xx readysteadygo
(12:39:57 AM): -sits at home in front of a laptop around 3am in the morning and youre not home-
liveonstandby
(12:41:11 AM): *drags ass at the hospital, going in and out of the ER*
xx readysteadygo
(12:42:02 AM): -sighs and shuts the top, wiping under my eyes and looking around the silent house, sid and nancy even asleep side bye side-
liveonstandby
(12:46:44 AM): *gets to a payphone and calls home, hoping you're up*
xx readysteadygo
(12:48:02 AM): -looks at it and sadly picks up- hi
liveonstandby
(12:53:10 AM): i wanna get out of this place so fucking bad, love...
xx readysteadygo
(12:53:42 AM): -tucks legs up under me and looks outside. its a bright full moon- see you in the morning then?
liveonstandby
(1:01:37 AM): no.....see you in....fifteen minutes...i can't stay any longer
xx readysteadygo
(1:02:52 AM): right...-softly-
liveonstandby
(1:09:45 AM): i love you *hangs up and goes to the counter, telling the other resident on duty that i need to go home
xx readysteadygo
(1:10:06 AM): -drops it on the cradle and yawns, laying down-
liveonstandby
(1:15:28 AM): *gets out of the hospital and drives towards home, arriving there and dragging self into the house* aide...?
xx readysteadygo
(1:15:56 AM): half asleep on the couch in the dark living room-
liveonstandby
(1:21:34 AM): *kicks off shoes, squinting in the dark* Aide...?
xx readysteadygo
(1:23:24 AM): -moves a bit on the couch and it squeaks-
liveonstandby
(1:25:34 AM): *glances over and sees your outline* Aide...you awake?
xx readysteadygo
(1:26:21 AM): mm...-is curled up under a throw blanket-
liveonstandby
(1:29:20 AM): *comes over, careful not to trip and sits down, reaching out and touching a body part*
xx readysteadygo
(1:34:37 AM): -turns a little bit, your hand on my stomach-
liveonstandby
(1:38:13 AM): hey you...told you i'd come home
xx readysteadygo
(1:38:32 AM): -looks up at you in the dim light- yeah..-softly-
liveonstandby
(1:40:26 AM): *smiles and reaches up, touching your cheek* come on, let me take you to bed
xx readysteadygo
(1:40:53 AM): are you tired?-quietly-
liveonstandby
(1:47:31 AM): a bit....long day...i just wanna hold you
xx readysteadygo
(1:48:32 AM): -a little sadly- okay
liveonstandby
(1:49:35 AM): *furrows brows* Aide...what is it?
xx readysteadygo
(1:49:57 AM): nothing...-sits up a little, balanced on my arm-
liveonstandby signed off at 1:55:46 AM.

liveonstandby
(5:39:16 PM): don't say that if it's not true, love...
xx readysteadygo
(5:41:49 PM): -doesnt say anything and sits up, wrapping arms around you-
liveonstandby
(5:45:18 PM): *smiles a little sadly* oh Aide...*encircles arms around your waist and kisses the side of your head*
xx readysteadygo
(5:54:43 PM): -snuggles into you- you smell like it
liveonstandby
(5:56:13 PM): *makes a face* like the hospital?
xx readysteadygo
(5:56:27 PM): yeah...-voice sad-
liveonstandby
(5:57:00 PM): *closes eyes for a moment* guess i should take a shower then...
xx readysteadygo
(5:57:54 PM): take a bath with me? -quietly-
liveonstandby
(5:58:39 PM): *another small smile, this one genuine* that sounds perfect
xx readysteadygo
(6:02:01 PM): -pulls away, nonchalantly wiping under my eye-
liveonstandby
(6:08:03 PM): Aide...love...*touches your hand*
xx readysteadygo
(6:08:52 PM): hm? -looks at you-
liveonstandby
(6:10:38 PM): Every time I'm there...I'd rather be home with you...you're what gets me through those days where I feel so tired I could fall over
xx readysteadygo
(6:12:06 PM): -nothing, getting up and touching your shoulder-
liveonstandby
(6:17:43 PM): *sighs and gets up, slowly heading towards the bathroom*
xx readysteadygo
(6:18:10 PM): -leads the way, reaching back and touching one of your hands-
liveonstandby
(6:21:29 PM): *takes it into mine and shuffles along behind you*
xx readysteadygo
(6:21:53 PM): -sets two fluffy towels out on the counterand turns the water on in the large tub-
liveonstandby
(6:26:13 PM): *sits down on the edge of the toilet, running hands through hair and starts to unbutton shirt*
xx readysteadygo
(6:26:55 PM): -undresses quicker than you and helps you, sliding the shirt off your shoulders and tugging the undershirt up-
liveonstandby
(6:31:41 PM): *looks up at you, face weary and lifts arms to let you get the shirt off*
xx readysteadygo
(6:32:46 PM): -finishes up and leads you over, pulling you in behidn me-
liveonstandby
(6:35:53 PM): *leans back against the tub and pressed head against the wall*
xx readysteadygo
(6:49:22 PM): -snuggles back against you but doesnt expect you to stay away, brushing soapy washcloth over your arms around me
liveonstandby
(6:50:38 PM): *closes eyes, enjoying the soft feel and the lazy movements*
xx readysteadygo
(6:52:15 PM): aake-
xx readysteadygo
(6:52:17 PM): awake-
xx readysteadygo
(6:52:41 PM): -cups water up and pours it on your arms, snuggling back against you with a sad and soft sigh-
liveonstandby
(6:54:48 PM): *touches hands over your stomach, gently rubbing there, up and down, eyes fluttering*
xx readysteadygo
(6:55:39 PM): -closes eyes against the onslaught of tears. this wasnt enough. i missed being with you-
liveonstandby
(6:59:04 PM): (*sniff*) *feels your body tremble a bit and my eyes open* Aide...*leans forward, lips to your ear, and arms encircling around you tighter* can i make love to you..?*whispers*
xx readysteadygo
(7:02:42 PM): -rubs ppalms at my eyes, thinking if he didn't i'd be mad and out of my mind by the morning. i nodded and looked at him, eyes red-
liveonstandby
(7:05:49 PM): *touches your cheeks again and kisses your eyelids, pulling you up into my lap*
xx readysteadygo
(7:10:14 PM): not if your tired...-quietly-
liveonstandby
(7:18:22 PM): shush, love...and just let me touch you
xx readysteadygo
(7:19:44 PM): -looks at you, eyes on yours-
liveonstandby
(7:21:42 PM): *slides hands down your face and over the sides of your neck, slowly down your sides to your ass*
xx readysteadygo
(7:26:16 PM): -tilts head, pressing against you and half kneeling-
liveonstandby
(7:31:23 PM): *cups your ass, lifting you a little and gripping myself, eyeing you and pressing into you slowly*
xx readysteadygo
(7:35:53 PM): -touchs hands on your shoulders, sighing abit-
liveonstandby
(7:43:14 PM): *moves into you steadily, rocking upwards and keeping my gaze locked on you*
xx readysteadygo
(7:43:51 PM): -eyes flicked lust, bright and vibrant-
liveonstandby
(7:45:51 PM): *reaches up, cupping your cheeks and bringing you forward, kissing you heatedly*
xx readysteadygo
(7:46:45 PM): -reponds slowly and softly, rocking lightly against you-
liveonstandby
(8:11:27 PM): *savors the taste of your lips, the softness of your skin and moves up into you more*
xx readysteadygo
(8:14:11 PM): -wraps arms up around your neck, kissing back harder-
.
liveonstandby
(12:24:45 AM): mmm...*moans softly into your mouth, licking at your bottom lip*
xx readysteadygo
(12:25:13 AM): -presses your head against the back tile and sighs, my stomach fluttering hard-
liveonstandby
(12:29:18 AM): jesus...*groans and runs hands down your side, bucking up hips*
xx readysteadygo
(12:33:40 AM): i miss you so much...-whispers softly, lips falling down into the crook of your neck
liveonstandby
(12:36:28 AM): *strokes over your back and looks down at you sadly* oh Aide....god, you have no idea
xx readysteadygo
(12:40:48 AM): -sucks softly at your skin, eyes closed lightly as i ride you-
liveonstandby
(12:41:29 AM): *closes eyes again and grips your shoulders, thrusting harder each time*
xx readysteadygo
(12:42:03 AM): -runs fingers down the other side of your neck, working feverishly to get off-
liveonstandby
(12:44:57 AM): fuck Aide...*groans and thrusts up into your spot, clawing down your back*
xx readysteadygo
(12:46:02 AM): -back archs away a little from the nails, still wanting this to be a bit more about us together than just getting off-
liveonstandby
(12:54:18 AM): *holds you tightly, cheek pressed to your hair now* Adrion...I love you...
xx readysteadygo
(1:07:21 AM): -nose brushes your cheek softly- love you too, kendall...-softly- [crap you keep telling me and i keep forgetting his middle name]
liveonstandby
(1:18:32 AM): (Xavier) *smiles a nd closes eyes, slowing pace inside you*
xx readysteadygo
(1:22:24 AM): -moans, soft and smooth as I press down-
liveonstandby
(1:26:24 AM): *runs fingers through your hair, kissing over your throat*
xx readysteadygo
(1:30:04 AM): -leans back a little, lips parted and face reflecting bliss-
liveonstandby
(1:32:48 AM): *looks up at you, smiling genuinely* you're so beautiful, Aide
xx readysteadygo
(1:33:41 AM): -the lump in my throat rises and falls, sighing and looking down at him again-
liveonstandby
(1:43:08 AM): *touches your cheeks and grins up at you*
xx readysteadygo
(1:44:17 AM): -presses forehead against yours and closes eyes again, moaning softly and breathing in
liveonstandby
(1:57:28 AM): *rocks into you, feeling my self release*
xx readysteadygo
(1:58:34 AM): -doesnt cum on the other hand, slowing my movements and swallowing hard, stomach a mess-
liveonstandby
(2:02:13 AM): *looks up at you, body shuddering*
xx readysteadygo
(2:04:51 AM): -leans in for another kiss-
liveonstandby
(2:06:31 AM): *holds you close to me and kisses your lips softly*
xx readysteadygo
(2:07:14 AM): -sighs, feeling my excitment die on that level-
liveonstandby
(2:15:13 AM): (awwwww why?) *strokes your back gently and rests cheek against your chest*
xx readysteadygo
(2:18:54 AM): [he just wanted to be with him, he didnt really care about getting off] -arms wrap around him, sighing as my cheek touchs his chest-
liveonstandby
(2:21:31 AM): (He was just holding him...:() I really really love you...*kisses your shoulder*
xx readysteadygo
(2:22:22 AM): [aww i know. maybe kendalls a bit "wtf" too?] -smiles and kisses your neck, feeling less upset about anyting-
liveonstandby
(2:22:57 AM): i think....it's time i cuddle you in our bed, what d'ya say?
xx readysteadygo
(2:23:52 AM): -nods, grinning wider. id get to fall asleep with him for one of the rare times in the lastmonth-
liveonstandby
(2:24:25 AM): *winks and gets up, pulling you with me and wraps a towel around you, drying you off*
xx readysteadygo
(2:24:43 AM): -smiles at the treatment, forgetting clothes and bringing you with me to the bedroom-
liveonstandby
(2:28:33 AM): *follows after you and then crawls up into bed, pulling you with me*
xx readysteadygo
(2:31:02 AM): -pulls towel off, patting my hair and tossing it-
liveonstandby
(2:34:41 AM): *snuggles up to you, leg over yours and arms wrapped around your waist*
xx readysteadygo
(2:35:39 AM): -feels the warmth between my skin and yours, wrapping my legs over yours-
liveonstandby
(2:38:02 AM): *drags blanket up over us and kisses the side of your head*

xx readysteadygo
(4:53:42 PM): do I have to wait another month to be with you? -quietly-
liveonstandby
(4:54:55 PM): *looks over at you* no...it'll be hectic for another week or so...but after that new people are coming in so i'll have less hours
xx readysteadygo
(4:56:05 PM): -smiles a bit and curls up closer, hand on your side and nodding-
liveonstandby
(4:56:47 PM): i'm not gonna let us fall apart, adrion...
xx readysteadygo
(4:57:34 PM): i know... -looksnup at you-
liveonstandby
(4:58:32 PM): we're gonna go away for christmas, all right? get away from here and be just another normal couple on vacation
xx readysteadygo
(5:10:04 PM): -nods- i like how that sounds
liveonstandby
(5:10:31 PM): yeah, i thought it'd be nice...so where should we go, hmm?
xx readysteadygo
(5:12:09 PM): anywhere I can have you for a week
liveonstandby
(5:12:55 PM): *laughs lightly* well that's anyplace in the world, love
xx readysteadygo
(5:13:41 PM): we should go see your cousin
liveonstandby
(5:14:26 PM): *raises brows* you really think that's a good idea?
xx readysteadygo
(5:14:57 PM): i dont know, do you?
liveonstandby
(5:16:27 PM): *bites lip* well, i have no idea....the longest i've talked to him lately has been ten minutes and he cut me off...but i wanna see him
xx readysteadygo
(5:17:56 PM): well.... we could try.. if not, its me and you in england
liveonstandby
(5:18:41 PM): *nods a little* all right...it'll be interesting to say the least
xx readysteadygo (12:12:12 AM): of course it will be... think caiden hates me still?
liveonstandby
(12:13:36 AM): *scrunches up face a bit* i don't think he hated you, adrion....he just....well....oh fuck...no, i don't think he hates you still
xx readysteadygo
(12:15:43 AM): he just? -looks at you oddly-
liveonstandby
(12:17:12 AM): he just hated kieren...for doing that to him....
xx readysteadygo
(12:19:55 AM): -cringes at the name-
liveonstandby
(12:21:27 AM): yeah...i know....not the best experience for you either...
xx readysteadygo
(12:22:15 AM): -shakes head- yeah. not really.
xx readysteadygo
(12:22:38 AM): but hey... i ended up in conneticut because of him. and yourcousin got his husband.
liveonstandby
(12:34:24 AM): *smiles a bit and nods, stroking over your hair* exactly, fair trade
xx readysteadygo
(12:43:40 AM): had to choose conneticut, huh? -grins wider=
liveonstandby
(12:45:20 AM): *smirks* hey, i got accepted here...it was here or colorado
xx readysteadygo
(12:51:03 AM): we both went to boarding school in london though... did you realize that?
xx readysteadygo
(12:51:17 AM): [and maybe it was the same one only adrion came later cuz he got pushed out of his previous school]
liveonstandby
(12:52:35 AM): (HAH :-P) i didn't even think of that...hah...small world, huh?
xx readysteadygo
(12:53:56 AM): -smiles and kisses your chest softly-