37:48 PM)The way he moved with me... liquidly and slow... but each thrust meaning somthing.... I almost let myself moan, forehead hitting the tile softly.
HanginOutIn100B (6:39:29 PM)I touched his cock, stroking softly and rocked my hips into him.
xx readysteadygo (6:42:58 PM)What was the point in being gentle with me? I didn't know.
HanginOutIn100B (6:45:09 PM)I kissed at the light spattering of freckles on his shoulder, gripping him a bit tighter in my fist and jerking a little harder, but still steadily pushing into him.
xx readysteadygo (6:49:54 PM)My mind began to spin. He was almost too kind.
HanginOutIn100B (6:56:47 PM)The feel of him sliding on my palm. The slick feeling of his insides. It was all so fucking incredible. I arched in harder and grazed my teeth lightly over his shoulder.
xx readysteadygo (7:05:19 PM)There it wa,s long and hard, a throaty moan left my mouth.
HanginOutIn100B (7:08:09 PM)I had to smile. He'd been so quiet otherwise. The moan reassured me. I kept up my pace, bringing my other hand beneath his cock and massaging his sack.

HanginOutIn100B (12:14:10 AM): I nodded and went back to trying to read my book.
xx readysteadygo (12:40:55 AM): "what are you reading?"
HanginOutIn100B (12:42:04 AM): I didn't look up. "Some mystery novel Amy gave me.
xx readysteadygo (12:50:09 AM): "Is it good?"
HanginOutIn100B (12:51:12 AM): I shrugged. "I've...been stuck on the same page for the last hour, so I wouldn't know."
xx readysteadygo (12:56:47 AM): "Oh..." I tilted my head a little, "Whys that?"
HanginOutIn100B (12:58:54 AM): "Just can't...er....get into it."
xx readysteadygo (1:00:05 AM): "Then why are you bothering?"
HanginOutIn100B (1:01:52 AM): "I dunno. Something to do, I guess."
xx readysteadygo (1:02:12 AM): "Staring at pages?"
HanginOutIn100B (1:05:55 AM): I shrugged. "Not much else going on.
xx readysteadygo (1:11:15 AM): "You could.. .talk to me... or something?
HanginOutIn100B (1:12:09 AM): I smiled a bit and nodded. "I can now that you're awake."
xx readysteadygo (1:12:44 AM): "so then stop pretending to read a book and talk."
HanginOutIn100B (1:15:29 AM): I laughed and put the book aside. "What am I supposed to talk about?"
xx readysteadygo (1:16:32 AM): "Anything but that book."
HanginOutIn100B (1:16:53 AM): I grinned. "That I can do...considering I know nothing about it."
xx readysteadygo (1:17:20 AM): "Good. Now look at me. Talk."
HanginOutIn100B (1:20:48 AM): I rose my eyes to his face, giving him a sheepish smile. "About what?"
xx readysteadygo (1:33:26 AM): "Doesn't matter, really."
HanginOutIn100B (1:35:24 AM): I leaned back against the headboard. "Er....what's your favorite band?"
xx readysteadygo (1:42:27 AM): "Thought it was obvious."
HanginOutIn100B (1:44:33 AM): I chuckled and nodded. "Ah yes....okay, so I'm dense today."
xx readysteadygo (1:45:10 AM): A small smile, "Whats yours?'
HanginOutIn100B (1:46:56 AM): "Actually...them too. My dad turned me onto em when I was younger."
xx readysteadygo (1:48:14 AM): I smiled a little and laid on my stomach, "You were lucky they taught y ou at least one good thing.
HanginOutIn100B (1:51:47 AM): I returned the smile and nodded ."Yeah, my dad was a music buff."
xx readysteadygo (2:03:42 AM): "I like how he sounds."
HanginOutIn100B (2:05:04 AM): I ruffled my hair and the smile faltered a bit.
xx readysteadygo (2:05:35 AM): "How long have you been here?"
HanginOutIn100B (2:07:16 AM): "A little over a year." I messed with the bedspread.
xx readysteadygo (2:13:01 AM): "How about before that?"
HanginOutIn100B (2:15:18 AM): "I was back and forth between about....thirteen different places."
xx readysteadygo (2:17:11 AM): "How many years?"
HanginOutIn100B (2:18:55 AM): "Since I was ten."
xx readysteadygo (2:23:52 AM): "Oh..." I wasn't sure if he'd told me that.
HanginOutIn100B (2:24:36 AM): "It seems longer" I shrugged again and tugged at a strand of hair.
xx readysteadygo (2:28:07 AM): "Thirteen different places can make it that way."
HanginOutIn100B (2:28:32 AM): "Yeah....I g uess so, huh?"
xx readysteadygo (2:33:24 AM): I nodded a little bit.
HanginOutIn100B (2:33:56 AM): Running hands through my hair, I didn't know what to talk about anymore.
xx readysteadygo (2:47:49 AM): "how old was your sister?"
HanginOutIn100B (2:49:02 AM): I didn't look up. "She...was the same age as me."
xx readysteadygo (2:49:35 AM): "Twins, then..."
HanginOutIn100B (2:50:40 AM): "Yeah..."I bit at my lip and stared out the window.
xx readysteadygo (2:59:20 AM): "I'm sorry..."
HanginOutIn100B (2:59:51 AM): "I was sorry for the first year after it happened, then I just became numb."
xx readysteadygo (3:01:42 AM): A small frown hit me, "You should never be sorry when it wasnt your fault."
HanginOutIn100B (3:02:34 AM): I looked up at him. "It didn't have to be my fault. They died and I lived."
xx readysteadygo (3:03:35 AM): "So you're sorry you got to live?"
HanginOutIn100B (3:04:10 AM): "I don't know...I guess a part of me wished I'd have just died with them."
xx readysteadygo (3:04:52 AM): A little nod and I laid on my stomach.
HanginOutIn100B (3:05:38 AM): I had never told that to anyone and I didn't know why I'd told him.
xx readysteadygo (3:07:37 AM): "So why are you still here, then?"
HanginOutIn100B (3:09:03 AM): I looked at him, eyes sad. "Because I realized I wanted to be alive."
xx readysteadygo (3:10:23 AM): "You shouldnt feel bad for that."
HanginOutIn100B (3:10:46 AM): "I know...well, at least I know that now."
xx readysteadygo (3:14:30 AM): "Its a good thing.. some people never realize."
HanginOutIn100B (3:15:16 AM): I nodded solemnly and fiddled with my fingers.

xx readysteadygo (3:42:20 PM): I just looked at him, watching his hands.
HanginOutIn100B (3:45:18 PM): I stared blankly at the floor, closing my eyes and remembering them. My sister...my mum and dad. And tears prickled behind my eyes.
xx readysteadygo (3:46:01 PM): "{I... sorry... I didn't mean to bring it up..." I said softly, moving to get up and go get my food.
HanginOutIn100B (3:49:59 PM): I opened my eyes, the blue orbs glistening with unshed tears and stared at him. "They took it all with them....who I used to be...I can't find him anymore, Adrion..."
xx readysteadygo (3:50:39 PM): "Yourself?"
HanginOutIn100B (3:55:54 PM): I nodded solemnly and wiped at a tear that started to fall down my cheek.
xx readysteadygo (3:57:12 PM): I stopped in front of him and knelt down just enough to get at eyelevel, "There's no such thing as one self. You're still you, you just decided to push away one part of yourself."
HanginOutIn100B (3:58:19 PM): I searched his face for a long moment, then reached out and touched his cheek. "How'd you become like this, huh?"
xx readysteadygo (3:59:59 PM): "Like what?"
HanginOutIn100B (4:00:23 PM): "I can't describe it...you're like an old soul trapped in a fifteen year old's body."
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xx readysteadygo (4:14:41 PM): I blinked a little bit, "Guess thats why my bodys sick of me."
HanginOutIn100B (4:17:32 PM): I furrowed my brows. Was that an insinuation to what I thought it was? I wasn't going to say anything to that.
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xx readysteadygo (4:18:05 PM): "I um... have to go get something to eat..." A small shrug and I left the room.
HanginOutIn100B (4:20:02 PM): I looked after him, then moved over onto my bed and curled up, facing the wall.
xx readysteadygo (4:24:53 PM): I went to the kitchen and heated up the macroni noodle spaghetti, grabbing a glass of milk and a fork.
HanginOutIn100B (4:26:47 PM): Yanking the covers over my head, I pushed a hand under my pillow and pulled out the picture of my family, clutching it to my chest.
xx readysteadygo (4:41:31 PM): I came back sipping my drink and sat down quietly.
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HanginOutIn100B (4:46:26 PM): I closed my eyes, the picture pressed over my heart and a pained expression on my face.
xx readysteadygo (4:47:13 PM): I looked at him and sighed, pulling my bag up. I took out a picture of a women with a baby, aged and tattered, and showed him.
HanginOutIn100B (4:48:12 PM): (what did he do, go under the covers? lol)
xx readysteadygo (4:49:18 PM): [i didnt notice that part so ignore it]
xx readysteadygo (4:49:23 PM): I looked at him and sighed, pulling my bag up.
HanginOutIn100B (4:53:12 PM): I wanted them back. With every fiber of my being I wanted them back. I started to cry, worse than I ever had before. All the emotions just pouring out of me.
xx readysteadygo (4:53:59 PM): I could hear him under there but I couldnt say anything, quietly eating.
HanginOutIn100B (4:57:25 PM): I pressed my face into the pillow, body shaking and gripped the picture tight in my fist.
xx readysteadygo (5:07:57 PM): "You don't have to hide yourself, you know. I know what you're doing under there."
HanginOutIn100B (5:11:10 PM): I couldn't get any words out. I just kept crying, throat constricted.
xx readysteadygo (5:18:53 PM): I set down my plate and came over, sighing a little as i sat on his bed.
HanginOutIn100B (5:20:22 PM): I felt the bed move down a bit and I just curled up more, sucking in sharp breaths.
xx readysteadygo (5:24:25 PM): Lightly pulling down the blanket, I looked at him.
HanginOutIn100B (5:25:20 PM): I moved away from him, closer to the wall and covered my face with my hand.
xx readysteadygo (5:28:32 PM): "Theres no point hiding from thigs."
xx readysteadygo (5:28:38 PM): things-
HanginOutIn100B (5:29:53 PM): "I'm not...h-hiding...from things."
xx readysteadygo (5:33:51 PM): "Then why was your blanket over your head?"
HanginOutIn100B (5:34:32 PM): "Because I don't let people...see me cry."
xx readysteadygo (5:35:57 PM): "Everyone does it."
HanginOutIn100B (5:36:39 PM): "I know that." I wiped at my face, turning to face him a little.
xx readysteadygo (5:52:38 PM): "They wouldn't want you to still cry over them, do you think?"
HanginOutIn100B (6:11:07 PM): "They don't want anything anymore, Adrion. They're dead."
xx readysteadygo (6:12:47 PM): "You really think it means theyre gone altogetehr?"
HanginOutIn100B (6:21:04 PM): I snorted. "As gone as they can be."
xx readysteadygo (6:30:58 PM): "So none of that heave and hell shit, huh?"
HanginOutIn100B (6:33:32 PM): "I don't believe in anything, Adrion."
xx readysteadygo (6:34:34 PM): "did they?"
HanginOutIn100B (6:36:13 PM): I shrugged. "Yeah, sure they did. Probably right up until the other train smashed into em."
xx readysteadygo (6:40:42 PM): "So you don't think you owe them as much credit that they're at least watching you rightnow?"
HanginOutIn100B (6:43:37 PM): I closed my eyes for a moment. "Maybe they are."
xx readysteadygo (6:44:56 PM): "Exactly."
HanginOutIn100B (6:46:25 PM): I opened my eyes again. "All right...fine...they're looking down on me. They're son's a waste of space in a foster home who loves the taste of another boy's cock."
xx readysteadygo (6:47:10 PM): "Think they'd care about that?"
HanginOutIn100B (6:51:35 PM): I laughed bitterly. "Actually, no. They're the ones that housed a gay teen from my dad's company when his parents kicked him out."
xx readysteadygo (6:55:51 PM): "so don't say it like its something theyd hate."
HanginOutIn100B (6:57:08 PM): "I know....I know..."I gave him a hint of a smile.
xx readysteadygo (6:58:48 PM): "And I don't think you're a waste of space."
HanginOutIn100B (6:59:58 PM): My smile widened a bit. "Really?"
xx readysteadygo (7:00:55 PM): "Why would I? "
HanginOutIn100B (7:03:35 PM): "I don't know. Because I'm a paranoid idiot that thinks you should."
xx readysteadygo (7:10:51 PM): I shrugged a little bit.

xx readysteadygo (8:56:24 PM): "Fuck... I love when someone... does that..."
HanginOutIn100B (8:57:54 PM): I smirked a little, doing it a bit harder and thrusting at the same time.
xx readysteadygo (9:17:14 PM): "Oh...." My mouth opened, letting myself engulf him.
HanginOutIn100B (9:18:49 PM): I pressed in deep, burying myself to the base and jerking him in the same rhythm, squeezing his sack in my palm.
xx readysteadygo (9:26:56 PM): Bending over more, I turned my legs so one went a little between him, changing the angle so I could see him.
HanginOutIn100B (9:28:09 PM): I looked down at him, a tiny smirk lighting my face as I held his hip now and rocked into him.
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xx readysteadygo (10:56:04 PM): I looked up at him ust briefly before I sank into pure pleasure, my knees shaking.
HanginOutIn100B (11:01:43 PM): I held him as best I c ould so he didn't fall over, still jerking him and arching my hips harder.
xx readysteadygo (11:02:39 PM): I didn't... but I was... and then, I came.
HanginOutIn100B (11:05:54 PM): I felt the liquid on my fingers and kept moving in him, taken over by lust.
xx readysteadygo (11:06:25 PM): He slammed me a little harder into the wall, feeling the cum dribble down my leg as he was blocking the shower.
HanginOutIn100B (11:08:16 PM): I kept pushing in, pulling out, till I felt myself release.
xx readysteadygo (11:15:51 PM): I felt him cum and blinked, pulling away a bit suddenly at the relization,
HanginOutIn100B (11:21:57 PM): I bit my lip, startled. "Shit...I'm...I'm sorry...."
xx readysteadygo (11:22:38 PM): "No... shit... I forgot..."
HanginOutIn100B (11:24:07 PM): I furrowed my brows. "You...forgot?"
xx readysteadygo (11:26:28 PM): I shook my head, swallowing. Susceptible, Adrion. You know what that means even if you can't spell it. "I'm sorry... I forgot."
HanginOutIn100B (11:27:29 PM): I just nodded a little, not knowing what was wrong really. But knowing somehow that I'd done something he hadn't wanted me to do. I quietly moved to get out of the shower and snagged a towel off the rack.
xx readysteadygo (11:28:53 PM): Say something... say something... THINK OF SOMETHING! "I'm sorry I just... condom... I mean, usually... I never do that..."
HanginOutIn100B (11:30:35 PM): "I'm sorry." I said and left the bathroom, towel around me.
xx readysteadygo (11:31:07 PM): "no.. I..." But he was gone and I huffed, grabbing the soap and scrubbing at the ink again, head dizzy.
HanginOutIn100B (11:36:44 PM): I went into the room and got dressed quickly, then headed out of the bedroom to the livingroom.
xx readysteadygo (11:38:47 PM): I grabbed the towel and wrapped it around my thin hips.
HanginOutIn100B (11:45:02 PM): Sitting there on the couch, I ate some carrots and watched a stupid tv show.
xx readysteadygo (11:51:08 PM): Stepping into the living room, "I didn't mean it to be something personal when I pulled away."
HanginOutIn100B (11:52:15 PM): "It wasn't." I popped a carrot into my mouth and flicked the channel.
xx readysteadygo (11:52:54 PM): "Oh... alright, just so you know.." i offered quietly.
HanginOutIn100B (11:53:39 PM): I nodded and dipped a carrot in a vegetable spread, making a face at the tv.
xx readysteadygo (11:54:39 PM): I took a carrot and turned around, heading to the bedroom.
HanginOutIn100B (11:55:48 PM): I laughed a bit. "Why are you going to go sit by yourself in our room?"
xx readysteadygo (11:57:34 PM): "Because if I don't change out of a towel I'm going ot regret it later."
HanginOutIn100B (11:58:05 PM): "Oh yeah." I chuckled.
xx readysteadygo (11:59:59 PM): A small smile, tugging it off as Iwalked.
HanginOutIn100B (12:00:52 AM): I quirked a brow. "Oh that was just evil."
xx readysteadygo (12:02:27 AM): I laughed and touched both my ass cheeks,.
HanginOutIn100B (12:03:10 AM): Snorting, I shook my head and looked away. "Cheeky git."
xx readysteadygo (12:06:15 AM): "Oh, hilarious." I msmiled and went into the barren bedroom, findnig the pink shirt I'd gotten.
HanginOutIn100B (12:06:58 AM): Eating the last carrot, I set the bowl aside and curled up a bit.
xx readysteadygo (12:08:38 AM): I let my hair stay normal and down, wearing tight girl jeans and the pink ramones shirt as I came back out.
HanginOutIn100B (12:10:57 AM): I looked up at him and let out a whistle. "Hottest lil gay boy I've ever seen."
xx readysteadygo (12:12:19 AM): I tilted my head and pushed my hair over to the side.
HanginOutIn100B (12:13:45 AM): "Yeah, definitely." I nodded, grinning.
xx readysteadygo (12:14:18 AM): "who said I was gay?" I joked.
HanginOutIn100B (12:16:12 AM): I rose a b row. "Oh? Then you just like taking it up the ass for fun?"
xx readysteadygo (12:20:51 AM): You never know."
HanginOutIn100B (12:22:23 AM): I nodded. "Yeah...guess that's true. I don't know."
xx readysteadygo (12:25:21 AM): "Every guy would like taking it up the ass if they weren't so fucking phobic."
HanginOutIn100B (12:27:10 AM): I shrugged. "Maybe you're right. It is pretty good."
xx readysteadygo (12:28:42 AM): "pretty good?"
HanginOutIn100B (12:28:53 AM): I laughed. "All right, it's bloody amazing."
xx readysteadygo (12:35:05 AM): "Exactly." I flopped down and put my feet up/
HanginOutIn100B (12:38:51 AM): I nudged him playfully and grinned.
xx readysteadygo (12:41:45 AM): "Wot?"
HanginOutIn100B (12:44:04 AM): "Nothing. You're just cute when you're not being vindictive."
xx readysteadygo (12:44:44 AM): "Oh... cute?"
HanginOutIn100B (12:45:54 AM): I nodded. "Well, cute mixed with absolutely fuckable."
xx readysteadygo (12:47:04 AM): "Only when I'm not being vindictive, you say?
HanginOutIn100B (12:47:28 AM): I laughed lightly. "You know I was joking."
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HanginOutIn100B (12:54:53 AM): xx readysteadygo (10:56:04 PM): I looked up at him ust briefly before I sank into pure pleasure, my knees shaking.
HanginOutIn100B (11:01:42 PM): I held him as best I c ould so he didn't fall over, still jerking him and arching my hips harder.
xx readysteadygo (11:02:38 PM): I didn't... but I was... and then, I came.
HanginOutIn100B (11:05:52 PM): I felt the liquid on my fingers and kept moving in him, taken over by lust.
xx readysteadygo (11:06:26 PM): He slammed me a little harder into the wall, feeling the cum dribble down my leg as he was blocking the shower.
HanginOutIn100B (11:08:15 PM): I kept pushing in, pulling out, till I felt myself release.
xx readysteadygo (11:15:51 PM): I felt him cum and blinked, pulling away a bit suddenly at the relization,
HanginOutIn100B (11:21:56 PM): I bit my lip, startled. "Shit...I'm...I'm sorry...."
xx readysteadygo (11:22:37 PM): "No... shit... I forgot..."
HanginOutIn100B (11:24:06 PM): I furrowed my brows. "You...forgot?"
xx readysteadygo (11:26:28 PM): I shook my head, swallowing. Susceptible, Adrion. You know what that means even if you can't spell it. "I'm sorry... I forgot."
HanginOutIn100B (11:27:28 PM): I just nodded a little, not knowing what was wrong really. But knowing somehow that I'd done something he hadn't wanted me to do. I quietly moved to get out of the shower and snagged a towel off the rack.
xx readysteadygo (11:28:53 PM): Say something... say something... THINK OF SOMETHING! "I'm sorry I just... condom... I mean, usually... I never do that..."
HanginOutIn100B (11:30:34 PM): "I'm sorry." I said and left the bathroom, towel around me.
xx readysteadygo (11:31:07 PM): "no.. I..." But he was gone and I huffed, grabbing the soap and scrubbing at the ink again, head dizzy.
HanginOutIn100B (11:36:42 PM): I went into the room and got dressed quickly, then headed out of the bedroom to the livingroom.
xx readysteadygo (11:38:47 PM): I grabbed the towel and wrapped it around my thin hips.
HanginOutIn100B (11:45:01 PM): Sitting there on the couch, I ate some carrots and watched a stupid tv show.
xx readysteadygo (11:51:08 PM): Stepping into the living room, "I didn't mean it to be something personal when I pulled away."
HanginOutIn100B (11:52:14 PM): "It wasn't." I popped a carrot into my mouth and flicked the channel.
xx readysteadygo (11:52:55 PM): "Oh... alright, just so you know.." i offered quietly.
HanginOutIn100B (11:53:38 PM): I nodded and dipped a carrot in a vegetable spread, making a face at the tv.
xx readysteadygo (11:54:39 PM): I took a carrot and turned around, heading to the bedroom.
HanginOutIn100B (11:55:47 PM): I laughed a bit. "Why are you going to go sit by yourself in our room?"
xx readysteadygo (11:57:34 PM): "Because if I don't change out of a towel I'm going ot regret it later."
HanginOutIn100B (11:58:04 PM): "Oh yeah." I chuckled.
xx readysteadygo (11:59:59 PM): A small smile, tugging it off as Iwalked.
HanginOutIn100B (12:00:51 AM): I quirked a brow. "Oh that was just evil."
xx readysteadygo (12:02:27 AM): I laughed and touched both my ass cheeks,.
HanginOutIn100B (12:03:09 AM): Snorting, I shook my head and looked away. "Cheeky git."
xx readysteadygo (12:06:16 AM): "Oh, hilarious." I msmiled and went into the barren bedroom, findnig the pink shirt I'd gotten.
HanginOutIn100B (12:06:57 AM): Eating the last carrot, I set the bowl aside and curled up a bit.
xx readysteadygo (12:08:38 AM): I let my hair stay normal and down, wearing tight girl jeans and the pink ramones shirt as I came back out.
HanginOutIn100B (12:10:56 AM): I looked up at him and let out a whistle. "Hottest lil gay boy I've ever seen."
xx readysteadygo (12:12:19 AM): I tilted my head and pushed my hair over to the side.
HanginOutIn100B (12:13:44 AM): "Yeah, definitely." I nodded, grinning.
xx readysteadygo (12:14:18 AM): "who said I was gay?" I joked.
HanginOutIn100B (12:16:11 AM): I rose a b row. "Oh? Then you just like taking it up the ass for fun?"
xx readysteadygo (12:20:51 AM): You never know."
HanginOutIn100B (12:22:22 AM): I nodded. "Yeah...guess that's true. I don't know."
xx readysteadygo (12:25:21 AM): "Every guy would like taking it up the ass if they weren't so fucking phobic."
HanginOutIn100B (12:27:09 AM): I shrugged. "Maybe you're right. It is pretty good."
xx readysteadygo (12:28:42 AM): "pretty good?"
HanginOutIn100B (12:28:52 AM): I laughed. "All right, it's bloody amazing."
xx readysteadygo (12:35:04 AM): "Exactly." I flopped down and put my feet up/
HanginOutIn100B (12:38:50 AM): I nudged him playfully and grinned.
xx readysteadygo (12:41:45 AM): "Wot?"
HanginOutIn100B (12:44:03 AM): "Nothing. You're just cute when you're not being vindictive."
xx readysteadygo (12:44:44 AM): "Oh... cute?"
HanginOutIn100B (12:45:53 AM): I nodded. "Well, cute mixed with absolutely fuckable."
xx readysteadygo (12:47:03 AM): "Only when I'm not being vindictive, you say?
HanginOutIn100B (12:47:27 AM): I laughed lightly. "You know I was joking."
xx readysteadygo (12:55:23 AM): I quirked a brow, "You were?"
HanginOutIn100B (12:56:45 AM): "Yes....well about the being vindictive part. But you are cute."
xx readysteadygo (12:57:40 AM): "I thought I was pretty vindictive,:"
HanginOutIn100B (12:59:21 AM): I shrugged. "Okay...maybe a bit."

xx readysteadygo (5:06:43 PM): "Just a bit?" I smiled a little.
HanginOutIn100B (5:10:53 PM): I rolled my eyes. "What do you want me to say that you were horrid?"
xx readysteadygo (5:14:07 PM): "Maybe.

HanginOutIn100B (5:15:39 PM): I tilted my head to the side. "All right, fine....maybe you were an arse...but I'm not going to hold it against you."
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xx readysteadygo (8:33:05 PM): I nodded a little and looked at the TV, slouching down.
HanginOutIn100B (8:35:27 PM): Messing with the hem of my shirt, I kept glancing at him from time to time.
xx readysteadygo (8:36:27 PM): I blinked a little and noticed I was falling asleep.
HanginOutIn100B (8:37:36 PM): Pulling out a pillow, I reached over and tucked it behind his head.
xx readysteadygo (8:39:27 PM): "Thanks..." glancing at him alittle.
HanginOutIn100B (8:40:15 PM): I winked. "No prob." Leaning back, I pulled up my legs and put on some movie
xx readysteadygo (8:41:08 PM): I took the pillow and curled up on my side.
HanginOutIn100B (8:47:32 PM): Looking over and down at him, I smiled a bit.
xx readysteadygo (8:49:47 PM): My arm went above my head, staring blankly at the TV.
HanginOutIn100B (8:50:35 PM): I tapped my leg absently, remembering when I'd watch late night tv with Brenden and stroke his hair.
xx readysteadygo (8:53:23 PM): A small sigh and I blinked, looking at him.
HanginOutIn100B (8:54:35 PM): I didn't even realize I was doing it, my fingers softly sliding through his hair as I watched the tv.
xx readysteadygo (8:56:55 PM): Sighing a little, I closed my eyes.
HanginOutIn100B (8:59:27 PM): My fingers ran down the back of his neck, then through his hair again.
xx readysteadygo (9:00:21 PM): I heard a door click and keys jingle, opening my eyes.
HanginOutIn100B (9:06:48 PM): I looked up and then back at the tv. "Amy's home..."
xx readysteadygo (9:09:13 PM): "Yeah..." I sat up a little and she appeared, "ah... You're home at the perfect time... Adrion, I made your doctor's appointment for a half hour from now... so if you're ready, we should get going." My cheeks flushed and I nodded.
HanginOutIn100B (9:16:53 PM): I blinked a little, looking from her to him. A doctor's appointment? I wanted to ask, but I didn't.
xx readysteadygo (9:18:24 PM): I got up and looked briefly at him before following her back out of the house.
HanginOutIn100B (9:19:48 PM): Making a little face, I flopped back onto the couch and messed with my hair.
xx readysteadygo (9:22:16 PM): I went with her, getting poked in the arm and all the normal things. They told me my test results would come back but that I looked very healthy for someone who'd been on chemo just a month ago.
HanginOutIn100B (9:24:46 PM): I ended up falling asleep on the couch, not even thinking I was tired.
xx readysteadygo (9:25:54 PM): An hour later I came back in, Amy going to make dinner.
HanginOutIn100B (9:27:08 PM): I had an arm flopped over the side of the couch, lips slightly parted and hair in my face.
xx readysteadygo (9:29:07 PM): Smiling, I passed him sleeping on the couch. The two girls could be ehard in their room.
HanginOutIn100B (9:31:35 PM): I dreamt of him. Of the way he tasted. The way he felt. A small smile lit my features as I curled up more.
xx readysteadygo (9:32:52 PM): I watched him a moment longer before I went to the bedroom, peeling off my bandaid,
HanginOutIn100B signed off at 9:36:40 PM.
HanginOutIn100B signed on at 3:09:01 AM.
xx readysteadygo (3:24:36 AM): xx readysteadygo (9:32:52 PM): I watched him a moment longer before I went to the bedroom, peeling off my bandaid
HanginOutIn100B (3:25:43 AM): Making a sleepy noise, I reached up, yanking the blanket over my head and curling up more.
xx readysteadygo (3:26:13 AM): Tossing it in the trash, I threw a booklet RECOVERING FROM CHEMOTHERAPY and some bull into the trash
HanginOutIn100B (3:33:17 AM): (Oh that is sooo bad :-P) Hears people milling around and makes a face under the covers.
xx readysteadygo (3:34:00 AM): Flopping down onto the bed, I blew air out my lips in a huff.
HanginOutIn100B (3:36:02 AM): Grumbling, knowing I wasn't going to get anymore sleep, I tore off the blankets and stomped up to my room.
xx readysteadygo (3:38:43 AM): I had my arm over my eyes, sighing to myself. I was just... frustrated.
HanginOutIn100B (3:40:40 AM): I stumbled into the room, staggered over to the bed and fell onto it.
xx readysteadygo (3:41:00 AM): The noise shook me and I shot up a little, "You scared the fucking shit out of me."
HanginOutIn100B (3:42:21 AM): I blinked, falling back against the wall. "I'm...sorry...?"
xx readysteadygo (3:43:18 AM): "Mmph." I laid back and turned to the wall.
HanginOutIn100B (3:44:49 AM): I bit my lip and curled up in bed. "Are you...okay?"
xx readysteadygo (3:45:58 AM): "yeah..." I glanced behind me a little.
HanginOutIn100B (3:46:49 AM): "All right..."I laid there, staring at the wall.
xx readysteadygo (3:47:22 AM): I turned around and looked at him.
HanginOutIn100B (3:50:24 AM): My gaze met his a little and I smiled the best I could.
xx readysteadygo (3:51:54 AM): "You sleeping the whole time I was gone?"
HanginOutIn100B (3:54:23 AM): I nodded a bit. "Trying to....it didn't really happen much."
xx readysteadygo (3:56:35 AM): "mm... I mushgc rather of stayed wth you."
HanginOutIn100B (4:00:20 AM): I gave him a soft smile. "I'd have liked that too."
xx readysteadygo (4:01:29 AM): I returned his smile a little, hand under my pillow.
HanginOutIn100B (4:03:06 AM): "So...things went all right....at the doctor's I mean...whatever was wrong?"
xx readysteadygo (4:03:59 AM): A small shrug, "Guess so."
HanginOutIn100B (4:04:14 AM): I nodded a little, not quite sure what else to say.
xx readysteadygo (4:05:42 AM): My eyes closed a little and I didn't reazlie how sleepy I felt.
HanginOutIn100B (4:07:10 AM): "I'll come get you when dinner's ready." I came over to his bed and kissed his forehead, then retreated out of the room.
xx readysteadygo (4:07:28 AM): His movement made me blink a little, and smile.
HanginOutIn100B (4:08:37 AM): I made my way downstairs, going into the backyard and sitting there on a swing.
xx readysteadygo (4:09:00 AM): Sleepy.
HanginOutIn100B (4:10:03 AM): Amy announced dinner and I went up to get him, coming over to his bed and sitting down, stroking over his hair. "Hey...Adrion...wake up."
xx readysteadygo (4:10:24 AM): "Mmpph..."
HanginOutIn100B (4:11:17 AM): I leaned down, lightly brushing my lips to his. "Come on...dinner time."
xx readysteadygo (4:12:33 AM): I opened my eyes a little and made a huff noise.
HanginOutIn100B (4:13:04 AM): "Hey now...be n ice." I smiled at him and brushed hair off his face.
xx readysteadygo (4:13:40 AM): I really didn't want to get up. Stretching a little, my body protested with cracking joints.
HanginOutIn100B (4:14:09 AM): "Okay....how bout I bring your food up to you?"I suggested.
xx readysteadygo (4:14:34 AM): I shok my head a little, "ask her if.. .I can eat later... I'll wamr it up..."
HanginOutIn100B (4:15:19 AM): I nodded a bit. "All right." Slowly, I moved up off his bed and left the room, going down to the dinner table.

xx readysteadygo (4:02:58 PM): HanginOutIn100B (3:33:16 PM): After eating, I made my way back up to my room and started to read.
xx readysteadygo (3:33:31 PM): Sleepy.
HanginOutIn100B (3:35:05 PM): I looked over at him, smiling a little, and wondering to myself why he'd had to go to the doctors
xx readysteadygo (3:41:16 PM): A little sigh and I turned around on the bed.
HanginOutIn100B (3:46:53 PM): I crumpled up a sheet of paper I'd been scribbling on and tossed it into the trash, but it bounced off. Grumbling, I went over and made to throw it out. Then I saw papers inside that made my brows furrow. I plucked them out. Chemotherapy? Looking over at him, my face fell a little. I quickly shoved the papers back into the trash, threw my own on top of them and scrambled back to my bed.
xx readysteadygo (3:52:33 PM): heard the bed across the room creak and opened my eyes alittle.
HanginOutIn100B (3:49:56 PM): I busied myself with reading the same page over and over, not really seeing it.
xx readysteadygo (3:52:33 PM): "hey..." My eyes were bleary and I rubbed them.
HanginOutIn100B (3:54:40 PM): I looked up a little offering him a small smile. "Hi...nice nap?"
xx readysteadygo (3:55:42 PM): "yeah... wasn't bad.. .what time is it?"
HanginOutIn100B (3:58:07 PM): I looked over at the clock. "About six thirty."
xx readysteadygo (3:55:42 PM): Nodding a little, I moved to sit up, feeling uneven from laying on my side.
HanginOutIn100B (3:58:59 PM): "Amy put aside some food for you."
xx readysteadygo (3:59:15 PM): "Alright... I'll get it before I get back to bed.

HanginOutIn100B (7:44:45 PM): I touched my hand to his and brought it to my lips, kissing it lightly.
xx readysteadygo (7:53:01 PM): I allowed myself a small smile.
HanginOutIn100B (7:54:28 PM): I nudged my cheek against his hand, closing my eyes again.
xx readysteadygo (8:10:59 PM): I slid my hand down just lightly, feeling a bit uneasy.
HanginOutIn100B (8:13:32 PM): My eyes stayed closed and I felt my stomach twist. What the fuck was I doing? He wasn't Brenden. So we'd fucked. That was all it was. I turned back over onto my side.
xx readysteadygo (8:14:47 PM): Sighing a little I leaned in to kiss his cheek, "At least you'll be out of here soon anyway."
HanginOutIn100B (8:19:54 PM): "Not soon enough." And I pulled the blanket over me again.
xx readysteadygo (8:21:34 PM): "So whats keeping you from leaving?"
HanginOutIn100B (8:23:04 PM): "I have to be seventeen, that's what's keeping me."
xx readysteadygo (8:23:59 PM): "And you can't just leave? This place has to be the easiest to get out of."
HanginOutIn100B (8:25:30 PM): "I don't have anywhere else to go. This place is better than the streets."
xx readysteadygo (8:27:51 PM): "mm."
HanginOutIn100B (8:28:32 PM): I played with my sheet and stared at the wall. "I've got till July, then I'll leave."
xx readysteadygo (8:32:41 PM): "Amy would probably make you stay. Get a job... unless you have one already."
HanginOutIn100B (8:33:33 PM): I chuckled a little. "Actually I do...but it's not much."
xx readysteadygo (8:36:02 PM): "better than what most of us have got."
HanginOutIn100B (8:36:21 PM): "Yeah, I guess so. You want it?"
xx readysteadygo (8:37:18 PM): A small laugh, "No, I'm alright."
HanginOutIn100B (8:37:35 PM): I nodded. "Any time you change your mind, let me know." I grinned
xx readysteadygo (8:39:11 PM): "Certainly."
HanginOutIn100B (8:40:08 PM): I put my arms behind my head. "I'm sorry...for before...getting all mushy."
xx readysteadygo (8:41:21 PM): "What're you sorry for."
HanginOutIn100B (8:41:55 PM): "I shouldn't have gotten so....I don't know...boyfriend-ish with you. So I'm sorry."
xx readysteadygo (8:42:57 PM): A little shrug, I slowly got up to start in on my food again.
HanginOutIn100B (8:44:21 PM): I sighed. Every time I said something meaningful he just brushed it off. I rolled my eyes heavenward and decided to just forget it.
xx readysteadygo (8:44:47 PM): "She really isnt a bad cook."
HanginOutIn100B (8:48:22 PM): "She was going to be a master chef...before things happened in her family and she couldn't."
xx readysteadygo (8:51:08 PM): I frowned a little, "Life does that."
HanginOutIn100B (8:51:44 PM): "Yeah, tell me about it."
xx readysteadygo (8:59:47 PM): I poked a noodle and chewed it quietlly.
HanginOutIn100B (9:03:14 PM): I ran a hand up and down my stomach, scratching at a tattoo on my hip and sighing.
xx readysteadygo (9:18:06 PM): Finishing up, I took the plate back to the kitchen and took my time cleaning the palte.
HanginOutIn100B (9:19:47 PM): My hand went down, gradually, till it was wrapped around my cock, jerking slowly.
xx readysteadygo (9:21:12 PM): I dried off the plate and set it up in the cabinets, sighing.
HanginOutIn100B (9:22:30 PM): My eyes fell closed and I jerked harder, thumbing the tip and seeing him behind my eyes.
xx readysteadygo (9:23:49 PM): Rubbing my neck a little I looked around the kitchen and moved to walk back to the bedroom.
HanginOutIn100B (9:24:52 PM): I paid no attention to anything around me as I pleasured myself, jerking up hard once and letting out a soft moan.
xx readysteadygo (9:26:03 PM): I stopped in the door and bit my lip, watching him.
HanginOutIn100B (9:26:54 PM): My eyes fluttered as my lips parted and I arched into my hand.
xx readysteadygo (9:27:14 PM): "That is definently a good sight."
HanginOutIn100B (9:33:06 PM): "Glad...you think so..."I groaned, stroking myself harder.
xx readysteadygo (9:34:26 PM): "You are an odd one... from depressed to horny."
HanginOutIn100B (9:35:05 PM): "Never said...I was normal...so sue me..."I let out a throaty moan and my eyes rolled back in my head.
xx readysteadygo (9:35:42 PM): "It does wonders for endorphins." I slowly slid his blanket back to watch.
HanginOutIn100B (9:40:44 PM): My body arched up off the bed as I thrust more into my fist, reaching down with my other hand to grab my sack, kneading it.
xx readysteadygo (9:41:18 PM): I smirked and touched his boxers, tugging them down.
HanginOutIn100B (9:45:54 PM): I wriggled out of them, kicking them off and continued jerking steadily.
xx readysteadygo (9:46:40 PM): I straddled his legs and lower my mouth, careful to wrap my lips around his head as he jerked upwards.
HanginOutIn100B (9:47:59 PM): I let out a gasp, which turned into a groan as I thrust up, jerking in slow strokes.
xx readysteadygo (9:49:11 PM): My palms flattened in his hips, pressing down and sliding my mouth down to meet his fist.
HanginOutIn100B is away at 9:52:54 PM.
HanginOutIn100B returned at 10:05:15 PM.
HanginOutIn100B (10:06:42 PM): "Oh fuck..."I jerked myself still as he sucked me off, reaching my other hand to touch his hair.
xx readysteadygo (10:11:04 PM): I smiled inwardly when he knew exactly what I wanted... the feel of him jerking himself past my lips...
HanginOutIn100B (10:18:30 PM): I tangled my fingers in his hair, tugging at it and jerking in short spurts.
xx readysteadygo (10:20:14 PM): "Mmmph...." I sucked harder and pressed my tounge hard at the tip.
HanginOutIn100B (10:24:29 PM): "FUCK!" I bit hard on my lip and felt myself close.
xx readysteadygo (10:28:33 PM): I rubbed his hip now, sliding my mouth down so they pushed his hand.
HanginOutIn100B (10:29:26 PM): My fingers lightly touched his lips as I jerked slowly and let out a groan.
xx readysteadygo (10:30:05 PM): I shortened the length he could jerk, sucking hard.
HanginOutIn100B (10:39:39 PM): My hand stayed still now, as I let him suck me, head falling back against the pillow.
xx readysteadygo (10:40:10 PM): I touched the back of his hand and slipped my fingers in between them, squeezing.
HanginOutIn100B (11:04:08 PM): My hand gripped his and I thrust up lightly into his mouth, groaning and feeling cum dribble down the shaft.
xx readysteadygo (11:06:35 PM): I sucked harder and slid my tounge up and down.
HanginOutIn100B (11:29:26 PM): "Bloody christ!" I arched my body and came hard.
xx readysteadygo (11:29:56 PM): The flavor of his cum filled my mouth and I slowly swallowed it all down.
HanginOutIn100B (11:34:55 PM): I shuddered a bit and slowly collapsed against the bed, breathing hard.
xx readysteadygo (11:36:01 PM): Sighing a little, I sat back on my haunchs.
HanginOutIn100B (11:37:56 PM): I opened my eyes and looked up at him, smiling a bit.
xx readysteadygo (11:39:10 PM): "Endorphins working now?" I joked.
HanginOutIn100B (11:41:18 PM): I smirked a little and nodded. "Definitely working."
xx readysteadygo (11:42:26 PM): "Good." I leaned up and kissed his bottom lip, sucking it lightly before opulling away.
HanginOutIn100B (11:47:59 PM): I licked over my lips, tasting him and myself and grinning.
xx readysteadygo (11:50:38 PM): I sat back and licked my lips.
HanginOutIn100B (11:55:16 PM): Watching him intently, I reached up, touching his hips.
xx readysteadygo (12:07:50 AM): Just watching him without a word, I bit my lip.
HanginOutIn100B (12:09:24 AM): I softly slid my hands up and down lightly and smiled again at him.
xx readysteadygo (12:17:07 AM): My cheeks flushed a little.
HanginOutIn100B (12:21:20 AM): "You're cute when you're flushed." I chuckled.
xx readysteadygo (12:23:22 AM): "It happens." I licked my bottom lip.
HanginOutIn100B (12:26:03 AM): "I like it." I reached up and touched his cheek, sliding a hand over it.
xx readysteadygo (12:27:38 AM): I smiled faintly, looking at his hand briefly.
HanginOutIn100B (12:28:38 AM): I let my hand fall. There I was, doing it again.
xx readysteadygo (12:40:51 AM): "What?"
HanginOutIn100B (12:41:21 AM): "Nothing." I gave him a little smile.
xx readysteadygo (12:46:08 AM): I grabbed his hand and put it back.
HanginOutIn100B (12:47:26 AM): I blinked a little, surprised by that, but kept my hand there, fingers stroking.
xx readysteadygo (12:49:24 AM): "I don't completly understand why you keep doing that."
HanginOutIn100B (12:52:28 AM): "Why I keep doing what?
xx readysteadygo (12:54:09 AM): "Touching me and pulling away."
HanginOutIn100B (12:59:42 AM): "I just...don't know my boundaries with you...I'm sorry.'
xx readysteadygo (1:00:46 AM): "When I freak out and shove you off, you'll know."
HanginOutIn100B (1:06:24 AM): I nodded and smiled slightly at that. "Right..."
xx readysteadygo (1:11:15 AM): I lightly touched his fingers an dpulled my hand back, "Better get to sleep .Classes."
HanginOutIn100B (1:15:13 AM): "Yeah...okay..." I moved my hand down to my side.
xx readysteadygo (1:18:30 AM): "Goodnight..." I said quietly, getting up.
HanginOutIn100B (1:23:04 AM): "Night..." I moved back under the covers and curled up again.
xx readysteadygo (1:24:06 AM): I clicked the light off, licking my lips again as I went to get into bed.
HanginOutIn100B (1:29:44 AM): I closed my eyes, nowhere near tired, but attempting to sleep.
xx readysteadygo (1:33:29 AM): I curled up more into a ball than usual, feeling distraught.
HanginOutIn100B (1:39:42 AM): I tossed and turned, but finally, drifted off to sleep.
xx readysteadygo (1:41:35 AM): I stayed like that for a long time before finally feel a tear run over my cheek
HanginOutIn100B (1:52:55 AM): (awww :( *huggles him*) *sleepy*
xx readysteadygo (1:53:47 AM): [nexttt]
HanginOutIn100B (2:01:45 AM): I woke up the next morning to the alarm clock and tossed it in the rubbish bin.
xx readysteadygo (2:02:19 AM): I slept through any noises.
HanginOutIn100B (2:11:34 AM): I slumped over the edge of my bed and messed with my hair, getting to my feet and going to the bathroom to take a shower.
xx readysteadygo (2:12:18 AM): I stayed curled up against the wall, dry tracks of tears on my cheeks. [and he totally knocked the chemo book out of the trash[
HanginOutIn100B (2:14:22 AM): (Well he already saw it, so what's it matter? Lol) I stepped in the shower and stood under the stream of water.
xx readysteadygo (2:15:37 AM): [haunting reminder] Sleeep.
HanginOutIn100B (2:17:26 AM): (:() Getting out, I came back into the bedroom, seeing that I'd knocked papers out of the trash. I bit my lip as I crumpled them up and stuffed them back in, going about getting dressed.
xx readysteadygo (2:18:29 AM): I didn't hear him moving around.
HanginOutIn100B (2:18:44 AM): I got dressed, looked over at him and sighed.
xx readysteadygo (2:19:40 AM): Sleeeepppeeeh.
HanginOutIn100B (2:21:10 AM): (OH MY GOD, WOMAN!) I went over to him, gently shaking him. "Adrion....wake up."
xx readysteadygo (2:23:06 AM): [hes a heavy sleeper] I opened my eyes, feeling them heavy from lack of sleep.
HanginOutIn100B (2:23:55 AM): "Hey...it's morning...you gotta get ready."
xx readysteadygo (2:25:17 AM): I turned around, my eyes dull blueish grey.
HanginOutIn100B (2:27:05 AM): I ran a hand over his hair, smiling softly.
xx readysteadygo (2:28:12 AM): "How long have I go?"
xx readysteadygo (2:28:14 AM): got-
HanginOutIn100B (2:30:03 AM): I looked over at his clock. "About twenty minutes."
xx readysteadygo (2:31:47 AM): A small sigh, I got up and rubbed my head and cracked my back.
HanginOutIn100B (2:32:12 AM)